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I am Happy to see you Drop in and say Hi.Fred, Siu Fai Cheunghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11151324434540332158noreply@blogger.comBlogger169125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-452925707663260087.post-88686373095625377372013-04-08T21:01:00.001-07:002013-04-08T21:01:13.658-07:00Day 74 - Just talking about money, Physical & Consequences<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">
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<li>adrenal glands high and excited.</li>
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I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to have the reaction of adrenal glands high and excited exist within and as me when talking about money. I commit myself to show others that money is a tool to assist everyone, not a tool for self-interest and enslaving others.</div>
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I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for accepting and allowing myself want to do nothing but get everything hence manifest the elite and the millionaires, instead of realizing I can't run away from consequences, always need to face my consequences after I die and there should be no class as everyone/everything is me. I commit myself to support and build the Equal Money Capitalism for the children to come so everyone including myself can enjoy myself within existence equally.</div>
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I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to have dizziness inside me when I just talk about money exist within and as me. I commit myself to stay in breathe, stay calm and realize I always need to face consequences for my purchase/enslaving others there is nothing to be excited about. Money is not for self-interest enjoyment. I can't enjoy myself when everyone else is in agony.</div>
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<li>Because of desires and become a greedy person harming people.</li>
<li>Become a person who do not take self-responsibility, only consume butt doesn't contribute.</li>
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I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to just talk about money and because of desires and become a greedy person harming people. I commit myself to stay in breath and think twice before spending always consider the consequence and always do what is best for all.</div>
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I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to just talk about money and become a person who do not take self-responsibility, only consume but doesn't contribute. I commit myself to always remember everything is me and live give is what I would like to receive.<br />
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給自已說對不起走往生命http://www.blogger.com/profile/16501101448931901566noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-452925707663260087.post-40898794511166043802013-04-08T21:01:00.000-07:002013-04-08T21:01:05.752-07:00Day 73 - Just talking about Money, Backchat<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">
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<li>I don't care about anything, give me more and more money and I am excited.</li>
<li>I can get more, I deserve it, I deserve more money.</li>
<li>I want more money, it means more luxury I can enjoy in the upper class.</li>
<li>I don't care how the world suffers as long as I have my interesting and comfortable Life.</li>
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I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to have the backchat of I don't care about anything, give me more money and I am excited existed within and as me. I commit myself to use my money to care for Desteni and build and Equal Money Capitalism to support everyone equally on earth.</div>
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I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to have the backchat of I can get more, I deserve it I deserve more money exist within and as me. I commit myself to enjoy myself with Equality in Existence and realize that everything is me and we live happily in Equality.</div>
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I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to have the backchat of I want more money, it means more luxury I can enjoy in the upper class. I commit myself to show others that the upper class is the painful road after death and enjoyment should be based on self-interest and enslaving others.</div>
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I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to have the backchats of I don't care how the world suffers as long as I have my interesting and comfortable Life I am in heaven. I commit myself to appreciate the physical and realize pleasure do not come from money, consequences come from self-interest money spending. </div>
給自已說對不起走往生命http://www.blogger.com/profile/16501101448931901566noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-452925707663260087.post-45440944609567461692013-04-08T21:00:00.002-07:002013-04-08T21:00:49.129-07:00Day 72 - Just talking about how to make money, Fear/Imagination<img alt="" class="pmark" src="http://factsanddetails.com/skins/country/images/pmark.gif" style="background-color: white; border: none; float: none; font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 21px; margin: 0px; padding: 0px 5px 6px 0px; vertical-align: bottom;" /><span style="background-color: #fcfff5; font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 21px;"> Chinese have a strong entrepreneurial spirit and powerful desire to succeed in business. If they fail at one thing they try something else. A history professor told Theroux, "the Chinese are interested only in two things in the world—power and money." Yang Yo, a singer who is sometimes called the Bob Dylan of China, told the International Herald Tribune, “Few people in China think about a simple life of following dreams, ideals and knowing who you are. The just sit around talking about how to make more money.”</span><br />
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<li><span style="background-color: #fcfff5; font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 21px;">I fear I will be starved and left off the street without money.</span></li>
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<li><span style="background-color: #fcfff5; font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 21px;">I see no consequences for my acts and I fear I will die, I have this only one life so I won't listen and become a conscious decent person, I just want as much money as possible.</span></li>
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<li><span style="font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: 14px; line-height: 21px;">A picture of me surrounded by money.</span></span></li>
<li><span style="font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: 14px; line-height: 21px;">Inside an LV store where I can pick any handbags I want.</span></span></li>
<li><span style="font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: 14px; line-height: 21px;">Inside a store and looking at beautiful dresses imagining how I can be as beautiful/as attractive as the models.</span></span></li>
<li><span style="font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: 14px; line-height: 21px;">Driving all the luxury cars that I want.</span></span></li>
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<span style="font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: 14px; line-height: 21px;">I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to have the picture of inside an LV store where I can pick/own any handbags I want to direct and dominate me. I commit myself to show others that desires only creates consequences/atrocities to ourselves and others and it is not worth to live in profit and consequences. It is about everyone is equal and prosper equally.</span></span></div>
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I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to have high blood pressure and fear of lost exist within and as me when I am taking bribes. I commit myself to let others know the serious consequences for taking bribes and corrupted.</div>
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<li>harming millions of people silently in taking bribes.</li>
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I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to participate in corruption/taking bribes and harming millions of people silent in the background. I commit myself to expose and teach people that there is serious consequences for taking bribes as everything/everyone you harm is you.</div>
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I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to participate in corruption and change my nature becoming more and more mean and apathetic such as the elite that cares about nothing but having more and more money. I commit myself to self-forgive my points that do not fit best for all and always do what is best for all.<br />
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給自已說對不起走往生命http://www.blogger.com/profile/16501101448931901566noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-452925707663260087.post-91400589054258654292013-02-03T17:23:00.002-08:002013-02-03T17:23:45.675-08:00Day 70 - Corruption & Consumerism - Backchat<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">
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<li>I only cares about myself since I only have this short life, I will do the best to enjoy myself until I die.</li>
<li>Money is so attractive it means I can have a beautiful wife/husband I need more and more money.</li>
<li>I love money and as long as I can get more money by bypassing the law I can get whatever I want and fuick the world.</li>
<li>I want to buy buy and buy and enjoy, I need more money.</li>
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I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to have the back chats of I only cares about myself since I only have this short life, I will do the best to enjoy myself until I die exist within and as me. I commit myself to care for everyone as everything are me and how I treat others are always how I will be treated - consequence.</div>
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I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself want to run away from consequences and create a system that we apparent don't see the consequences right away and trying to run away from it, instead of realizing I can't run away from consequences at all, that I was lying to myself.</div>
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I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to have the backchat of money is so attractive it means I can have a beautiful wife/husband I need more and more money exist within and as me. I commit myself to learn and let other knows that money is only a tool to see how I can help others and make Equal Money system manifest on earth, money is a tool to make sure everyone is being taken care of equally.<br />
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I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to have backchats of I want to buy buy and buy and enjoy myself, I need more money exists within and as me, I commit myself to care for everyone as everyone/everything is me and I cannot don't care/sacrifice everyone as me that do not fit what is best for all.<br />
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給自已說對不起走往生命http://www.blogger.com/profile/16501101448931901566noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-452925707663260087.post-60171536748275042502013-02-03T17:23:00.001-08:002013-02-08T10:09:48.860-08:00Day 69 - Corruption for Consumerism<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">
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<span style="background-color: #fcfff5; font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 21px;"><br /></span><span style="background-color: white;">Source: http://factsanddetails.com/china.php?itemid=370&catid=9&subcatid=59</span><br /><br /><span style="background-color: white;">Among the worries that ordinary Chinese have are the high cost urban housing, education and </span><a href="http://eqafe.com/p/life-review-obsessed-with-my-future">future</a><span style="background-color: white;"> jobs for their </span><a href="http://eqafe.com/p/life-review-a-child-s-mind-in-an-adult-body">children</a><span style="background-color: white;"> and inflation. Many complain about the conspicuous consumption of the nouveau riche and corruption among party officials. David Pierson wrote in the Los Angeles </span><a href="http://eqafe.com/p/reptilians-time-consciousness-s-worst-enemy-part-67">Times</a><span style="background-color: white;">, “Chinese households are already famously frugal — and with </span><a href="http://eqafe.com/p/the-little-bit-of-good-frees-me-from-all-the-bad-life-review">good</a><span style="background-color: white;"> reason. A flimsy social safety net means tens of millions must save for their own education, healthcare and retirement. And while consumer spending has been rising along with China's prosperity, it has done so almost in spite of an economic model geared almost exclusively toward production rather than domestic consumption.”</span><br /><br /><span style="background-color: white;">Fear Dimension:</span><br /><span style="background-color: white;">I forgive myself for </span><a href="http://eqafe.com/p/life-review-acceptance-and-allowance-vs-the-decision">accepting and allowing</a><span style="background-color: white;"> myself to </span><a href="http://eqafe.com/p/fearing-your-own-fears-reptilians-part-128">fear</a><span style="background-color: white;"> of dying and </span><a href="http://eqafe.com/p/life-review-how-addiction-to-suffering-and-pain-killed-me">suffering</a><span style="background-color: white;"> and I would use corruption to achieve my greediness </span><a href="http://eqafe.com/p/a-chat-with-desire">desires</a><span style="background-color: white;"> and harming others as me as long as I don't </span><a href="http://eqafe.com/p/life-review-seeing-through-the-eyes-of-the-mind">see</a><span style="background-color: white;"> the painful and ugly reality and people that are harmed by my corruption. I commit myself to show others that there is a serious direct consequence for corruption and harming others as yourself.</span><br /><br /><span style="background-color: white;">I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to disregard and not satisfied about being as physical/Life that I want to enjoy my self-interest instead of always going/doing what is best for all and recognizing that everyone is me, that I </span><a href="http://eqafe.com/p/the-crucifixion-of-jesus-part-24">give</a><span style="background-color: white;"> as what I would like to receive.</span><br /><br /><span style="background-color: white;">I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to define </span><a href="http://eqafe.com/p/quantum-systemization-crystal-and-energy-frequency-design-part-1">energy</a><span style="background-color: white;">/using corruption/</span><a href="http://eqafe.com/p/the-soul-of-money-how-money-thrive-from-personality-evolution-part-33">money</a><span style="background-color: white;"> to reach a higher </span><a href="http://eqafe.com/p/reptilians-energy-the-son-of-god-part-54">energy</a><span style="background-color: white;"> state as living </span><a href="http://eqafe.com/p/life-review-the-relationship-between-fear-guilt-and-shame">fear</a><span style="background-color: white;"> of losing money/energy without realizing that this </span><a href="http://eqafe.com/p/when-emptiness-is-real-life-review">emptiness</a><span style="background-color: white;"> is caused by the facts that the </span><a href="http://eqafe.com/p/reptilians-who-is-the-mind-part-15">mind</a><span style="background-color: white;">/we are scattered in different pieces. That it is life is the ultimate fulfillment and satisfaction. I commit myself to learn how to enjoy Life and </span><a href="http://eqafe.com/p/expecting-appreciation-from-others">appreciate</a><span style="background-color: white;"> Life instead of living as </span><a href="http://eqafe.com/p/the-secret-history-of-the-universe-the-sound-of-energy-part-10">energy</a><span style="background-color: white;">.</span><br /><br /><br /><span style="background-color: white;">Picture/Imagination Dimension:</span><br /><br /><span style="background-color: white;">I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to have a picture of shock and fear of me </span><a href="http://eqafe.com/p/matti-freeman-why-is-starvation-not-murder">starving</a><span style="background-color: white;"> on the street without any support and suffer </span><a href="http://eqafe.com/p/pain-as-self-perfection-introduction">painfully</a><span style="background-color: white;"> before I die and controlling me directing me instead of me directing myself and build a world that everyone will be taken care of equally so I don't have to fear. I commit myself to build a world with </span><a href="http://www.equalmoney.org/">Equal Money</a><span style="background-color: white;"> instead of living </span><a href="http://eqafe.com/p/life-review-living-fear">in fear</a><span style="background-color: white;"> of suffer in pain and dying.</span><br /><br /><span style="background-color: white;">I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to allow a picture of politicians taking bribes/money dressing in suit and have luxuries inside a large room to exist within and as me. I commit myself to do not have desires for taking bribes and let others know/understand there are </span><a href="http://eqafe.com/p/reptilians-the-future-of-consequence-part-41">consequences</a><span style="background-color: white;"> for every</span><a href="http://eqafe.com/p/life-review-growing-up-with-physical-abuse">abuse</a><span style="background-color: white;">/consume/purchase that we do through money.</span><br />
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I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to have high blood pressure response exist within and as me when I look at the goods behind the shopping windows, instead of directing myself in every moment.<br />
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I commit myself to stay in breathe and not live in the projecting future of how I am going to enjoy it or how beautiful/handsome/attractive I'd look like.<br />
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Consequence when standing in front of Shops' Windows:<br />
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I forgive myself haven't accepted and allowed myself to see/realize that my desires for consumerism is making everyone in the world suffer in pain. Whenever there is a price cut there is no miracle but someone(usually the workers's wages) must take the blow and someone/their family will get hurt or even starve to death.<br />
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I commit myself to consider and think for best for all before consuming as every purchase there is a consequence for me to take. I commit myself to willing to take the consequence for that purchase.<br />
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I forgive myself haven't accepted and allowed myself to realize that everything is me and I do what is best for all instead of self-interest enjoyment while buying. Earning more money/Using money to buy is actually enslaving others to produce goods/do the works for me.<br />
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I commit myself to let others understand /realize, how we treat anything/others are exactly how we are treating ourselves because they are us.<br />
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<br />給自已說對不起走往生命http://www.blogger.com/profile/16501101448931901566noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-452925707663260087.post-45919772725394327392012-12-12T22:28:00.002-08:002012-12-12T22:29:24.132-08:00Day 63 Chinese Culture and Religion – a Journey to Life: Chinese Consumerism Part 1<br />
Source: <a href="http://www.climatespectator.com.au/commentary/consumerist-china-it-sustainable">http://www.climatespectator.com.au/commentary/consumerist-china-it-sustainable</a><br />
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<span style="font-family: "Times","serif"; mso-bidi-font-family: Calibri;">This is an article about whether Chinese consumerism is sustainable.
Most people think it is impossible for 1.3billion of Chinese to live like
Western developed countries. To sustain capitalism/consumerism most Chinese
need to stay as factory workers/slaves. Because if all this 1.3 billion of
people upgrade their living equivalent as an developed countries living style
as masters, we do not have enough people on earth to serve the Chinese as
masters. Most of us Totally missed the point that we need so many slaves
because of greediness and where good are deliberately made to break<s>s</s> as
soon as possible, for self-interest profit. If we continue to live in a
capitalistic/consumerism way of living then yes, we won’t have enough people to
serve the Chinese, but within an Equal Money system where everyone is being
taken care of equally. No more unequal or self-interest profits is
allowed/needed then everything will be made from the starting point of best for
all. The profit system is based on the slaves that are needed and there is no
way to sustain 1.3 billion Chinese to keep on consuming and the writer believes
that the Chinese consumerism is not sustainable and bring no feasible solution
to the readers.</span><span style="font-family: "Times","serif"; mso-bidi-font-family: "Times New Roman";"><o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Times","serif"; mso-bidi-font-family: Calibri;">As most people have totally missed the point - the products that we
have these days do not tend to break sooner because of scientific break
through, these goods are deliberately made this way so businessmen/corporations
can have more and more lucrative profits as money is sucked from the consumers.
People only care about how I can make more money in self-interest, instead of
how we can make the product more durable. The technology is already here. The
products are not made as durable as it can be, because of elitist self-interest
where people do not care about and support each other. Without solving the root
evil of greediness, without installing a new Equal Money system, humanity and
the earth is on a self-destruct course and it won't be long until we destroy<s> </s>ourselves.</span><span style="font-family: "Times","serif"; mso-bidi-font-family: "Times New Roman";"><o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Times","serif"; mso-bidi-font-family: Calibri;">In China, as more and more people rise up in their living standards,
the more our earth is running towards self-destruction, because the earth
simply cannot sustain that many people to live like this. This is true under a
capitalistic system where people/capitalists just consume, consume and consume.
We are totally lost in greediness and the desire for more and more money. We
are never satisfied and keep wanting more and more and this has become a
sickness that not many people are aware of.</span><span style="font-family: "Times","serif"; mso-bidi-font-family: "Times New Roman";"><o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Times","serif"; mso-bidi-font-family: Calibri;">What I want to point out is we don't need to live like this where we
need slaves. We all can live like millionaires with a house, with clean and
healthy food and everyone can laugh and enjoy everyday. It is not a fairly
tale, this can actually be lived/ implemented using an Equal Money system.
We have the technologies to make the best cars that can last 100 or even 150
years, it is not here because everyone believe in Free markets and
lying/cheating to each other by making the products most prone to breaking and
this we sell to each other! That's why we all need to work so hard to serve
those that have money above us. Earth doesn't have to be hell/capitalism, we
don't have to keep consuming, to throw away, then consume again, throw away and
repeat cycles like this. We can throw away at a minimal level and all live
heaven on earth! We don't have to compete and fight to every last man's
standing for survival.</span><span style="font-family: "Times","serif"; mso-bidi-font-family: "Times New Roman";"><o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Times","serif"; mso-bidi-font-family: Calibri;">Source: </span><a href="http://www.climatespectator.com.au/commentary/consumerist-china-it-sustainable"><span style="color: windowtext; font-family: "Times","serif"; mso-bidi-font-family: Calibri;">http://www.climatespectator.com.au/commentary/consumerist-china-it-sustainable</span></a><span style="font-family: "Times","serif"; mso-bidi-font-family: Calibri;"><o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Times","serif"; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial;">“<span style="color: #262626;">Dodge the gridlock of new cars as you're
crossing the recently constructed six-lane Tibet Rd onto Nanjing road proper.
Quite suddenly, thousands of black haired people bustle around you humming like
bees in this hive of neon stimulation. Families gaze in wonder at a blue
illuminated aquarium window display in a department store. A giant screen
blares advertisements 20 metres above your head. Young people in brightly
coloured outfits sit in Starbucks, laughing over iced coffee and comparing
bargains.”<o:p></o:p></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #262626; font-family: "Times","serif"; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial;"> I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to be
directed to feelings/energies/colors and desires to look beautiful or handsome
in attracting the next sex victim. I commit myself to not directed by colors
and energies.</span><span style="font-family: "Times","serif"; mso-bidi-font-family: Calibri;"><o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="color: #262626; font-family: "Times","serif"; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial;"> I forgive myself haven't accepted and allowed myself to
realize that the greatest enjoyment is Life and physical.</span><span style="font-family: "Times","serif"; mso-bidi-font-family: Calibri;"><o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="color: #262626; font-family: "Times","serif"; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial;"> I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to
look for energy/stimulation/colors and think continuous stimulation is living,,
I commit myself to live stability with/as physical and breathe/Life is living.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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Imagination, Backchat/Internal Conversations, Reactions (emotions/feelings) and
also a Behavioural System. So, we will as we continue within our Blog, now and
then walk some Character/Personality examples and how to assist/support self
from </span><a href="http://creationsjourneytolife.blogspot.com/2012/07/day-79-stepping-out-of-character-with.html"><span style="background: white; border: none windowtext 1.0pt; color: green; font-family: "Times","serif"; font-size: 12.0pt; mso-bidi-font-family: "Lucida Grande"; mso-border-alt: none windowtext 0in; mso-fareast-font-family: "Times New Roman"; padding: 0in;">Character/Personality
control</span></a><span style="background: white; color: green; font-family: "Times","serif"; font-size: 12.0pt; mso-bidi-font-family: "Lucida Grande"; mso-fareast-font-family: "Times New Roman";">, to self-aware living in the Physical.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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Backchat Dimension: “</span><span style="background: white; color: green; font-family: "Times","serif"; font-size: 12.0pt; mso-bidi-font-family: "Lucida Grande"; mso-fareast-font-family: "Times New Roman";">This is where one would have conversations with
oneself as a Personality in the Mind. Thus, Internal Conversations/Backchats would
come up/manifest as words, sentences, short statements that can vary in
length/intensity.</span><span style="color: green; font-family: "Times","serif"; font-size: 12.0pt; mso-bidi-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-fareast-font-family: "Times New Roman";">”<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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like "oh how attractive I would be when I have that dress!" instead
of I commit myself to live Equally with everything here.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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embarrassing, I cannot survive and would have no friends if I wear old clothes.
I would show that I am poor. I commit myself to only act and dress for best for
all.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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judge others and backchat inside me saying: How ugly that person looks/dress
like! when they do not dress align to celebrities, I commit myself to treat
everyone's living style/dressing as an expressing here and they are all me.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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people on the feelings that they can generate through how they look and
how they dress. I commit myself to see/value everything as me.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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I'd look/feel better through consuming and I didn't give a damn about existence
or earth. I commit myself to show those that are willing to listen that
consumerism/energy/feelings are not the key to life, breathe is Life.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Times","serif"; mso-bidi-font-family: Calibri;">I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to have the
backchat of: I want it! I want it! I want it! and just want to fulfill my
desires. I only care about how I can feel better instead of I commit
myself to learn/live what is best for all and give up specialty as
everything/everyone is me.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Times","serif"; mso-bidi-font-family: Calibri;">I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to dive into the
energetic feelings and desire for the goodies showing in the windows, having
energetic emotions instead of I commit myself to stay here with the physical
and satisfied in breath and look for fun within existence as me playing in
different roles.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Times","serif"; mso-bidi-font-family: Calibri;">I forgive myself fro accepting and allowing myself to define
excitement as experiencing new goods without considering best for all or how
the workers need to be enslaved to produce goods for me to enjoy. I commit
myself to not participate in the desires but only consider what is best for all
and taking my self-responsibility as part of existence, as part of Life and
treat everyone/everything as me.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Times","serif"; mso-bidi-font-family: Calibri;">I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to build my
excitement based on abusing Life and others instead of make as durable as
possible products so that everyone can enjoy real heaven on earth. I commit
myself to show those willing to listen that we are all from the same source as
Life and we should give others as what we would like to receive as everyone is
me.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Times","serif"; mso-bidi-font-family: Calibri;">I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to only look for
energy and keep using shopping to fulfill my desires and energy experience
instead of realizing that energy is not real and it is not Life. and hence I
forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to be addicted to feelings. I
commit myself to live as physical as Life and not addicted to feelings and
energies.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<u><span style="font-family: "Times","serif"; mso-bidi-font-family: Calibri;">Jealous</span></u><span style="font-family: "Times","serif"; mso-bidi-font-family: Calibri;"><o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Times","serif"; mso-bidi-font-family: Calibri;">I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to be jealous of
those that have the money and can buy all the goodies from stores. I commit
myself to stand for oneness and equality and show others that everything that
we do/don't do have consequences that we need to face after we die.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Times","serif"; mso-bidi-font-family: Calibri;">I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to compare myself
with others that have all the money to buy all these goodies in stores, while
disregarding Life is being abused continuously on Earth. I commit myself to
show others that we can all live in heaven taking our self-responsibility and
give as what we would like to receive.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Times","serif"; mso-bidi-font-family: Calibri;">Hate:<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Times","serif"; mso-bidi-font-family: Calibri;">I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to blame others for
having lots of money to spend on purchasing goods showing behind the shopping
windows and it is unfair for me to have no money to spend and I am not happy
with that. I commit myself to learn/show others that everything I do or not do
have consequences and without self-refrained desires is not real and will only
destroy myself causing pain and sufferings in the future.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Times","serif"; mso-bidi-font-family: Calibri;"> I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to put all my
angriness into hate and jealous of people that can have lots of money to buy
stuffs instead of realizing there are consequences of every act of how I treat
others/anything in this world/existence. I commit myself to be satisfied with the
physical and don't let my desires/energy run lose.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Times","serif"; mso-bidi-font-family: Calibri;">I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to be envious of rich
people and always want to take over their money/place, instead of always take
care/consider everyone/everything equally. I commit myself to put in what I
have/can contribute to make heaven on earth for everyone/children to come.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Times","serif"; mso-bidi-font-family: Calibri;">I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to think have
millions of dollars and having the right to buy whatever I want and just throw
things away is happiness. I commit myself to realize money is just a tool and
enslaving others through money as "buying" has serious consequences
as everything is me. How I treat others is how I will be treated in the future.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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Imagination, Thought and Fear Dimensions. <o:p></o:p></span><br />
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給自已說對不起走往生命http://www.blogger.com/profile/16501101448931901566noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-452925707663260087.post-67488684365252584882012-12-12T22:22:00.002-08:002012-12-12T22:29:39.071-08:00Day 62 - Chinese Culture and Religion - a Journey to Life, Introduction<br />
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<span style="font-family: "Times","serif"; mso-bidi-font-family: Calibri;">Why I would write a blog for Chinese cultures, Religions and Societal
Practices? I feel that many Chinese or most of us currently are totally lost in
the dream of living according to an American Life style, which is totally built
based on money and enslaving other third world countries, including China.
However, we don't care and as long as we can get our piece of pie in the upper
elite class, as long as we can have our little heaven, we don't care. Just like
the Jews that are very smart in doing business (which are based on deceits and
lies), we don't care about anyone else in the world.</span><span style="font-family: "Times","serif"; mso-bidi-font-family: "Times New Roman";"><o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Times","serif"; mso-bidi-font-family: Calibri;">I want to find out why and change myself through self-forgiveness,
while at the same time using this blog to create awareness about the current
self-destructing human nature in consumerism. Hopefully someone who still has a
conscious inside them will stand up for Life, join Desteni and myself and walk this
process together.</span><span style="font-family: "Times","serif"; mso-bidi-font-family: "Times New Roman";"><o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Times","serif"; mso-bidi-font-family: Calibri;">I also want to change my past, self-forgive
myself for being superstitious in worshiping religions (and want to get a
reward after I die or continue to exist), I used to worship because of fear of
death, want to find a way continue to exists after I die – Also many Chinese
are lost in the religious domains convinced by all sort of rumors and stories
that we don't totally understand or not totally true. <o:p></o:p></span><br />
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給自已說對不起走往生命http://www.blogger.com/profile/16501101448931901566noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-452925707663260087.post-90361260947217949622012-09-26T09:31:00.000-07:002012-09-26T09:31:13.571-07:00My Whining and Jealousy<br />
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<span style="font-size: 9.0pt; line-height: 115%; mso-ansi-language: EN-US;">I whine a lot. Whenever I see something that is too much to ask/no way I
can do it in my mind then I would whine and want to get help/rather quit and
save time and effort. I also have no confidence in me of capable of handling
these tasks. I too trust my mind in processing/calculating/estimating the
outcome instead of common sense. I believe my calculations are absolutely right
and can help me avoid wasting time and effort in doing achieving things. I also
use whining to try to get help or negotiate to lower the workload. Like in
sales, after a few encounters I felt it was so difficult! I couldn’t do it, no
way people are going to part their money to buy our product. At first I think
it is just a way to exert my frustration and complain something that is told to
do something unachievable, now I know I am try to give up. So I was complaining
and thinking complaining can quell my emotions and I would feel better. I also
think it is justice/righteous that I should complain/whine because it is not
fair for me to handle/try to achieve tasks that are too much for me to handle.
I would rather save my breathe and do something else that I will succeed. <o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: 9.0pt; line-height: 115%; mso-ansi-language: EN-US;">Like going door knocking in sales, I think it is a waste of time since
there is no trust amongst the client and me that it is very likely that they
will not buy from me. I told myself(back chats): No, I don’t want to do door
knocking. I knew they are not going to buy from me at the beginning, why bother
to go through all the troubles/turmoil and waste my time and effort!? I just
have this trust in my mind/ego that how I access my problems instead of using
common sense like, I will improve my skills when I do more presentation and
meet/see more people. What I fear is they do not buy, having me dressed up
nicely and do all sort of work and presentations and at the end they don’t buy.
Not just I need to wash my shirts/pants at the end of the day and I got no
income at all. <o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: 9.0pt; line-height: 115%; mso-ansi-language: EN-US;">I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself whenever I feel/see
the things are so so difficult and not fun then I use whining to try to
manipulate others to victimize me and help me.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: 9.0pt; line-height: 115%; mso-ansi-language: EN-US;">I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to whine/complain/nag
and think it would help me to make me feel better.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: 9.0pt; line-height: 115%; mso-ansi-language: EN-US;">I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to place trust in my
mind to access the situation instead of seeing it in common sense way, using
common sense to guide me.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: 9.0pt; line-height: 115%; mso-ansi-language: EN-US;">I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to use backchats as
nagging to defend my ego/mind that I am always right and confirm it is a waste
of my time.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: 9.0pt; line-height: 115%; mso-ansi-language: EN-US;">I forgive myself for not accepting and allowing myself to see/realize
that actually nothing is predictable not even the mind and everyone’s response
is different.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: 9.0pt; line-height: 115%; mso-ansi-language: EN-US;">I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to think I can’t do
it, I can’t do sales or door knocking because I can’t convince/manipulate
people to have trust and like me and buy from me.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: 9.0pt; line-height: 115%; mso-ansi-language: EN-US;">I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to use whining as an
excuse of not working/trying in sales instead of realizing without trying I can
never improve my skills.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: 9.0pt; line-height: 115%; mso-ansi-language: EN-US;">I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to think it is
righteous/justice to whine when I am being assigned an too difficult tasks that
I cannot handle instead of looking in a fun way to try. <o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: 9.0pt; line-height: 115%; mso-ansi-language: EN-US;">I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to limit myself at
what I can achieve and using whining to give up instead of always expanding
myself and trying.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: 9.0pt; line-height: 115%; mso-ansi-language: EN-US;">I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to limit/hang on to
my ego/mind and complain/whine instead of realizing nothing is predictable in
existence.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: 9.0pt; line-height: 115%; mso-ansi-language: EN-US;">I forgive myself for not accepting and allowing myself to try play with
sales and see it in a fun game.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: 9.0pt; line-height: 115%; mso-ansi-language: EN-US;">I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself when my father was
being absurd in commanding me to do things, I was so small that the only thing
I can do is whine and hopefully he can change his mind.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: 9.0pt; line-height: 115%; mso-ansi-language: EN-US;">I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to use whining to
manipulate people/my father because else I would need to do the works like
living in hell.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: 9.0pt; line-height: 115%; mso-ansi-language: EN-US;">I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself thinking
whining/nagging can gain/manipulate other people’s sympathy.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: 9.0pt; line-height: 115%; mso-ansi-language: EN-US;">I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to try to give up and
trust my mind before even trying.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: 9.0pt; line-height: 115%; mso-ansi-language: EN-US;">I forgive myself for not accepting and allowing myself to adjust my
course using common sense and learn from my hard work mistakes.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: 9.0pt; line-height: 115%; mso-ansi-language: EN-US;">I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to fear that people
don’t trust/like me and won’t buy from me.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: 9.0pt; line-height: 115%; mso-ansi-language: EN-US;">I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to connect fear to
people don’t trust/like me and won’t buy from me.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: 9.0pt; line-height: 115%; mso-ansi-language: EN-US;">I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to rather save my
breathe, whine and not trying than no fear and learn it the fun way.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: 9.0pt; line-height: 115%; mso-ansi-language: EN-US;">I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to use whining to
self-pity and use that as an excuse to exert my blame and frustration instead
of realizing I am simply angry at myself and I shouldn’t use whining as an
excuse to exert and blame on others.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: 9.0pt; line-height: 115%; mso-ansi-language: EN-US;">I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to not willing to
work hard to learn.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: 9.0pt; line-height: 115%; mso-ansi-language: EN-US;">I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to participate in
backchats and whining to blame/manipulate others. <o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: 9.0pt; line-height: 115%; mso-ansi-language: EN-US;">I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to use whining as a
protest instead of thinking a common sense way to improve myself or how to
tackle the situation in a more effective way.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: 9.0pt; line-height: 115%; mso-ansi-language: EN-US;">I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself wanting to acquire
other’s sympathy, support and comfort and support my later give up so I whine. <o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: 9.0pt; line-height: 115%; mso-ansi-language: EN-US;">I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to fear of facing me
being failed.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: 9.0pt; line-height: 115%; mso-ansi-language: EN-US;">I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to connect fear to
being failed.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: 9.0pt; line-height: 115%; mso-ansi-language: EN-US;">I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself because it feels
extremely bad when I fail so I stop trying instead of realize trying is
educating myself/me learning.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: 9.0pt; line-height: 115%; mso-ansi-language: EN-US;">I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to don’t want to
learn how to stand up again because I have failed so many times in the past
instead of realizing maybe I failed continuously because I didn’t learn from my
mistakes.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: 9.0pt; line-height: 115%; mso-ansi-language: EN-US;">When and as I see myself as staring to whine, I stop and breathe. I
realize whining is not helping me in anyway in solving the problem. I realize if
there is a problem that I need to find an effective way to solve it. I realize
whining is the prelude of me giving up. I commit myself to stop whining, don’t use whining to
manipulate others for support/sympathy, stand up inside myself and find an
effective way to tackle the problem.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: 9.0pt; line-height: 115%; mso-ansi-language: EN-US;">I flag the point of when I start backchating: It’s too difficult for me.
