Fred Destonian cheung's Process Blog

How I was able to hear the Desteni Message? (1)

2012-01-31T20:47:00.000-08:00

My story of why I was able to hear the Desteni Message.

Again, I thought I would have a lot to write about or it would be very obvious/clear in me. Yet, I have been asking myself/looking inside myself for the whole night when I was watching Eclipse 4 - Breaking Dawn(Well the movie itself is pretty crappy, it's the old boys girls loving triangle and the actors and their mesmerized audiences are getting older now, so they give the couple a daughter try to extend the money making saga. I would say the truth is once I have read all the fascinating REAL space journeys, stories and fascinating history of earth and dimensions -- I don't find these Science fiction stories interesting any more, you know, supernatural, able to have visions of the future, man change into wolf and have enormous strength, or vampires cannot die and have extreme speed and strength like superman. I mean, after studying Desteni's material for almost 5 years you know these are not true! The real world is not like that, the afterlife is not like that, the interdimension is not like that).

I care about everyone that read this passage and I would like to take this moment to thank you for reading my passage. I care about everyone so much that I want to tell you how Desteni totally change my Life, in how I see things, how I would walk my Life. How I stop/change myself. However, I currently don't know how I can show you. How I can make you start your journey in exploring what Desteni is, why is it worth your time and effort to "open your eyes" to see this grand universe is actually not as beautiful as it seem. The earth is a dark grey and evil place filled with all sorts of crime and corruptions where all evil originated from one word: GREEDINESS! We at Desteni are pledged to change/clean ourselves so both our inner and outer world is to make Earth really a PRACTICAL HEAVEN ON EARTH for us and every CHILDREN everyone on earth. Make Oneness and Equality as the greatest gift to our children and maybe one day, you and me will be one of these children to come and return to this Earth again.

Allow me to tell you a little bit of my background. Before I found Desteni, I was totally lost in masturbation and my only world is just porn animation and closing my room's door and being with myself. I was also so fascinated about the universe, you know, the beautiful galaxy swirl filled with star dust and with vivid and yet mysterious color! Red, Green and Blue! And all sorts of fantasies about space travel etc. When I was small, I know it's not likely that I can travel in space to other planets(according to our current technology) but I just found the idea is so fascinating. Fascinating is an very abstract word, I "learned" fascinating when I first look at an animation girl with big eyes on the floor on a piece of paper and I was staring at it/her. After 30seconds I came back and ask myself: Why I was kept staring at this "figure"?

2012 逹爾文的惡夢（下）

2012-01-26T00:17:00.000-08:00

如 Bernard所說, 如果我們不能及時帶出改變, 這將會是每一個人下一世的下場. 我知道, 如果我甚麼也不做我會愧對生命, 而且這不是我想活在的, 我想利用自我-宽恕來清淨自已. 讓我們不再因為這些點(如貪婪)存在於每一個人裏面而不斷輪迴, 活在這樣最毫無意義的時間輪迴(time loop)裏面這不是一個人, 有尊嚴的活他/她的一生. 你想因為你接受和容許這些而下一世輪迴在非洲的某一個小孩身上? 抑或用實際行動帶出改變? 這可以說是每一個人的 "個人做的選擇"嗎?

神在做什麼? 現時所有一切都基礎在欺騙, 利用和剝削的殿基之上. 包括白光, 宗教, 資本主義, 人與人之間的交往, 商業, 日常生活.

非洲的人食是魚工廠削下不要的魚骨. 骨與骨之間的肉. 工人在長滿蛹蟲的魚堆裏赤腳混在泥/水/蛹蟲和魚屍/發臭裏工作. 燻出來的煙是對眼球有毒的, 特別在下雨天. 其中一個女工就已經因為在這樣而割了一隻眼, 另一隻眼在等待做手術割除. 但沒有人有選擇, 她/他們甚至連肉也沒有肉吃. 我在想, 她是我耶!! 而我過往默默的接受和容許這一切存在世界的陰暗角落. 而我只是在追求我的動畫性高潮, 和電玩之中. 極度害怕但同時容許着這些, 讓某人來承擔 -- 只要過這些非人生活的不是我!

如 Bernard告訴我們: 每個人都害怕變成 "地底泥"般生活, 但同時推其他人進這些地底泥的非人生活存在着, 而不改變現時的系統, 讓每一個人都平等的得到最好/最平等的照顧. 這改變不會是馬上出現的, 就我對 Desteni的中文支援也長期做了二年多了, 這是長期的支援. 但有一點絶對肯定, 這資本主義系統, 這些精英(派), 台灣的總統(不管由誰來做主)如果得不到大部份人的支援/肯定或對系統的默認, 他們會立即崩潰的. 我們是要告訴並改變大部份貧苦人類的支援和想法. 因為, 富有的人, 肯聽的機會率, 現時是極度極度又極度少的. 如果不透過改變過半數人對現有系統的支援/想法, 這將會表示需要運用戰爭, 而我們不是來戰爭的.

Bernard 說: 從歴史的角度看, 戰爭從來没有解決過任何困境.

2012 - 逹爾文的惡夢! (1)

2012-01-18T17:08:00.000-08:00

Darwin's Nightmare 是 Bernard叫我們看的一套紀錄片. 當我分幾天看完後, 覺得, 我以往所接受和容許而導致今天非洲國家大部份為了西方國家的統治和西方優質生活而奴隸所有其他人或大自然. 這是一套所有作為一個人都應該要看的一套記錄片. 當台灣在閙着誰最有機會做總統, 大眾就像在觀看總統杯決賽對疊. 馬英九 vs 蔡英文. 而現在大部分人完全沒有察覺, 這一切對在非洲的兒童來說, 是九牛一毛.

我們在自制/強迫這些貧窮的人, 走上犯罪求生存的路的! 我們也要對罪犯負上部份責任!

因為在街上睡除了要面對除時被謀殺, 而且因為沒有床墊而要用魚頭來燒一些黃色的液体/藥來讓自已無時無刻可以立即睡着. 像進入假死的狀態. 在訪問過幾個月個程中, 其中一個女子就被一個澳洲客人殺了. 愛滋病蔓延和𣑱病的人怎樣等死, 西方國家怎樣資助當地的牧師灌輸對耶穌的信仰. 本來依我看在這樣的人間地獄要當地的非洲人相信, 是有一個 "神"存在, 在看顧着你們的. 只要你相和對為𥙇輸送信念能量, 你要求的就必定會很到應許. 這簡直是天訪夜談, 而更看得出, 相信神是一種在吃得飽穿得暖的人的 "侈奢品". 當然, 當去到這樣的地步時, 你會是在信仰上/渴望走出這個人間活地獄到了 "飢不擇食"的地步.

試想想, 當一群小孩因為有人在派飯, 為生存而互相搶打對方的飯. 神在看顧他們? 西方國家利用貨機, 從歐洲運軍火來非洲, 如安哥拉讓他們產生內戰, 然後精英(派)在幕後獲利. 在五年內戰裏可以殺死四百萬人. 然後當軍人在空閒時因為對死亡的陰影而沉醉在強姦女人/小孩, 搶略和殺人當中. 然後, 回航時大量運走湖裏的魚, 加工成為魚枊運回歐洲. 而令非洲本地人得不到足夠的食物, 甚至連錢也沒有錢來買食物. 令局勢更加亂, 而西方為首的聯合國就有籍口用軍隊介入. 骨子裏就是為了個人利益/貪婪. 現時所有的政府也是為了個人貪婪. 只是在為了表面上: 來! 來投我票! 選我做市長/州長/總統! 讓我為你建設更美好的生活! 給你帶來五星級的家! 一個你有權奴隸其他第三世界國家的 "舒適用更多的錢, 在工廠裏用錢來鞭打/奴隸其他國家的人和小孩的主人級居民"!

這題目是逹爾文的惡夢. 在我看是逹爾文看到也會從墳墓裏髮止我們根本徹㡳沒有進化過. 而且大大的迷失在貪婪和只想不勞而獲的分離(separation)裏面. 完全沒有把其他人當地是另一個我來看待. 不就正因為人生只有短短的 70年而我們更應該人與人之間互相合作, 令每一個人都可以平等的享受/表現/活. 而且回復到所有我眼裏所見的一切, 其實都是我自已! 他/她/它/牠全都是另一個我來的!!

2012 - 金正恩坐穏北韓寶座?! 张泽成垂簾聽政?!

2012-01-10T15:47:00.000-08:00

所以, 金正日死與不死, 金正恩能否以 29歲坐穏表面上是, 而實際是精英(派)在幕後操縱的北韓根本沒有實質的意義. 張澤成是否在背後操縱都不重要. 試想想, 如果你是精英, 坐座用不盡的錢, 你會輕易讓傳媒知道你的身份秘密, 時刻在對密謀會想要你的命/取代你. 還是你會扶直一個傀儡/替身, 而你在幕後操縱.

甘乃迪就是一個很好的例子, 已經有無數的影片放在 youtube 上, 可以看到甘乃迪其實是被他的司機近距離射死的. 這是精英的處理手法, 所有世界上的領袖如果不聽話, 就有同樣的下場.