I stop and breathe and not participating in the mind.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: 9.0pt; line-height: 115%; mso-ansi-language: EN-US;">I flag the point of backchating: I can’t do it. I stop and breathe and
look for ways common sensely in how to tackle the problem effectively.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: 9.0pt; line-height: 115%; mso-ansi-language: EN-US;">I flag the point when I start frustrating, I stop and breathe and remind
myself it is me that is angry at myself, it has nothing to do with other people
involved or the problem itself. I don’t participate in the mind and stay in
breathe.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: 9.0pt; line-height: 115%; mso-ansi-language: EN-US;">I remember I develop jealousy ever since I was a small child, that when
my brother has a beautiful wife I have a feeling of jealous. I felt I want to
have a wife like her and he doesn’t deserve it. When I was in school when I see
some of the rich classmates have all sort of toys, at first I was desperately
admire and want to please them in return to play some of their video games and
toys. Later it sometimes become jealousy. When I was in US studying, I was
jealous of Caucasian’s(especially blonds) look, that I was suppressing it
inside me that why they have such a nice look and I don’t. Jealous to people
that are attractive. <o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: 9.0pt; line-height: 115%; mso-ansi-language: EN-US;">I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to feel superior,
inferior, compare, self-judging causing jealousy exist within and as me.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: 9.0pt; line-height: 115%; mso-ansi-language: EN-US;">I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to have nasty
thoughts, gossips and spitefulness wanting to kill/destroy others that are more
handsome/beautiful than me.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: 9.0pt; line-height: 115%; mso-ansi-language: EN-US;">I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to be jealous to my
brother’s wife instead of realizing that everyone is me.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: 9.0pt; line-height: 115%; mso-ansi-language: EN-US;">I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to compete with
people that are more beautiful than I do and want to win.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: 9.0pt; line-height: 115%; mso-ansi-language: EN-US;">I forgive myself haven’t accepted and allowed myself to realize image
and colors are just energy/feelings and everyone is actually me.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: 9.0pt; line-height: 115%; mso-ansi-language: EN-US;">I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to be directed by
jealousy and support the mind instead of living equality in all ways.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: 9.0pt; line-height: 115%; mso-ansi-language: EN-US;">I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to judge my brother
doesn’t deserve a “beautiful” wife.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: 9.0pt; line-height: 115%; mso-ansi-language: EN-US;">I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself try to manipulate my
classmates for toys and video games.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: 9.0pt; line-height: 115%; mso-ansi-language: EN-US;">I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to be jealous of
classmates that have lots of money and toys instead of realizing there is a
consequence for enslaving others with money for self-interest.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: 9.0pt; line-height: 115%; mso-ansi-language: EN-US;">I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to be spiteful and
having nasty thoughts of destroying Caucasian’s that look more attractive than
I am.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: 9.0pt; line-height: 115%; mso-ansi-language: EN-US;">I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to be directed and
being as jealousy, spitefulness and nasty thoughts against others.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: 9.0pt; line-height: 115%; mso-ansi-language: EN-US;">I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to think it is
justice for me to have nasty thoughts and jealousy to people around me instead
of realizing everything has justice it just takes time because how they treat
others are actually how they treat themselves.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: 9.0pt; line-height: 115%; mso-ansi-language: EN-US;">I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to be jealous to
boys/men that win the hearts of the girls I like instead of living what is best
for all and realize they are all me.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: 9.0pt; line-height: 115%; mso-ansi-language: EN-US;">I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to use jealousy,
spitefulness and nasty thoughts to balance myself out thinking no one can see
my thoughts instead of living equality and always doing what is best for all.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: 9.0pt; line-height: 115%; mso-ansi-language: EN-US;">I forgive myself for haven’t accepted and allowed myself to compare and
spite others that look more handsome/beautiful than me.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: 9.0pt; line-height: 115%; mso-ansi-language: EN-US;">I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to live in separation
and live jealous, spitefulness gossip and hate on others.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: 9.0pt; line-height: 115%; mso-ansi-language: EN-US;">I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to act like my aunt
and my grandmother to spite and think spiting can harm others or make me feel
more comfortable and lost in separation.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: 9.0pt; line-height: 115%; mso-ansi-language: EN-US;">I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to think jealousy is
a natural act.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: 9.0pt; line-height: 115%; mso-ansi-language: EN-US;">I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to spite others and
throw tantrum instead of realizing everything is actually me and I need to
always do what is best for all.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: 9.0pt; line-height: 115%; mso-ansi-language: EN-US;">I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to think the girl
that I like I already possess her and having a relationship with her that when
she ends up with another boy then I become jealous and spiting him, instead of
living for best for all.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: 9.0pt; line-height: 115%; mso-ansi-language: EN-US;">I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to compare and self-judge
these boys and feeling inferior and superior about them.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: 9.0pt; line-height: 115%; mso-ansi-language: EN-US;">I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself live and directed by
inferior to the boys whose girls I am fond of like but at the same time want to
be superior to and spite them.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: 9.0pt; line-height: 115%; mso-ansi-language: EN-US;">When and as I see myself starting to compare, self-judging, feeling
inferior and superior about a boy/men whose girl I like is fond of, I stop and
breathe. I realize everything is me and it is not wise to jealous of myself. I
realize I should always do what is best for all not just what I like. I realize
I am learning to become Life.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: 9.0pt; line-height: 115%; mso-ansi-language: EN-US;">When and as I see myself starting to feel jealous and spiteful to the
boys/men, I stop and breathe. I realize everything is me and I shouldn’t be
jealous of myself. I realize jealousy is the nastiest act and I have to face
the consequence of living with/facing myself.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: 9.0pt; line-height: 115%; mso-ansi-language: EN-US;">I commit myself to stop being jealous, spiteful and nasty to everything
in existence. <o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: 9.0pt; line-height: 115%; mso-ansi-language: EN-US;">I commit myself to stop comparing and self-judging other boys/men.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: 9.0pt; line-height: 115%; mso-ansi-language: EN-US;">I commit myself to live for what is best for all.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: 9.0pt; line-height: 115%; mso-ansi-language: EN-US;">I commit myself to experience/explore/have fun with what is everything
is me equally.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: 9.0pt; line-height: 115%; mso-ansi-language: EN-US;">I commit myself to learn from what the boys/men that are showing me that
I can improve myself on.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: 9.0pt; line-height: 115%; mso-ansi-language: EN-US;">I flag the point when I start having nasty thoughts, I stop and breathe
and remind myself breathe and don’t participate in the mind, don’t feed the
mind with nasty thoughts and jealousy. It is not about possessing someone or
having relationships, it is about what is best for all.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: 9.0pt; line-height: 115%; mso-ansi-language: EN-US;">I flag the point when I start being spiteful or gossip to the boys/men.
I stop and breathe and remind myself don’t spite </span><span style="font-size: 9.0pt; line-height: 115%; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-TW;">and
everything is me.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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三四年前看了 Desteni "實際(practicality)"教導新的 Masturbation, 今天又和 Andrea談起. 她建議我把這些都寫在博上, 好讓其他人都可以參考.<br />
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首先要停止 <span style="background-color: white;">Masturbation是很需要自我意志和技巧的. 最主要是留在身体裏的能量得不到釋放, 困在身体裏. 所以我發現, 實際的呼吸是很有效的幫助當癮發作時是很有效的來帶動這些体內的能量. 透過深呼與吸會感到一種沉下去的感覺, 而這樣幾下就回復穩定下來. 然後不要去想這些思想就會解決了難</span><span style="background-color: white;">纏的 Masturbation癮.</span><br />
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<span style="background-color: white;">還有就是看 "實際" 的</span><span style="background-color: white;">http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-urGzHO3uN8 視訊. 還有 DesteniChineseTD裏面也有關於新自我表現的 </span><span style="background-color: white;">Masturbation視訊. 在現階段, 對我來說, 以自我表現形式而不是能量性的 </span><span style="background-color: white;">Mastrubation是有點困難理解/掌握的. 因為沒有能量就好像喝沒有味精的湯. 是另一種感覺/感受. 而起初一直用双手互相磨擦是沒有什麼異樣的感覺的.</span><br />
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<span style="background-color: white;">Andrea 亦建議我嘗試擁抱自己然後看有什麼 Backchat 反應. 我對擁抱自己的感覺是温暖, 完滿和舒服. 然後把這種感覺應用在双手和身体其他部份的磨擦. 我對擁抱自己的 backchat是假如我媽或其他人看見我, 會對我有什麼看法嗎? 會使我更困難走我的進程嗎? 別人會以為我是同性戀或自戀嗎?</span><br />
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<span style="background-color: white;">當一呼一吸的時候, 体內的能量會隨着呼吸而流動. 因此不會大量的積聚在体內.</span><br />
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<span style="background-color: white;">我宽恕自己接受容許自己被別人和我媽對我的看左右我的進程, 而不是以全体最大得益而做決定.</span><br />
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<span style="background-color: white;">我宽恕自己接受容許自己害怕被別人看見擁抱我自己, 以為我是怪胎/異類.</span><br />
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<span style="background-color: white;">我宽恕自己接受容許自己覺得只有低等不吸引/孤獨的人才會擁抱自己. </span><br />
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<span style="background-color: white;">我宽恕自己接受容許自己接受 Masturbation是理所當然, 然而擁抱自己郤是尷尬的, 而不是盡一切力量停止自慰.</span><br />
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<span style="background-color: white;">我宽恕自己接受容許自己害怕擁抱自己會因此失去尋找伴侶的機會, 而不是視所有一切都是我自己.</span><br />
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<span style="background-color: white;">新的 Masturbation 系列有詳細說明怎樣運用 Masturbation 成為一種不用圖像來剌激的以我所知打開物質與物質融合的一種方法.</span><br />
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<span style="background-color: white;">到現時為止就是覺得一種比較着重在物質性的感覺多於能量性的感受. 而正在鑽研物質性的感受與物質的快感. 把物質的一体平等感覺變成一種興奮.</span>給自已說對不起走往生命http://www.blogger.com/profile/16501101448931901566noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-452925707663260087.post-46695856509142862672012-06-05T06:21:00.002-07:002012-06-05T06:21:49.346-07:002012 - Participating in Education Expo.<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">
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I thought about writing this in Chinese but I want Cam and other TechnoTutor folks can read my sharing here. Besides, I haven't write in English for a long long time now. I heard from Cam that writing everything out(emotions, fears etc.) can help release and direct myself in the future when I face similar situation again. So here I am writing out all my experiences inside me during the 2 days Journey being part of the team in the TechnoTutor booth.<br />
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At first I thought it will be fun and great I can sharpen my skills and meet lots of people. Having a lot of fun or stuffs to look at, it will be a fabulous experience. However when I get there it's totally not what I expected. People are just rushing around and looking mainly for books. They don't have time to chit chat with me. Avery told us have to have fun because they can sense us inside and I have difficulties in putting my fun personality suit on. I mean I don't find fun there. I was there to practice my skills however half of the people I say hi to ignore me, others say hi back. Only 1 in 10 are willing to stay and look at what I am presenting. I judge myself: according to my current skill and English ability, how I am going to arouse their interest in our product? There is no way! I am wasting my effort. However, I haven't realized this is learning. Learning requires time and effort.<br />
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So I force myself to walk on the aisle practicing my smile like an idiot. I confess that I feel good afterwards when I have improved my smiling. But it was embarrassing and pointless to me to approach other booths and pretend that I am interested in their product. I have backchats like: That would be cheating! I am using them to promote my products. That would be lying or I feel like I am hurting another me. When they find out I am using them. I didn't realize if the point is for best for all then it is ok, they should have forgive me. I also have a lot of worries like if they find out the truth of I am using them. I better hide or not approaching them to avoid they find out my truth of using them for sales. I became reluctant to move forward or even try learning. I only feel good when I see myself improved or when I got happy feedback.<br />
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I know I can't just let this golden opportunity pass by so I force myself to approach a few counters. Forcing me to talk to them. Ask about the products. Pretending that I am interested in their products. I feel guilt inside me of not wanting their products but faking my interest in theirs. Always have this I am lying haunting me at my back. I don't know how to handle this guilt of I am using them, even for Best for all.<br />
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Till now, I do feel better after writing my fear, worries and guilt out. I have written stuffs inside me before and I do feel Tremendous Amount of release afterwards. Like they just disappear/vaporized. Funny that writing these things out feel like doing self-forgiveness. I feel relax(Yes, we can't just say relax or force ourselves to relax and then suddenly our body will feel better. No, I found that I need to self-forgive myself properly to really feel relax and pleasure). I feel like I am ready for a fresh start.<br />
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I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to want to be perfect inside all the people in the education expo's eyes.<br />
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I forgive myself haven't allowed myself to realize when I starting point is best for all, it is ok even for manipulation.<br />
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I forgive myself haven't allowed myself to practice and live self-honesty as acting for Best for all instead of just being honest to myself and I don't care how others are suffering and dying because of no money on earth.<br />
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I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to let my honesty guilt direct me instead of being self-honest.<br />
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I forgive myself haven't allowed myself to realize it is not hurting anyone by me but for Best for all even hurting another is ok and acceptable since I am doing for Best for all, I can take the consequence of that.<br />
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I forgive myself haven't allowed myself to realize it is not about lying but packaging myself to be acceptable/presentable to others in the booths.<br />
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I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to be selfish and don't want the consequence of manipulation and feeling guilt and rather someone take the consequence instead of realizing I should always do what is best for all, even including manipulation.<br />
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I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to be dominated by my honest guilt instead of learn from my mistakes and change myself being effective in doing what is best for all.<br />
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<br />給自已說對不起走往生命http://www.blogger.com/profile/16501101448931901566noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-452925707663260087.post-9507592888570317432012-05-30T06:44:00.001-07:002012-05-30T06:44:32.259-07:00Voip 與平等富裕! 所有服務與產品都是 "免費"的可能嗎?<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">
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連續三天在跟家裏的 Voip拼摶. 買了個 linksys 的 SPA3102(我常常都拼錯它的型號). 其實跟買手機的情形是一樣的. 這個品牌有這樣的優點, 那個有這些優點但全都各自有缺點而且不會耐用. 我也不想每兩三年就丟棄一大堆電子產品, 我也不想購買, 但沒有辨法. 在現時的資本/個人利潤主義的世界裏, 我也需要省錢, 我也需要 "生存".<br />
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Voip 本來是一個只有在資本主義的環境下才會出現的東西. 就只是為了省電話費. 我們温哥華一個月要付 $28加元的家用電話線. 我們已經是幾年後等技術較成熟時才考慮轉用. 首先, 在平等富裕金錢系統下, 所有人都會有一條電話線(包括手機). 然後會用為全体最大利益, 最優良的質料和科技(因為所有專利都不再存在, 所有真正的科研都是為全体人類及存在裏一切而研究, 不再分你我他或彼此). 然後所有現時需要付費的功能都變成免費. 所有維護都是所有人共同承擔. 因為這是為支援所有人類, 是一項必需的服務.<br />
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其次像我每次購買任何東西, 都因為怕被廠商欺騙而連續做一個星期的工課, 查看個品牌的產品是最 "相宜". 這樣的浪費每一個人的時間和精神的工課, 在平等富裕金錢裏都不再需要. 就像我這次已經讀了很多網上的報告, 還是搞出這麼大的麻煩出來. 是製造商 Linksys 的 ATA處理回音的軟件出了問題, 而夠完善. 而它們就只一直繼續賣. 還推搪說是用家不會調較. 事實是現在的大企業都畜意的令產品不完善, 而迫使我們消費者每幾年就需要換掉. 在平富金錢裏, 這些都不再需要擔心. 所有產品出現問題, 每一個人都會得到免費最好, 最完善的更新和補救. 因為, 我們是不分彼此都是真正的 "一家人". 我們人類在存在裏是一体的. 共同彼此承擔和享樂和責任. 其中一個捱餓/受傷就是全人類捱餓/受傷. 一個小孩享的樂/食物/住屋就是所有小孩全人類都平等享有的樂/食物/住屋 - 這就是平等富裕金錢!<br />
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在平等富裕金錢下, 我們完全不需要擔心會否買貴了, 或需要做大量的研究才能夠下決定買那一個品牌的產品. 如果真的不幸壞了會免費得到更換或修理. 也不需要害怕會花太多錢在不必要的價格上, 因為錢不再是生存的必須品 - 不再是個人貪婪的工具體, 而是一個導向我們走往天堂在地球的工具. 不再害怕其他人是不可信頼, 不再害怕鄰居是可怕和互相利用的, 一切都是平等互相幫助逹至實際天堂在地球, 為全体最大得益為出發點. 讓每一個小孩子都能夠不需要擔心金錢, 成年人工作 4-6年就可以免費得到所有最精密/優良的產品, 更多的時間與大自然和家庭起, 探訪鄰居, 一起把工作變成有越的娛樂. 真正的路不需要拾遺, 夜更不需要閉户的天堂在地球! 小孩子可以真正天真快樂地成長!<br />
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每個人都沉醉在幻想自已怎樣可以讓此生透過越多的商品, 嘗試滿足無責任殆盡一切的購物欲/多重自我表現/性/快感. 而這些是我們大部份人如果不是 Desteni是不會亦不知道怎樣找這些資料來學習的. 在看得到的檻房裏的人是會想盡辨法脫離的, 這些精英們都十分清楚, 而是給閉上眼一直沉醉在自已的幻想心智腦海裏的人, 連自已被困在四邊形的牆(就如現時的科舉/八股制, 或醫生/律師彩池裏)也不自知的, 才是最容易被預編程的羊群.<br />
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最深刻的一句就是, 在第三集: 你不能沒有改變個人的層面, 就能夠改變社會(系統). 而這就是我過往一直忽略了的. 也是為什麼 Bernard說需要耐性, 像對病人一樣. 我過往就是一直潛意識上想跳過個人改變的層面而推動社會的改變. 我發覺這是不行的, 行不通的. Bernard說是透過每一個人的想法改變才會和平地帶出改變. 帶出個人和社會/政治層面是相輔相成的. 除此以外一切其他方法都只會導至暴力(像佔領華爾街, 六七十年代的反越戰暴動). 而歴史不斷証明給我們的祖父母, 父母, 我們自已, 甚至我們的兒女看 -- 一切不守法的抗爭都注定失敗的. 只有透過政治/參政(政綱/提倡的新法令 -- 如我們的平等富裕金錢法)才能夠帶出改變. 看看, 我們每個人都一直在投票, 從三國時代的諸候制, 帝皇群臣制, 軍阀蟻民制, 到現時部份國家的民主制, 我們一直在投票/支援着不同的政府/理念. 而我們支援/投給的叫做 "平等富裕金錢". 沒有得到大多數人的投票/支援, 精英是沒有可能得到實質權力的. 盡管他們正籌備七八年後的大戰, 我們每個人都是他們冷漠/冷血的反映, 我們過往的容許和接受才是罪魁禍首, 而每一個人都想坐在他們掌權無盡財富的位置. 把責任全怨責在精英們身上是自我不誠實, 沒有承認/領悟到所有一切都是我. 我們本是一体的, 耶穌的名言: (不要)只看見別人眼中有刺,卻不想想自己眼中有樑木.<br />
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製造商品的痛苦代價. 我們會一件用的手機/商品/衣服全都需要透過奴役其他沒有錢的人的血汗/慘痛經歷來建成的. 沒有奴隸根本沒有人會在工廠裏每天奴役 8-10個小時. 所以我們對身邊一切的慘況/他們的憤怒是要直接/間接負上自我責任的. 所以在購買任何商品前, 你們同意為了這個世界和自己將來的報應, 我們是需要衡量我是否需要這件產品, 和承受死後面對這些工人為生產這件貨品所受的痛苦? 我的決定/行為是否符合平等生命的守則?給自已說對不起走往生命http://www.blogger.com/profile/16501101448931901566noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-452925707663260087.post-83667826871675541022012-05-24T12:11:00.000-07:002012-05-24T14:51:39.681-07:002012 電影歸途列車 - 1<br />
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昨晚開始有感冒了, 但因為病毒其實是在協助我們把身体裏面的系統連根拔起(uprooting)的. 所以沒有吃藥. 現時這個世界的藥, 特別是西藥都是為了賺錢而增強你体內的系統, 包括心智系統(mind)而製成的. 我還記得當我是小孩的時候,那時藥還是很貴的. 所以我們不嚴重的病是不會服藥的. 每次病完後都會感覺換然一身的感覺. 這是真的. 所以這已是我第三次不吃藥, 就只是休息和放鬆身体讓感冒菌做它們的工作.<br />
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已有一段時間沒有寫 blog了. 很多時候我都在想, 現在真的沒有多少個人在看我十寫的 blog, 我真的值得花時間來寫嗎? Bernard說 patience, 叫我要有耐性. 在這麼急的時期, 只有七年多八年的時間. 而所有人都 "滿意"現時的資本奴隸系統. 我已經不停做了將要四年了. 還是這渺渺可數的數個人在參與. 十的次方在開頭真的是這樣的嗎?<br />
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歸途列車是一套完全令我看了以後, 開始明白在內地的農民面對着怎樣的搾壓, 低下工人怎樣為錢而拼命為生存為兒女, 希望在資本賭塲裏終有一天奇蹟能夠降臨自已的兒女身上, 考取好成績, 搖身一變成為大醫生, 大律師, 大老板. 好讓他們和自已能夠脫離苦海. 我覺得一般人就是缺乏用常識(common sense)來看事物.讀書已經變成了每天買的廉價彩票. 而不是找出一個所有人都得到平等照顧, 平等教育, 平等工作和娛樂的社會 -- 這就是每個人只需工作四至六年就一生的住屋, 飲食, 基本衛生/醫療, 交通都得到保證. 或許有人會問你憑什麼來保證?? 我會說, 你存在銀行的錢他們又憑什麼對你保證?? 是包裝? 外表? 你每四年投票選一次的總統對你的保證/承諾有那一條不是反臉不認帳?? 只不過在經濟好的時候大家就 "忘記了", 消條時就拿他們來消氣. 一邊罵一邊說自已無奈.<br />
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首先, 如 Bernard說, 一百個貧人裏面有一兩個可以擠身上流的大醫生, 大律師社會. 這不叫做成功故事, 這是 "貧人透過讀書中了彩票而大事宣揚". 然後, 常識就是, 那剩下來的 98個人又怎樣了? 這就是資本競爭主義的精粹 - 放棄全体最大得益而全体供養 5%的巨富, 精英(elite). 置其餘 95%的人死活不顧, 讓他們自生自滅/餓死. 只拼命說: 老天𤕖眷顧我, 保估我一家將來有好日子過(升級). 那其他人的好日子呢? 我們現在的世界是一個兩極對立的系統, 因為你一家升了級那因而要代替你家的貧賤級的那幾個人又怎樣了?<br />
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然後實際在背後操縱一切的精英, 真的會讓大多數人升級嗎?? 這根本是不可能的事. 在一班讀八股文/醫科/法律的學生中有可能一半以上的人都變成醫生/律師嗎? 事實證明不會. 真正成功的就只有幾個.<br />
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歸途列車還讓我看到我們活在的民主只是一個假象, 只是一個讓精英對群眾更容易被引導投出預定結果的投票綿羊. 這其實是另一套 Bernard 叫我們務必要看和明白的紀錄片: BBC 的 The Century of the Self (BBC 探求自我的世纪). 字幕可以在這裏 http://www.9sub.com/sub/88238/1下載(中第一二, 英字全四集). 只要把視訊和字幕檔用相同的名字命名(但請保留 .srt)放在同一個欄裏播就可以了. 重點在第三和四集, 解釋政治組織/精英怎樣利用表面上是民主, 而事實是透過廣告誘發每一個人, 透過購買來完成不同形式的自我表現/体驗(能量性快樂). 有滑水表現, 有時裝的表現, 有動感紅色跑車的表現, 有金色手機的表現. 而民主在潛意識裏除了把注意力分散在林林種種五光十色的商品上, 還把投票權變成了投給誰最能哄騙你可以給你更多錢/購買力的演講.給自已說對不起走往生命http://www.blogger.com/profile/16501101448931901566noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-452925707663260087.post-67632366787505316062012-05-01T22:57:00.001-07:002012-05-01T22:57:17.499-07:002012 - 今天領悟精英也領悟不了的問題 - 凶湧暴民 (2)<br />
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最終導至如電腦革命後, 現在的情況:<br />
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1 個 精英/大企業: 我省減最少的人力, 生產更多的產品, 得到更多的利潤/錢即是收集勞動力. 沒有石油了, 我希望透過世界大戰銳減全球人口, 期望自已可以殘存到最後一秒(上流人仕). 我更大力的濫虐地球和開採僅餘的石油.<br />
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2 個 工人/農夫: 因為有人被 "裁員"了, 我有壓力而且精英/大企業用裁員做要有助脅我們, 為了生存, 工作量大到有些人受不了用自殺來解決. (低層).<br />
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7 個人失業, 壓力極大, 我的收入是 0. 為了生存, 我要犯法, 我要食物, 我的兒女要吃, 要穿, 要住, 要生存. 我對這個社會極度極度的憤恨. 我們全都集合起來, 一起為求生存要搶掠/反抗/暴動(碴宰層).<br />
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地球: 我已經受夠了. 精英/大企業/人類妄顧我和大自然, 以為我們是死物, 抽我的礦石和石油, 我這樣很辛苦. 這樣我和大自然都會毁滅. 為防止毁滅, 我要用病毒/海嘯/地震/旱災來阻止他們的 "進化/濫虐". 我和太陽都不再支援這些人類的虐待, 我不會再生產石油, 讓人類自生自滅.<br />
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從這裏我們看得出, 資本主義/精英完全不知道自已拼命的享受是導至我們今天全球搶掠/暴動的主要因素. 而他們是完全沒有辨法解決的, 因為他們看不到包括自已本身也是貪婪的實化体和導世界上大部份人每天活在奴隸生活的根源. 所以我們用常識(common sense)極清楚的看得出, 一切的暴動/暴民都是透過我們/精英的享受而在背後不斷製造出來的.<br />
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而基本收入補助制(Basic Income Grant)透過如接管如水電等基本設施, 把這些大企業的營利平均地分配給大部份低下層的人, 亦可以平等地分配給所有人, 体會平等政策是什麼味道的. 這樣會舒緩全球各地的暴動, 給精英們更多的時間來找出解決方法. 推遲世界大戰, 而更多人(甚至精英自已)有更多機會, 了解活在平等富裕, 每一個人都可以是精英是怎樣的一個天堂在地球的美好世界.<br />
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從双輸走向不止是双贏, 而是多贏的結果. 不再需要害怕, 我明天會餓死嗎? 我會生癌症嗎? 不再需要擔心, 我生前所做盡的惡事, 死後的報應怎麼算? 這些在平等富裕金錢下都不會存在. 甚至連精英也可以, 沒有恐懼下做一個平等的精英, 可以從未試過的安穏熟睡. 不需要擔心, 有人來謀我的財富嗎? 每一個人都是平等生命下的精英.<br />
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所以連精英也看不到完來問題的根源一直都沒有被解決過, 而只是不斷的透過科技的進步而惡化. 我們不應該全自動的各種電子產品, 而是人人有工開, 每一個人都有住屋, 每一個人都得到基本營養的食物和基本衛生設備. 世界上每一個人都得到照顧 - 平等富裕金錢系統. 那麼甚至連精英們, 也可以有生以來第一次, 無憂輕鬆自在的一覺睡到天明. 然後每一天都不需要活在惶恐會被憤怒的人群搶掠. 要明白, 只需用常識就會明白 - 一個小數秘密組織用盡一切方法透過鈔票來統治大多數是等如馬戲團表演踏鋼線, 最終都需要跌下來, 是自願下來還是被迫跌下來, 這是精英們的選擇.<br />
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當然, 我們投票給精英選出來的黨/總統, 這些人根本有能力和智力與常識(common sense)來解決我們現正每天面對着的困境嗎? 運用常識就能夠解答.<br />
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這個月在做什麼? 忙完然後又忙. 一直在為金錢, 為 Desteni的支援在忙. 在準備 3%双氧水療法的工具, 網上訂購, 為 Desteni的訪談上英文字幕, 回覆 email和支援其中一段 Bernard回覆的中文翻譯, 為 keto 食療法測試, 修改食譜. 處理家務, 煮食, 網上閱讀學習.<br />
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今天其實是頗興奮的一天! 我終於領悟了精英們永領悟不了的難題: 為什麼資本主義是導至今天地球上, 我們每天面對的種種問題. 如今天所有系統, 社會架構的崩潰. 和甚至可以透過間接幫助精英們, 短期鞏固/適緩他們正面對着的, 憤怒群眾和已經沒有石油的問題. 某程度上我是 "希望" 那些精英們能夠看到這篇文章, 而明白領悟自已的享受和貪心其實就是導至所有一切問題的根源. 而對我們和所有貧苦大眾, 失業大軍伸出援手, 這樣可以給所有人都 "買一些時間", 推遲可能發生的第三次世界大戰, 學會顧及/為全体最大得益而作決定, 和可以比較輕鬆的面對死後的 "報應".<br />
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這個䕼題是在毫無準傋的情況下突然領悟的, 而常識(common sense)是主要的關鍵. 我當時在聽 Bernard解說我們的 7年每天寫自我宽恕的訪談, 應該是 Finding the purpose in the Journey to Life - http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gYWqhzY5n3k. 在末段他一說到我們在不停的為了利潤, 為了減低成本逹至更高的利潤, 全世界的大企業在不停製造, 越來越不經人手, 電腦化(從奴隸人類 "轉化"成奴隸地球, 因為石油就是地球的血液)和越快爛的產品, 省減越來越多的職位. 每天越來越多人失業. 還談到失業帶來的壓力, 憤怒和怨恨. 然後突然間, 一刹那間, 資本主義導至今天上千萬人的憤恨, 暴動導至甚至精英們寧願用世界大戰來 "抵消"這些暴民的怨恨. 然而他們真的完全不知道, 自已無止境的貪心, 享受, 害怕失去身邊擁有的一切和無視每天上千上萬的失業怨民, 在餓死病死邊緣的兒童. "管他人死活, 只要我繼續我的享受" 這不只是他們, 而是我們大部份人現時的寫照. 透過自我-宽恕, 表明我錯了, 我跟自已說對不起, 我努力改變自已的本質, 從此不再犯了.<br />
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我在想, 不會吧? 我想了幾個月的時間也想不明的難題, 聽了幾句說語就領悟了?? 所以我在群聊時問了 Bernard, 而他說: 是的. 所以解開了後有如釋重擔的樣子, 肩膞上的石頭, 又輕了一個.<br />
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事實是這樣的. 世界上 7憶人就像 7 個人. 1 個精英, 6 個是工人/農夫, 1 個人扮演地球. 這時候的系統是還是 "平衡"的. 現在精英/大企業說我要提高我的利潤, 透過 "工業/機器化革命", 我能夠用較少的人, 生產較多的產品, 然後透過一張綠色的紙, 收集, 6個/億工人/農夫的勞動力, 供我享受.<br />
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1 個 精英/大企業: 我省減較少的勞工, 生產更多的產品, 得到更多的利潤/錢即是收集勞動力. (上流人仕).<br />
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4 個 工人/農夫: 因為有人被 "裁員"了, 我有壓力而且精英/大企業用裁員做要有助脅我們, 為了生存, 我們工作的時間更長, 工作量更多. (低層).<br />
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2 個人失業, 壓力極大, 我的收入是 0. 為了生存, 我要犯法, 我要食物, 我的兒女要吃, 要穿, 要住, 要生存. (碴宰層).<br />
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地球: 精英/大企業/人類妄顧我和大自然, 以為我們是死物, 抽我的礦石和石油, 我這樣很辛苦. 這樣我和大自然都會毁滅. 為防止毁滅, 我要用病毒/海嘯/地震/旱災來阻止他們的 "進化/濫虐".<br />
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<span lang="ZH-TW">事實上在給你揭露</span>/<span lang="ZH-TW">顯示你自已裏面</span>(<span lang="ZH-TW">一直抑壓</span>/<span lang="ZH-TW">無視</span>)<span lang="ZH-TW">怎樣体驗着自已</span>,
<span lang="ZH-TW">怎樣對待自已</span> - <span lang="ZH-TW">這些給你揭露你怎對待自已</span>(<span lang="ZH-TW">與自已的關係</span>). <span lang="ZH-TW">所有人類都看不出這點</span>: <span lang="ZH-TW">這</span> - <span lang="ZH-TW">一切我們在自已裏面所感受</span>/<span lang="ZH-TW">所想的事實上全都</span>
"<span lang="ZH-TW">源自我們自已</span>". <span lang="ZH-TW">所有我們對某人</span>/<span lang="ZH-TW">其他人</span>/<span lang="ZH-TW">某物某事的感受</span>/<span lang="ZH-TW">所想</span>
- <span lang="ZH-TW">事實上就是我們對自已</span>(<span lang="ZH-TW">作出</span>)<span lang="ZH-TW">的感受</span>/<span lang="ZH-TW">所想</span>.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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- <span lang="ZH-TW">從你對其他人的感受</span>/<span lang="ZH-TW">想法</span>, <span lang="ZH-TW">怎樣看出實際上它在告訢給你看你在怎樣對待</span>/<span lang="ZH-TW">感受你自已的</span>.)<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span lang="ZH-TW">這些想念</span>/<span lang="ZH-TW">想法</span>/<span lang="ZH-TW">暗聊</span>(<span lang="ZH-TW">能夠</span>)<span lang="ZH-TW">在我們身体裏</span>(<span lang="ZH-TW">抽取</span>)<span lang="ZH-TW">產生能量</span>, <span lang="ZH-TW">就是你過往在胸口所体驗的</span>. <span lang="ZH-TW">所以</span>
- <span lang="ZH-TW">這些你感受到的能量源自你在你心智系統裏面</span>(<span lang="ZH-TW">對自已</span>)<span lang="ZH-TW">的想念</span>/<span lang="ZH-TW">想法</span>.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span lang="ZH-TW">所以</span>, <span lang="ZH-TW">心智系統</span>, <span lang="ZH-TW">這些想法和能量實際上是屬於</span>/<span lang="ZH-TW">是我們的一部份</span>, <span lang="ZH-TW">這部份我們與自已分離了</span>, <span lang="ZH-TW">並且它為自已製造了一個</span>/<span lang="ZH-TW">一種</span> "(<span lang="ZH-TW">獨立</span>)<span lang="ZH-TW">意識</span>", <span lang="ZH-TW">這些在現時</span>"<span lang="ZH-TW">佔據</span>/<span lang="ZH-TW">主使</span>/<span lang="ZH-TW">控制</span>"<span lang="ZH-TW">着我們指揮自已</span>, <span lang="ZH-TW">活自已的能力</span>. <span lang="ZH-TW">這是為什麼你感到像</span>
"<span lang="ZH-TW">自已越來越失控</span>"<span lang="ZH-TW">的原因</span>, <span lang="ZH-TW">因為現時我們的心智系統</span>, <span lang="ZH-TW">我們自已的想念</span>/<span lang="ZH-TW">想法</span>, <span lang="ZH-TW">我們的能量操縱</span>/<span lang="ZH-TW">主使着我們的一切</span>,
<span lang="ZH-TW">因為我們沒有為他們承擔自我責任</span>, <span lang="ZH-TW">甚至沒有察覺出實際上它們是我們</span>(<span lang="ZH-TW">自已的一部份</span>). <span lang="ZH-TW">因為處於這種分離</span>(<span lang="ZH-TW">狀態</span>),
<span lang="ZH-TW">我們</span> "<span lang="ZH-TW">忘記了</span>" <span lang="ZH-TW">我們過往怎樣編寫自已的心智系統</span>, <span lang="ZH-TW">自已的想念</span>/<span lang="ZH-TW">想法和我們的能量</span>, <span lang="ZH-TW">而我們就這樣地產生自已的心智系統</span>, <span lang="ZH-TW">這些想法和能量是某種</span>(<span lang="ZH-TW">狂暴</span>)<span lang="ZH-TW">而自已沒有辨法控制它們的想法</span>/<span lang="ZH-TW">觀念</span>; <span lang="ZH-TW">而事實上我們自已足以制止和指揮它們的</span>.<span lang="ZH-TW">你只需要學會怎樣做</span> (<span lang="ZH-TW">這正是我們繼續往下面看我會教你的</span>).<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span lang="ZH-TW">我一直認為我的老師神通廣大,應該可以解決我的問題,但是並沒有。我跟他說我的問題,他只是低頭不語,甚麼話也沒有說。我去找他好幾次,他問我有什麼問題?我說我心很不安。他學著中國禪宗五祖大師對六祖慧能說:「心不安?你把心拿來,我幫你安。」</span><o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span lang="ZH-TW">向其他人求救</span>, <span lang="ZH-TW">當解決辨法永遠都在我們自已裏面</span>. <span lang="ZH-TW">人類錯在</span>: <span lang="ZH-TW">是我們製造我們自已的心智系統</span>, <span lang="ZH-TW">我們自已的想念</span>/<span lang="ZH-TW">想法和我們的能量亦因為這點</span>: <span lang="ZH-TW">事實上</span>, <span lang="ZH-TW">沒有人任何人知道我們自已的心智系統是怎樣運作的</span>, <span lang="ZH-TW">因為在你裏面就只有</span> "<span lang="ZH-TW">你自已</span>"<span lang="ZH-TW">一個在心智裏面</span>! <span lang="ZH-TW">沒有任何人</span>, <span lang="ZH-TW">不管是正常人或甚至一個大師能夠幫你應付你的心智系統</span>,
<span lang="ZH-TW">因為他們不是住在你的心智裏面的</span> - <span lang="ZH-TW">只有你自已是</span>. <span lang="ZH-TW">所以</span> - <span lang="ZH-TW">只有你自已才能救助自已</span>, <span lang="ZH-TW">透過了解你作為一個心智系統是怎樣運作的</span>,
<span lang="ZH-TW">並且在你自已裏面站起來指揮你的心智系統</span>/<span lang="ZH-TW">想念</span>/<span lang="ZH-TW">想法</span>/<span lang="ZH-TW">能量</span>, <span lang="ZH-TW">你不再被這些控制着</span>.