我可以這麼說, 你我他她牠, 你的家人甚至你的兒女, 我們全都知道這個世界在自我毁滅. 只是大部份人在想, 我們有科技突破, 終有一天會發明免費能源. 我覺得這是極心智系統的想法 -- 免費能源是沒可能的. 我很肯定, 我們全都害怕一天失去所有財產/金錢, 而輪為在街上倒垃圾的公公/婆婆, 或在街上拾紙皮為生. 我們全都害怕要投胎活在北非的兒童, 或在印度的童工. 然而我們郤每天渴望用最便宜的價錢, 獲得最新奇的各種產品. 這些產品就是透過這些我們每天都害怕變成的童工, 奴隸生產的零件製造出來的. 這不是很有問題嗎? 我很確定你可以從這些矛盾心態中看得出, 我們離下一世, 如果我們還存在(當然, 笑, 時間不是真的, 我們會存在只是, 我們還會記得嗎?), 投胎在一個受虐的童工, 奴隸至死的工廠工人, 甚致被𧩜殺, 姦殺的小孩不會太遠, 因為 -- 這些都是我們現在默默麻木每天接受着, 這些不停在我們世界的陰暗角落裏每天不停上演的現實!

我十分肯定你會同意, 我們知道這個資本主義系統的恐怖, 看我們有多害怕變成倒垃圾或洗厠所的人, 就很清楚了. 然而, 我們全都同意一部份的人需要做這些奴隸為我們服務. 就像一面說打倒不公平, 但又熱愛不公平工廠生產的 ipod, Ipad2, iphone?!

是人生交义點的問題時間: 你會為可以保證你永遠不需要擔心會淪為倒垃圾的奴隸致死的工人, 而放棄每三年換一個 iphone, 每八年換一架車嗎? 如果你願意, 我們還有一個大驚喜給你, 你的家人和子女, 和所有每一個人 -- 你只會有一隻 iphone, 和一架車. 但這會是最尖端的太空科技, 如鈦金屬超輕超耐用, 可以用上一百年!! 而會是集合所有廠商的最優良和最有效舒適的設計/配套. 能自動架駛/導航的汽車. 不再有版權的限制. 可以在網上, 找世界上有興趣與你互換居所的人. 待你遊歴了幾年後(比如, 法國, 日本, 英國, 加勒比海, 俄羅斯), 你又可以再與其他人交換居所. 只需工作四至六年就可以退体, 每天都有充足的麵包, 油條白粥, 或意大利麵做早點, 一天三餐, 一星期七天都有充足的供應給你和你的家人子女. 我很相信, 你會同意這太天訪夜談了吧!? 我當然想我和我的家人子女每天活在這樣的生活!! 這就是平等富裕金錢給世界上所有每一個人的保證!! 這就是活在平等富裕金錢下的其中一小段寫照. 我頗肯定, 這就是你和你家人子女, 每天渴望的夢想! 你會說這不再是夢想而是在 2020前可以實現的現實嗎!?

問題是我們的系統/制度, 一切都基礎在個人擁有權和貪婪上. 整個資本主義都是. 一切都沒有平等, 一切都不是基於維護所有生命為價值的最優先. 所以我們要透過利用資本主義來帶出一個平等富裕的金錢系統.

我們全都明白這刻, 我們需要吃和產生垃圾, 但在平等富裕金錢實行前, 你會繼續每天活在某一生變成現在資本主義下的倒垃圾工人, 這樣被奴隸一生, 還是合法地投入參與 Desteni 改變自已, 改變現時的系統, 那裏當你將來即使變成一個倒垃圾工人也是真正平等, 真正平等地負起自我-責任的快樂垃圾工人!

@Bernard: 如果我們無可避免地受苦, 讓我們平等地分擔.

EMS FAQ: Tree Houses, Organs trafficking, Stars and Pornography!

2011-12-29T02:16:00.000-08:00

Trees house are for real in an EMS, houses that sync with natureare part of nature, eco-friendly in EMS:

Do you remember howcomfortable to go on a field trip to the country side? The fresh air, blue sky,trees and grasses everywhere. Horses and cows munching grasses? I remember whenI was a child I got so excited when our school go for a field trip each year.We and our human body needs nature including trees and grasses. We feelcomfortable when nature, trees and grasses around.

I mean, the only reasonwhy metropolis are built is because there are a handful(5%) of people that are“super rich” like the elite, that work there. They have money to spend on allsort of delicacies so let’s open shops there so they can buy from usconveniently. And because more and more people want to earn a fortune(greediness)from the super riches/elites, apparently the land value “increased” month bymonth. For everyone(the government, land owner, flippers, businessman), inorder to make more profits/money, so more lands in the metropolis area can besold. So they build skyscrapers, destroy nature and trees in the metropolisarea.

So as thegovernment/elite/businessman realize creating metropolis and then sellingapartments and commercial lands can make a large profit. They start destroyingforests and building metropolis everywhere. I mean, I was just like themajority: I don’t why or how but I know I need a piece of land/property andflipping the land I can make a large profit on it. I didn’t know how itactually works in the background. We don’t need skyscrapers, skyscrapers areonly for government and construction companies to make tons of profit throughselling land/apartments.

In EMS,greediness/profit/I need to survive all these are totally removed from yourdaily life. The only thing you need to consider is what is best for all – howshould I act or position myself so it will be best for all?

So we will sync withnature as part of nature. When profit, greediness, self-ownership, competition,copy rights, slavery through money and classifying, separation are no more. Allhumans, all corporations can really for the first time working hand in hand toengineer, design, build the best houses for every family on earth. Each andeveryone/every children are guaranteed to have a place to stay until they leaveearth/die. Nature are actually unconditionally supporting our breathing andLife while we are on earth. Without nature/trees/grasses/Sun, we as human dieright away. So it would benefit us by incorporating nature into our houses. Wheneveryone don’t need to fight for survival, for competition, for greedinessevery second/every day – totally lost in killing and harming each other andeverything around them, we can concentrate on resources to build extremelydurable houses(last over 200 years) and considering all aspects of facilitatinghumans, animals, plants/trees, nature and even earth(providing fossil energyfor us). Each and everything will put into consideration and thedesigns/products/decisions will be best for “all”.

At this stage, it mightnot be cost-effective to build a big tree house on a tree. Tree houses could beused as a little play house for little children. Also at this stage, trees area living being that will expand and develop in time, a house is concrete anddifficult to adapt as the trees grow.

No more organ-traffic:

Now what isorgan-traffic? Why do people harvest human organs? Just like street drugs whenselling organs are banned/illegal in most countries, can laws and justicesystem practically prohibit atrocities or do trafficker/gangsters who controlthe organs black market’s profits flourish because of illegality? Why do people“need” an organ? How long can they live with an organ transplant?

According to wiki(http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Organ_trade). A liver or kidney cost $150,000 and the donorgot pay $5,000. I am quite sure if someone ask you to give them one of yourkidneys you would assertively say NO, wouldn’t you? No one wants to shortenone’s lifespan. People are reluctant are extremely poor that because ofcorporation greediness, self-ownership, lack of money, lack of jobs that theyhave no way to survive but “forced” to sell their organs and hope they can havesome money to survive. However, most of them are poor uneducated peasants,didn’t know after they sold their organs(e.g. kidney/part of liver) their bodywill deteriorate fast and need to buy medicines or life support equipments(e.g.kidney/blood purifier) which will cost them “spend more money” than the amountthey received. Northern part of China peasants are so poor that they need tosell their blood weekly to try to extend their survival with some tiny income.I mean, all these atrocities “are allowed” to happen on earth daily all becauseof personal and corporation greediness and we do not care about these peopleliving at the blink of dying in every second. We disgusted and run away frompeople that clean the sewage or handle our garbage daily – we desperately forceour children to learn and study in school, prepare them to compete and surviveand even hoping they can become a champion in capitalism(millionaires or evenbillionaires). Yet, as Bernard pointed out: we don’t work collectively tochange the system to a system that “nobody will be enslaved and everyone willhave the best equipments to support them in performing their jobs”, so youdon’t need to be afraid your children will need to compete with others, tryingto outrun each other and “push” others fall into the slaves class and clean thesewer or dump the garbage for you and your children. You don’t need to worryall these in an EMS! No matter what jobs you take in EMS it is equally the same– there are always “equality“ and “best for all” in EMS. No need to fear, everyjob positions will be equally supported with the best/best for all equipments.In an EMS, it is OK to swap your job position(s) with another person on earthand everyone will be more than happy to swap job positions/experiencedifferently/learn what it means to be part of Life/existence. What isself-responsibility and enjoying ourselves together in best for all? What“equality” actually means?