<span lang="ZH-TW">每一個人永遠都往自已外面尋找解決辨法</span>/<span lang="ZH-TW">栛助</span>/<span lang="ZH-TW">答案</span>, <span lang="ZH-TW">從來沒有往</span> - <span lang="ZH-TW">因為</span>
"<span lang="ZH-TW">真正</span>"<span lang="ZH-TW">的栛助</span>/<span lang="ZH-TW">解決辨法不是往外面找的</span>, <span lang="ZH-TW">不在</span> "<span lang="ZH-TW">外面</span>", <span lang="ZH-TW">而是在自已裏面</span>, <span lang="ZH-TW">是你自已</span>.
<span lang="ZH-TW">所以</span> - <span lang="ZH-TW">我會往後教你自我</span>-<span lang="ZH-TW">宽恕和寫作</span>,
<span lang="ZH-TW">都是一些會栛助你在</span>/<span lang="ZH-TW">處於你心智系統</span>, <span lang="ZH-TW">想念</span>/<span lang="ZH-TW">想法和能量裏面時指揮自已</span>, <span lang="ZH-TW">不再令自已受它們的控制</span>,
<span lang="ZH-TW">而是你站起來決定要改變自已</span>(<span lang="ZH-TW">的地方</span>). <span lang="ZH-TW">沒有任何人可以替你制止你的心智系統</span>, <span lang="ZH-TW">想念</span>/<span lang="ZH-TW">想法和能量</span> - <span lang="ZH-TW">只有我們自已才能夠為自已做到</span>, <span lang="ZH-TW">因為這些心智系統</span>, <span lang="ZH-TW">思想</span>/<span lang="ZH-TW">想法和能量都是自已</span>,
<span lang="ZH-TW">是我們親手製造出來的</span>, <span lang="ZH-TW">我們要為此負上自我責任</span>.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span lang="ZH-TW">我開始懷疑我心中的負面能量是否跟他有關,因為他有神通,他知道我對他的不滿,我對他的不恭敬。所以他討厭我,只要他一個念頭我就會不舒服</span>.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span lang="ZH-TW">心智系統是一個有趣的系統</span>, <span lang="ZH-TW">它能夠一直說服你進入相信</span>, <span lang="ZH-TW">例如這些</span> "<span lang="ZH-TW">負能量</span>" <span lang="ZH-TW">是源自別人發出的</span>; <span lang="ZH-TW">然而事實上我們自已在自已裏面</span>, <span lang="ZH-TW">透過自已的思想</span>, <span lang="ZH-TW">產生這些能量的</span>. <span lang="ZH-TW">透過這些在我們腦裏面不斷想</span>/<span lang="ZH-TW">與自已的對話</span>, <span lang="ZH-TW">的想念生產出來</span>.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span lang="ZH-TW">是你透過你在心智系統裏面的思想</span>/<span lang="ZH-TW">自我交談自已製造出來的</span>. <span lang="ZH-TW">心智系統在我們裏面可以同時製造正能量和負能量的</span>, <span lang="ZH-TW">這此都是透過我們思想</span>/<span lang="ZH-TW">想念的性質製造出來的</span>. <span lang="ZH-TW">所以</span> - <span lang="ZH-TW">如果你接受和容許你裏面有負面的想念</span>/<span lang="ZH-TW">想法</span>, <span lang="ZH-TW">你就會造出負能量</span>, <span lang="ZH-TW">如果你接受和容許正面的想念</span>,
<span lang="ZH-TW">你就會造出正能量</span>. <span lang="ZH-TW">所有這些正和負面的想念</span>/<span lang="ZH-TW">想法與能量同時源自我們的心智系統並且把我們從物質性身体分開了</span> - <span lang="ZH-TW">不再每一刻都處於</span>(<span lang="ZH-TW">活在</span>)<span lang="ZH-TW">是這裏</span>(Here)<span lang="ZH-TW">在真實世界中</span>.
<span lang="ZH-TW">所以</span>, <span lang="ZH-TW">心智系統</span> - <span lang="ZH-TW">當我們讓思想和能量牽着鼻子走</span>;
<span lang="ZH-TW">把我們從本來是與身体一体在是</span> "<span lang="ZH-TW">這裏</span>/<span lang="ZH-TW">當下</span>"(here)<span lang="ZH-TW">的</span>, <span lang="ZH-TW">而因此導至我們極容易陷入自已的心智系統裏面</span>,
<span lang="ZH-TW">因為它是一個極混亂和容易迷失的地方</span> - <span lang="ZH-TW">就如你過往已經所体驗過的一樣</span>.
<span lang="ZH-TW">所以</span> - <span lang="ZH-TW" style="background: white; mso-shading-themecolor: background1;">運用自我宽恕和自我寫作</span><span style="background: white; mso-shading-themecolor: background1;">, <span lang="ZH-TW">這些我在後面都會逐一解釋它們的運作原理</span>;
<span lang="ZH-TW">你能夠栛助</span>/<span lang="ZH-TW">引領自已走出已陷入了自已在心智系統裏面的迷失狀態</span>,
<span lang="ZH-TW">並且變回在身体裏面穩定下來</span>, <span lang="ZH-TW">把自已帶回現實</span>(<span lang="ZH-TW">環境</span>)<span lang="ZH-TW">中</span>. <span lang="ZH-TW">並透過這樣終止你裏面的的混亂和迷失狀態回復是</span>
"<span lang="ZH-TW">這裏</span>". <span lang="ZH-TW">對你會是一個進程</span>; <span lang="ZH-TW">但一如你過往所体驗過的一樣</span> - <span lang="ZH-TW">沒有</span></span><span lang="ZH-TW">任何人可以幫到你的</span>; <span lang="ZH-TW">這問題不會有</span> "<span lang="ZH-TW">輕鬆快捷的解決方法</span>"; <span lang="ZH-TW">你必須要和只能夠自救</span>; <span lang="ZH-TW">而將會有很多人透過給你看怎樣運用這些自我宽恕和自我寫作的工具</span>, <span lang="ZH-TW">來栛助和支援你</span>.
<span lang="ZH-TW">然而真正走每一步和應用這些工具</span>, <span lang="ZH-TW">真正不斷下功夫去</span>
"<span lang="ZH-TW">行動</span>/<span lang="ZH-TW">做</span>"<span lang="ZH-TW">的</span> - <span lang="ZH-TW">只有你能夠為自已栛助自已</span>.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span lang="ZH-TW">這個世界早就已經變成一個徹㡳不會像今天的世界</span>! <span lang="ZH-TW">因此</span>, <span lang="ZH-TW">你跟你的師父的關係只是一道你在心智系統裏面</span>, <span lang="ZH-TW">透過你自已的思想</span>/<span lang="ZH-TW">想法和你在心智系統腦裏的交談製造出來的</span> "<span lang="ZH-TW">信念</span>", <span lang="ZH-TW">因為你相信他比你</span> "<span lang="ZH-TW">更高超</span>". <span lang="ZH-TW">然而</span> - <span lang="ZH-TW">沒有一個人類是比其他人</span> "<span lang="ZH-TW">更高超</span>"<span lang="ZH-TW">的</span>. <span lang="ZH-TW">所有人類都有一個心智系統</span>,
<span lang="ZH-TW">思想</span>/<span lang="ZH-TW">想念和能量</span>. <span lang="ZH-TW">唯一令某些人更強大
是我們對他們</span>, <span lang="ZH-TW">自已在心智系統裏產生</span>/<span lang="ZH-TW">相信這些信念</span>.
<span lang="ZH-TW">所以</span> - <span lang="ZH-TW">當你在心智系統裏相信禪師是比你自已</span> "<span lang="ZH-TW">更高超</span>", <span lang="ZH-TW">你令自已相信</span> "<span lang="ZH-TW">他必定</span>/<span lang="ZH-TW">有能力幫助你</span>"; <span lang="ZH-TW">而不是察覺到我們自已就是力量本身可以幫助自已</span>.
<span lang="ZH-TW">所以</span> - <span lang="ZH-TW">你必需要察覺這點</span>: <span lang="ZH-TW">世上沒有大師</span> - <span lang="ZH-TW">不管你有多相信他們有</span> "<span lang="ZH-TW">多高超</span>", <span lang="ZH-TW">他們幫不了你的</span>; <span lang="ZH-TW">因為他們不是</span>(<span lang="ZH-TW">住</span>)<span lang="ZH-TW">在你</span>/<span lang="ZH-TW">你的心智系統裏面</span>:
<span lang="ZH-TW">只有你自已是</span>, <span lang="ZH-TW">因此只有你自已能栛助自已</span>.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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- <span lang="ZH-TW">世上沒有人可以替你做</span>(<span lang="ZH-TW">就如你過往已經歴過的一樣</span>!).<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span lang="ZH-TW">記着</span>, <span lang="ZH-TW">所有我們在心裏面想的</span> - <span lang="ZH-TW">永遠都從自我們自已裏面產生出來的</span>.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span lang="ZH-TW">然而我們永遠都把我們心裏面体驗到的</span>, <span lang="ZH-TW">只埋怨在對方身上因此永遠不會察覺到這事實上我們永遠都在自已在裏面感受</span>/<span lang="ZH-TW">体驗着的是自已</span>, <span lang="ZH-TW">並且因為我們沒有察覺這點</span> - <span lang="ZH-TW">我們沒有對自已的心智系統</span>, <span lang="ZH-TW">自已的思想</span>/<span lang="ZH-TW">想念和我們自已的能量承擔責任</span>;
<span lang="ZH-TW">沒有察覺出我們自已本身就是問題的根源</span>.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span lang="ZH-TW">事實上是從你自已裏面洐生出來的</span>, <span lang="ZH-TW">並且準確的顯示給你看你在自已裏面</span>,
<span lang="ZH-TW">怎樣体驗</span>/<span lang="ZH-TW">對待自已</span>. <span lang="ZH-TW">是你事實上對你自已不敬</span>,
<span lang="ZH-TW">是你對自已不滿和事實上是你對自已把這些投射在你的師父身上好讓你不用看出這些</span>, <span lang="ZH-TW">事實上是你在對你自已的感覺 而感到憤恨</span>. <span lang="ZH-TW">因此</span>, <span lang="ZH-TW">我們在自已的心智系統裏面迷失了</span>, <span lang="ZH-TW">相信我們有的是對其他人的感受</span>, <span lang="ZH-TW">然而同時間一直以來</span> - <span lang="ZH-TW">我們只是在感受着的是自已</span>. <o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span lang="ZH-TW">然後我開始出現幻聽,出現一些學長咒罵我的聲音,本來想不要理會這個聲音。但是時間久了,也開始覺得不耐煩,忍不住要辯駁、抱怨、要回罵回去。結
果就是自己在自己的腦海中不斷的編織故事。然後自己給自己回應。自己罵自己。對於自己這樣的現象,只有越來恐慌、越來越害怕。</span><o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span lang="ZH-TW">就這樣我們把自已的力量</span>/<span lang="ZH-TW">責任傳到心智系統身上</span>, <span lang="ZH-TW">然後心智系統變得比我們更強大</span>. <span lang="ZH-TW">所以</span> - <span lang="ZH-TW">這些我們與心智系統的關係</span>, <span lang="ZH-TW">就是這些思想</span>/<span lang="ZH-TW">想念和能量</span>, <span lang="ZH-TW">變得比我們更強大</span>: <span lang="ZH-TW">我們透過沒有制止自已的思想</span>/<span lang="ZH-TW">想念和能量並且下定決心與我們的身体一起</span>(<span lang="ZH-TW">每一刻都</span>)<span lang="ZH-TW">活在呼吸裏</span>. <span lang="ZH-TW">所以</span>, <span lang="ZH-TW">當我們越投入思想與能量時</span>,
<span lang="ZH-TW">心智系統就越來越強大</span>, <span lang="ZH-TW">而我們就越來越渺小</span>. <span lang="ZH-TW">所以</span> - <span lang="ZH-TW">當越來越多幻覺和幻聽出現在腦海裏出現時必須要明白</span>: <span lang="ZH-TW">是我不斷在餵養我的心智系統越來越壯大</span>, <span lang="ZH-TW">反而沒有制止我的思想和能量</span>. <span lang="ZH-TW">因此要察覺到</span>, <span lang="ZH-TW">甚至連幻覺也是我們在心智系統裏面透過自已的思想和內心對話和反應製造出來的</span>.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span lang="ZH-TW">並且為自已取回你的自我</span>-<span lang="ZH-TW">力量</span>, <span lang="ZH-TW">栛助和支援自已活在你的物質身体裏面而不是活在心智系統裏</span>.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span lang="ZH-TW">一直打電話給老師,每次他都不耐煩的問我甚麼事?我越來越驚恐也越說不出來是怎麼回事。只會哭。然後他很不高興的說:「問你甚麼事也不講,只是哭有甚麼好哭的。」就掛電話。我以為他神通廣大,可以知道我發生了甚麼事情?但是我想我搞錯了。他應該是把我當成瘋子一樣的看待吧!</span><o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span lang="ZH-TW">除非你自救</span>. <span lang="ZH-TW">例如</span>, <span lang="ZH-TW">我正在對你的過往經歴給你一些看法</span>,
<span lang="ZH-TW">並且教你怎樣用寫作和自我宽恕逐步的栛助自已</span>, <span lang="ZH-TW">然而第一步你必須透過寫作和自我宽恕</span>,
<span lang="ZH-TW">制止這些在你心智腦海的思想</span>/<span lang="ZH-TW">想法</span>, <span lang="ZH-TW">幻聽和能量</span> - <span lang="ZH-TW">你會察覺你能夠做到的</span>, <span lang="ZH-TW">並且世上只有你能夠做到</span>.
<span lang="ZH-TW">所以</span> - <span lang="ZH-TW">你的</span> "<span lang="ZH-TW">師父</span>"<span lang="ZH-TW">幫不了你</span>, <span lang="ZH-TW">因為這些在你心智系統裏的思想</span>/<span lang="ZH-TW">想念</span>, <span lang="ZH-TW">幻聽和能量都是製造出來的</span>, <span lang="ZH-TW">而因為你是你心智系統裏面的總設計師</span>
- <span lang="ZH-TW">只有你在自已裏面可以改變自已</span>. <span lang="ZH-TW">寫作和自我宽恕能夠令你</span>/<span lang="ZH-TW">你帶領自已一步一步完成</span> - <span lang="ZH-TW">利用你自已的心智系統即是思想</span>, <span lang="ZH-TW">幻聽和能量來栛助自已</span>.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span lang="ZH-TW">在老師這得不到解決的辦法。我開始希望佛菩薩可以幫忙。可以讓我的念頭停下來。因為我的念頭一直無法停止,而且全是負面的念頭,讓我痛苦萬分。但是我也找不到佛菩薩。我的狀況一直持續惡化當中,出現更多的幻聽、幻覺。對佛菩薩有更多的抱怨。為何我苦苦哀求,他都不來救我,我在心中咒罵著佛菩薩。然後又覺得驚恐萬分</span><o:p></o:p></span></div>
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- <span lang="ZH-TW">往自已外面求救</span>, <span lang="ZH-TW">而不是察覺到只有你住在自已的心智系統裏面</span>.
<span lang="ZH-TW">而亦因為只有你獨個一直住在裏面</span> - <span lang="ZH-TW">只有你能夠協助自已</span>. <span lang="ZH-TW">然而</span>, <span lang="ZH-TW">因為人類沒有察覺在我們裏面的</span> "<span lang="ZH-TW">所有</span>"<span lang="ZH-TW">這些思想</span>, <span lang="ZH-TW">幻聽和能量都是自已製造的</span>,
<span lang="ZH-TW">而我們需要承擔負責的</span> - <span lang="ZH-TW">我們常常往自已外面尋找答案</span>, <span lang="ZH-TW">希望其他人會</span>(<span lang="ZH-TW">替我們</span>)<span lang="ZH-TW">解決我們的問題</span>;
<span lang="ZH-TW">然而在現實世界不可能和不是這樣運作的</span>.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span lang="ZH-TW">你對菩薩的怨恨</span>, <span lang="ZH-TW">指責這些在你心智系統裏面的思想</span>/<span lang="ZH-TW">想念</span>, <span lang="ZH-TW">幻聽和能量永遠都是一模一樣的</span>. <span lang="ZH-TW">就和你以前對你師父的情形一樣</span>,
<span lang="ZH-TW">因為你同樣捨棄了自已的力量</span>, <span lang="ZH-TW">卑微並且在你的心智系統裏</span>, <span lang="ZH-TW">把你的師父和菩薩比自已更高超</span>, <span lang="ZH-TW">反而沒有察覺在你裏面</span>, <span lang="ZH-TW">自已有能力栛助和支援自已</span>. <span lang="ZH-TW">所以</span>, <span lang="ZH-TW">你對菩薩的關係</span>,
<span lang="ZH-TW">當你的心智系統把你自已的怨恨和指責投映在菩薩身上時</span> ,<span lang="ZH-TW">相同的經歴就在你的心智系統裏面循環再現</span>.
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<span lang="ZH-TW" style="font-family: "PMingLiU","serif"; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-bidi-font-size: 12.0pt; mso-fareast-font-family: PMingLiU; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-fareast;">看看</span><span style="font-family: "PMingLiU","serif"; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-bidi-font-size: 12.0pt; mso-fareast-font-family: PMingLiU; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-fareast;"> - <span lang="ZH-TW">我們的外世界</span>(<span lang="ZH-TW">事件</span>)<span lang="ZH-TW">實際是反映出我們裏面同時出現着的</span>. <span lang="ZH-TW">這是指</span>, <span lang="ZH-TW">例如</span> - <span lang="ZH-TW">當体驗到對菩薩怨恨和指責</span>,
<span lang="ZH-TW">事實上是顯示給你看你實際是對自已怨恨和指責</span>. <span lang="ZH-TW">而這同樣應用在世界上所有的人</span>
- <span lang="ZH-TW">所有我們体驗到對別人的思想</span>/<span lang="ZH-TW">想法和能量</span>, <span lang="ZH-TW">事實上在揭露給我們看我們這些体驗是對自已的</span>; <span lang="ZH-TW">然而我們的心智系統</span>(<span lang="ZH-TW">硬</span>)<span lang="ZH-TW">把這些</span>(<span lang="ZH-TW">反應</span>)<span lang="ZH-TW">投映在別人身上好讓我們永遠察覺不出我們從來不是在体驗</span>/<span lang="ZH-TW">感受別人而是感受着</span>
"<span lang="ZH-TW">自已</span>"!!! <span lang="ZH-TW">我會為你而做</span>, <span lang="ZH-TW">我會透過自我宽恕的例子教你怎樣栛助和支援自已</span> "<span lang="ZH-TW">在別人身上查看自已</span>",
<span lang="ZH-TW">意思是怎樣為你自已</span>, <span lang="ZH-TW">查看你與別人相處時你對別人的思想和能量</span>,
<span lang="ZH-TW">事實上是在揭露給你看</span>, <span lang="ZH-TW">這些就是你對自已的想法和能量</span>. <span lang="ZH-TW">所以</span>, <span lang="ZH-TW">你與你身外的師父還有菩薩的關係和想法和能量</span>, <span lang="ZH-TW">事實在揭露給你看這些是你在</span>(<span lang="ZH-TW">心</span>)<span lang="ZH-TW">裏面對自已的關係</span>
- <span lang="ZH-TW">我們外在的關係反映我們內裏跟自已的關係</span>.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span lang="ZH-TW">覺得自己大逆不道,毀謗佛法,是要下地獄的。然後開始出現幻覺有地獄的小鬼來,要我做大魔王。我不願意。因為做大魔王是要殺人的。我並不想。但是覺得自己越來越無法掌控自己,害怕自己哪天真的失控而傷害眾生。所以趁自己神智還清醒的時候,從我家的</span>5<span lang="ZH-TW">樓陽台上跳下去,想要結束自己的生命。結果我並沒有死…</span><o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span lang="ZH-TW" style="font-family: "PMingLiU","serif"; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-bidi-font-size: 12.0pt; mso-fareast-font-family: PMingLiU; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-fareast;">這裏也一樣</span><span style="font-family: "PMingLiU","serif"; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-bidi-font-size: 12.0pt; mso-fareast-font-family: PMingLiU; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-fareast;">, <span lang="ZH-TW">當你繼續餵養你的心智系統</span>, <span lang="ZH-TW">參與你的思想和能量時</span>, <span lang="ZH-TW">這些幻覺變得越來越劇烈</span>, <span lang="ZH-TW">令心智系統越來越強大</span> - <span lang="ZH-TW">你沒有察覺到這些心智裏的思想</span>/<span lang="ZH-TW">想念和能量事實上是不會比你更強大的</span>, <span lang="ZH-TW">然而你反而把力量供應給心智系統</span>. <span lang="ZH-TW">你膨漲</span>/<span lang="ZH-TW">令這些思想和能量比自已更強大因為你與自已的思想</span>/<span lang="ZH-TW">想念和能量分離了</span>, <span lang="ZH-TW">沒有察覺出你這些思想和能量</span>, <span lang="ZH-TW">也就是你的心智系統</span>, <span lang="ZH-TW">其實是你的一部份 你沒有察覺出他們其實是你</span>. <span lang="ZH-TW">亦因為你沒有察覺出這些思想和能量是你</span>, <span lang="ZH-TW">你容許這些思想和能量掌握你的力量和凌駕控制了你</span>.
<span lang="ZH-TW">而如果任由心智系統任意妄為</span> - <span lang="ZH-TW">它會變成像有知覺並且控制我們到一個它在我們裏面完全接管所有一切的地步</span>,
<span lang="ZH-TW">而我們完全會失去自已和身体的自控</span> - <span lang="ZH-TW">就如你過往所經歴的一樣</span>,
<span lang="ZH-TW">你的思想和能量</span>, <span lang="ZH-TW">即是心智系統不斷遊說你實行了結你自已的生命</span>.
<span lang="ZH-TW">看</span> - <span lang="ZH-TW">這些心智系統</span>, <span lang="ZH-TW">這些思想</span>/<span lang="ZH-TW">想念和這些能量是極度脫離現實世界到它不可能重視生命</span>, <span lang="ZH-TW">因為它</span>(<span lang="ZH-TW">本身</span>)<span lang="ZH-TW">不是生命</span>. <span lang="ZH-TW">心智系統是由能量造成的</span>
- <span lang="ZH-TW">這些思想</span>/<span lang="ZH-TW">想念和聲音也一樣</span>.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span lang="ZH-TW" style="font-family: "PMingLiU","serif"; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-bidi-font-size: 12.0pt; mso-fareast-font-family: PMingLiU; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-fareast;">如果我們繼續活在心智系統裏面</span><span style="font-family: "PMingLiU","serif"; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-bidi-font-size: 12.0pt; mso-fareast-font-family: PMingLiU; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-fareast;">, <span lang="ZH-TW">我們會越來越與自已從物質現實裏脫離進入一個能量性虛假現實</span>,
<span lang="ZH-TW">繼而相信這個心智系統現實世界是真的</span>, <span lang="ZH-TW">並且完全忘記</span>
"<span lang="ZH-TW">我們</span>" (<span lang="ZH-TW">活</span>)<span lang="ZH-TW">在這個</span> "<span lang="ZH-TW">真正的物質現實世界</span>". <span lang="ZH-TW">死亡或結束你的生命</span> "<span lang="ZH-TW">不是解決方法</span>". <span lang="ZH-TW">只有</span> "<span lang="ZH-TW">你自已</span>"<span lang="ZH-TW">是解決辨法</span>. <span lang="ZH-TW">在自已裏面為了自已</span>.
<span lang="ZH-TW">我會教你的自我宽恕和寫作是你用來幫助你走出心智虛假能量性現實</span>, <span lang="ZH-TW">重回物質性現實的工具</span>.
<span lang="ZH-TW">讓你可以感激自已</span>, <span lang="ZH-TW">感激生活和感激與自已一起在這裏</span>(here),
<span lang="ZH-TW">並且讓自已變成在這個世界一個更豐富精彩的自已</span>, <span lang="ZH-TW">這一切你住在心智系統裏面是沒有可能得到的</span>.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span lang="ZH-TW" style="font-family: "PMingLiU","serif"; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-bidi-font-size: 12.0pt; mso-fareast-font-family: PMingLiU; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-fareast;">在</span><span style="font-family: "PMingLiU","serif"; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-bidi-font-size: 12.0pt; mso-fareast-font-family: PMingLiU; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-fareast;"> Desteni - <span lang="ZH-TW">這是我們怎樣走的</span>.