China is the biggestorgan trafficking and transplant country on earth and India the second. Becauseof lucrative profits(as high as street drugs), when the gangsters cannotharvest enough human organs to sell, they use whatever means possible toharvest organs from healthy innocent people. And I mean, as you can clearly seewe are all blinded by greediness and are totally lost in greediness as moneyand amok in all sorts of cold-blooded acts, as long as there are “profits”. Forexample, using young girls to seduce teenagers and drug them to harvestkidneys, or simply abduct teenage girls, forced them to prostitute whilewaiting for a match buyer. When they finally found a matched buyer, they firstharvest one of her kidneys, then when they find another match buyer, they killthe girl and harvest all her organs(e.g. heart, kidney, liver, eyes) and dumpher body. I am quite sure in choosing between waiting desperately, trying toimmigrate to USA and praying this will not happen on you or your children, youwould rather join us change our current greediness oriented capitalistic systemand actually make our earth a place where nobody including you and yourchildren will have to worry, live in fear, live in competition in every momentinstead of true co-operating with everyone on earth for best for all. Thismight sounds like a horror movie however with a little search on the internet,you can find stories like these reported everywhere in third word countries.Would you sit here and do nothing because it apparent is not yourpain/concerns/business and wait for one day wake up in a Life of one of theseteenage girls, confined in agony and asking: why me!? Why me!? Why this has tobe “me”!? or would you join us and say: countless atrocities like these arereal and happening on earth everyday. Till here no further, we are all onenessand equal and I choose to live in “equality” forever.

People in westernwealthy country are scared of death. When their organs deteriorate currentlyorgans transplant apparently seems to be the only way to extend their Lives.They hope organ transplant can totally return their health/body functions backto their original condition. Most of these patients don’t realize that even ifthey can transplant with a healthy teenager’s organs, they need to takeimmunosuppressant each day and virtually turn off their own immune system sotheir red blood cells won’t function properly and fight/kill theimplanted(different DNA) organ. Even with organ transplant, the organtransplanter half of them can only last for 5 to 10 years(source: http://www.medethics.org.il/articles/JME/JMEB1/JMEB1.32.asp). The question is for best for all, I mean, weall know we are going to die someday, we are eating/killing animals/plants eachmeal each day. However, should we for what is best for all, want to stay onearth 5 to 10 years more and only a 50% successful rate support all sorts oforgan trafficking. Where the value of Life and equality have totally beenabused to the extreme in the name of profit/money/self-ownership instead ofactually co-operating with each and every human being on earth to support eachother, enjoy together. I am sure you would agree because Life “might be” shortwhile we are staying on earth and we should emphasize on even supporting eachother equally so each can enjoy equally, instead of a handful can live in theirlittle heaven while 95% of people on earth suffer in all forms of atrocities.

Death does not reallyexist. Desteni’s interdimensional portal has time explained that time isn’treally real. Yet as you can see, rich people are so scared of death that whentheir organs are failing that they will sacrifice everything/everyone as longas “they” can last “longer” then apparently death is removed from their Lifeforever. Every act we do or don’t do, what we accept and allow have a directconsequence on us.

Within an EMS, nobodyneeds to worry whether they will have shelter/living place, food, clean water,transportation, basic hygiene and medical/hospital support. There will be nomore slaves or any forms of enslavement just because “I have more money(pilesof green paper) than you and you have to be my slave/work for me”. Everyonehave access to every products or goods(ipods, laptops, cars as long as they arebest for all) available on earth. Go to work in a factory is not something thatyou sick/tired of doing it every day. Working in a factory and produce goodsfor your neighbors as yourself is a practical act of love your neighbor andchildren: how do you love your neighbor and children as yourself? I work in afactory and produce goods for them. This is one form of practically showing howyou love your neighbor of yourself. Imagine working becomes practically a formof “love your neighbor as yourself” instead of survival/forced to do every day.

I mean, if you as thegovernor tell everyone in your city: you just need to work 4-6 years then yourfood, water, shelter/housing, transportation, basic hygiene and medical/hospitalall necessities supports are “guaranteed” provided by the government until theday you leave this earth/die. Besides! You as everyone equally, have access toall products/goods/services available on earth. You literally “don’t needmoney” to survive. I am quite sure you wouldn’t even consider joining a gang ormake profit through trafficking human organs by harming others as yourself,would you? Living in an EMS, You don’t “need profit” to survive, you just needto act for what is best for all and take your self-responsibility and you canenjoy everything available as everyone on earth “equally”.

Things that areharmful/killing the human body will not be produced or will be taken care ofonce detected at an early stage before the sickness would deteriorated into thefatal stage of no return or a transplant is required. I mean, from statisticand science, we all know that alcohol kills liver and exorbitant mind sex andmasturbation kills kidney. Yet we allow alcohol and pornography virtuallyunrestricted because they “feel good” or can make large amount of profit/moneyand we all subconsciously accept and allow these products to sell on the streetand internet for everyone. I am quite sure you would agree it is pointlessallowing the public to kill their own livers and kidneys then as the harmsaccumulated, when the sickness/symptoms emerge, then they don’t care where theorgans comes from just desperately look for organs to transplant. Participatein creating a “market” for the elite/illuminati/gangs to make profit.

All these will not existin an EMS. I am quite sure you would agree with me in capitalism: it is theriches/elite that their Life have supreme values and everyone else Lives are ascheap and expandable as a slave. We claimed that we have liberate slavery onearth however I mean, if you look at capitalism closely, we/our governments/theelite has shift slavery behind piles of green paper called money. Without moneyyou die right away or you have to do whatever crimes/prostitution to earn your“money” as right to have food or shelter. In EMS everyone’s Life has the samevalue “equally”. No one’s Life is worth more than anyone else. We are alloneness as one body called human – as part of Life, part of existence.

Stars and Pornography:

At first this seems tobe such a broad and vast topic that how I am going to answer it. So I decidedto watch the documentary that and Andrea told us on chat 9 to 5 days in porn(http://www.imdb.com/title/tt1278293/). It really helps me in understanding what theporn girls are facing and how their lives are like. I already watch another 6part documentary, pornography – a secret history of civilization (http://www.imdb.com/title/tt0498445/). There are nudity and sex organs showing inthese documentary but I would recommend for anyone who seriously want to knowwhat pornography industry has been operating hidden underground/unknown fromthe public, yet almost every teenager every male on the planet has supportedthe porn industry by buying a porn products. As Bernard said: we supportthrough what we spend our money on. After watching 9 to 5 days in porn, Ireally have the determination that I learn Breath Orgasm and stop using anypictures to “resolve” any masturbation desires. I would also suggest watchSunette’s elaboration on consequences of mind sex/masturbation: Breath-Orgasm:A Woman's View (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cc7PofqZXaE). You know, after 20-25 years of “experiencing”it, to me it has become a point of: I just need to get rid of my desires orcome up with a proper way to handle the energy knots inside me, then I canquickly and effectively go back to my process and continue my day.

Stars are those peoplethat with a pretty/handsome faces that you find them attractive, can’t takeyour eyes off them. Have a fire/yearning inside you that want to get close tothem, worshiping them, want them to be your boy/girl friend. As Desteni hasexplained, at the end of the day it is just one thing: you want to have sexwith them. Currently, the stars and the whole Hollywood business is: You are asuper pretty or handsome boy or girl, can earn large amount of money becauseCEOs of the big filming corporations can make even bigger profits and everyoneworships/dreams about you. You belong to the Beverly hill. You can get everyluxuries you want and lost in your sex and drugs illusional living day andnight. Hollywood stars are just a tool to keep people’s attention diverted outof the hell that they are living in day in and day out. It is like, as long asyou can have your movie stars/movies, sex/masturbation, alcohol drugs then youare ok with the current capital system and no many are standing up and realize– we don’t have to live this way. We can live in a way better EMS that supportseveryone equally in this life on earth. No matter you are a Elite, garbagecollector, sewage worker, restaurant waiter, businessman, big corporation CEOs,stars all will be treated “equally” and all will work according to love yourneighbor as yourself. You go to work not because you hate the job but forced tomake living/money each day. You work because you understand the EMS needssomeone to take care of things and you take your self-responsibility. You workas a physical practical act of supporting the EMS system and “love” yourneighbor and children on earth the same as yourself so you work. We will havethe best ipod, laptops and cars that will last over 100 years available foreveryone. For example, if you need to work 2 years to produce a new car and acar currently can only last for around 8 years. That means you(or someone elseon earth) needs to go to the car factories and need to spend 2 x 10 == 20 yearswasted just to produce cars for one person so he/she can have cars. In EMS, Iam sure you would agree if we can make space stations and space shuttles, wesure can produce a car that last over 100 years and you just need to build onecar(2 years) and for the rest 18 years, you don’t need to spend cursing god dayin and day out for why I need to live like hell every day!? Why there is nosolution/way out for me and my children!? Capitalism -- 20 years of labor vs.EMS -- 2 years of labor! I mean, it’s pretty obvious isn’t it? Would you choosecapitalism or EMS? And it is only one product as an example. Imagine everyproducts/goods/appliances that you need to use in your whole Life, how wouldthat change you and your family’s Life style in EMS? How you would spend your80 – (4 to 6 years conscription labor) = 76 years of “retirement”? You wouldspend them with your children and family? You would spend them with travellingaround the world, know the people around? You would spend them with lovingchildren and your neighbor as yourself and work in a factory? You would spendon doing research in how to cooperating human and everything on earth withnature? I am sure you can see – there are countless opportunities for you toexplore and adventures/stories for you to tell/share with others.