<span lang="ZH-TW">每一個人都用寫作和自我宽恕來栛助和支援自已察覺心智系統及所有這些思想</span>/<span lang="ZH-TW">想念</span>/<span lang="ZH-TW">想法</span>, <span lang="ZH-TW">暗聊和能量</span>, <span lang="ZH-TW">這些都是與我們分離了的一部份自已</span>.
<span lang="ZH-TW">而我們唯一能夠清淨這些在我們裏面這團髒亂</span>, <span lang="ZH-TW">為這些分開了的自已即是心智系統負上責任</span>,
<span lang="ZH-TW">並且在我們自已裏面</span>, "<span lang="ZH-TW">尋回自我</span>/(<span lang="ZH-TW">真正的</span>)<span lang="ZH-TW">自已</span>". <span lang="ZH-TW">還有</span>
- <span lang="ZH-TW">自我宽恕和寫作的進程能夠協助和支援自已停止心智裏面的能量</span>, <span lang="ZH-TW">繼而停止在心智裏再製造幻像</span>,
<span lang="ZH-TW">回到自已的物質身体裏並且活在一個我們抽離了的</span> "<span lang="ZH-TW">真實的世界</span>".
<span lang="ZH-TW">除了寫作和自我宽恕</span>, <span lang="ZH-TW">我們還運用</span> "<span lang="ZH-TW">呼吸法</span>". <span lang="ZH-TW">讓你變得察覺自已與身体一起的呼吸而這樣會幫你不再脫離自已</span>(<span lang="ZH-TW">住</span>)<span lang="ZH-TW">在心智裏面</span> - <span lang="ZH-TW">與你的身体</span>,
<span lang="ZH-TW">與你自已回到這裏</span>(here).<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span lang="ZH-TW">和我們怎樣在自已的心智裏製造出幻聽和幻覺</span>. <span lang="ZH-TW">所以</span> - <span lang="ZH-TW">讓我們列出最重的幾點給你察覺</span>:<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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- <span lang="ZH-TW">給心智系統</span>, <span lang="ZH-TW">即是這些思想</span>, <span lang="ZH-TW">聲音</span>, <span lang="ZH-TW">能量和幻覺輸送力量</span>, <span lang="ZH-TW">而令我們對自已改變自已變得無力</span>.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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活在一個真正現實</span>, <span lang="ZH-TW">活在一個我們現與它與自已脫離了的物質現實的世界</span>, <span lang="ZH-TW">因為我們在心智系統</span>(<span lang="ZH-TW">世界</span>)<span lang="ZH-TW">裏迷失了</span>.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span lang="ZH-TW" style="font-family: "PMingLiU","serif"; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-bidi-font-size: 12.0pt; mso-fareast-font-family: PMingLiU; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-fareast;">現在讓我們看看自我宽恕的原理和怎樣用我示範的自我宽恕例子來栛助自已</span><span style="font-family: "PMingLiU","serif"; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-bidi-font-size: 12.0pt; mso-fareast-font-family: PMingLiU; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-fareast;">:<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span lang="ZH-TW" style="font-family: "PMingLiU","serif"; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-bidi-font-size: 12.0pt; mso-fareast-font-family: PMingLiU; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-fareast;">自我宽恕是一個讓我們透過實踐</span><span style="font-family: "PMingLiU","serif"; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-bidi-font-size: 12.0pt; mso-fareast-font-family: PMingLiU; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-fareast;">(<span lang="ZH-TW">這些宽恕</span>)<span lang="ZH-TW">來栛助和支援自已對自已的心智系統承擔責任的工具</span>. <span lang="ZH-TW">透過應用自我宽恕</span>, <span lang="ZH-TW">它會協助和支援自已去察覺你過往怎樣從你的思想</span>, <span lang="ZH-TW">聲音</span>, <span lang="ZH-TW">能量和幻覺裏分離了</span>, <span lang="ZH-TW">並且為察覺了後</span>, <span lang="ZH-TW">停止這些分離和取回你的自我</span>-<span lang="ZH-TW">力量</span>. <span lang="ZH-TW">可以說</span>, <span lang="ZH-TW">就像所有這些思想</span>/<span lang="ZH-TW">想念</span>, <span lang="ZH-TW">聲音</span>, <span lang="ZH-TW">能量和幻覺就像一塊塊的比薩餅而我們一直像一個比薩餅分散成所有零碎的比薩餅</span>,
<span lang="ZH-TW">在我們裏面滿佈這些比薩餅</span>. <span lang="ZH-TW">自我宽恕協助和支援我們把所有這些</span>(<span lang="ZH-TW">也是我們</span>)<span lang="ZH-TW">的比薩餅</span>, <span lang="ZH-TW">把我們在自已裏面重新放回原位</span>.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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"<span lang="ZH-TW">尋找自已</span>"<span lang="ZH-TW">的進程</span>. <span lang="ZH-TW">自我宽恕還協助和支援我們看到我們是有能力制止並在自已裏面改變自已的</span>, <span lang="ZH-TW">透過下定</span>
"<span lang="ZH-TW">決心</span>"<span lang="ZH-TW">要改變然後實踐</span>. <span lang="ZH-TW">自我宽恕還會協助和支援我們看到</span>, <span lang="ZH-TW">我們需要怎樣為自已亦是我們的心智系統負起責任</span>,
<span lang="ZH-TW">在明白我們在自已裏面唯一可以改變自已的方法就只有透過</span> "<span lang="ZH-TW">我們親自實踐</span>".<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span lang="ZH-TW">只是往外面尋找快捷的解決辨法結果是</span>: <span lang="ZH-TW">現實不是這樣運作的</span>. <span lang="ZH-TW">幫助自已的進程是需要耐性和恒心並且察覺你在為自已而做下去</span>. <span lang="ZH-TW">而且</span>, <span lang="ZH-TW">把拼圖重新拼好是需要時間</span>, <span lang="ZH-TW">集中力</span>, <span lang="ZH-TW">專注力的</span>
- <span lang="ZH-TW">有時候你會做錯</span>, <span lang="ZH-TW">不過過後就站起來再嘗試一次</span>. <span lang="ZH-TW">你要走的進程也會一樣</span>.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "PMingLiU","serif"; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-bidi-font-size: 12.0pt; mso-fareast-font-family: PMingLiU; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-fareast;"> <span lang="ZH-TW">讓我們用比如在這幾點裏最重要察覺的是從中察覺你有能力取回自已的力量並且不再參與投入在心智系統裏</span>,
<span lang="ZH-TW">透過察覺到你必須要在自已裏面站起來</span>. <span lang="ZH-TW">要做到這點</span>, <span lang="ZH-TW">一個人需要這樣做自我</span>-<span lang="ZH-TW">宽恕</span>:<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span lang="ZH-TW">沒有察覺到我的心智其實就是我</span>. <o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span lang="ZH-TW">是我製造這些聲音出來的</span>. <span lang="ZH-TW">而如果我可以製造它們出來</span> - <span lang="ZH-TW">我就可以制止它們</span>.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "PMingLiU","serif"; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-bidi-font-size: 12.0pt; mso-fareast-font-family: PMingLiU; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-fareast;"> <span lang="ZH-TW">我宽恕自已接受和容許自已相信心智系統比我更強大</span>, <span lang="ZH-TW">而沒有察覺出這個心智系統就是我自已</span>,
<span lang="ZH-TW">和如果心智系統就是我</span> - <span lang="ZH-TW">我就可以制止和改變心智系統 改變我</span>.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span lang="ZH-TW">在自已的心智系統裏迷失了自已</span>.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span lang="ZH-TW" style="font-family: "PMingLiU","serif"; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-bidi-font-size: 12.0pt; mso-fareast-font-family: PMingLiU; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-fareast;">好的</span><span style="font-family: "PMingLiU","serif"; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-bidi-font-size: 12.0pt; mso-fareast-font-family: PMingLiU; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-fareast;">, <span lang="ZH-TW">所以這些就是一些關於我們與自已也就是心智系統分離了的關係的自我宽恕例子</span>,
<span lang="ZH-TW">而在這分離裏</span>, <span lang="ZH-TW">令我們的心智系統比我們自已更強大</span>. <span lang="ZH-TW">透過察覺到心智系統是我們自已的一部份</span> - <span lang="ZH-TW">我們就有能力協助和支援自已停止並且改變自已改變心智</span>.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "PMingLiU","serif"; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-bidi-font-size: 12.0pt; mso-fareast-font-family: PMingLiU; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-fareast;"> <span lang="ZH-TW">就如字裏所說</span> - <span lang="ZH-TW">我們用的字</span> "<span lang="ZH-TW">我宽恕自已接受和容許自已</span>.." <span lang="ZH-TW">說自我宽恕就像</span> - "<span lang="ZH-TW">對自已說對不起</span>", <span lang="ZH-TW">不過以一種深層和親密的方式來說</span>. <span lang="ZH-TW">為自已從自已裏面分離了出去</span>, <span lang="ZH-TW">為沒有察覺你事實上是可以自救的</span>, <span lang="ZH-TW">為令自已的人生變得如此坎坷</span>, <span lang="ZH-TW">為對自已的苛刻</span>, <span lang="ZH-TW">為沒有幫助自已而對自已說對不起</span>. <span lang="ZH-TW">而透過這自我宽恕</span> "<span lang="ZH-TW">對自已說對不起</span>" <span lang="ZH-TW">你就會從你的過去中釋放自已</span>, <span lang="ZH-TW">好讓你可以為自已在你裏面創造一個新的未來</span>. <span lang="ZH-TW">透過自我宽恕</span>, <span lang="ZH-TW">你拋開在你心智系統裏以往的重擔</span>, <span lang="ZH-TW">這些不斷像鬼魂般纏繞着你</span>, <span lang="ZH-TW">並且釋放自已重獲自由</span>, <span lang="ZH-TW">取回你的力量</span>, <span lang="ZH-TW">為自已改變自已</span>. <span lang="ZH-TW">讓我們看看</span>
"<span lang="ZH-TW">接受和容許</span>":<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span lang="ZH-TW">是說我們過往怎樣接受</span>/<span lang="ZH-TW">默許在心智系統裏時的一切</span>, <span lang="ZH-TW">接受我們繼續奴役自已在心智裏</span>, <span lang="ZH-TW">接受在心智裏迷失成為所有這些破碎的比薩餅</span>.
<span lang="ZH-TW">接受我們過往容許所有令我們不肯改變自已的一切事</span>, <span lang="ZH-TW">因為</span> - <span lang="ZH-TW">因為你</span> "<span lang="ZH-TW">接受</span>"<span lang="ZH-TW">自已變成所有這些碎片</span>,
<span lang="ZH-TW">因為你這樣接受自已繼而奴役自已永遠都處於迷失中</span>, <span lang="ZH-TW">並且最終變成這些你接受的而且活這些你所接受</span>
- <span lang="ZH-TW">接受你永遠這樣迷失下去</span>. <span lang="ZH-TW">因此我們在自我宽恕句子裏加進</span>
"<span lang="ZH-TW">我宽恕自已 接受</span>!" <span lang="ZH-TW">因為這樣會栛助和支援你停止再接受</span>,
<span lang="ZH-TW">比如你永遠迷失下去</span>, <span lang="ZH-TW">並且栛助你改變這項接受成為一種察覺</span>, <span lang="ZH-TW">察覺出你有能力制止這些你所接受並且</span> "<span lang="ZH-TW">改變你自已</span>"! <span lang="ZH-TW">所以</span> - <span lang="ZH-TW">當你不再接受自已變成</span> "<span lang="ZH-TW">在心智系裏迷失</span>"<span lang="ZH-TW">時</span>, <span lang="ZH-TW">你跟着察覺你有能力制止這種迷失狀態並且再一次尋回自我</span>!<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span lang="ZH-TW" style="font-family: "PMingLiU","serif"; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-bidi-font-size: 12.0pt; mso-fareast-font-family: PMingLiU; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-fareast;">而</span><span style="font-family: "PMingLiU","serif"; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-bidi-font-size: 12.0pt; mso-fareast-font-family: PMingLiU; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-fareast;"> "<span lang="ZH-TW">容許</span>" <span lang="ZH-TW">是我們過往怎樣容許自已一直在心智系統裏迷失下去</span>, <span lang="ZH-TW">一直甘於乏力</span>. <span lang="ZH-TW">容許</span>, <span lang="ZH-TW">這就像在說</span>: "<span lang="ZH-TW">我什麼也不能做</span>,
<span lang="ZH-TW">我改變不了自已</span>, <span lang="ZH-TW">我迷失</span>/<span lang="ZH-TW">迷困了</span>,
<span lang="ZH-TW">我乏力因此我永遠都是這樣的了</span>". <span lang="ZH-TW">所以</span> - <span lang="ZH-TW">容許就像</span>, <span lang="ZH-TW">一直繼續以這些破碎</span>/<span lang="ZH-TW">失落的比薩餅存在下去</span>,
<span lang="ZH-TW">並且什麼也不嘗試</span>/<span lang="ZH-TW">做去改變現況</span>, <span lang="ZH-TW">而繼續現在的模樣和迷失下去</span>. <span lang="ZH-TW">容許我們把自已的力量下放給心智系統</span>, <span lang="ZH-TW">透過</span> "<span lang="ZH-TW">容許</span>"<span lang="ZH-TW">它並且</span>"<span lang="ZH-TW">不去改變</span>"<span lang="ZH-TW">它</span>. <span lang="ZH-TW">因此我們在自我宽恕句子裏加進</span>
"<span lang="ZH-TW">我宽恕自已接受和 容許</span>!.." <span lang="ZH-TW">因為這樣給我們一個機會</span>,
<span lang="ZH-TW">停止這些</span> "<span lang="ZH-TW">容許</span>" <span lang="ZH-TW">這些每個人現時的奴役狀態並且察覺我們有能力取回</span> "<span lang="ZH-TW">自已的力量</span>!"
<span lang="ZH-TW">和</span> "<span lang="ZH-TW">改變</span>!"<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span lang="ZH-TW">容許也就是下放自已的力量給心智系統和有這些零零碎碎自我</span>, <span lang="ZH-TW">把自已也就是這些比薩餅重新回歸的關鍵</span>.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span lang="ZH-TW">所以當你同時做你的自我宽恕</span>, <span lang="ZH-TW">和過你的日常生活</span> - <span lang="ZH-TW">做日常事務時</span>, <span lang="ZH-TW">你可以同時專注在你的呼吸裏</span>, <span lang="ZH-TW">或當心智變得太劇烈或太忙碌時</span>, <span lang="ZH-TW">那時你只需要獨個兒坐下來一會</span>, <span lang="ZH-TW">深而且慢的吸呼</span>, <span lang="ZH-TW">吸入然後呼出直至你感到你的心智在慢慢靜來</span>, <span lang="ZH-TW">而且越來越靜</span>. <span lang="ZH-TW">而你就這樣栛助自已不再令心智系統過度活躍和壓倒你</span>.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span lang="ZH-TW">如果你下定決心取回自已的力量和幫助自已</span>,<span lang="ZH-TW">我們可以為你提供協助和支援</span>,
<span lang="ZH-TW">好讓你能夠協助和支援自已</span>.</span> <span style="font-family: "PMingLiU","serif"; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-bidi-font-size: 12.0pt; mso-fareast-font-family: PMingLiU; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-fareast;">(<span lang="ZH-TW">翻譯</span>: Fred cheung)<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Microsoft Sans Serif","sans-serif"; mso-bidi-font-size: 12.0pt;">What
you have experienced throughout your life is how the mind of all human beings
work. You have experienced your mind more extensively than most human beings,
however there are many humans out there that have/have had the exact same or
similar experiences. <o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Microsoft Sans Serif","sans-serif"; mso-bidi-font-size: 12.0pt;">I
will within this document explain to you what happened in your mind, how it
happened and why it happened. Also the solutions to assist and support yourself
with.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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begin with having a look at some main points:<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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“At the beginning I was having disrespecting thoughts against a master, I began
to blame and spite him. Then I began to felt like there was a rush of energy in
my chest - an energy that I cannot control. Felt like I was a printer and the
main computer is somewhere else, whoever at the back input my commands and they
will projected into my thoughts automatically. I couldn't control myself.”<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Microsoft Sans Serif","sans-serif"; mso-bidi-font-size: 12.0pt;">The
disrespecting, blaming and spiting thoughts towards the ‘master’ comes from
your own mind and is referred to as ‘backchat’ or ‘back talk’. This ‘backchat’
comes up automatically in the mind and comes from our own personalities. So, if
one have backchat of disrespect, blame and spite towards another, it reveals
actually something about ourselves we haven’t looked at. With having
disrespect, blame and spite towards the ‘master’ show that you have disrespect,
blame and spite towards yourself, but you have projected it onto the master.
Our world and the people in it is in fact mirrors of ourselves. This means that,
whatever you experience towards another, actually show what you are
experiencing within yourself, towards yourself –it reveals your relationship
with yourself. This is what all humans miss: that – whatever we think/feel
inside ourselves actually come FROM OURSELVES. Whatever we think/feel about
someone/something else – is actually what we think/feel ABOUT OURSELVES. <o:p></o:p></span></div>
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will later in this document show you how to – from what you think/feel about
another, see how it is in fact showing what you think/feel about yourself.)<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Microsoft Sans Serif","sans-serif"; mso-bidi-font-size: 12.0pt;">The
thoughts we think, the talking as the backchat (backchat which is thoughts
arranged in such a way that it creates an actual conversation in our own mind,
so – all talking that happens in our own mind, we have created ourselves from our
own thoughts) – so, the thoughts/backchat generate energy in our bodies, which
you experienced in your chest. So – the energy you experienced came from the
thoughts/conversations of thoughts you were having in your mind. <o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Microsoft Sans Serif","sans-serif"; mso-bidi-font-size: 12.0pt;">At
the moment, the mind with the thoughts and energies is ‘automated’, because we
have created the mind, the thoughts and the energies in separation from us. So,
the mind, the thoughts and energies are actually parts of ourselves we’ve
separated ourselves from and created a ‘consciousness’ for itself, that is at
the moment ‘taken over’ our ability to direct ourselves, to live. That’s why it
felt like you were ‘losing control’, because at the moment our minds, our own
thoughts, our own energies have taken control, because we haven’t taken
responsibility for them or even realised that they are actually ourselves.
Because of this separation, we have ‘forgotten’ how we have programmed our own
mind, our thoughts and our energies and so created the belief that the mind,
the thoughts and the energies is something that we can’t control; but we
actually can stop and direct it ourselves; you just need to know how (which is
what I will show you as we continue). <o:p></o:p></span></div>
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“I thought my master was almighty, he should be able to help me resolve this,
but he didn't/couldn't. I told him my problems and he just bow his head(in his
meditation) and said nothing. I met him several times. He asked me what's the
matter? I said I was very anxious. He mimic Wai Lin(</span><span lang="ZH-TW" style="font-family: "PMingLiU","serif"; mso-ascii-font-family: "Comic Sans MS"; mso-bidi-font-size: 12.0pt; mso-fareast-font-family: PMingLiU; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: "Comic Sans MS";">慧能</span><span style="font-family: "Comic Sans MS"; mso-bidi-font-size: 12.0pt;">) the Chinese Grand Five Meditation
(Buddhism) master's words: anxious? You show me your
"heart/thoughts/mind", let me help you find peace. Master Wai Lin <o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Comic Sans MS"; mso-bidi-font-size: 12.0pt;"> his wisdom through this but I didn't. I was
just continuing my anxious Life, through times as I visit him day in and day
out, at the end I couldn't find the answer and all I have is discouragement and
lost.”<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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is a point where all humans ‘become lost’ in where we try and find help ‘out
there’ from others, when the solution is and always has been ourselves, within
ourselves. The point that humans miss is that: we have created our own mind,
our own thoughts and our energies and because of this: no-one else can really
help us, but ourselves, because no-one else knows how our own mind works,
because there’s no-one else inside you but YOU! No human being, not a normal
human or even a master can help you with your own mind, because they are not in
your mind – only you are. So – only you can help yourself, through
understanding how you as the mind works and stand up inside yourself to direct
your mind/thoughts/energies to not take control of you anymore. Everyone is
always looking for solutions/help/answers outside of themselves, never finding
help/solutions – because the REAL help/solutions is not ‘out there’, but inside
self as self. So – I will later introduce you to self forgiveness and writing,
which is tools which will help you to direct yourself in your mind, thoughts
and energies to not have them control you anymore, but where you stand-up and
make a decision to change. No-one else can stop our mind, thoughts and energies
for us – only we can do it for ourselves, because the mind, thoughts and
energies is ourselves, is our own creation that we have to take responsibility
for.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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“I began to suspect was this negative energy originate/related to him. Because
he has super power(e.g. Channeling/supernatural/could know other people's
past/secrets inside their mind), he knew I disrespect him, he knew I
discontented with him, so he hated me. As long as he use a thought then I would
feel sick.”<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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is another example of how, what goes on in our own mind – we project onto
others, but it’s in fact ourselves experiencing ourselves and not another human
being. The mind is interesting system, it can talk yourself into believing
that, for example the ‘negative energies’ is coming from another person; but we
are really creating it inside ourselves through our own thoughts/back
talk/conversations in our head. So – the negative energies are not really
coming from another human being, but is in fact coming from inside ourselves,
through the thoughts we are thinking/conversations in our head we are having. <o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Microsoft Sans Serif","sans-serif"; mso-bidi-font-size: 12.0pt;">So,
here – the ‘negative energy’ you were having towards the master, was really
your own negative energy that you experienced inside yourself, that you created
yourself through the thoughts/conversations you had in your mind. The mind can
create positive and negative energies inside ourselves, which is create based
on the nature of the thoughts we are having. So – if you accept and allow
negative thoughts inside you, you will create negative energy, if you accept
and allow positive thoughts inside you – you create positive energy. Both
positive and negative thoughts and energies come from our mind and separate us
from our human physical bodies to not be here in actual reality. So, the mind –
with following our thoughts and energies; separate us from being here with our
bodies, and is thus very easy to lose ourselves in our mind, because it’s a
very confusing place – as you have experienced for yourself. So – with self
forgiveness and writing, which I will explain later how it works; you will be
able to help yourself with getting out of the lostness in the mind, and become
stable in your physical body and bring yourself back to reality. And so stop
the confusion and lostness and be stable here. This will be a process to walk;
but as you have already experienced for yourself – no-one else can help you;
there is no ‘quick fix’; you have to and can only help yourself; and there are
many that will assist and support you in showing you how to use the tools of
writing and self forgiveness. But the actual walking and application of the
tools, the actual DOING of it – only you can do for you. <o:p></o:p></span></div>
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that – the thoughts you had of the master being ‘supernatural’ was a belief
that you created in your own mind. If human beings were really supernatural –
this world would’ve already been a completely different place! Therefore, your
relationship with your master was only a ‘belief’ that you created in your
mind, with your own thinking and conversations you had in your mind, because
you believed that he was ‘more powerful’ than you. But – no human being is
‘more powerful’ than another. All human beings have a mind with thoughts and
energies. The only thing that makes others more powerful is our own
ideas/beliefs we create about them in our own minds. So – with you believing
that master was ‘more powerful’ in your own mind, you made yourself believe
that ‘he must / can help you’; instead of realising that you have the power of
yourself to be able to help yourself. See how beliefs separate us from
ourselves and each other? How we make others ‘more powerful’ instead of
realising we have the power as ourselves to help ourselves. So – this is what
you must realise here: that – no master/guru – no matter how ‘powerful’ you
believe they are, they cannot help you; because they are not in you/your mind:
only you are and so only you can help yourself. <o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Microsoft Sans Serif","sans-serif"; mso-bidi-font-size: 12.0pt;">Therefore,
here – it’s to let go of the belief that a master is ‘more powerful’ and assist
and support yourself to take your own power that is yourself, and help yourself
to direct the mind so that it doesn’t control you anymore: only you can do this
for yourself – no-one else can (as you have experienced for yourself!). <o:p></o:p></span></div>
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the disrespect, discontent and hate that you believed he was experiencing
towards you – is actually revealing that you were experiencing that towards
yourself. Remember, whatever we think inside ourselves – always come from
ourselves. <o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Microsoft Sans Serif","sans-serif"; mso-bidi-font-size: 12.0pt;">The
mind project ourselves onto others so that we don’t realise that it’s all
actually coming from ourselves, but that we always then blame others for what
we experience and so never realize that it’s in fact ourselves we are
experiencing. And so many human beings get lost in their mind, because
everything that’s coming from us is blames onto others, never realising we’re
always experiencing ourselves and because we’re not realising this – we haven’t
taken responsibility for our own minds, our own thoughts and our own energies;
not realising that we ourselves are the problem. <o:p></o:p></span></div>
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– this example here, where you believed the master was having disrespect,
discontent and hate – is an example of how our mind project ourselves onto
another. So, for example – the disrespect, discontent and hate, was actually
coming from inside you, from you and so actually show what you experience
towards yourself, inside yourself. That you were really feeling disrespect towards
yourself, that you were really feeling discontent towards yourself and that you
were really feeling hate towards yourself that you have projected onto your
master to not see that it is actually you that you are feeling. And so, we lose
ourselves in our minds, thinking we are feeling others, but all the while –
we’re only feeling ourselves. <o:p></o:p></span></div>
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“Then I began to have illusions/voices in my mind -- my seniors scolding me. At
first I didn't pay attention to these thoughts, but later I became impatience. I
couldn't suppress myself and started spite, blame, argue. So I was talking to
myself, I scolded myself, I talk to myself. I was getting more and more afraid
day by day.”<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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the mind works is as follows: the more and more we participate in our thoughts
and energies, the more and more it becomes more intense to the point where
thoughts and energies can transform into illusions and more voices. <o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Microsoft Sans Serif","sans-serif"; mso-bidi-font-size: 12.0pt;">What
humans don’t realise is that – all the illusions, the voices in our heads,
we’re actually creating ourselves through participating in our thoughts and
energies. The more we participate in our thoughts and energies, the more we are
‘feeding our minds’ and so giving our power/responsibility away to the mind and
then the mind starts becoming more and more powerful than us. So – that very
relationship we have with our mind as the thoughts and energies where the mind
becomes more powerful than us: we create through us not stopping our thoughts
and energies and making a decision to live here in the breath with our bodies.
So, the more and more we participate in the thoughts and energies, the more
powerful the mind becomes and the more powerless we become. So – when illusions
and more voices come up in the mind one must know: I have been feeding my mind
more power, instead of me stopping my thoughts and energies. Therefore realise
that, even illusions are self-created from thoughts and conversations and
reactions we’ve had with ourselves in our own minds.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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– it’s time to take your self-power back and no more accept or allow yourself
to give your self-power away to the mind. I’m going to assist and support you
in showing you how to take your self-power back by walking writing and self
forgiveness and how to stop participation in the thoughts and energies to no
more feed the mind power, but take responsibility for you and assist and
support you to live with your physical body and no more in the mind. <o:p></o:p></span></div>
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“I called my master, and every time he just answer me impatiencely. I was very
frighten and couldn't explain to him what was going on with me. All I could do
was crying. Then he angrily said: You didn't tell me what's the matter and what
is such a big deal for keep crying! Then he hanged up. I thought he was
almighty, he could know psychic-ly what was going on inside me. He seemed just
treat me like a insane.”<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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here you have realised for yourself that even ‘masters’ do not really in fact
know the truth of what goes on in another’s mind: only you do. And, what you
must also realise is that – no other being can help you, unless you help
yourself. For example, I am giving you perspective of what happened with you
and will show you how to help yourself with walking writing and self
forgiveness, but you must take the first steps to stop the thoughts, voices and
energies inside yourself with applying the tools of writing and self
forgiveness – you will realise you can do it, and only you can do it. So – your
‘master’ could not help you, because your thoughts, voices and energies in your
mind is what you created, and because you are the creator of your own mind –
only you can change yourself inside yourself. Writing and self forgiveness will
show you how to do this – to help yourself with your own mind as thoughts,
voices and energies. <o:p></o:p></span></div>
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“I couldn't resolve it through my master, then I began to look for help in
worshiping bodhisattva. To help calm down my thoughts. Because my thoughts were
restless, and they are all negative. I was in deep pain but I couldn't find
bodhisattva. My situation kept on deteriorate. More and more illusion, voices,
blaming spiting Bodhisattva. Why didn't he response to my pleading for help? I
spite bodhisattva but then I was in extreme fear and worry afterwards.”<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Microsoft Sans Serif","sans-serif"; mso-bidi-font-size: 12.0pt;">Have
a look here: You created the same relationship towards Bodhisattva as you did
towards your previous master – looking for help outside of yourself, instead of
realising that only you live inside yourself inside your own mind. And because
only you are there inside yourself – only you can help yourself. But, because
humans do not realise that ALL the thoughts, voices and energies inside us we
create ourselves, and we’re responsible for – we tend to look for help outside
of ourselves in wanting others to take away our problems; but in reality it
cannot and does not work that way.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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have a look – over time, the thoughts, voices and energies just became more and
more and more and this will happen and continue happening unless you stand up
inside yourself and stop participation in them and change YOU! <o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Microsoft Sans Serif","sans-serif"; mso-bidi-font-size: 12.0pt;">And,
if you have a look further, you had the same thoughts, voices and energies of
spite, blame towards Bodhisattva as you did towards your previous master,
because again you made yourself powerless, inferior and making your master and
Bodhisattva more than you inside your mind, instead of realising your own
ability to assist and support yourself inside yourself. So, the same experience
re-played in your mind with your relationship towards Bodhisattva, where your
mind projected your own experiences of spite and blame from yourself onto
Bodhisattva.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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– our outside world reflect what is in fact happening inside ourselves. This
means that, for example – experiencing spite and blame towards Bodhisattva, was
showing that you were in fact experiencing spite and blame towards yourself. And
this goes for all people in our world – whatever we experience in our thoughts
and energies towards others, in fact reveal what we are experiencing towards
ourselves; but our mind project it onto others so we don’t ever realise that
we’re never experiencing anyone else but OURSELVES!!! I will show you in the
self forgiveness examples I will do for you how to assist and support yourself
with ‘seeing yourself in others’, meaning how to investigate, for yourself, the
thoughts and energies you have towards others, is in fact showing you that it’s
the thoughts and energies you have towards yourself. So, your relationship with
your master and Bodhisattva outside of yourself, was showing the relationship
you were having with you inside yourself – our outside relationships reflect
our inside relationship with ourselves. <o:p></o:p></span></div>
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“I fear I'd go to hell because of my daring to spite bodhisattva. Then I have
illusions of demons from hell come and want to throne me as a devil. I didn't
want to because that would imply I have to kill people. I didn't want to but I
felt I was getting more and more difficult to control myself. I feared that one
day I would (listen to my thoughts/voices) and actually go harm people out
there. So when I still have consciousness, I jumped from my home's 5th floor
balcony wanted to end my life. But I didn't die…… <o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Microsoft Sans Serif","sans-serif"; mso-bidi-font-size: 12.0pt;">Here
again the illusions became more, the more and more and more you continued to
feed your mind with continuing participating in the thoughts and energies,
making the mind more powerful – giving the mind your power, instead of
realising that the thoughts and energies of the mind is not in fact more
powerful than you. You have made your thoughts and energies more powerful
because you have separated yourself from your own thoughts and energies, not
realising that your thoughts and energies as the mind is parts of you you
haven’t realised is in fact you. And because you haven’t realised that the
thoughts and energies are you, you have let the thoughts and energies have
power and control over you. And if the mind is left undirected – it can take a
life of its own and control us to the extent where it completely takes over
everything inside ourselves and we completely lose control of ourselves and our
physical bodies – as you have experienced where your thoughts and energies as
the mind talked you into ending your own life. See – the mind, the thoughts and
the energies are so separate from real reality that it cannot value life,
because it is not life. The mind is made from energy – so is the thoughts and
the voices.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Microsoft Sans Serif","sans-serif"; mso-bidi-font-size: 12.0pt;">And
if we continue living in the mind, we more and more and more separate ourselves
from the real physical reality into an illusionary energy reality and then
later on believe that the mind reality is real and completely forget about
OURSELVES and this REAL PHYSICAL REALITY. Dying or ending your life is NOT THE
SOLUTION. Only YOU are the solution to yourself inside yourself. The self
forgiveness and writing I will show you is the tools you use to help you get
out of your mind illusion reality of energy back into the actual physical
reality so that you can start appreciating you, appreciating living and
appreciating being here with yourself and make / become something more of
yourself in this world than you ever could have in the mind. <o:p></o:p></span></div>
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Desteni – this is what we are walking. Each being walking the process of
writing and self forgiveness is assisting and supporting themselves in
realising that the mind with all the thoughts, backchats and energies is parts
of self we have separated ourselves from. And the only way we are going to
clean up the mess inside ourselves in taking responsibility for the separation
of ourselves as the mind and ‘find ourselves’ again inside ourselves. Also –
the process of self forgiveness and writing assist and support self with
stopping participation in the energy of the mind, and so stop creating
illusions in the mind to come back here into one’s own physical body and live
here in the ‘real world’ that we have separated ourselves from. With writing
and self forgiveness one also assist and support oneself with BREATHING. To become
aware of your breathing with your body as this will help you to not separate
yourself in the mind, in the illusions and energy – but be here in the physical
with your body, with yourself. <o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Microsoft Sans Serif","sans-serif"; mso-bidi-font-size: 12.0pt;"> Okay – I have now explained to you the basics
of what you have faced in your own mind and how we create voices and illusions
in our own mind. So – let us list the most important points for you to realise:<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Microsoft Sans Serif","sans-serif"; mso-bidi-font-size: 12.0pt;"> 1. Thoughts, voices, energies and illusions is
parts of ourselves in our own mind we have separated ourselves from.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Microsoft Sans Serif","sans-serif"; mso-bidi-font-size: 12.0pt;"> 2. Thoughts, voices, energies and illusions we
experiences towards others is in fact showing/revealing the nature of the
relationship we have with ourselves. <o:p></o:p></span></div>
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We have been giving our mind as the thoughts, voices, energies and illusions
our power through believing that our mind is more powerful than us, and in that
making ourself powerless towards ourselves to change ourselves. <o:p></o:p></span></div>
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To realise that we have the ability to change ourselves inside ourselves
through taking back our self power and stopping participation in the mind as
the thoughts, voices, illusions and energies. <o:p></o:p></span></div>
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With the tools of writing, self forgiveness and breathing one can assist and
support oneself to stop living in the illusions of the mind, and come back to
self in one’s own physical body into the real reality that is this physical
world we have separated ourselves from as we have lost ourselves in the mind. <o:p></o:p></span></div>
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we will have a look at how self forgiveness works and how to assist and support
yourself with self forgiveness with examples I will show you:<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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let’s have a look at: WHAT IS SELF FORGIVENESS?<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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we will also look at HOW SELF FORGIVENESS WORKS. <o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Microsoft Sans Serif","sans-serif"; mso-bidi-font-size: 12.0pt;">Self-Forgiveness
is a tool that one live to assist and support self to take responsibility for
one’s mind. With applying self forgiveness, this will assist and support self
to realise how you have separated yourselves from your thoughts, voices,
energies and illusions and to within that realisation, stop the separation and
take back your self-power. One can say, for example that all the thoughts,
voices, energies and illusions are like puzzle pieces and we’ve been living
like a puzzle in pieces with all the pieces lying all of the place inside
ourselves. Self forgiveness assist and support self to take all those pieces of
our puzzle as ourselves and put ourselves back together again inside ourselves.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Microsoft Sans Serif","sans-serif"; mso-bidi-font-size: 12.0pt;"> So – self forgiveness is also the process of
‘finding yourself’ in the lost ness of the mind. Self forgiveness also assist
and support us to realise that we have the ability to stop and change ourselves
inside ourselves, through making the DECISION to change and to then actually do
it. Self forgiveness also assist and support us to realise how we require
taking responsibility for ourselves as our mind in realising that we’re only
going to change ourselves inside ourselves if WE DO IT OURSELVES. <o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Microsoft Sans Serif","sans-serif"; mso-bidi-font-size: 12.0pt;">Realise,
that – this is going to be a process. There is no ‘magical quick-fix cure’ for
what we face as our mind. This is a ‘different way of life’ that you have to
adopt, where every day it’s a process of walking writing, self forgiveness and
breathing to put all the pieces of the puzzle inside yourself back together
again. As you have realise for yourself throughout your life thus far, looking <o:p></o:p></span></div>
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help outside yourself and instantly wanting to fix yourself: this is not how it
works. This process of helping yourself is going to take patience and
discipline and realising that you are doing this for you. And, putting a puzzle
back together again times time, focus, attention – sometimes you make mistakes,
but then try again and stand up. This process you will be walking will be the
same. <o:p></o:p></span></div>
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– let us have a look at how self forgiveness is done:<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Microsoft Sans Serif","sans-serif"; mso-bidi-font-size: 12.0pt;"> Let us take for example the primary point to
realise within all of this is realising that you can take back your own
self-power and stop participation in the mind through realising that you have
to stand up inside yourself. To get to this realisation, one walk self
forgiveness as follows:<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Microsoft Sans Serif","sans-serif"; mso-bidi-font-size: 12.0pt;">I
forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to separate myself from
my mind, not realising that my mind is me. <o:p></o:p></span></div>
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forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to separate myself from
my thoughts, and in that separation didn’t realise that my thoughts are me and
that I have the ability to stop and change myself as my thoughts.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Microsoft Sans Serif","sans-serif"; mso-bidi-font-size: 12.0pt;"> I forgive myself that I have accepted and
allowed myself to separate myself from the energies, not realising that the
energies are only becoming more and more and more intense the more and more and
more I continue participating in the thoughts and voices that create the
energies in my mind.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Microsoft Sans Serif","sans-serif"; mso-bidi-font-size: 12.0pt;">I
forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that the
voices in my head is coming from somewhere else, not realising that the voices
is what I created over a long period of time of participating in thinking and
energies and so the voices is not separate from me, I created the voices. And
if I created the voices – I can stop them.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Microsoft Sans Serif","sans-serif"; mso-bidi-font-size: 12.0pt;"> I forgive myself that I have accepted and
allowed myself to believe that the mind has more power than me, instead of
realising the mind is me and if the mind is me – I can stop and change the mind
as me.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Microsoft Sans Serif","sans-serif"; mso-bidi-font-size: 12.0pt;"> I forgive myself that I have accepted and
allowed myself to give my self-power away to the mind, the thoughts, the
voices, the energies, the illusions and in this separating me from myself into
lots of different pieces losing myself in my mind.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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so here are some self forgiveness examples in looking at the relationship we’ve
created with ourselves as the mind in separation and in that separation, made
the mind more than ourselves. In realising that the mind is parts of ourselves,
as pieces of ourselves – we have the ability to assist and support ourselves to
stop and change ourselves as the mind. <o:p></o:p></span></div>
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IS SELF FORGIVENESS NECESSARY?<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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self forgiveness is like – ‘saying sorry to yourself’, but in more deep and
intimate way. Saying sorry to yourself for separating yourself from yourself,
from not realising that you can actually help yourself, from making your life
difficult for yourself, from being hard on yourself, from not helping yourself.
And in this self forgiveness as ‘saying sorry to yourself’ you then release
yourself / set yourself free from your past so that you can help yourself to
create a new future for yourself inside yourself. Through self forgiveness, you
let go of the burdens of the past in your mind that is haunting you, and set
yourself free to take your power back to change yourself, for yourself. <o:p></o:p></span></div>
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words “accept and allow” in the self forgiveness statement – let’s have a look
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<span style="font-family: "Microsoft Sans Serif","sans-serif"; mso-bidi-font-size: 12.0pt;">“Acceptance”
is how we have accepted our condition in the mind, acceptance is how we
continued to enslave ourselves in the mind as being lost as all the pieces of
the puzzle. Acceptance is the experience we have allowed that has stopped us
from changing ourselves, because – because you ‘accept’ yourself as all the
lost pieces, this acceptance then enslaves you to always being lost and
eventually you become that acceptance and live that acceptance that you will
always remain lost. Therefore we add in the self forgiveness statement “I
forgive myself that I have ACCEPTED…” as this assist and support you to stop
that acceptance of yourself of always being lost, for example and help you to
change that acceptance to a realisation that you can stop the acceptance and
CHANGE YOURSELF! So – when you stop accepting yourself as being ‘lost in the
mind’ you then realise that you can stop the lostness and find yourself again!<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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“Allowance” is how we have allowed ourselves to continue existing as being lost
in the mind, as being powerless. With allowance, it is like saying: “I can’t do
anything to change myself, I am lost and powerless and therefore it will always
be like this”. So – allowance is like, continuing to exist as the lost puzzle
pieces and not doing anything to change it but continue living and being lost.
Allowance is how we give our self-power away to the mind, by ALLOWING it and
NOT CHANGING it. Therefore we add in the self forgiveness statement: “I forgive
myself that I have accepted and ALLOWED…” as this gives one the opportunity to
stop the ALLOWANCE as enslavement to one’s current condition and realise that
one can take back one’s SELF-POWER and CHANGE. <o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Microsoft Sans Serif","sans-serif"; mso-bidi-font-size: 12.0pt;">So
– the words in the statement of the self forgiveness is the keys to assisting
and supporting self to stop the acceptance as enslavement and allowance as
giving away our self-power to the mind and the pieces of ourselves to bring
ourselves as the puzzle pieces back together again. <o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Microsoft Sans Serif","sans-serif"; mso-bidi-font-size: 12.0pt;">Another
tool to help yourself in this process with is: BREATHING. To focus on your breathing
with your body, the in-breath and the out-breath will help you in moments when
the mind gets too much and the thoughts, voices and illusions become too
overwhelming, to ‘bring yourself back to the real reality’ as the physical
body. Your breathing with the physical body will help you quiet the mind so
that you can become more stable with yourself inside yourself. So – as you are
walking this process for yourself as walking out of the mind reality and coming
back to yourself help yourself to BREATHE WITH YOUR BODY, to focus on your
breathing. You will find the more you practise this, the more easier it will
become to stop participation in the mind, the thoughts, the voices and the
energies. So, as you are walking your self forgiveness, and walking throughout
your day – doing your daily tasks, you can start focusing on your breathing, or
when the mind gets too much or too busy, then all you do is sit down with
yourself for a moment, and take deep slow breaths, in-breath and out-breath
until you feel that the mind is quieting more and more and more and so you help
yourself to stop making the mind so busy and overwhelming. <o:p></o:p></span></div>
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– here I have now explained to you the basics, what’s happened to you, what
self forgiveness is, how it done, why it is done and also how you can help
yourself with Breathing. Now it is up to YOU. If you make the decision to take
back your self-power and help yourself, we can assist and support you for you
to be able to assist and support yourself. <o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif;">Ever since I was small, I watch people hugging,
kissing,<span style="color: #00b0f0;"> </span>entering relationships depicted on
movies. And I didn’t know about mind or systems or energy like that. At first
it was a curiosity like: oh it looks interesting, what would it “feel“ like if
I engage with a girl and experience a relationship/Love like that? Would it be
fun? At that time was more curious about what it felt like hugging or kissing. </span></div>
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<span style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif;">When I grow up to teenager, there was this immense
desire/energy merging with mind/systems that I found I was drifting more and
more away from my innocence and I was more and more reacting to a girl’s body
and shape of face (as feelings/energy inside me) and I began to lost into it
and pursuing for more and more of this type of feelings. I mean, not to mention
that the movies depicted tons of scenery(kissing, hugging),
morning/evening/night, banquet, dancing, romantic background music to make it
looks such a wonderful medicine for loneness. And when I grow older, I was
afraid of loneness and find being with others are more fun.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif;">When I got older in my 20-30s. Partly because of
masturbation and I felt I want to experience sex and with a teenage girl and
think that would make my experience of my life more enrich and fulfilled. I
interpreted love as a feeling, a highness with a girl instead of seeing love in
a practical action of treating everything as me equally. I think love is a warm
feeling, a happiness, a mutual caring(however it was only a switching every
moment’s attention onto a teenage girl only without caring what is happening
around my world), a keep on feeding me with this feeling/energy as long as I
can see you or hold you in my arms desire.</span></div>
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So when I look at myself, I also w<span style="font-size: 12pt; line-height: 115%;">ant to experience kissing hugging, P</span><span style="font-size: 12pt; line-height: 115%;">articipate in the Mind and react to teenage girls’ body, </span><span style="font-size: 12pt; line-height: 115%;">Do not want to be alone, want to with others, </span><span style="font-size: 12pt; line-height: 115%;">Kissing and hugging will make me a higher/fulfilled experience and </span><span style="font-size: 12pt; line-height: 115%;">Desire for sex, warm feelings. And I found the </span><span style="font-size: 12pt; line-height: 115%;">Desire for sex, warm feelings is the most imminent and I will be working on this.</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif;">I want to feel Cozy/Content feeling, excitable. And I can summarize in one word - sex. That I project myself watching </span>Two blonde naked and foreplaying with each other
inside a house during winter.<br />
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So when I see Caucasians couple kissing/hugging in
movie, seeing young teenage girls’ thighs I'd feel excited and stimulated by energy inside of me. So I forgive myself on details for having the thought of desire to experiencing hugging.</div>
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myself wanting to experience kissing and hugging as a higher experience
instead of realizing it is actually I am hugging and kissing with myself.</span></li>
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myself to think I am not complete until I can have a beautiful teenage
girl and hug and kiss her instead of realizing it was just a feeling and
energy and only exists in the mind and everything is me.</span></li>
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hug and kiss based on what is best for all.</span></li>
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myself want to have a perfect relationship with a prefect young teenage girl
instead of pursuing oneness and equality.</span></li>
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myself only pursue for energies through want to have sex with Caucasian
teenager, instead of staying here in breathe and see what I can do for
best for all.</span></li>
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myself to put my desire for sex and an Caucasian teenage girl’s body, my
self-interest, instead of what is best for all.</span></li>
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<li class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0in; margin-right: -19.3pt; mso-layout-grid-align: none; mso-list: l0 level1 lfo1; mso-pagination: none; text-autospace: none;"><span style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif;">I forgive myself for accepting and allowing
myself to draw my attention only to hugging and kissing of a Caucasian
teenage girl.</span></li>
<li class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0in; margin-right: -19.3pt; mso-layout-grid-align: none; mso-list: l0 level1 lfo1; mso-pagination: none; text-autospace: none;"><span style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif;">I forgive myself for accepting and allowing
myself to dream of my life experience will be better and more fulfilled by
kissing or hugging a Caucasian teenage girl instead of realizing I am
simply here and enjoying myself not defined by high or low energies.</span></li>
<li class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0in; margin-right: -19.3pt; mso-layout-grid-align: none; mso-list: l0 level1 lfo1; mso-pagination: none; text-autospace: none;"><span style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif;">I forgive myself for accepting and allowing
myself to define my happiness in high energies feelings instead of the
enjoying my breathe as Oneness and Equality.</span></li>
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<li class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0in; margin-right: -19.3pt; mso-layout-grid-align: none; mso-list: l0 level1 lfo1; mso-pagination: none; text-autospace: none;"><span style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif;">I forgive myself for accepting and allowing
myself to desire for warm feelings instead of realizing it is actually a
desire for energy and highness.</span></li>
<li class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0in; margin-right: -19.3pt; mso-layout-grid-align: none; mso-list: l0 level1 lfo1; mso-pagination: none; text-autospace: none;"><span style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif;">I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed myself to
see everything as me and the only relationship exists is self.</span></li>
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<span style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif;"><o:p> </o:p></span><span style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif;"><o:p> Now I also forgive myself on the what triggers me to have that thought.</o:p></span></div>
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<o:p><br /></o:p></div>
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<li class="MsoNormal" style="color: #00b0f0; margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0in; margin-right: -19.3pt; mso-layout-grid-align: none; mso-list: l0 level1 lfo1; mso-pagination: none; text-autospace: none;"><span style="color: windowtext;">I forgive myself for
accepting and allowing myself to desires to kiss and hug a Caucasian
girl/actress in a movie.</span></li>
<li class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0in; margin-right: -19.3pt; mso-layout-grid-align: none; mso-list: l0 level1 lfo1; mso-pagination: none; text-autospace: none;">I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself
to secretly want to have sex with the actress in the movies.</li>
<li class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0in; margin-right: -19.3pt; mso-layout-grid-align: none; mso-list: l0 level1 lfo1; mso-pagination: none; text-autospace: none;">I forgive myself for accepting and allowing
myself want to experience the same kissing and hugging as I see in the
movies.</li>
<li class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0in; margin-right: -19.3pt; mso-layout-grid-align: none; mso-list: l0 level1 lfo1; mso-pagination: none; text-autospace: none;">I forgive myself for accepting and allowing
myself to think the actress is smiling at me and I tune in to that type of
love feelings in reality instead of staying here in my breathe.</li>
<li class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0in; margin-right: -19.3pt; mso-layout-grid-align: none; mso-list: l0 level1 lfo1; mso-pagination: none; text-autospace: none;">I forgive myself for accepting and allowing
myself to define kissing and hugging as the ultimate experience of love
instead of experiencing oneness and equality.</li>
<li class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0in; margin-right: -19.3pt; mso-layout-grid-align: none; mso-list: l0 level1 lfo1; mso-pagination: none; text-autospace: none;">I forgive myself for accepting and allowing
myself to connect seeing Caucasians couple kissing/hugging in movie to
love.</li>
<li class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0in; margin-right: -19.3pt; mso-layout-grid-align: none; mso-list: l0 level1 lfo1; mso-pagination: none; text-autospace: none;">I forgive myself for accepting and allowing
myself to define love within Caucasians couples kissing/hugging in movies.</li>
<li class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0in; margin-right: -19.3pt; mso-layout-grid-align: none; mso-list: l0 level1 lfo1; mso-pagination: none; text-autospace: none;">I forgive myself for accepting and allowing
myself to separate myself from love and from image of Caucasians couples
kissing/hugging through defining love within the image of Caucasians
couples kissing/hugging in movies.</li>
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<li class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0in; margin-right: -19.3pt; mso-layout-grid-align: none; mso-list: l0 level1 lfo1; mso-pagination: none; text-autospace: none;">I forgive myself for accepting and allowing
myself to connect love and sex to the image of young teenage girls’ thighs.</li>
<li class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0in; margin-right: -19.3pt; mso-layout-grid-align: none; mso-list: l0 level1 lfo1; mso-pagination: none; text-autospace: none;">I forgive myself for accepting and allowing
myself to define love and sex within the image of young teenage girls’
thighs.</li>
<li class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0in; margin-right: -19.3pt; mso-layout-grid-align: none; mso-list: l0 level1 lfo1; mso-pagination: none; text-autospace: none;">I forgive myself for accepting and allowing
myself to separate myself from the love and sex and from the image of
young teenage girls’ thighs through separating myself from love and sex
and from the image of young teenage girls’ thighs. </li>
<li class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0in; margin-right: -19.3pt; mso-layout-grid-align: none; mso-list: l0 level1 lfo1; mso-pagination: none; text-autospace: none;">I forgive myself for accepting and allowing
myself to give my power away to the image of an a Caucasian teenage girl’s
thigh as feelings instead of do not participate in the mind and stay in
breathe in here with my physical body.</li>
<li class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0in; margin-right: -19.3pt; mso-layout-grid-align: none; mso-list: l0 level1 lfo1; mso-pagination: none; text-autospace: none;">I forgive myself for accepting and allowing
myself to connect the image of a Caucasian teenager’s thigh to ecstasy and
sex.</li>
<li class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0in; margin-right: -19.3pt; mso-layout-grid-align: none; mso-list: l0 level1 lfo1; mso-pagination: none; text-autospace: none;">I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed myself to
realize I don’t need excitement but only life to enjoy.</li>
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<o:p>These are my detail self-forgiveness on my desire for sex and fear of being alone facing myself.</o:p></div>
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<li class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0in; margin-right: -19.3pt; mso-layout-grid-align: none; mso-list: l0 level1 lfo1; mso-pagination: none; text-autospace: none;"><span style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif;">I forgive myself for accepting and allowing
myself to desire for sex and feelings instead of staying in breathe here
and enjoying life.</span></li>
<li class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0in; margin-right: -19.3pt; mso-layout-grid-align: none; mso-list: l0 level1 lfo1; mso-pagination: none; text-autospace: none;"><span style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif;">I forgive myself for accepting and allowing
myself to want to get excited and do not want to be alone and face myself so
that I can change myself.</span></li>
<li class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0in; margin-right: -19.3pt; mso-layout-grid-align: none; mso-list: l0 level1 lfo1; mso-pagination: none; text-autospace: none;"><span style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif;">I forgive myself for accepting and allowing
myself to connect desire of sex and energy to love.</span></li>
<li class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0in; margin-right: -19.3pt; mso-layout-grid-align: none; mso-list: l0 level1 lfo1; mso-pagination: none; text-autospace: none;"><span style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif;">I forgive myself for accepting and allowing
myself to connect fear to being alone.</span></li>
<li class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0in; margin-right: -19.3pt; mso-layout-grid-align: none; mso-list: l0 level1 lfo1; mso-pagination: none; text-autospace: none;"><span style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif;">I forgive myself for accepting and allowing
myself to be directed by fear and energy instead of self-directing myself.</span></li>
<li class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0in; margin-right: -19.3pt; mso-layout-grid-align: none; mso-list: l0 level1 lfo1; mso-pagination: none; text-autospace: none;"><span style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif;">I forgive myself haven’t allowed myself to
realize I can never run away from myself and stay in the current instead
of facing myself and change myself fit within Equality.</span></li>
<li class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0in; margin-right: -19.3pt; mso-layout-grid-align: none; mso-list: l0 level1 lfo1; mso-pagination: none; text-autospace: none;"><span style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif;">I forgive myself for accepting and allowing
myself to live in separation and thinking I can manipulate and enslave
others service for me but it actually it is I am enslaving myself.</span></li>
</ul>
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Obviously after the self-forgiveness, I need to Remind myself of how to correct myself else that wouldn't be real and effective self-forgivenenss. And according to my desire to be hugged, I realize Energy and Sex is not the solution or ultimate
experience. The real joy is in Oneness and Equality, the joy is enjoy as Life always doing what is
best for all so I don’t need to worry about karma, we are all alone, it’s just the mind make up
relationships to pretend we are not alone but it actually was separation.</div>
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<o:p> So When I face the similar situation for the desire again, </o:p>I remind myself true Love is Equality, not feelings/energy.</div>
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<o:p>For desire for sex I also realize </o:p>Young couples depicted on the movies are just two
mind sets needing each other, I Don’t submit myself to the power of an image of a
Caucasian’s teen ager’s thigh, I’d rather submit myself to innocent to
Life, I don’t subdue myself to the power of energy.</div>
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<span style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif;"><o:p>So when I want to submit myself to these energy feelings </o:p></span><span style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif;">I stop and stay in breathe, remind myself don’t submit
to image or energy, submit myself to innocent and Life always for what is best
for all.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif;"><br /></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif;">So for my desire for </span>Cozy/Content feeling, High energy, down to the core I am actually because of fear of facing myself. Because I desire for energy and want a mate.</div>
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<o:p>So I forgive myself on the my desire for cozy/content feelings. </o:p></div>
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<br /></div>
<ul style="margin-top: 0in;" type="disc">
<li class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0in; margin-right: -19.3pt; mso-layout-grid-align: none; mso-list: l0 level1 lfo1; mso-pagination: none; text-autospace: none;">I forgive myself for accepting and allowing
myself to define myself as cozy feelings instead of enjoying equality in
breath.</li>
<li class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0in; margin-right: -19.3pt; mso-layout-grid-align: none; mso-list: l0 level1 lfo1; mso-pagination: none; text-autospace: none;">I forgive myself for accepting and allowing
myself to connect the cozy feeling as hugging a teenage girl’s body.</li>
<li class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0in; margin-right: -19.3pt; mso-layout-grid-align: none; mso-list: l0 level1 lfo1; mso-pagination: none; text-autospace: none;">I forgive myself for accepting and allowing
myself to connect love to the feeling of cozy feelings.</li>
<li class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0in; margin-right: -19.3pt; mso-layout-grid-align: none; mso-list: l0 level1 lfo1; mso-pagination: none; text-autospace: none;">I forgive myself for accepting and allowing
myself to define love within cozy feeling.</li>
<li class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0in; margin-right: -19.3pt; mso-layout-grid-align: none; mso-list: l0 level1 lfo1; mso-pagination: none; text-autospace: none;">I forgive myself for accepting and allowing
myself to separate from the word love from cozy feelings through defining
love within cozy feelings.</li>
</ul>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0in; margin-right: -19.3pt; margin-top: 0in; mso-layout-grid-align: none; mso-pagination: none; text-autospace: none;">
<br /></div>
<ul style="margin-top: 0in;" type="disc">
<li class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0in; margin-right: -19.3pt; mso-layout-grid-align: none; mso-list: l0 level1 lfo1; mso-pagination: none; text-autospace: none;">I forgive myself for accepting and allowing
myself to connect love to the energy/feelings.</li>
<li class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0in; margin-right: -19.3pt; mso-layout-grid-align: none; mso-list: l0 level1 lfo1; mso-pagination: none; text-autospace: none;">I forgive myself for accepting and allowing
myself to define love within high energy.</li>
<li class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0in; margin-right: -19.3pt; mso-layout-grid-align: none; mso-list: l0 level1 lfo1; mso-pagination: none; text-autospace: none;">I forgive myself for accepting and allowing
myself to separate myself from love and from high energy through defining
love within high energy.</li>
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And I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself on the core reason of why I am hanging on that thought.</div>
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<br /></div>
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<li class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0in; margin-right: -19.3pt; mso-layout-grid-align: none; mso-list: l0 level1 lfo1; mso-pagination: none; text-autospace: none;"><span style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif;">I forgive myself for accepting and allowing
myself to connect desires for positive energy feelings to cozy feelings
and high energy.</span></li>
<li class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0in; margin-right: -19.3pt; mso-layout-grid-align: none; mso-list: l0 level1 lfo1; mso-pagination: none; text-autospace: none;"><span style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif;">I forgive myself for accepting and allowing
myself to define myself and directed by the desire for positive energy
feelings.</span></li>
<li class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0in; margin-right: -19.3pt; mso-layout-grid-align: none; mso-list: l0 level1 lfo1; mso-pagination: none; text-autospace: none;"><span style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif;">I forgive myself for accepting and allowing
myself to define desire for positive energy feelings and do not want to
face myself within cozy feeling and high energy.</span></li>
<li class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0in; margin-right: -19.3pt; mso-layout-grid-align: none; mso-list: l0 level1 lfo1; mso-pagination: none; text-autospace: none;"><span style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif;">I forgive myself for accepting and allowing
myself to separate myself from cozy feelings, high energy and desire for
desire for positive energy feelings and do not want to face myself within positive
energy feelings and do not want o face myself through defining cozy
feelings and high energy.</span></li>
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<li class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0in; margin-right: -19.3pt; mso-layout-grid-align: none; mso-list: l0 level1 lfo1; mso-pagination: none; text-autospace: none;"><span style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif;">I forgive myself to be subjected to desires for
positive energy feelings and do not want to face myself instead of
standing up and support equality as Equality is the real joy.</span></li>
</ul>
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<li class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0in; margin-right: -19.3pt; mso-layout-grid-align: none; mso-list: l0 level1 lfo1; mso-pagination: none; text-autospace: none;"><span style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif;">I forgive myself for accepting and allowing
myself to think I will be empty and dying without energy, sex or feelings
instead of realizing and staying in breathe as innocent as expression of
life.</span></li>
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<li class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0in; margin-right: -19.3pt; mso-layout-grid-align: none; mso-list: l0 level1 lfo1; mso-pagination: none; text-autospace: none;"><span style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif;">I forgive myself for accepting and allowing
myself to fear facing myself and see the points that I need to
self-forgive.</span></li>
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myself to connect fear to facing myself instead of realizing I am
everywhere.</span></li>
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myself to lost and pretend in relationships believing in separation
instead of realizing we are all alone.</span></li>
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myself to hide away in energy/feelings believing I am living and temporary
forgetting that we are all from the same source, instead of living
self-honesty for best for all.</span></li>
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myself wanting to fulfill myself complete by having the one instead of
realizing that everyone and everything is me.</span></li>
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myself to participate in the mind and thinking I cannot live without a
separate relationship.</span></li>
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to fear of silence and self instead of realizing I am all alone and it’s
only the mind pretending relationships/separation exist.</span></li>
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myself to connect fear to silence and self instead of realizing everything
is in fact me.</span></li>
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myself to believe I need energy in every moment instead of realizing what
I need is best for all and Life.</span></li>
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remember and realize that we are all alone and everyone/everything is just
me.</span></li>
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<span style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif;"><o:p> </o:p></span>When I see myself beginning to desire for cozy/content feelings, I realize I am not energy or high/positive feelings. I am
innocent an expression of life, Energy and feelings are not real and won’t last,
Life and physical is real and will last. And here is my plan/blueprint: When I go
into want to desire for positive energy or not to face myself alone, I
stop and breathe and remind myself energy is not real and it will not last
and it cause harms to physical.</div>
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For fearing of facing myself, I realize I cannot run away from alone, loneliness only
exists in mind systems. We are all alone all along. So when I realize I begin to fear facing myself and want to divert my attention somewhere, I flag the point remind myself why run away from self for
comfortable only for awhile. I change myself once and for all so I become
a better me fit within Oneness and Equality and don’t need to be ashamed
or hide from self.</div>
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<o:p> As for why I am hanging on to this thought, I realize </o:p>Want energy and want mate is just from the mind.