Stars are typical masterclass in the capitalism that are treated with special privileges. They takemuch more shares from what everyone should have “equally” just because withtheir hair on their head, they create an facial image that everyone got“aroused/excited” about. There is no equality in this. Everyone was enslaved infactories or going through extreme atrocities, like child labor or childsolider for blood diamonds to death, just to produce goods and luxuries styleliving for all these Hollywood stars. Everything that do not support “equality”like Hollywood and Disneyland will not exist in EMS. In EMS, everyone is equal becauseyou are Life and you are born with equality rights and pledged of necessitysupport because you are Life. Nobody owns anything when they were born and theydon’t own anything during/after they die. There is no self-ownership in EMS. InEMS, Stars are just normal person that have the equal rights and share ofaccess to everything as everyone else. Since greediness, money and day to daysurvival is totally out of the picture. People who likes to makeentertainment/movies will be people that really wants/enjoy making movies andshare with everyone else. It will not be because they have a “pretty/handsome”face and everyone wants to have sex with them, or create brutality senses forthe ego/mind consciousness system to get high, or generating tragicstories/laughing madnessly/spreading love all these energies/feelings to createmore families and babies or to screw people for the rest of their lives. All ofthese only support the ego/mind and not what is best for all. Movies businesswill be more sharing real life stories of how everyone is doing all over the worldand what people find in how to perfect/improve everyone’s Lives while we are onearth.

In our currentcapitalistic system, stripes and pornography starlets are pretty much the same.As a matter of fact, prostitution, strippers, travel companions, pornographybusiness these are all similar nature business. All involve in young teenagergirls selling their body in some way through sexuality for money or fame. Sohow does the striping business work? Young teenage girls either wants to havemoney to buy all sorts of fascinating goods or pretty but not beautiful enoughto get into Hollywood who think shooting pornography is a way can uplift thembecome a movie star. They think I just shoot it once or twice then I can belike Marlin Monroe. Big huge mistakes and totally destroy these girls’ wholeLife.

When these girls are“fresh/young/attractive” 16/17 this is their golden years and every man willdie for buying their pornography and they can earn large amount of money forawhile. However, the problem comes once they become well known amongst thesecret pornography/masturbation man’s world. They can’t go out without wearinghuge eye glasses. The girls themselves afraid of being recognized and totallyhumiliated about what they have done in front of the camera. Furthermore,pornography is just another huge money making business in our capitalism world.To continue make a profit, no matter how pretty you are – people/men gets tiredof you once they saw your whole body and your secrecies are revealed. So thepornography producers/gangs will force/make you do more and moresick/abusive/degraded acts to satisfy and keep the fans buying these youngteenage girls videos. Their pornography life spam is so shot that it only lasts5 – 8 years, after then, they are just scraping through because they quit highschool when they were 16/17. They have no skills or education/certificates/degrees.These teenage girls can’t do anything at all – besides of spreading their legsand sell their day by day drying up body like a suck dried grape. Hoping theycan still earn an income through more and more degraded/abusive acts in frontof the camera. Ultimately drawing stalkers into their life that rape and killthem(it is explained in the documentaries above). These are all accepted andallowed in our current capital system, happening every second in our worldunknown and unseen by the majority.

Within an EMS, no oneneeds to make profits. All of these acts above are not best for all and willnot be allowed. Hollywood and Pornography will not exist in EMS and everyonewill only express sexuality through finding a right partner within agreements.Violators will be removed from EMS for rehabilitation and only once they havecleaned themselves then they are permitted to return to EMS and regain theirrights in EMS.

EMS FAQ: No more corporation Greed, Contract or Misdiagnosis!

2011-12-27T03:04:00.000-08:00

All it takes is just you, as part of existence/part of Life, take your self-responsibility to work 4-6 years(depends on how many babies/children on earth)in the EMS system to produce basic necessities for everyone/everything equally – So that no matter what role/which part you take in the EMS, it is equally ok and you have no problem in exchanging positions with anyone in an EMS system. Working for the first time, actually becomes an “experience” to enjoy and fulfill self-responsibility.

So I am sure you can see that there is definitely no “need” to be greedy and 90-95% of human on earth “can have more”, a more abundant and sustainable style of living, live up to their full happiness and potential while fulfilling self-responsibility as part of Life. There will also be system, presumably computerized with minimum human management involved because at this moment, system is far more reliable than human itself. I am sure you would agree with me the number one disaster on earth is not how often a computer program or IC chips will fail and have disastrous affects in our daily live. Human corruption is way far more devastating and abusing 95% of all human on earth atrociously every day. Anyone that still have greediness inside them will be detected by the system and will go through a remediation process, because greediness is not best for all and anything that is not best for all will be prohibited, they will be isolated from the EMS system because they post a thread to everyone and when they have “cured” their greediness, they can return to the EMS and reacquire their access and equality status as everyone else.