Everything is me, I warned myself, flag the point
there is no mate but me everywhere and I enjoy being with another me. I don’t need a separate relationship to be
fulfilled, everything is me, The uneasiness is the mind craving for
relationships in separation and What I need is best for all and Life.</div>
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So when I am about to fear facing myself again, w<span style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif;">hen I begin to want a feeling of a female or
mate I stop and breathe and remind myself I am everywhere. There is no
others but us. I am living with myself everywhere. </span><span style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif;">When I feeling nervous about being alone I stop
and breathe and remind myself everything is me, all I need is always doing
what is best for all and Life.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif;"> For I want to feel Cozy/Content feeling, it's summarized as one word - Sex. So </span>I forgive myself for accepting and allowing
myself to charge the word sex with a positive value. I forgive myself for accepting and allowing
myself to judge the word sex as good/positive/right instead of realizing
everything is me and if I charge polarity someone as me has to take the
negative pole/side. I forgive myself for accepting and allowing
myself to separate myself from the word sex through judging the word sex
as good/positive/right.</div>
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myself to connect the word sex to a blonde teenager naked on bed.</li>
<li class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0in; margin-right: -19.3pt; mso-layout-grid-align: none; mso-list: l0 level1 lfo2; mso-pagination: none; text-autospace: none;">I forgive myself for accepting and allowing
myself to define the word sex within a blonde teenager naked on bed.</li>
<li class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0in; margin-right: -19.3pt; mso-layout-grid-align: none; mso-list: l0 level1 lfo2; mso-pagination: none; text-autospace: none;">I forgive myself for accepting and allowing
myself to separate myself from sex and from a blonde teenager naked on bed
through defining sex within a blonde teenager naked on bed.</li>
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myself to connect the sex to two adult hugging each other and foreplaying.</li>
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myself to define the word sex within two adult hugging each other and
foreplaying.</li>
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myself to separate myself from the word sex and from two adult hugging
each other and foreplaying through defining the word sex within two adult
hugging each other and foreplaying .</li>
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myself to connect the word sex to two blonde teenager naked kissing.</li>
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myself to define the word sex within two blonde teenager naked kissing.</li>
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myself separate myself from the word sex and from two blonde teenager
naked kissing through defining the word sex within two blonde teenager
naked kissing.</li>
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To Redefine the word, I look up in the dictionary for the current definition of sex.</div>
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<span lang="EN-ZA">1. Either of the two major forms of individuals
that occur in many species and that are distinguished respectively as female or
male especially on the basis of their reproductive organs and structures </span></div>
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<span lang="EN-ZA">2. The sum of the structural, functional, and
behavioral characteristics of organisms that are involved in reproduction
marked by the union of gametes and that distinguish males and females </span></div>
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<span lang="EN-ZA">3. Sexually motivated phenomena or behaviour</span></div>
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individuals that occur in many species and that are distinguished
respectively as female or male especially on the basis of their reproductive
organs and structures.</span></li>
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and behavioral characteristics of organisms that are involved in
reproduction marked by the union of gametes and that distinguish males and
females.</span></li>
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<span lang="EN-ZA">And I found playing with the sound of Sex it sounds like </span><span lang="EN-ZA">Same in Act, Satisfy. In general the word sex would mean </span><span lang="EN-ZA">An act of a male and female acting/getting together generating energy/feelings or for reproduction.</span><br />
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When I sound the word sex, I tend to have a picture of Two Caucasian blonde naked and foreplaying with
each other inside a house during winter inside my mind. And I ask myself and look at it deeply, I found it represents Satisfaction, Excitement, Ecstasy.<br />
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So I now redefine the word sex would mean a male and female getting together in intimacy involving intercourse or masturbation for reproduction or pleasure.<br />
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So for the thought of two Caucasian blonde naked, </div>
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myself to connect/define sex within the picture of two blonde teenagers
naked and foreplaying with each other inside a house during winter.</span></li>
<li class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0in; margin-right: -19.3pt; mso-layout-grid-align: none; mso-list: l1 level1 lfo1; mso-pagination: none; text-autospace: none;"><span style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif;">I forgive myself for accepting and allowing
myself to associate and feel excited through picturing two blonde
teenagers naked and foreplaying with each other inside a house during
winter.</span></li>
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myself to have a picture/desire of two blonde teenagers naked and
foreplaying with each other inside a house during winter exists within and
as me.</span></li>
<li class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0in; margin-right: -19.3pt; mso-layout-grid-align: none; mso-list: l1 level1 lfo1; mso-pagination: none; text-autospace: none;"><span style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif;">I forgive myself for accepting and allowing
myself to connect this picture to the desire for sex or warm feelings.</span></li>
<li class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0in; margin-right: -19.3pt; mso-layout-grid-align: none; mso-list: l1 level1 lfo1; mso-pagination: none; text-autospace: none;"><span style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif;">I forgive myself for accepting and allowing
myself to connect the picture of two blonde teenagers naked and
foreplaying with each other inside a house during winter to satisfaction,
excitement and ecstasy.</span></li>
<li class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0in; margin-right: -19.3pt; mso-layout-grid-align: none; mso-list: l1 level1 lfo1; mso-pagination: none; text-autospace: none;"><span style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif;">I forgive myself for accepting and allowing
myself to define satisfaction, excitement and ecstasy within the picture
of two blonde teenagers naked and foreplaying with each other inside a
house during winter.</span></li>
<li class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0in; margin-right: -19.3pt; mso-layout-grid-align: none; mso-list: l1 level1 lfo1; mso-pagination: none; text-autospace: none;"><span style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif;">I forgive myself for accepting and allowing
myself to separate myself from the word satisfaction, excitement and
ecstasy through defining satisfaction, excitement and ecstasy within a
picture.</span></li>
<li class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0in; margin-right: -19.3pt; mso-layout-grid-align: none; mso-list: l1 level1 lfo1; mso-pagination: none; text-autospace: none;"><span style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif;">I forgive myself for accepting and allowing
myself to give my power to a picture of a blonde teenager instead of
realizing that it is just an energy feeling.</span></li>
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And for what it underneath represents as Satisfaction, Excitement, Ecstasy,<br />
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* I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself
to give my power away to energy/feelings, excitement and ecstasy.</div>
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to place and connect my self-interest satisfaction through viewing two
blonde teenagers foreplaying and stimulating myself on the energy and
feelings instead of content with I am/we are Oneness and Equal.</li>
<li class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0in; margin-right: -19.3pt; mso-layout-grid-align: none; mso-list: l1 level1 lfo1; mso-pagination: none; text-autospace: none;">I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself
to connect Caucasian’s white skin and blond hair as stimulations for me to
feel excited instead of realizing that everything is actually me and
express ourselves here.</li>
<li class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0in; margin-right: -19.3pt; mso-layout-grid-align: none; mso-list: l1 level1 lfo1; mso-pagination: none; text-autospace: none;">I forgive myself for accepting and allowing
myself to only live ecstasy and pursuing to have sex with a blond teenager
instead of really looking inside of me and see why I was stimulated for
blonde pictures and it’s actually darkness that is content and what that
being’s beingness has nothing to do with how she looks.</li>
<li class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0in; margin-right: -19.3pt; mso-layout-grid-align: none; mso-list: l1 level1 lfo1; mso-pagination: none; text-autospace: none;">I forgive myself for accepting and allowing
myself to place special values into the pictures of blone teenagers
instead of realizing every form is just an expression and everything is me
expressing here.</li>
<li class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0in; margin-right: -19.3pt; mso-layout-grid-align: none; mso-list: l1 level1 lfo1; mso-pagination: none; text-autospace: none;">I forgive myself for accepting and allowing
myself to pursuit and depend on through animation/blonde
teenagers/pornography to reach my ecstasy instead of realizing ecstasy is
just energy and I am self-expressing in every moment and I am content with
expressing myself.</li>
<li class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0in; margin-right: -19.3pt; mso-layout-grid-align: none; mso-list: l1 level1 lfo1; mso-pagination: none; text-autospace: none;">I forgive myself for accepting and allowing
myself to connect excitement to the pictures of two blonde girls
foreplaying inside a house during winter.</li>
<li class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0in; margin-right: -19.3pt; mso-layout-grid-align: none; mso-list: l1 level1 lfo1; mso-pagination: none; text-autospace: none;">I forgive myself for accepting and allowing
myself to separate myself from excitement and blonde teenagers through
defining excitements within the visual images of blonde teenagers.</li>
<li class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0in; margin-right: -19.3pt; mso-layout-grid-align: none; mso-list: l1 level1 lfo1; mso-pagination: none; text-autospace: none;">I forgive myself for accepting and allowing
myself to give my power away to animation pornography instead of
self-expressing myself within Oneness and Equality as the truth of us.</li>
<li class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0in; margin-right: -19.3pt; mso-layout-grid-align: none; mso-list: l1 level1 lfo1; mso-pagination: none; text-autospace: none;">I forgive myself for accepting and allowing
myself to define my satisfaction only on what/how I can get the most
feelings/energies through visual images like naked blonde teenagers
instead of realizing my satisfaction should be darkness and also taking
self-responsibility and living in Oneness and Equality.</li>
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Now I found I connect to this two blonds' thoughts is based on energy, so for the self-forgiveness on connecting energy to this picture:<br />
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<li class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0in; margin-right: -19.3pt; mso-layout-grid-align: none; mso-list: l1 level1 lfo1; mso-pagination: none; text-autospace: none;"><span style="color: #00b0f0;"> </span>I forgive myself for accepting and
allowing myself to connect excitements to visual stimulations of blonds
and thinking blond teenagers can give me extreme ecstasy instead of
realizing that there are all how my mind think and it’s not real.</li>
<li class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0in; margin-right: -19.3pt; mso-layout-grid-align: none; mso-list: l1 level1 lfo1; mso-pagination: none; text-autospace: none;">I forgive myself for accepting and allowing
myself secretly in my backchat want to have sex with blonde girls and
found the naked image entertaining /interesting instead of seeing
everything is me.</li>
<li class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0in; margin-right: -19.3pt; mso-layout-grid-align: none; mso-list: l1 level1 lfo1; mso-pagination: none; text-autospace: none;">I forgive myself for accepting and allowing
myself wanted to hide away in ecstasy and feelings/energies instead of
taking myself self-responsibility and face myself, not hiding anymore,
take the courage to self-forgive myself and don’t live in separation
anymore.</li>
<li class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0in; margin-right: -19.3pt; mso-layout-grid-align: none; mso-list: l1 level1 lfo1; mso-pagination: none; text-autospace: none;">I forgive myself for accepting and allowing
myself to disregard existence and physical but only pursuing the feelings
of looking at a naked blonde teenager to stimulate me through the mind
instead of accepting everything around me is me.</li>
<li class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0in; margin-right: -19.3pt; mso-layout-grid-align: none; mso-list: l1 level1 lfo1; mso-pagination: none; text-autospace: none;">I forgive myself for accepting and allowing
myself to think if I have sex with a blonde teenager then I will have the
greatest excitement/happiness/feelings/energy instead of realizing all
thoughts/feelings and emotions are of the mind and it’s not real. It is
actually I was obsessed to the feelings when I look at a blonde teenager.</li>
<li class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0in; margin-right: -19.3pt; mso-layout-grid-align: none; mso-list: l1 level1 lfo1; mso-pagination: none; text-autospace: none;">I forgive myself for accepting and allowing
myself to think and belief if I can’t have sex with a blonde teenager then
my life is not culminated and satisfied instead of realizing the blonds
are me and I was just enjoying sucking energy out from the physical body.</li>
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2.2.2.2 <u>Self-Forgiveness</u></div>
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2.2.2.2.1 Self-Forgiveness on
positive/negative value for word:</div>
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<span style="color: #00b0f0;">Write out SF on the positive / negative charge of word
in centre-circle.</span></div>
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myself to charge the word sex with a positive value.</li>
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myself to judge the word sex as good/positive/right instead of realizing
everything is me and if I charge polarity someone as me has to take the
negative pole/side.</li>
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myself to separate myself from the word sex through judging the word sex
as good/positive/right.</li>
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2.2.2.2.2 Self-Forgiveness on
each point in the word-web:</div>
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<span style="color: #00b0f0;">Write out SF on each word being associated with the
word in the middle of the word web.</span></div>
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myself to connect the word sex to a blonde teenager naked on bed.</li>
<li class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0in; margin-right: -19.3pt; mso-layout-grid-align: none; mso-list: l1 level1 lfo3; mso-pagination: none; text-autospace: none;">I forgive myself for accepting and allowing
myself to define the word sex within a blonde teenager naked on bed.</li>
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myself to separate myself from sex and from a blonde teenager naked on bed
through defining sex within a blonde teenager naked on bed.</li>
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myself to connect the sex to two adult hugging each other and foreplaying.</li>
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myself to define the word sex within two adult hugging each other and
foreplaying.</li>
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myself to separate myself from the word sex and from two adult hugging
each other and foreplaying through defining the word sex within two adult
hugging each other and foreplaying .</li>
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myself to connect the word sex to two blonde teenager naked kissing.</li>
<li class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0in; margin-right: -19.3pt; mso-layout-grid-align: none; mso-list: l1 level1 lfo3; mso-pagination: none; text-autospace: none;">I forgive myself for accepting and allowing
myself to define the word sex within two blonde teenager naked kissing.</li>
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myself separate myself from the word sex and from two blonde teenager
naked kissing through defining the word sex within two blonde teenager
naked kissing.</li>
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<span lang="EN-ZA">1.2.2.3 <u>Re-Define
the Word in the Centre-Circle </u></span></div>
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<span lang="EN-ZA">1.2.2.3.1<i> <u>Gathering information:</u></i></span></div>
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<span lang="EN-ZA">1.2.2.3.1.1
Establishing self’s allocation point:</span></div>
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<span lang="EN-ZA">1.2.2.3.1.2
Dictionary Definition:</span></div>
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<span lang="EN-ZA" style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: yellow; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial;">[Added]</span></div>
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<span lang="EN-ZA">1. Either of the two major forms of individuals
that occur in many species and that are distinguished respectively as female or
male especially on the basis of their reproductive organs and structures </span></div>
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<span lang="EN-ZA">2. The sum of the structural, functional, and
behavioral characteristics of organisms that are involved in reproduction
marked by the union of gametes and that distinguish males and females </span></div>
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<span lang="EN-ZA">3. Sexually motivated phenomena or behaviour</span></div>
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individuals that occur in many species and that are distinguished
respectively as female or male especially on the basis of their reproductive
organs and structures.</span></li>
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and behavioral characteristics of organisms that are involved in
reproduction marked by the union of gametes and that distinguish males and
females.</span></li>
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<span lang="EN-ZA">1.2.2.3.1.3
Sounding the word:</span></div>
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<span lang="EN-ZA">Same in Act, Satisfy. </span></div>
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<span lang="EN-ZA">1.2.2.3.2 <i><u>Investigate the information of the word
that has been gathered</u></i></span></div>
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<span lang="EN-ZA" style="color: #00b0f0;">Does the definition within the
different aspects that you have gathered as information of the word, carry a
polarity charge (is it made ‘good’/’positive’ or ‘bad’/’negative’)?</span></div>
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<span lang="EN-ZA" style="color: #00b0f0;">This can be determined by looking at:</span></div>
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<span lang="EN-ZA" style="color: #00b0f0;">a. Your own personal experience with
this word</span></div>
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<span lang="EN-ZA" style="color: #00b0f0;">b. How you have interpreted the word
as ‘good’/’positive’ or ‘bad’/’negative’</span></div>
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<span lang="EN-ZA" style="color: #00b0f0;">c. What associations do you have with
the word?</span></div>
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<span lang="EN-ZA" style="color: #00b0f0;">d. Do you feel better or worse when
you are using or experiencing this word?</span></div>
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<span lang="EN-ZA">1.2.2.3.3 <i><u>New definition</u></i></span></div>
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<span lang="EN-ZA">1.2.2.3.3.1
Creative writing:</span></div>
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<span lang="EN-ZA">1.2.2.3.3.2
Writing the definition:</span></div>
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self-expressing/creating themselves for self-expressing or reproducing
purpose.</span></li>
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<span lang="EN-ZA" style="color: #00b0f0;">Consider the following 5 points when
writing out your final definition (see pp. 24-26 in the PDF)</span></div>
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<span lang="EN-ZA" style="color: #00b0f0;">1. The
physical living expression</span></div>
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<span lang="EN-ZA" style="color: #00b0f0;">2. Principles</span></div>
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<span lang="EN-ZA" style="color: #00b0f0;">3. System
words based in polarities</span></div>
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<span lang="EN-ZA" style="color: #00b0f0;">4. Assigning
a positive charge</span></div>
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<span lang="EN-ZA" style="color: #00b0f0;">5. Assigning
a limited definition to a word</span></div>
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<span lang="EN-ZA">1.2.2.3.4 <i><u>Checking the definition</u></i></span></div>
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<span lang="EN-ZA">1.2.2.3.4.1
Is there a polarity in the definition that I have assigned to the word?</span></div>
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<span lang="EN-ZA"> Answer: No</span></div>
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<span lang="EN-ZA">1.2.2.3.4.2
Can I stand by this definition of the word eternally?</span></div>
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<span lang="EN-ZA"> Answer: Yes.</span></div>
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<b><span style="font-size: 14pt; line-height: 115%;">2.2.3 The Pictures Work-Sheet</span></b></div>
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<span style="color: #00b0f0;">(Done for each Picture
written down in the summary list (1.2.3))</span></div>
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<span style="color: #00b0f0;">Transfer the name of 1 picture identified on the
summary page here</span></div>
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<span style="color: #00b0f0;">Below you can present the picture by drawing the
picture or by placing words in specific positions within the box provided – or
descriptively write out the picture to form the picture with words. </span></div>
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2.2.3.1 <u>Drawing/writing out a
picture-representation</u>:</div>
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<span style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: yellow; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial;">[Added]</span></div>
<ul style="margin-top: 0in;" type="disc">
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each other inside a house during winter.</li>
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2.2.3.2 <u>What the picture as a
whole represents</u>: </div>
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<span style="color: #00b0f0;">Summarize what the picture represents within self.</span></div>
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<ul style="margin-top: 0in;" type="disc">
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2.2.3.3 <u>Self-Forgiveness</u></div>
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2.2.3.3.1 Self-Forgiveness on
the picture:</div>
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<span style="color: #00b0f0;">Write Self-Forgiveness on the picture (1.2.3.1)</span></div>
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<ul style="margin-top: 0in;" type="disc">
<li class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0in; margin-right: -19.3pt; mso-layout-grid-align: none; mso-list: l2 level1 lfo2; mso-pagination: none; text-autospace: none;"><span style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif;">I forgive myself for accepting and allowing
myself to connect/define sex within the picture of two blonde teenagers
naked and foreplaying with each other inside a house during winter.</span></li>
<li class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0in; margin-right: -19.3pt; mso-layout-grid-align: none; mso-list: l2 level1 lfo2; mso-pagination: none; text-autospace: none;"><span style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif;">I forgive myself for accepting and allowing
myself to associate and feel excited through picturing two blonde
teenagers naked and foreplaying with each other inside a house during
winter.</span></li>
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<ul style="margin-top: 0in;" type="disc">
<li class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0in; margin-right: -19.3pt; mso-layout-grid-align: none; mso-list: l2 level1 lfo2; mso-pagination: none; text-autospace: none;"><span style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif;">I forgive myself for accepting and allowing
myself to have a picture/desire of two blonde teenagers naked and
foreplaying with each other inside a house during winter exists within and
as me.</span></li>
<li class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0in; margin-right: -19.3pt; mso-layout-grid-align: none; mso-list: l2 level1 lfo2; mso-pagination: none; text-autospace: none;"><span style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif;">I forgive myself for accepting and allowing
myself to connect this picture to the desire for sex or warm feelings.</span></li>
<li class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0in; margin-right: -19.3pt; mso-layout-grid-align: none; mso-list: l2 level1 lfo2; mso-pagination: none; text-autospace: none;"><span style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif;">I forgive myself for accepting and allowing
myself to connect the picture of two blonde teenagers naked and
foreplaying with each other inside a house during winter to satisfaction,
excitement and ecstasy.</span></li>
<li class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0in; margin-right: -19.3pt; mso-layout-grid-align: none; mso-list: l2 level1 lfo2; mso-pagination: none; text-autospace: none;"><span style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif;">I forgive myself for accepting and allowing
myself to define satisfaction, excitement and ecstasy within the picture
of two blonde teenagers naked and foreplaying with each other inside a
house during winter.</span></li>
<li class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0in; margin-right: -19.3pt; mso-layout-grid-align: none; mso-list: l2 level1 lfo2; mso-pagination: none; text-autospace: none;"><span style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif;">I forgive myself for accepting and allowing
myself to separate myself from the word satisfaction, excitement and
ecstasy through defining satisfaction, excitement and ecstasy within a
picture.</span></li>
<li class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0in; margin-right: -19.3pt; mso-layout-grid-align: none; mso-list: l2 level1 lfo2; mso-pagination: none; text-autospace: none;"><span style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif;">I forgive myself for accepting and allowing
myself to give my power to a picture of a blonde teenager instead of
realizing that it is just an energy feeling.</span></li>
</ul>
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2.2.3.3.2 Self-Forgiveness on what
the picture represents:</div>
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<span style="color: #00b0f0;">Write Self-Forgiveness on what the picture represents
(1.2.3.2)</span></div>
<ul style="margin-top: 0in;" type="disc">
<li class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0in; margin-right: -19.3pt; mso-layout-grid-align: none; mso-list: l2 level1 lfo2; mso-pagination: none; text-autospace: none;">I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself
to give my power away to energy/feelings, excitement and ecstasy.</li>
<li class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0in; margin-right: -19.3pt; mso-layout-grid-align: none; mso-list: l2 level1 lfo2; mso-pagination: none; text-autospace: none;">I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself
to place and connect my self-interest satisfaction through viewing two
blonde teenagers foreplaying and stimulating myself on the energy and
feelings instead of content with I am/we are Oneness and Equal.</li>
<li class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0in; margin-right: -19.3pt; mso-layout-grid-align: none; mso-list: l2 level1 lfo2; mso-pagination: none; text-autospace: none;">I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself
to connect Caucasian’s white skin and blond hair as stimulations for me to
feel excited instead of realizing that everything is actually me and
express ourselves here.</li>
<li class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0in; margin-right: -19.3pt; mso-layout-grid-align: none; mso-list: l2 level1 lfo2; mso-pagination: none; text-autospace: none;">I forgive myself for accepting and allowing
myself to only live ecstasy and pursuing to have sex with a blond teenager
instead of really looking inside of me and see why I was stimulated for
blonde pictures and it’s actually darkness that is content and what that
being’s beingness has nothing to do with how she looks.</li>
<li class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0in; margin-right: -19.3pt; mso-layout-grid-align: none; mso-list: l2 level1 lfo2; mso-pagination: none; text-autospace: none;">I forgive myself for accepting and allowing
myself to place special values into the pictures of blone teenagers
instead of realizing every form is just an expression and everything is me
expressing here.</li>
<li class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0in; margin-right: -19.3pt; mso-layout-grid-align: none; mso-list: l2 level1 lfo2; mso-pagination: none; text-autospace: none;">I forgive myself for accepting and allowing
myself to pursuit and depend on through animation/blonde
teenagers/pornography to reach my ecstasy instead of realizing ecstasy is
just energy and I am self-expressing in every moment and I am content with
expressing myself.</li>
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myself to connect excitement to the pictures of two blonde girls
foreplaying inside a house during winter.</li>
<li class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0in; margin-right: -19.3pt; mso-layout-grid-align: none; mso-list: l2 level1 lfo2; mso-pagination: none; text-autospace: none;">I forgive myself for accepting and allowing
myself to separate myself from excitement and blonde teenagers through
defining excitements within the visual images of blonde teenagers.</li>
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myself to give my power away to animation pornography instead of
self-expressing myself within Oneness and Equality as the truth of us.</li>
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myself to define my satisfaction only on what/how I can get the most
feelings/energies through visual images like naked blonde teenagers
instead of realizing my satisfaction should be darkness and also taking
self-responsibility and living in Oneness and Equality.</li>
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2.2.3.3.3 Self-Forgiveness on
connection to the thought: </div>
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<span style="color: #00b0f0;">Write Self-Forgiveness on the connection to the
thought in 1.1.</span></div>
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allowing myself to connect excitements to visual stimulations of blonds
and thinking blond teenagers can give me extreme ecstasy instead of
realizing that there are all how my mind think and it’s not real.</li>
<li class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0in; margin-right: -19.3pt; mso-layout-grid-align: none; mso-list: l2 level1 lfo2; mso-pagination: none; text-autospace: none;">I forgive myself for accepting and allowing
myself secretly in my backchat want to have sex with blonde girls and
found the naked image entertaining /interesting instead of seeing
everything is me.</li>
<li class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0in; margin-right: -19.3pt; mso-layout-grid-align: none; mso-list: l2 level1 lfo2; mso-pagination: none; text-autospace: none;">I forgive myself for accepting and allowing
myself wanted to hide away in ecstasy and feelings/energies instead of
taking myself self-responsibility and face myself, not hiding anymore,
take the courage to self-forgive myself and don’t live in separation
anymore.</li>
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myself to disregard existence and physical but only pursuing the feelings
of looking at a naked blonde teenager to stimulate me through the mind
instead of accepting everything around me is me.</li>
<li class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0in; margin-right: -19.3pt; mso-layout-grid-align: none; mso-list: l2 level1 lfo2; mso-pagination: none; text-autospace: none;">I forgive myself for accepting and allowing
myself to think if I have sex with a blonde teenager then I will have the
greatest excitement/happiness/feelings/energy instead of realizing all
thoughts/feelings and emotions are of the mind and it’s not real. It is
actually I was obsessed to the feelings when I look at a blonde teenager.</li>
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myself to think and belief if I can’t have sex with a blonde teenager then
my life is not culminated and satisfied instead of realizing the blonds
are me and I was just enjoying sucking energy out from the physical body.</li>
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So above is a portion of my Thought Construct where we are taught skilfuly using the techniques to help us locate the core of our thoughts and why we are hanging on to these thoughts/ideas. This is very critical as I have tried self-forgiveness on my own and I just can't get rid of the thoughts. They just come back. After I joint DIP I am more effective in clearing my thoughts/nature as they don't come back after a few weeks. I know I have gone deep enough and have forgiven the core points. And it took me way longer, that is if I am "lucky" in able to find the source of why I am hanging on these thoughts, it would be way way much longer and less effective when I was doing self-forgiveness on my own.</div>Fred Cheunghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00356569867861165487noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-452925707663260087.post-6389485608564783612012-03-28T23:32:00.000-07:002012-04-05T13:25:02.958-07:00DIP Handsome - Secretly looking at mirror in toilet<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">
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<a href="http://www.blogger.com/blogger.g?blogID=452925707663260087" name="OLE_LINK19"></a><a href="http://www.blogger.com/blogger.g?blogID=452925707663260087" name="OLE_LINK18"><span style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif;">Ever since I was a boy I watched the actor on the
movies and TV and was mesmerized by their appearance. I looked at the mirror
and try to make the posture and make me look like them. Look appealing to
girls. Instead of accepting myself and express myself here.<o:p></o:p></span></a></div>
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<span style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif;">I secretly think I might not have the brightest
outlook but have a very good mind and personality. Totally hypnotized and not
seeing what I actually was.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif;">I would also dress according to how the actors dress
like and make myself more acceptable amongst girls. I would have long hair to
make it looks similar to the popular Japanese actor. And I just alternate how I
dress/look for pleasing girls. <o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif;">I deliberate do things that are abnormal to catch
girls’ attention. I want all the girls worship me or want me so I can have a
beautiful cutie girl friend. Never considered that it was all about
energy/feelings and everything in existence is actually me.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif;">I didn’t have any relationship so I was pretty much
only caring about how I look, how I can be more handsome and look like an
actor.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif;">If I can have girls/females appreciate my look/dress
then I’d be happy because someone admire me.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif;">So I can see I </span><span style="font-size: 12pt; line-height: 115%;">Want to be as admired,
recognized and intimating as actors in movies, Want to be attractive amongst
girls, Use how I dress and looks to appeal girls, Deliberate do abnormal stuffs
to catch girls’ attention. I Want girls to worship/admire me so I can choose a
beautiful/cutie girl friend. I only care about how I look, how I can be more
handsome. I’d be happy if some girls admire me. I Desire for sex, warm
feelings. It is an Envy to the handsome actors and I really need to get these out
things self-forgiven else they are just haunting me inside because that was
what I did/accepted or allowed. I have to admit that. <o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: 12pt; line-height: 115%;">I
will concentrate working on Want to be as admired, recognized and mimic actors
in movies and Envy. I also feel </span><span style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif;">Pride and Admiration about
if I can mimic the actors. To summarize in one word, it is – Handsome. I
remember when I was a teenager,</span> I’d look at the toilet mirror, I change how
my face look to mimic how the actors in the movie look like. When I would
arouse and have do that? After I see male that are more handsome than me in
movies then I’d go to the toilet and look at myself. And there is also Envy involved.<o:p></o:p></div>
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So for the thought I want to be admired, recognized I
self-forgive myself as below:<o:p></o:p></div>
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myself want to be the most handsome man on earth.<o:p></o:p></li>
<li class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0in; margin-right: -19.3pt; mso-layout-grid-align: none; mso-list: l0 level1 lfo1; mso-pagination: none; text-autospace: none;">I forgive myself for accepting and allowing
myself to compete with other males to want to look more attractive than
others instead of placing value in Equality as everyone is me.<o:p></o:p></li>
<li class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0in; margin-right: -19.3pt; mso-layout-grid-align: none; mso-list: l0 level1 lfo1; mso-pagination: none; text-autospace: none;">I forgive myself for accepting and allowing to
want to become an actor and have all the fames and fortunes and admiration
instead of considering what is best for all.<o:p></o:p></li>
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<span style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif;">And for when I see handsome actors acting in movies, I
forgive myself for:<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<li class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0in; margin-right: -19.3pt; mso-layout-grid-align: none; mso-list: l0 level1 lfo1; mso-pagination: none; text-autospace: none;">I forgive myself for accepting and allowing
myself to fantasize when I see a handsome actor acting on screen instead
of seeing him as equal to me.<o:p></o:p></li>
<li class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0in; margin-right: -19.3pt; mso-layout-grid-align: none; mso-list: l0 level1 lfo1; mso-pagination: none; text-autospace: none;">I forgive myself for accepting and allowing
myself to want to be special and having superior value in girls mind
instead of treating everyone as me.<o:p></o:p></li>
<li class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0in; margin-right: -19.3pt; mso-layout-grid-align: none; mso-list: l0 level1 lfo1; mso-pagination: none; text-autospace: none;">I forgive myself for accepting and allowing
myself thinking if I cannot become an handsome actor then let me shape
myself become similar to them, getting my distance closer to them instead
of seeing there should be Equality everywhere as everyone is me.<o:p></o:p></li>
<li class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0in; margin-right: -19.3pt; mso-layout-grid-align: none; mso-list: l0 level1 lfo1; mso-pagination: none; text-autospace: none;">I forgive myself for accepting and allowing
myself to place value in handsome actor’s faces and want to mimic as them
instead of self-expressing myself in every moment.<o:p></o:p></li>
<li class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0in; margin-right: -19.3pt; mso-layout-grid-align: none; mso-list: l0 level1 lfo1; mso-pagination: none; text-autospace: none;">I forgive myself for accepting and allowing
myself to project me into the actors on the movies instead of staying in
my breath and here.<o:p></o:p></li>
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So for I
self-forgive myself on want to be admired:<span style="color: #00b0f0;"><o:p></o:p></span></div>
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myself to be swallowed by admiration and how I look in other people’s eyes
instead of expressing me within Equality.<o:p></o:p></span></li>
<li class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0in; margin-right: -19.3pt; mso-layout-grid-align: none; mso-list: l0 level1 lfo1; mso-pagination: none; text-autospace: none;"><span style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif;">I forgive myself for accepting and allowing
myself to give my power away and being directed in hoping I can look more
like an actor in the movies.<o:p></o:p></span></li>
<li class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0in; margin-right: -19.3pt; mso-layout-grid-align: none; mso-list: l0 level1 lfo1; mso-pagination: none; text-autospace: none;"><span style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif;">I forgive myself for accepting and allowing
myself want to use my face to attract teenage girls instead of realizing
it is just energy/feelings.<o:p></o:p></span></li>
<li class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0in; margin-right: -19.3pt; mso-layout-grid-align: none; mso-list: l0 level1 lfo1; mso-pagination: none; text-autospace: none;"><span style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif;">I forgive myself for accepting and allowing
myself to use dressing as a mean to get girls like me instead of
self-expressing myself in the moment.<o:p></o:p></span></li>
<li class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0in; margin-right: -19.3pt; mso-layout-grid-align: none; mso-list: l0 level1 lfo1; mso-pagination: none; text-autospace: none;"><span style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif;">I forgive myself for accepting and allowing
myself to deliberate to make abnormal acts to try to draw girls’
attentions and being slyly instead of self-honest to myself and treat them
as me.<o:p></o:p></span></li>
<li class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0in; margin-right: -19.3pt; mso-layout-grid-align: none; mso-list: l0 level1 lfo1; mso-pagination: none; text-autospace: none;"><span style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif;">I forgive myself for accepting and allowing
myself to secretly want girls to worship me as I have pride in my mind so
that I can have a beautiful and cutie girl friend instead of seeing
everyone is me having their own expression.<o:p></o:p></span></li>
<li class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0in; margin-right: -19.3pt; mso-layout-grid-align: none; mso-list: l0 level1 lfo1; mso-pagination: none; text-autospace: none;"><span style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif;">I forgive myself haven’t accepting and allowing
myself to accept myself and placing value into my facial expression.<o:p></o:p></span></li>
<li class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0in; margin-right: -19.3pt; mso-layout-grid-align: none; mso-list: l0 level1 lfo1; mso-pagination: none; text-autospace: none;"><span style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif;">I forgive myself for accepting and allowing
myself placing value into my facial expression because it can stimulate
girls and make them want to go to bed with me.<o:p></o:p></span></li>
<li class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0in; margin-right: -19.3pt; mso-layout-grid-align: none; mso-list: l0 level1 lfo1; mso-pagination: none; text-autospace: none;"><span style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif;">I forgive myself for accepting and allowing
myself to want to be handsome and want all males that are more handsome
than me died instead of placing value in myself and clearing myself fit
into oneness and equality.<o:p></o:p></span></li>
<li class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0in; margin-right: -19.3pt; mso-layout-grid-align: none; mso-list: l0 level1 lfo1; mso-pagination: none; text-autospace: none;"><span style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif;">I forgive myself for accepting and allowing
myself to place value and being directed by how I look instead of seeing
everything is me.<o:p></o:p></span></li>
<li class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0in; margin-right: -19.3pt; mso-layout-grid-align: none; mso-list: l0 level1 lfo1; mso-pagination: none; text-autospace: none;"><span style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif;">I forgive myself for accepting and allowing
myself to be jealous to all males that have many beautiful girl friends
instead of living self-honesty.<o:p></o:p></span></li>
<li class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0in; margin-right: -19.3pt; mso-layout-grid-align: none; mso-list: l0 level1 lfo1; mso-pagination: none; text-autospace: none;"><span style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif;">I forgive myself for accepting and allowing
myself to give my power away to jealousy. <o:p></o:p></span></li>
</ul>
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<span style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif;">My self-forgiveness on my Envy:<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<li class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0in; margin-right: -19.3pt; mso-layout-grid-align: none; mso-list: l0 level1 lfo1; mso-pagination: none; text-autospace: none;"><span style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif;">I forgive myself for accepting and allowing
myself to envy of the handsome actors having an attractive face for girls
and why I couldn’t have one like them instead of realizing everything is me and I should
do what is best for all instead of placing value in my look.<o:p></o:p></span></li>
<li class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0in; margin-right: -19.3pt; mso-layout-grid-align: none; mso-list: l0 level1 lfo1; mso-pagination: none; text-autospace: none;"><span style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif;">I forgive myself for accepting and allowing
myself to spite people that are handsome that if I cannot be handsome then
let me curse them to die so that I can upgrade and become more attractive
instead of expressing myself in Oneness and Equality and enjoy together
equally.<o:p></o:p></span></li>
<li class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0in; margin-right: -19.3pt; mso-layout-grid-align: none; mso-list: l0 level1 lfo1; mso-pagination: none; text-autospace: none;"><span style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif;">I forgive myself for accepting and allowing
myself to lost in separation and envy to the handsome actors instead of
realizing they are me.<o:p></o:p></span></li>
<li class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0in; margin-right: -19.3pt; mso-layout-grid-align: none; mso-list: l0 level1 lfo1; mso-pagination: none; text-autospace: none;"><span style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif;">I forgive myself for accepting and allowing
myself to think nobody can hear my envy and I can choose envy, spite and
backchats to the handsome actors instead of being self-honest and treating
everything as me.<o:p></o:p></span></li>
<li class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0in; margin-right: -19.3pt; mso-layout-grid-align: none; mso-list: l0 level1 lfo1; mso-pagination: none; text-autospace: none;"><span style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif;">I forgive myself for accepting and allowing
myself to desire to be the handsome actors instead of staying in breathe,
here expressing myself in every moment within Best for all.<o:p></o:p></span></li>
</ul>
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So for my desire <span style="font-size: 12pt; line-height: 115%;">Wanting
to be as admired, recognized and mimic actors in movies, I realize </span>I am one and equal
to everything and facial expression is just part of our expressions, <o:p></o:p></div>
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I am not subjected and controlled by how I/we look and I should place
value into Oneness and Equality, and self-expression.<o:p></o:p></div>
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When I react with the handsome pictures shown on screen again, I stop
and breathe and remind myself Placing value in Oneness and Equality. Facial and
hair expression are just how the mind feel and calculate for possibility of
conception. It is not really what I feel and everyone is me, I should treat
everyone as Equal as me.<o:p></o:p></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: .5in; margin-right: -19.3pt; margin-top: 0in; mso-layout-grid-align: none; mso-pagination: none; text-autospace: none;">
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<li class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0in; margin-right: -19.3pt; mso-layout-grid-align: none; mso-list: l0 level1 lfo1; mso-pagination: none; text-autospace: none;">And for when I see handsome actors performing in
movies, I realize I am not the Actor and shouldn’t admire to being them,
Everyone is just expressing themselves, I am self-accepting myself and
placing value on myself.<o:p></o:p></li>
</ul>
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So When I see the actors on the movie, I stop and breathe and do not
participate in the mind. Reminding me that I am self-accepting myself and do
not place/define my value separate outside of me on my facial expression or on
the actor’s physical expression.<o:p></o:p></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0in; margin-right: -19.3pt; margin-top: 0in; mso-layout-grid-align: none; mso-pagination: none; text-autospace: none;">
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<ul style="margin-top: 0in;" type="disc">
<li class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0in; margin-right: -19.3pt; mso-layout-grid-align: none; mso-list: l0 level1 lfo1; mso-pagination: none; text-autospace: none;">For my desire want to be admired, I realize
I am no special than anyone else, everything is me. I flag the point of
being admired is just ego looking for conceptions and I am no better or
worse than anything else but equal to them all.<o:p></o:p></li>
</ul>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0in; margin-right: -19.3pt; margin-top: 0in; mso-layout-grid-align: none; mso-pagination: none; text-autospace: none;">
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<ul style="margin-top: 0in;" type="disc">
<li class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0in; margin-right: -19.3pt; mso-layout-grid-align: none; mso-list: l0 level1 lfo1; mso-pagination: none; text-autospace: none;">For my secret <span style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: yellow; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial;">[Envy]</span> I realize <span style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif;">Everything
is me and I shouldn’t envy anything/anyone as myself, When I spite people
I was creating my future of being spite and ignore that I am actually
everything in existence, We enjoy together here Equally, Everything is
known in existence there is no place that I can hide my backchats.<o:p></o:p></span></li>
</ul>
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<span style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif;">So When I want to be handsome I stop and breath and
remind myself the facial expressing is just couple of cells it’s the feeling
through the mind generated that gives me the impression and that is not real
and will not last. And When I want to envy anyone or anything I stop and
breathe and remind myself for best for all and everything is me.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif;">So When I feel Pride and
Admiration if I am handsome. And secretly behind these feelings I am actually </span><span style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif;">Afraid of
being rejected by a girl and Fear of not being good enough.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif;">Why I would fear of being rejected and not good
enough, I ask myself and the answer is Addicted to energy and feelings, Lack of
self-confidence, I am not a perfect attractive male amongst girls, Do not want
all my time and effort spend on this girl become nothing and wasted.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif;">So for me feeling pride and admiration, I myself:<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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Pride:<o:p></o:p></div>
<ul style="margin-top: 0in;" type="disc">
<li class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0in; margin-right: -19.3pt; mso-layout-grid-align: none; mso-list: l0 level1 lfo1; mso-pagination: none; text-autospace: none;">I forgive myself for accepting and allowing
myself to give my power away to my ego’s pride and refuse to change
myself.<o:p></o:p></li>
<li class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0in; margin-right: -19.3pt; mso-layout-grid-align: none; mso-list: l0 level1 lfo1; mso-pagination: none; text-autospace: none;">I forgive myself for accepting and allowing
myself looking for being handsome and being pride.<o:p></o:p></li>
<li class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0in; margin-right: -19.3pt; mso-layout-grid-align: none; mso-list: l0 level1 lfo1; mso-pagination: none; text-autospace: none;">I forgive myself for accepting and allowing
myself to think as long as I have an handsome outlook then I can be proud
of instead of living equality in all ways.<o:p></o:p></li>
<li class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0in; margin-right: -19.3pt; mso-layout-grid-align: none; mso-list: l0 level1 lfo1; mso-pagination: none; text-autospace: none;">I forgive myself for accepting and allowing
myself to think if do not have an attractive outlook then I am not proud
and lacking confidence in me.<o:p></o:p></li>
<li class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0in; margin-right: -19.3pt; mso-layout-grid-align: none; mso-list: l0 level1 lfo1; mso-pagination: none; text-autospace: none;">I forgive myself for accepting and allowing
myself placing self-value in my outlook.<o:p></o:p></li>
<li class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0in; margin-right: -19.3pt; mso-layout-grid-align: none; mso-list: l0 level1 lfo1; mso-pagination: none; text-autospace: none;">I forgive myself for accepting and allowing
myself to be proud of I don’t look like a typical Chinese instead of
realizing the feeling of my face is energy generated in my mind.<o:p></o:p></li>
<li class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0in; margin-right: -19.3pt; mso-layout-grid-align: none; mso-list: l0 level1 lfo1; mso-pagination: none; text-autospace: none;">I forgive myself for accepting and allowing
myself to use smiling to get special treatments from female because of my
outlook.<o:p></o:p></li>
<li class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0in; margin-right: -19.3pt; mso-layout-grid-align: none; mso-list: l0 level1 lfo1; mso-pagination: none; text-autospace: none;">I forgive myself haven’t allowed myself to see
that this pride is only my ego want to be special.<o:p></o:p></li>
</ul>
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Admiration:<o:p></o:p></div>
<ul style="margin-top: 0in;" type="disc">
<li class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0in; margin-right: -19.3pt; mso-layout-grid-align: none; mso-list: l0 level1 lfo1; mso-pagination: none; text-autospace: none;">I forgive myself for accepting and allowing
myself to want to be admired and taking advantage of can have lots of
beautiful teenage girls and subsequently/secretly want to have sex with
them.<o:p></o:p></li>
<li class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0in; margin-right: -19.3pt; mso-layout-grid-align: none; mso-list: l0 level1 lfo1; mso-pagination: none; text-autospace: none;">I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed myself to
realize admiration means specialness, means different than others in
separation instead of equality.<o:p></o:p></li>
<li class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0in; margin-right: -19.3pt; mso-layout-grid-align: none; mso-list: l0 level1 lfo1; mso-pagination: none; text-autospace: none;">I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed myself to
ever consider that we are actually equal in all ways.<o:p></o:p></li>
<li class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0in; margin-right: -19.3pt; mso-layout-grid-align: none; mso-list: l0 level1 lfo1; mso-pagination: none; text-autospace: none;">I forgive myself for accepting and allowing
myself to give my power away totally pursuit of admiration and
beauty/handsome when I was standing in front of the mirror.<o:p></o:p></li>
<li class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0in; margin-right: -19.3pt; mso-layout-grid-align: none; mso-list: l0 level1 lfo1; mso-pagination: none; text-autospace: none;">I forgive myself for accepting and allowing
myself to judge that I am not handsome enough than other males instead of
realizing it is just an expression to indentify each other.<o:p></o:p></li>
<li class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0in; margin-right: -19.3pt; mso-layout-grid-align: none; mso-list: l0 level1 lfo1; mso-pagination: none; text-autospace: none;">I forgive myself for accepting and allowing
myself to place value in admiration more than I value myself.<o:p></o:p></li>
<li class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0in; margin-right: -19.3pt; mso-layout-grid-align: none; mso-list: l0 level1 lfo1; mso-pagination: none; text-autospace: none;">I forgive myself for accepting and allowing
myself to secretly want to be admired by all the girls in the world
instead of living and considering everything is equal.<o:p></o:p></li>
<li class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0in; margin-right: -19.3pt; mso-layout-grid-align: none; mso-list: l0 level1 lfo1; mso-pagination: none; text-autospace: none;">I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself
admiring teenagers’ body is actually wanting to have sex with them instead
of clearing my dependence of energy.<o:p></o:p></li>
<li class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0in; margin-right: -19.3pt; mso-layout-grid-align: none; mso-list: l0 level1 lfo1; mso-pagination: none; text-autospace: none;">I forgive myself haven’t allowed myself to
realize that sex and masturbation is energy and is not living at all
instead of staying in breathe and living here as life in equality.<o:p></o:p></li>
</ul>
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And for desire for energy, I forgive myself on:<span style="color: #00b0f0;"><o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<ul style="margin-top: 0in;" type="disc">
<li class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0in; margin-right: -19.3pt; mso-layout-grid-align: none; mso-list: l0 level1 lfo1; mso-pagination: none; text-autospace: none;"><span style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif;">I forgive myself for accepting and allowing
myself wanting to experience energy forever instead of realizing energy is
polarity and won’t last long.<o:p></o:p></span></li>
<li class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0in; margin-right: -19.3pt; mso-layout-grid-align: none; mso-list: l0 level1 lfo1; mso-pagination: none; text-autospace: none;"><span style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif;">I forgive myself haven’t allowed myself to
realize that energy is not living and is only sucking from physical.<o:p></o:p></span></li>
<li class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0in; margin-right: -19.3pt; mso-layout-grid-align: none; mso-list: l0 level1 lfo1; mso-pagination: none; text-autospace: none;"><span style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif;">I forgive myself for accepting and allowing
myself because masturbation feels much excited than just looking at girls
and then I just secretly thinking nobody can see what I am thinking in
mind and I can generate all the thoughts of having sex with them.<o:p></o:p></span></li>
<li class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0in; margin-right: -19.3pt; mso-layout-grid-align: none; mso-list: l0 level1 lfo1; mso-pagination: none; text-autospace: none;"><span style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif;">I forgive myself for accepting and allowing
myself to limited my self-expression as energy in masturbation only and
think I was living.<o:p></o:p></span></li>
<li class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0in; margin-right: -19.3pt; mso-layout-grid-align: none; mso-list: l0 level1 lfo1; mso-pagination: none; text-autospace: none;"><span style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif;">I forgive myself for accepting and allowing
myself to addicted to masturbation and energy instead of living in
equality and best for all.<o:p></o:p></span></li>
<li class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0in; margin-right: -19.3pt; mso-layout-grid-align: none; mso-list: l0 level1 lfo1; mso-pagination: none; text-autospace: none;"><span style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif;">I forgive myself for accepting and allowing
myself to give my power away to masturbation and energy and making a
statement that I couldn’t live without them instead of staying in breathe
and here.<o:p></o:p></span></li>
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<span style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif;">For secretly<span style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: yellow; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial;"> Afraid of being rejected by a girl. Fear of not being good enough:</span><o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<li class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0in; margin-right: -19.3pt; mso-layout-grid-align: none; mso-list: l0 level1 lfo1; mso-pagination: none; text-autospace: none;"><span style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif;">I forgive myself for accepting and allowing
myself to always afraid of being rejected by a girl instead of treating
everything in existence as me and always for best for all.<o:p></o:p></span></li>
<li class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0in; margin-right: -19.3pt; mso-layout-grid-align: none; mso-list: l0 level1 lfo1; mso-pagination: none; text-autospace: none;"><span style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif;">I forgive myself for accepting and allowing
myself belief that because of all my past experience with girls that I
always got rejected that I actually stand no chance in having an agreement
with the girl that I find interesting instead of going into agreement with
best for all.<o:p></o:p></span></li>
<li class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0in; margin-right: -19.3pt; mso-layout-grid-align: none; mso-list: l0 level1 lfo1; mso-pagination: none; text-autospace: none;"><span style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif;">I forgive myself for accepting and allowing
myself to put my energy feelings and self-interest in front of agreement
for best for all.<o:p></o:p></span></li>
<li class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0in; margin-right: -19.3pt; mso-layout-grid-align: none; mso-list: l0 level1 lfo1; mso-pagination: none; text-autospace: none;"><span style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif;">I forgive myself for accepting and allowing
myself to belief fearing of being rejected is protecting me from being
rejected instead of going with agreements for best for all including me.<o:p></o:p></span></li>
<li class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0in; margin-right: -19.3pt; mso-layout-grid-align: none; mso-list: l0 level1 lfo1; mso-pagination: none; text-autospace: none;"><span style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif;">I forgive myself for accepting and allowing
myself to competing with other males to race for winning a girl instead of
realizing that everyone/everything is actually me and act for best for
all.<o:p></o:p></span></li>
<li class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0in; margin-right: -19.3pt; mso-layout-grid-align: none; mso-list: l0 level1 lfo1; mso-pagination: none; text-autospace: none;"><span style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif;">I forgive myself haven’t allowed myself to
realize best for all is also best for me as everything/everyone is me.<o:p></o:p></span></li>
<li class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0in; margin-right: -19.3pt; mso-layout-grid-align: none; mso-list: l0 level1 lfo1; mso-pagination: none; text-autospace: none;"><span style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif;">I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself
to fear that I am not good enough for competing to have a girlfriend
instead of realizing everyone is me and it doesn’t matter who I am going
to be with an agreement.<o:p></o:p></span></li>
<li class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0in; margin-right: -19.3pt; mso-layout-grid-align: none; mso-list: l0 level1 lfo1; mso-pagination: none; text-autospace: none;"><span style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif;">I forgive myself for accepting and allowing
myself to connect fear to the believe that I am not good enough for
competing to have a girlfriend.<o:p></o:p></span></li>
<li class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0in; margin-right: -19.3pt; mso-layout-grid-align: none; mso-list: l0 level1 lfo1; mso-pagination: none; text-autospace: none;"><span style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif;">I forgive myself for accepting and allowing
myself to fear how other girls know how evil I am inside that I tried to
conceive instead of cleaning myself and become a better being fit within
oneness and equality.<o:p></o:p></span></li>
<li class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0in; margin-right: -19.3pt; mso-layout-grid-align: none; mso-list: l0 level1 lfo1; mso-pagination: none; text-autospace: none;"><span style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif;">I forgive myself for accepting and allowing
myself to secretly inside my backchats valuing myself as the most
attractive person instead of treating everyone equally and do what is best
for all.<o:p></o:p></span></li>
<li class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0in; margin-right: -19.3pt; mso-layout-grid-align: none; mso-list: l0 level1 lfo1; mso-pagination: none; text-autospace: none;"><span style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif;">I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself
to believe that I am loser once I got rejected instead of realizing that
everyone is me and it is me rejecting me.<o:p></o:p></span></li>
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For why I would connect afraid of being rejected to admiration and
Pride:<o:p></o:p></div>
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<li class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0in; margin-right: -19.3pt; mso-layout-grid-align: none; mso-list: l0 level1 lfo1; mso-pagination: none; text-autospace: none;"><span style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif;">I forgive myself for accepting and allowing
myself to as long as it feels good then I don’t care about anything in
existence instead of realizing that everything actually is me.<o:p></o:p></span></li>
<li class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0in; margin-right: -19.3pt; mso-layout-grid-align: none; mso-list: l0 level1 lfo1; mso-pagination: none; text-autospace: none;"><span style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif;">I forgive myself for accepting and allowing
myself to make a statement of I only care about my self-interest of energy
and not caring about anything else.<o:p></o:p></span></li>
<li class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0in; margin-right: -19.3pt; mso-layout-grid-align: none; mso-list: l0 level1 lfo1; mso-pagination: none; text-autospace: none;"><span style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif;">I forgive myself for accepting and allowing
myself to participate in my ego and not doing/considering what is best for
all.<o:p></o:p></span></li>
<li class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0in; margin-right: -19.3pt; mso-layout-grid-align: none; mso-list: l0 level1 lfo1; mso-pagination: none; text-autospace: none;"><span style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif;">I forgive myself for accepting and allowing
myself to listen and give my power away to my mind and ego instead of
using common sense and living in breathe in equality as Life.<o:p></o:p></span></li>
<li class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0in; margin-right: -19.3pt; mso-layout-grid-align: none; mso-list: l0 level1 lfo1; mso-pagination: none; text-autospace: none;"><span style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif;">I forgive myself for accepting and allowing
myself whenever I desire for energy then I connect to want to be handsome
and able to have lots of teenage girl friends.<o:p></o:p></span></li>
<li class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0in; margin-right: -19.3pt; mso-layout-grid-align: none; mso-list: l0 level1 lfo1; mso-pagination: none; text-autospace: none;"><span style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif;">I forgive myself for accepting and allowing
myself to separate myself from desire for energy and sex and from desire
to be handsome through defining desire for energy and sex within desire to
be handsome.<o:p></o:p></span></li>
<li class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0in; margin-right: -19.3pt; mso-layout-grid-align: none; mso-list: l0 level1 lfo1; mso-pagination: none; text-autospace: none;"><span style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif;">I forgive myself for accepting and allowing
myself to treat relationship as a lottery and if I am rejected I lost all
my time and effort and I feel sad instead of always acting in best for all
for Oneness and Equality.<o:p></o:p></span></li>
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<span style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif;">I forgive myself for <span style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: yellow; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial;">Lacking self-confidence, I am not a perfect attractive male amongst
girls</span>:<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<li class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0in; margin-right: -19.3pt; mso-layout-grid-align: none; mso-list: l0 level1 lfo1; mso-pagination: none; text-autospace: none;"><span style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif;">I forgive myself haven’t allowed myself to
realize that there is not perfect male/comparison or beautiful or ugly as
those are just energy feelings and everything is me.<o:p></o:p></span></li>
<li class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0in; margin-right: -19.3pt; mso-layout-grid-align: none; mso-list: l0 level1 lfo1; mso-pagination: none; text-autospace: none;"><span style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif;">I forgive myself for accepting and allowing
myself wanting to have sex with a beautiful girl so I always try to mimic
or want to be a perfect attractive male.<o:p></o:p></span></li>
<li class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0in; margin-right: -19.3pt; mso-layout-grid-align: none; mso-list: l0 level1 lfo1; mso-pagination: none; text-autospace: none;"><span style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif;">I forgive myself for accepting myself to believe
I am hurt and shamed when I was rejected by girls instead of realizing
always doing what is best for all and everything in existence is me will
always be right.<o:p></o:p></span></li>
<li class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0in; margin-right: -19.3pt; mso-layout-grid-align: none; mso-list: l0 level1 lfo1; mso-pagination: none; text-autospace: none;"><span style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif;">I forgive myself for accepting and allowing
myself project into the future wanting to have sex with the girls I
proposed into an desire for energy instead of considering everyone equally
and do what is best for all instead of placing value into desires, energies
and outlooks.<o:p></o:p></span></li>
<li class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0in; margin-right: -19.3pt; mso-layout-grid-align: none; mso-list: l0 level1 lfo1; mso-pagination: none; text-autospace: none;"><span style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif;">I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed myself to
realize that everything is me and I have excluded everything in existence
but only my self-interest and energy/feelings/girls instead of always
doing best for all.<o:p></o:p></span></li>
<li class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0in; margin-right: -19.3pt; mso-layout-grid-align: none; mso-list: l0 level1 lfo1; mso-pagination: none; text-autospace: none;"><span style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif;">I forgive myself for accepting and allowing
myself to connect I am not a perfect attractive male amongst girls to the
belief of fear of not being good enough.<o:p></o:p></span></li>
<li class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0in; margin-right: -19.3pt; mso-layout-grid-align: none; mso-list: l0 level1 lfo1; mso-pagination: none; text-autospace: none;"><span style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif;">I forgive myself for accepting and allowing to
want to be as attractive and shine like a start instead of realizing I am
no different than anything or anyone else in existence.<o:p></o:p></span></li>
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<span style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif;">So through these self-forgiveness statements, I
realize </span>I am taking my power back and do not give my power away to my ego, Handsome
only exists within competition/comparison and within the mind, How I treat
others or how I slyly manipulate others are actually I submit myself to be
manipulated and tricked by others in future, I am not special as everything is
actually me and there is no pride in comparing to others, There is no secret so
to be self-honest I treat everything as me, I do not place value in handsome
because it is only a feeling/energy generated by the mind and we currently
place value into it and <o:p></o:p></div>
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I place self-value in me.<o:p></o:p></div>
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Also, <span style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif;">Life is
not only about getting a girl and then have feelings/energy have sex with the
one I want, Life is about expressing and giving equality to everyone around me,
Best for all will always be the best and right, It is not about who can have which
girl but everything is actually me, From now on, I am changing myself to do
what is best for all.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif;">I remind myself, </span>When I feel the feeling of want to have pride
and admiration through make myself look handsome, I stop and breath and remind
myself that I am no any different than anyone else. And handsome is just an
energy feeling that going inside my mind.<o:p></o:p></div>
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When I begin to fear of being rejected by girls I stop and breath, and
remind myself I am always acting for what is best for all, not for
relationship, energy or feelings.<o:p></o:p></div>
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For my underlying reason of desire for energy and Envy, I realize <span style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif;">Energy is
not real and is an abuse of physical as me, Addicted to energy is a statement
of literally saying I don’t about existence or anything but only my
self-interest of feelings as energies – denying I am everything in existence
and To live Equality means living best for all, for me as life.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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So when I face similar situation again, When I want to experience energy
and saying I can’t stand without energy, I stop and breath and remind myself
that when I was small and innocent
that’s the joy of expression of life is the real enjoyment. Energy is a
polarity that someone has to suffer and not real joy.<o:p></o:p></div>
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I am part of Life and should consider everything and act for best for
all not self-interest.<o:p></o:p></div>
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For I am not good enough and desire for energy, I realize Energy living
is not real and not Oneness and Equality way of living, I can take my power
back and release the addiction to energy and masturbation, I am real as Life as
best for all and do not define myself as energy, <span style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif;">I am just normal as
everyone/everything else, I don’t live in comparison, or envy of
anyone/anything but just play my role always do what is best for all and I do
not exist as or for energies but are expressing myself as part of Life.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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So When I face the similar situation again, <span style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif;">When I
want to consume energy as masturbation, I stop and breathe and remind myself,
energy and masturbation is not actually living, living in equality in
considering every life is the joy without worry of karma and actually taking my
self-responsibility and “free as a god”.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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When I begin to feel sad when I am rejected
and imply I am not a perfect attractive male amongst girls, I stop and breathe,
and remind myself I am just as normal as everything/everyone here. I do not
live in envy or comparison but always living what is best for all.<o:p></o:p></div>
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<span style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif;">So for self-forgive on the points for handsome:</span></div>
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myself to charge the word handsome with a positive value.<o:p></o:p></span></li>
<li class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0in; margin-right: -19.3pt; mso-layout-grid-align: none; mso-list: l0 level1 lfo1; mso-pagination: none; text-autospace: none;"><span style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif;">I forgive myself for accepting and allowing
myself to judge the word handsome as good/right/positive instead of
treating everything in existence as me Equally without any polarities.<o:p></o:p></span></li>
<li class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0in; margin-right: -19.3pt; mso-layout-grid-align: none; mso-list: l0 level1 lfo1; mso-pagination: none; text-autospace: none;"><span style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif;">I forgive myself for accepting and allowing
myself to connect the word handsome to energy feelings.<o:p></o:p></span></li>
<li class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0in; margin-right: -19.3pt; mso-layout-grid-align: none; mso-list: l0 level1 lfo1; mso-pagination: none; text-autospace: none;"><span style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif;">I forgive myself for accepting and allowing
myself to separate myself from the word handsome and from the feelings
through connecting handsome to energy feelings.<o:p></o:p></span></li>
</ul>
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By breaking down the major parts that I am connecting to the word
Handsome:<o:p></o:p></div>
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<li class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0in; margin-right: -19.3pt; mso-layout-grid-align: none; mso-list: l0 level1 lfo1; mso-pagination: none; text-autospace: none;">I forgive myself for accepting and allowing
myself to connect handsome to the scene of Robert Redford wearing a suit.<o:p></o:p></li>
<li class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0in; margin-right: -19.3pt; mso-layout-grid-align: none; mso-list: l0 level1 lfo1; mso-pagination: none; text-autospace: none;">I forgive myself for accepting and allowing
myself to define handsome within the scene of Robert reford wearing a
suit.<o:p></o:p></li>
<li class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0in; margin-right: -19.3pt; mso-layout-grid-align: none; mso-list: l0 level1 lfo1; mso-pagination: none; text-autospace: none;">I forgive myself for accepting and allowing
myself to separate myself from handsome and from the scene of Robert
Reford wearing a suit through defining handsome within the scene of Robert
reford wearing a suit.<o:p></o:p></li>
</ul>
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<ul style="margin-top: 0in;" type="disc">
<li class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0in; margin-right: -19.3pt; mso-layout-grid-align: none; mso-list: l0 level1 lfo1; mso-pagination: none; text-autospace: none;">I forgive myself for accepting and allowing
myself to connect handsome to the scene of Tom Cruise in the movie topgun.<o:p></o:p></li>
<li class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0in; margin-right: -19.3pt; mso-layout-grid-align: none; mso-list: l0 level1 lfo1; mso-pagination: none; text-autospace: none;">I forgive myself for accepting and allowing
myself to define handsome within the scene of Tom Cruise in the movie
topgun.<o:p></o:p></li>
<li class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0in; margin-right: -19.3pt; mso-layout-grid-align: none; mso-list: l0 level1 lfo1; mso-pagination: none; text-autospace: none;">I forgive myself for accepting and allowing
myself to separate myself from handsome and from the scene of Tom Cruise
in the movie topgun through defining handsome within the scene of Tom
Cruise in the movie topgun.<o:p></o:p></li>
<li class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0in; margin-right: -19.3pt; mso-layout-grid-align: none; mso-list: l0 level1 lfo1; mso-pagination: none; text-autospace: none;">I forgive myself for accepting and allowing
myself wanted to be as good looking as Tom Cruise so I can have many
teenage Caucasian girl friends to worship me and can have sex with them
instead of realizing that sex is only energy and everything is equally as
me.<o:p></o:p></li>
</ul>
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<ul style="margin-top: 0in;" type="disc">
<li class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0in; margin-right: -19.3pt; mso-layout-grid-align: none; mso-list: l0 level1 lfo1; mso-pagination: none; text-autospace: none;">I forgive myself for accepting and allowing
myself to connect handsome to the picture of a prince with a white horse
in Snow White.<o:p></o:p></li>
<li class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0in; margin-right: -19.3pt; mso-layout-grid-align: none; mso-list: l0 level1 lfo1; mso-pagination: none; text-autospace: none;">I forgive myself for accepting and allowing
myself to define handsome within the picture of a prince with a white
horse in Snow white.<o:p></o:p></li>
<li class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0in; margin-right: -19.3pt; mso-layout-grid-align: none; mso-list: l0 level1 lfo1; mso-pagination: none; text-autospace: none;">I forgive myself for accepting and allowing
myself to separate myself from handsome and from the picture of a prince
with a white horse in snow white through defining handsome within a
picture of a prince with a white horse in snow white.<o:p></o:p></li>
</ul>
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<ul style="margin-top: 0in;" type="disc">
<li class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0in; margin-right: -19.3pt; mso-layout-grid-align: none; mso-list: l0 level1 lfo1; mso-pagination: none; text-autospace: none;">I forgive myself for accepting and allowing
myself to judge Denny devito is urgly/not attractive instead of realizing
that denny devito is me.<o:p></o:p></li>
<li class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0in; margin-right: -19.3pt; mso-layout-grid-align: none; mso-list: l0 level1 lfo1; mso-pagination: none; text-autospace: none;">I forgive myself for accepting and allowing
myself to feel superior than Denny devito/dwarfs instead of realizing they
are Equal as me.<o:p></o:p></li>
<li class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0in; margin-right: -19.3pt; mso-layout-grid-align: none; mso-list: l0 level1 lfo1; mso-pagination: none; text-autospace: none;">I forgive myself for accepting and allowing
myself to feel inferior than Tom Cruise instead of realizing the facial
expression value is how people desire for sex and not the true identity of
what we are.<o:p></o:p></li>
</ul>
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<li class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0in; margin-right: -19.3pt; mso-layout-grid-align: none; mso-list: l0 level1 lfo1; mso-pagination: none; text-autospace: none;">I forgive myself for accepting and allowing
myself to connect handsome to Justine Bieber singing in MTV.<o:p></o:p></li>
<li class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0in; margin-right: -19.3pt; mso-layout-grid-align: none; mso-list: l0 level1 lfo1; mso-pagination: none; text-autospace: none;">I forgive myself for accepting and allowing
myself to define handsome within Justin Bieber singing in MTV.<o:p></o:p></li>
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myself to separate myself from handsome and from Justin Bieber singing in
MTV through defining handsome within Justin Bieber singing in MTV.<o:p></o:p></li>
</ul>
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<o:p> </o:p><a href="http://livelearnloveleave.com/wp-content/uploads/2010/11/the_persistence_of_memory_1931_salvador_dali.jpeg" imageanchor="1" style="clear: left; margin-bottom: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" height="480" src="http://livelearnloveleave.com/wp-content/uploads/2010/11/the_persistence_of_memory_1931_salvador_dali.jpeg" width="640" /></a></div>
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<span lang="EN-ZA">To Redefine the word Handsome, first I look up the
definition in the dictionary:<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span lang="EN-ZA">1. Pleasing
and dignified in form or appearance. <o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span lang="EN-ZA">2. Generous
or copious: a handsome reward.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span lang="EN-ZA">3. Marked by
or requiring skill dexterity: did some handsome maneuvers on the skating rink.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span lang="EN-ZA">4.
Appropriate or fitting: a handsome location for the new school.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span lang="EN-ZA">5. Large: a
handsome price; won by a handsome margin.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span lang="EN-ZA">Play with the sound of the word handsome, sounds
like I have some, in some.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span lang="EN-ZA">So I write about this word handsome. I remember
Sunette once in a video said the plants at the farm are growing healthy and she
said they are beautiful. I also want to use that definition to define my new
meaning of handsome where it is not define by how much I want to have sex with
a girl or how others want to have sex with me but just a word describing how
everyone is expressing and enjoying themselves as Life.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span lang="EN-ZA">I redefine it without polarity as: It describes the
physical appearance(usually male) or object and it is appealing to the viewers.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span lang="EN-ZA">When I speak the word Handsome aloud and I would
float out a memory of when </span>I was a teenager, When I looked at the toilet mirror,
I change how my face look to mimic how the actors in the movie look like. I
would compare my nose to how similar it is to the actors and placing my pride
or value totally into my nose. Trying to
make my nose look more like a Caucasian instead of seeing that everyone is
equal . I want to be worship by girls so I can feel security for I will not be
lonely and can have sex with girls that I like. <o:p></o:p></div>
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And I summarize the main points from this memory are:<b><u><span style="font-size: 14pt; line-height: 115%;"><o:p></o:p></span></u></b></div>
<ul style="margin-top: 0in;" type="disc">
<li class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0in; margin-right: -19.3pt; mso-layout-grid-align: none; mso-list: l0 level1 lfo2; mso-pagination: none; text-autospace: none;">I was a teenager looking at the mirror in the
toilet(Take place).<o:p></o:p></li>
<li class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0in; margin-right: -19.3pt; mso-layout-grid-align: none; mso-list: l0 level1 lfo2; mso-pagination: none; text-autospace: none;">I try to shape my nose/face to mimic the actors(Action).<o:p></o:p></li>
<li class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0in; margin-right: -19.3pt; mso-layout-grid-align: none; mso-list: l0 level1 lfo2; mso-pagination: none; text-autospace: none;">I place my pride or value totally into my nose(Feelings/Emotions).<o:p></o:p></li>
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feel lonely and can have the sex I want(Experience).<o:p></o:p></li>
</ul>
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Now I look inside me of why I am still hanging on to this memory, it’s
because I feel embarrassed for remembering the look and overrating, judging
myself, feeling inferior to compare myself to the actors.<o:p></o:p></div>
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<a href="http://www.blogger.com/blogger.g?blogID=452925707663260087" name="OLE_LINK22"><span lang="EN-ZA">So I self-forgive on the points that
construct the memory: </span></a></div>
<ul style="margin-top: 0in;" type="disc">
<li class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0in; margin-right: -19.3pt; mso-layout-grid-align: none; mso-list: l0 level1 lfo2; mso-pagination: none; text-autospace: none;">I forgive myself for accepting and allowing
myself to connect when I was a teenager looking at the mirror in the
toilet, I try to shape my nose/face to mimic the actors and place my pride
or value totally into my nose, with wanted to be worshiped by girls so
that I won’t feel lonely and can have the sex I want to handsome.<o:p></o:p></li>
<li class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0in; margin-right: -19.3pt; mso-layout-grid-align: none; mso-list: l0 level1 lfo2; mso-pagination: none; text-autospace: none;">I forgive myself for accepting and allowing
myself to hold on to the memory of when I was a teenager looking at the
mirror in the toilet, I try to shape my nose/face to mimic the actors and
place my pride or value totally into my nose, with wanted to be worshiped
by girls so that I won’t feel lonely and can have the sex I want.<o:p></o:p></li>
<li class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0in; margin-right: -19.3pt; mso-layout-grid-align: none; mso-list: l0 level1 lfo2; mso-pagination: none; text-autospace: none;">I forgive myself for accepting and allowing
myself to define handsome within the memory of when I was a teenager
looking at the mirror in the toilet, try to shape my nose/face to mimic
the actors, and placing my price or value totally into my noise, with
wanted to be worshiped by girls so that I won’t feel lonely and can have the
sex I want.<o:p></o:p></li>
<li class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0in; margin-right: -19.3pt; mso-layout-grid-align: none; mso-list: l0 level1 lfo2; mso-pagination: none; text-autospace: none;">I forgive myself for accepting and allowing
myself to be afraid of lonely instead of facing myself and introspect
myself cleaning me through self-forgiveness.<o:p></o:p></li>
</ul>
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And I forgive myself for why I am still holding on the memory:<o:p></o:p></div>
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<li class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0in; mso-list: l0 level1 lfo2;"><span lang="EN-ZA">I forgive myself for accepting and
allowing myself to feel embarrassed for looking at the mirror and
remembering how I tried to make me mimic the actors.</span></li>
<li class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0in; mso-list: l0 level1 lfo2;"><span lang="EN-ZA">I forgive myself for accepting and
allowing myself to embarrassed when I was looking at the mirror and
totally pursing and dream of being attractive amongst girls.</span></li>
<li class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0in; mso-list: l0 level1 lfo2;"><span lang="EN-ZA">I forgive myself haven’t allowed myself
to totally forgive and forget I was pursuing to be handsome when I look
into the mirror and judge myself for being inferior to the actors instead
of stopping the past and move on into oneness and equality from now on.</span></li>
<li class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0in; mso-list: l0 level1 lfo2;"><span lang="EN-ZA">I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed
myself to realize there is nothing to be embarrassed for looking into the
mirror and try to be handsome/beautiful as we all did instead of stop
doing it again and treat everything in existence as equal as me.</span></li>
</ul>
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<span lang="EN-ZA">I also forgive myself for connecting to the memory:</span></div>
<ul style="margin-top: 0in;" type="disc">
<li class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0in; mso-list: l0 level1 lfo2;"><span lang="EN-ZA">I forgive myself for accepting and
allowing myself to connect looking at the mirror in the toilet and shaping
my nose/face to mimic actors, and place my pride or value totally on my
outlook/nose, wanting to be worshiped by girls so that I won’t feel lonely
and can have the sex I want to wanting to look like actors in movies.</span></li>
<li class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0in; mso-list: l0 level1 lfo2;"><span lang="EN-ZA">I forgive myself for accepting and
allowing myself to connect my nose/outlook to how others value me.</span></li>
<li class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0in; mso-list: l0 level1 lfo2;"><span lang="EN-ZA">I forgive myself for accepting and
allowing myself wanting to make everyone admire me for my outlook instead
of expressing myself and changing myself through self-forgiveness to a
better being.</span></li>
<li class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0in; mso-list: l0 level1 lfo2;"><span lang="EN-ZA">I forgive myself for accepting and
allowing myself to feel embarrassed to share with others that I used to
secretly looking inside the toilet’s mirror and try to mimic what actors
on the screen look like.</span></li>
<li class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0in; mso-list: l0 level1 lfo2;"><span lang="EN-ZA">I forgive myself for accepting and
allowing myself fearing that I am not handsome enough to take advantage
and survive in the capitalism.</span></li>
<li class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0in; mso-list: l0 level1 lfo2;"><span lang="EN-ZA">I forgive myself for accepting and
allowing myself to connect fear to I am not handsome enough to take advantage
and survive in the capitalism.</span></li>
</ul>
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<span lang="EN-ZA">So
by looking at the memory I realize, </span>We are alone and lonely is just a emotion in
the mind, Every girl is me and when sex is just an energy feeling then it only
proliferate the mind.<o:p></o:p></div>
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toilet mirror raise again, When I want to look beautiful/handsome through the
mirror, I stop and breath and remind myself that I am everything, everything is
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愚昧年代畢竟是得到精英/大企業/政治支持而拍攝的一部電影. 所以有吸引人的動畫, 音樂. 每一個畫面都是精心計算的. 是用來參考怎樣推銷和吸引一般人一直看一些沉悶的題材的電影. 是我可以用來借鏡的電影.<br />
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要知道, 全球暖化, 地震, 超級颱風是地球對 "人類"這種漠視身邊一切, 濫虐一切, 自私自利, 摧毁身邊一切化為個人舒適的享受而不惜犧性自已的兒女/後代的生物的對應保衛策略. 不只是炭排放的問題. 以我們今天的石油存量, 如果我們 "真的"愛我們的兒女和後代, 我們不正應該為他們而大大節省耗石化燃料和用電?? 而 Desteni已經給了我們最桌越的解決方法! 肅清一切個人貪婪, 不再需要貪婪, 所有人都得到平等的照顧, 所有人都平等的負起作為所有生命一部份的自我-責. 生產可以用上一百年以上的電腦, 汽車, 手機, 雪柜, ipod. 因為產品的耐用程度遠遠優勝現時的幾十至幾百倍!! 地球上上至 95%的工廠都可以關閉, 所有的賭塲都關閉(因為沒有人再需要為生活條件和財富/憂慮而不斷貪錢), 所以黑幫都會關門, 所有武器/槍械都會禁止生產和擁有. 所有的決定/法律只會支援和確保所有生命都得到平等的照顧. 所有剩下來的人, 不再會為個人舒適生活而 "戰鬥", 每個人/小孩都會被教育和監察確保為全体生命最大得益而活.<br />
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事實解決方法就是很簡單: 我們每個人都定期寫博文, 錄視訊, 不停令肯聽的人加入 Desteni. 放棄不再支援 "什麼也不做的人得到所有一切(如抄股票, 抄房地產), 什麼也被迫要做的人郤一無所有, 要為孩子去偷去犯法. 為求生存而犯法." 領悟現實資本主義是在收租, 在賺大企業利潤的人每天在犯傷害平等生命的法. 為求存的罪犯是受害者. 法律從來都對活在死亡邊緣的人都是 "盲"的. 法律只是在保障 "現在擁有財富的人". 你𧻗有錢你就越得到貴賓級的保障. 我們不正被洗腦到成為一群盲目接受 "收租(合法搶略), 抄股票(合法大型地下賭塲)是合法, 而為小孩子的奶粉錢是你個人的問題. <br />
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每個人都要為精英/政府/大企業賣命/賣血! 否則你就是 "懶隋", 你捱餓就是活該! 每個人都只拼命想: 我怎樣可以 "晉身收租"的行列, 收租的拼命想我怎樣可以抄房地產, 精英們拼命在想我自已可以怎樣透過世界大戰削減最大量的人口, 自已可以活到最後一刻, 希望未來地球會再生產出石油, 然後一切統治又重新開始. 我為了我的下一代我才不會願意有下一代, 讓他們活在這樣的資本貪婪白熱化奴隸的世界. 我要他們活在 "平等富裕金錢"世界裏, 每天都活在大家一同負起作為生命的自我責任, 從此以後每一天與他們的家人和兄弟姐妹, 活在愉快的生命派對生活中生活!<br />
<br />Fred Cheunghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00356569867861165487noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-452925707663260087.post-5003912176450483842012-03-09T21:08:00.001-08:002012-03-10T19:56:25.515-08:00電影愚昧年代! 問題不是在全球暖化, 是貪婪! (1)<br />
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愚昧年代! 終於看完了這套<a href="http://www.desteni.org/">電影</a>. 是很好萊塢式的電影. 用來作為對<a href="http://www.desteni.org/">炭稅</a>和分散全球人的集中的在<a href="http://www.desteni.org/">全球暖化</a>的 "問題"上. 而忽略/漠視身邊每天因為貪婪和不平等, 一少撮人的個人小<a href="http://www.desteni.org/">天堂</a>, 而令 全球 95%的人每天活在活地獄的世界裏.<br />
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但這電視也是有可取的地方.它展示了, 當我們為了個人利益的時候, 人類是會為了自已舒適的生活, 和豐厚的<a href="http://www.desteni.org/">財富</a>而犧牲自已法律上容許列入 "個人應得"的利益. 當來到了應該怎樣犧牲個人自已的利益, 或財富時. 一切都變得 "吋土不讓". 而我即使在網上接觸到的人, 更會用: 是啊, 這就是人性啊! 我在蓋嘆啊! 然後什麼也不做. 我是覺得很不接受這些人的. 因為, 在我來說, 是, 現時大部份人對世界現實每天的慘劇的反應, 都是漠不關心而只留心那些在售賣金錢和性的誘惑影片上.<br />
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但我絶對不會用: 這就是人性或人心來對我每天在推動的平等富裕金錢劃上句號. 我會盡我的能力去燃燒我的一份力. 雖然現時我的影響力是有限的, 但我曾對自已說, 只要我能影響十個能真真正正真心參與推動 Desteni的人, 那我的功夫也不算白費. 讓我死後如果我還記得/存在, 起碼我對得起存在, 我對正在每天被𧩜殺, 奴隸強姦剝削的小孩和其他人, 我在堅持在推動. 我在改變自已和改變這個世界.<br />
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<br />Fred Cheunghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00356569867861165487noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-452925707663260087.post-44876177415242211872012-02-14T03:17:00.000-08:002012-02-14T03:17:57.301-08:00How I was Able to Hear the Desteni Message!? (Summarized)My story of why I was able to hear the Desteni Message.<br />
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Again, I thought I would have a lot to write about or it would be very obvious/clear in me. Yet, I have been asking myself/looking inside myself for the whole night when I was watching Eclipse 4 - Breaking Dawn(Well the movie itself is pretty crappy, it's the old boys girls loving triangle and the actors and their mesmerized audiences are getting older now, so they give the couple a daughter try to extend the money making saga. I would say the truth is once I have read all the fascinating REAL space journeys, stories and fascinating history of earth and dimensions -- I don't find these Science fiction stories interesting any more, you know, supernatural, able to have visions of the future, man change into wolf and have enormous strength, or vampires cannot die and have extreme speed and strength like superman. I mean, after studying Desteni's material for almost 5 years you know these are not true! The real world is not like that, the afterlife is not like that, the interdimension is not like that).<br />
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I care about everyone that read this passage and I would like to take this moment to thank you for reading my passage. I care about everyone so much that I want to tell you how Desteni totally change my Life, in how I see things, how I would walk my Life. How I stop/change myself. However, I currently don't know how I can show you. How I can make you start your journey in exploring what Desteni is, why is it worth your time and effort to "open your eyes" to see this grand universe is actually not as beautiful as it seem. The earth is a dark grey and evil place filled with all sorts of crime and corruptions where all evil originated from one word: GREEDINESS! We at Desteni are pledged to change/clean ourselves so both our inner and outer world is to make Earth really a PRACTICAL HEAVEN ON EARTH for us and every CHILDREN everyone on earth. Make Oneness and Equality as the greatest gift to our children and maybe one day, you and me will be one of these children to come and return to this Earth again.<br />
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Allow me to tell you a little bit of my background. Before I found Desteni, I was totally lost in masturbation and my only world is just porn animation and closing my room's door and being with myself. I was also so fascinated about the universe, you know, the beautiful galaxy swirl filled with star dust and with vivid and yet mysterious color! Red, Green and Blue! And all sorts of fantasies about space travel etc. When I was small, I know it's not likely that I can travel in space to other planets(according to our current technology) but I just found the idea is so fascinating. Fascinating is an very abstract word, I "learned" fascinating when I first look at an animation girl with big eyes on the floor on a piece of paper and I was staring at it/her. After 30seconds I came back and ask myself: Why I was kept staring at this "figure"?<br />
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I had studied chiromancy for 15 years, as an amateur palm reader, I can predict someone's past history or events with a 65% accuracy. So that's pretty accurate. I was lost as most people nowadays -- using whatever means possible to find money(not even earn, as long as I can get more money and enjoyments, that would be my only concern). Working on how to predict my own fate, how to improve my luck.<br />
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Before my father die, there is no "death" in my life. My life is just find ways to masturbate and enjoy myself. Ever since my father "die" when I was 32? or 33, death becomes something so close to me, so imminent. Almost like death "suddenly walk into my Life" and tremendous amount of fear of not existing any more arise inside me. So I start studying popular religion -- hoping to find answers for is there anything beyond death from our ancestor's documents. I read the whole bible(new + old testament) once. I prayed for god thank you him for providing me meals for one month. Nothing happens. I keep testing and nothing really change. Then I began to question these religions.<br />
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I mean, the idea of no question permitted but god "has the best plane for you". He won't tell you what that plan for you is you just keep praying keep having faith in him(lol almost like sink with the ship faith) and things will turn out good. If it didn't turn out good then you are guaranteed to have your place in a heaven after death. Almost like someone gave you a $100,000,000 check and told me: No questions permitted but then you are permitted to cash this one million dollar after you die in your afterLife. It sounds like a 50-50 chance but if you use common sense, it is in fact less than 50% because the so called testaments are only a handful, not to mention no one has ever came back and tell us: Hey, god really exist! he cash me this check $100,000,000 and I put them into a bank in heaven. I am coming to tell you. I mean, the more I study Christianity, the more remind of me the movie Wizard of OZ. When the wizard project his green big head on the projector screen and instruct Dorothy and the lion and tin man do this and do that. When Dorothy began to question with common sense and the big green head just throw them with rage and told them how dare you question my commands!?<br />
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Buddhism is even worse! Basically they just emphasize on suppressing your sexual desire, being vegetarian don't eat meat, recite the Buddhism scriptures 500times a day and being a kind and generous person then you can cleanse your sins, end your atrocities your karma and find ultimate peace and happiness wonder nirvana land. I mean, every religion, at the end(of the day), have to give you a postdated check, agree? And they "always depict" a heaven or Eden at the end to keep you think: Great! This can solve all my problems/pain while I was on earth. It is worth enduring it and I will be reward "greatly"! after death! It's still worth investing(especially money) on these religious organizations. I mean, the more I investigate into it, the more (common sense)questions appear, more contradictions rises inside me and I started to question my belief and faith in all these Christianity or Buddhism. I concluded with: I am not satisfied. The more I read and study or listen, the more questions that doesn't make sense at all arise. Like, killing the animals and cooked them on the plate for us to eat and we thank god for creating the "cow" to scream in pain and drown in tears and die?? Not the cow?? Furthermore, Let's put aside the logical paradox of how can the all mighty god raise a rock that he cannot raise but why god created us that need to eat and sleep when god is all mighty and all capable?? Why the world is full of rapists, murderers and a handful of people will trillions of wealth?? Why the trillionaires live over 90 years old and most third world countries like African, children dying on the street or enslaved in factories camp before their 20th birthday??<br />
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Religion just totally doesn't make sense to me at all.<br />
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How I was able to hear the Desteni Message? Well, after living for 40years on this earth, experiencing all sorts of hoax and tricks in this world. It's like gaining experience in a RPG video game. The more you play, got lied or tricked, if you are open to common sense you gain more and more experience and are more difficult to fall on the same trick again. I got "upgraded" after studying all these chiromancies, Christian and Buddhism. I think the main reason I was able to listen to the Desteni message is because I was pretty stubborn -- I won't settle and stop asking (common sense) questions until I am satisfied. I do believe if one said is "true/real" then the more (common sense) questions I ask, the more it will help me see what it is and if it is fake or wrong. Somehow, "signs of fake/wrong" will float on top when I ask more and more common sense questions.<br />
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What surprised me about Desteni indifferent than other religious or cult is: Bernard encourage us to ask (common sense) questions. To develop common sense. In simple terms: Don't just blindly follow like religious and what Desteni said can be tested. But you have to use the tools(like self-forgiveness, self-corrective application) to test on yourself, use yourself to show yourself -- what Desteni said does work on me! I was like: Cool! So just write the words or speak aloud and then I have a chance to live forever!? Cool deal!<br />
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Besides of this. The information that Desteni covered are "enormous"!! Extremely enormous!! From quantum physics, molecules, afterlife, past famous presidents/celebrities, exorcism, demons, government secrets, UFOs, crop circle signs, human history/universe history/pre-earth history/dinosaurs history, channeling, fairies, the real heaven, earth mysteries(and they use extremely common sense to explain how and what that myth is for -- e.g. the English stone hedges), the real religious history, what else? Oh, how the world works, how the economy works, the secrets of how money works as a tool to enslave 95% of all on earth. I didn't even know there are something called elite back then. Oh! Psychology, how the systems inside human functions, all aspects like jealousy, hate, angriness, male and female ego, why gay and lesbian exist? <a href="http://eqafe.com/p/what-is-sex-the-primary-and-sub-relationship-systems-of-mind-and-sex-part-12">Click to Find out detailed explained what is sex</a>, including the <a href="http://eqafe.com/free">FREE downloadable Samples here</a>. laziness, procrastination, love, possession etc. Much more details and can be understand in simple terms, much more helpful than a psychologist or a university professor.<br />
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Even after I have studied/Joint Desteni for almost 5 years now, I keep asking common sense questions. Do what they say make sense? Of course, after 5 years there are certain level of trust that I have built amongst Desteni, Bernard, Sunette and other Destonians but I still ask myself questions. Does it make sense? What is the most effective way to do it? I'd suggest to you keep asking common sense questions. Not What if this or what if that? That's only the mind. Ask with an open mind: Does it make sense? Do the whole package make sense? Are they hiding anything? Like the religions or the bible, half truth and half lies. Through asking questions sooner or later(to me only a few months) you will find out: Something is not right here!? If it is fake/wrong. Just like existence, at the bottom of our heart we all "know" something is not right in existence. How we called "living" day in and day out is not right. We shouldn't live like this and we all know there must be a better way out. I mean, as you can see -- Desteni is the answer.<br />
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When I first listen to Jack's masturbation series, it was totally not what I expected from something titled "masturbation" and I just watch it for a few minutes then I go somewhere else. However, when I saw the history of mankind series, I was drawn by the title "Atlanteans". <a href="http://eqafe.com/p/atlanteans-the-beginning">Click and Find out more about Atlanteans telling their stories through the portal!</a> I watched the first 5 episodes. I found this "story", I have never heard anything like this on earth! Yet, it's far beyond any science fiction story. I mean the contents, the style, the plot are totally different than what I have heard before. It doesn't even sounds like man-made or created from a human mind. Yes, I mean, you can feel those. I have always been fascinating about science fiction stories/Hollywood movies, whenever I see a science fiction book or movie I would definitely read or watch them. Yet, I have never read/heard anything like this! This arouse my interest. This is how I start "digging" into the Desteni treasure library.<br />
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Later I found the most astonishing videos are they have three videos. A boy will come first and then swapped to a girl. Obviously that's Sunette -- a maybe 20 year or less teenage girl body. With a 4 or 5 year old boy and girl coming through the portal. With a 5 year old child's gesture, tonality, sharing how they die and how they see the world back then and now. How they are feeling now in the "old heaven" when the portal first opened. I mean, I was totally "brain freezed"!! How could this happen on earth!? I have been living for 35 years on earth then and I have never seen or even heard anything like that, not to mention recorded on a Video Clip! And they make them Free available for everyone to watch! I mean, to me it is way more interesting and worth investigating than go to a circus, isn't it?<br />
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Then I investigate Desteni 6 hours per day. Read their articles and watch their videos. The more I read and ask questions, the more I understand and believe they are telling the truth -- a world that beyond our eyes can see and they know way more than what I can understand. I mean, if it is not for oneness and equality, for the children to come on earth, Bernard could just spend his time with his family as a millionaire almost trillionaire if he is like everyone else in self-interest. Yet, Bernard totally devote himself with Sunette and support Desteni in always doing/planning what is best for all. Their tenacity for Equality is something that I am still learning and applying myself in every moment.<br />
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One thing very import is to have an open mind. Ever since I was a child, I don't compromise with: Give up or don't bother. That's the way how things work in the world. Make peace with it. I am not satisfied with that. I always ask questions(or challenge when people or scripts or bible say don't question or stop asking question any more). Whatever I think is missing or was hidden in the bible or other religious -- they are all answered in Desteni materials and they teach me, open my eyes way much much more!<br />
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If you are full of questions about who you are? What this world this universe is? What happen to us after we die? Where do we come from? What are we? What are we doing here on this hell called earth day in and day out? With an open mind and keep using your common sense to ask questions, participate in the forum -- I am sure you'd find all your answers here in Desteni.<br />
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It is also about common sense and humbleness. I always have a feeling that I know everything that we do/act , there must be a consequence. It is just we haven't seen it yet. Common sense is very important. Asking Humble question is also extremely important. I mean, if you don't ask questions, you have pretty much give up your power and "willing to become a sheep" that is just waiting for someone to trick/hoax or slaughter you wouldn't you? I am sure we all agree if that is the case that you give up your common sense, give up your equality as everything in existence, give up the right to ask questions, then there is no one in existence that you can blame, correct? Even If you live in a hell that you keep on suffering in pain in facing yourself after death, right? No one is to blame but you. I can see many beings after they die then asking why!!! why!!! WHY!!!! Why I have to suffer this!! Why it has to be me to suffer!!!! They have "missed their chance" and would Have to be supported on the other side, walking a 100000000000000000 times more difficult road than while on earth. I told myself it's not worth it. I mean, if someone has the courage to believe in ego, believe in religion believe in someone that hasn't come back over 2000 years and an organization that haven't and don't care about the rape, murder and atrocities on earth but some (possible paradise) after you die. Then why not believe in Equality, in Desteni. Why not make your Biggest Profit Investments your/I/we can ever make once in a life time!? Equality for everyone and every children? Equal Money and Desteni.<br />
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Making a pledge -- I was a very evil and naughty child in harming existence and I realize I have to through self-honesty self-forgiveness to clean myself to change myself so my outer world will change also. I am not a slave or a King or Queen. I am as EQUAL with Everyone and everything in existence. The key is: Humbleness, Common Sense and asking Humble Questions. Always!<br />
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Thank you very much.<br />
<br class="Apple-interchange-newline" />Fred Cheunghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00356569867861165487noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-452925707663260087.post-61396472235960618302012-02-13T20:12:00.000-08:002012-02-13T20:12:07.082-08:00How I was able to hear the Desteni Message!? (5)<br />
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Then I investigate Desteni 6 hours per day. Read their articles and watch their videos. The more I read and ask questions, the more I understand and believe they are telling the truth -- a world that beyond our eyes can see and they know way more than what I can understand. I mean, if it is not for oneness and equality, for the children to come on earth, Bernard could just spend his time with his family as a millionaire almost trillionaire if he is like everyone else in self-interest. Yet, Bernard totally devote himself with Sunette and support Desteni in always doing/planning what is best for all. Their tenacity for Equality is something that I am still learning and applying myself in every moment.<br />
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One thing very import is to have an open mind. Ever since I was a child, I don't compromise with: Give up or don't bother. That's the way how things work in the world. Make peace with it. I am not satisfied with that. I always ask questions(or challenge when people or scripts or bible say don't question or stop asking question any more). Whatever I think is missing or was hidden in the bible or other religious -- they are all answered in Desteni materials and they teach me, open my eyes way much much more!<br />
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If you are full of questions about who you are? What this world this universe is? What happen to us after we die? Where do we come from? What are we? What are we doing here on this hell called earth day in and day out? With an open mind and keep using your common sense to ask questions, participate in the forum -- I am sure you'd find all your answers here in Desteni.<br />
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It is also about common sense and humbleness. I always have a feeling that I know everything that we do/act , there must be a consequence. It is just we haven't seen it yet. Common sense is very important. Asking Humble question is also extremely important. I mean, if you don't ask questions, you have pretty much give up your power and "willing to become a sheep" that is just waiting for someone to trick/hoax or slaughter you wouldn't you? I am sure we all agree if that is the case that you give up your common sense, give up your equality as everything in existence, give up the right to ask questions, then there is no one in existence that you can blame, correct? Even If you live in a hell that you keep on suffering in pain in facing yourself after death, right? No one is to blame but you. I can see many beings after they die then asking why!!! why!!! WHY!!!! Why I have to suffer this!! Why it has to be me to suffer!!!! They have "missed their chance" and would Have to be supported on the other side, walking a 100000000000000000 times more difficult road than while on earth. I told myself it's not worth it. I mean, if someone has the courage to believe in ego, believe in religion believe in someone that hasn't come back over 2000 years and an organization that haven't and don't care about the rape, murder and atrocities on earth but some (possible paradise) after you die. Then why not believe in Equality, in Desteni. Why not make your Biggest Profit Investments your/I/we can ever make once in a life time!? Equality for everyone and every children? Equal Money and Desteni.<br />
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Making a pledge -- I was a very evil and naughty child in harming existence and I realize I have to through self-honesty self-forgiveness to clean myself to change myself so my outer world will change also. I am not a slave or a King or Queen. I am as EQUAL with Everyone and everything in existence. The key is: Humbleness, Common Sense and asking Humble Questions. Always!<br />
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Thank you very much.<br />
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Even after I have studied/Joint Desteni for almost 5 years now, I keep asking common sense questions. Do what they say make sense? Of course, after 5 years there are certain level of trust that I have built amongst Desteni, Bernard, Sunette and other Destonians but I still ask myself questions. Does it make sense? What is the most effective way to do it? I'd suggest to you keep asking common sense questions. Not What if this or what if that? That's only the mind. Ask with an open mind: Does it make sense? Do the whole package make sense? Are they hiding anything? Like the religions or the bible, half truth and half lies. Through asking questions sooner or later(to me only a few months) you will find out: Something is not right here!? If it is fake/wrong. Just like existence, at the bottom of our heart we all "know" something is not right in existence. How we called "living" day in and day out is not right. We shouldn't live like this and we all know there must be a better way out. I mean, as you can see -- Desteni is the answer.<br />
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When I first listen to Jack's masturbation series, it was totally not what I expected from something titled "masturbation" and I just watch it for a few minutes then I go somewhere else. However, when I saw the history of mankind series, I was drawn by the title "Atlanteans". <a href="http://eqafe.com/p/atlanteans-the-beginning">Click and Find out more about Atlanteans telling their stories through the portal!</a> I watched the first 5 episodes. I found this "story", I have never heard anything like this on earth! Yet, it's far beyond any science fiction story. I mean the contents, the style, the plot are totally different than what I have heard before. It doesn't even sounds like man-made or created from a human mind. Yes, I mean, you can feel those. I have always been fascinating about science fiction stories/Hollywood movies, whenever I see a science fiction book or movie I would definitely read or watch them. Yet, I have never read/heard anything like this! This arouse my interest. This is how I start "digging" into the Desteni treasure library.<br />
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Later I found the most astonishing videos are they have three videos. A boy will come first and then swapped to a girl. Obviously that's Sunette -- a maybe 20 year or less teenage girl body. With a 4 or 5 year old boy and girl coming through the portal. With a 5 year old child's gesture, tonality, sharing how they die and how they see the world back then and now. How they are feeling now in the "old heaven" when the portal first opened. I mean, I was totally "brain freezed"!! How could this happen on earth!? I have been living for 35 years on earth then and I have never seen or even heard anything like that, not to mention recorded on a Video Clip! And they make them Free available for everyone to watch! I mean, to me it is way more interesting and worth investigating than go to a circus, isn't it?Fred Cheunghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00356569867861165487noreply@blogger.com0