When your future, your housing/food/clean water/transportation needs are guaranteed and secured, you have the right to access every products every made to make your Life a dignified Life while you are on earth – just like any other person on earth, you as anyone on earth will be treated equally. There is “no need” to be greedy. If you still “want to experience greediness”, you have a psychological problem and you need help. Your privileges as an EMS citizen will be stripped and go through research/monitor and rehabilitate. When you have cured your “sickness” of want to experience greedy, you earn your trust and EMS privileges again and you can rejoin everyone else as a citizen of EMS – “equally”.

No more contracts with equal money: I would like to start with: what is contract? Contract mainly exists in capitalism as an “agreement” between two/more parties, because no human on earth can be trusted amongst each other(even family members), in order to protect both parties will fulfill their obligations according to the terms on they agree, they signed a contract and if any parties default their “promise”, the other party can “sue” the default party for compensation(money).

So in short, contract is about a guarantee of “I can trust you” and money. Both parties that default or sue for compensation all stem from the starting point of acquiring more money as personal profit. Within an EMS, you can trust people participate in an EMS, just like currently we can trust amongst real Destonians. Everyone’s starting point within an EMS on earth will support each other “equally”. All EMS participants will totally understand they need to take self-responsibility including taking care of each other, and in return, the EMS will take care of everyone “equally”. So there is no really need to have “contracts”.

We in EMS are equally all responsible if anyone “screw up”, all human beings are oneness/one body/one corporation/one big family. Like a family, when your children pour the orange juice on the floor and start crying at you asking for help, you wouldn’t say: honey, you signed a “contract” and it is your responsibility to take care of yourself and I will sue you if you fail to carry out the terms in the contract, would you? I am quite sure you would ask your spouse to carefully pick up the shattered glasses, you’d likely to bring a mop to soak the juice on the floor before it further damage the floor, telling all children not to come close, and the older brothers and sisters help the young kid clean him/herself up in the bath room. Then everyone check to make sure everything is taken care of and “no one” inside the family might be harmed/hurt by the shattered glasses. Ask your child: honey what happened? Try to prevent similar situations from happening like, give him/her a plastic cup. Teach him/her rather drink two cups of half-filled orange juice than a too heavy one full glass of orange juice. I am quite sure you wouldn’t talk to your little angels: Now, you failed to comply with the terms. According to the contract we have signed, we will sue you for default and compensate us, would you? As you can see, best for all isn’t a difficult “concept” to comprehend. We do what is best for all automatically within “families”.

Normal middle to lower class families. If you are born in a multi-billion/elite/big corporate family then it’s totally another story – because of greediness, currently every human on earth will betray and back stab anyone including their own father or mother for self-profits as money.

So if contract is not “needed” in a family then same thing happens in an EMS – contract is not “needed” in an EMS, isn’t it? Within an EMS it is just another “one big family”. This family == all human beings on earth, we are truly all brothers and sisters no matter what color of skin or personality you have, we are from the same source, we are oneness and equal, we are actually one big family. Later on, once EMS has been installed, we can move to the next phase of including everything like animals, nature, earth etc.

I wouldn’t need a contract to stipulate me and stress me every day, every minute, every second to force me to fulfill what I agree to perform. I perform/do because I understand my self-responsibility in playing a role in the EMS to support myself and everyone else – providing the necessary necessities and services to make every baby/every children/everyone happy. Besides, in capitalism, there is no point of contracts. As long as greediness and survival exists, contracts are either used for “exploitation” – how I can exploit more fortune/money by using lawyers/judges/judicial system/contracts for my self-profit? I’m sure you have seen these in newspapers and TVs daily and it’s only a tip of the ice berg. They use lawyers and contracts to sue for compensations, use lawyers and contracts to refuse taking self-responsibilities.

Let me tell you a story. I enjoy seeing children/people laughing/enjoying breakfasts in the morning. I love the sun shine and the freshness smelling of grass. I love to take care of animals like chicken enjoy seeing them. I know at this moment everyone “unfortunately” still need to eat to nurture their bodies. So I decide, in this 6 months, I want to take my self-responsibility and experience being a chef that cook breakfasts for everyone in my neighborhood. On weekdays I wake up at 6 a.m., walk to the “free restaurant” for everyone in the neighborhood. I learn/start preparing the food, vegetables, chicken. At, 7 a.m. I work with others together we make chicken congees, or pizzas, or French toasts with jam, scramble eggs, maybe beacons too. Once ready, people start coming from all over help themselves. We take turn to eat also. Everyone come inside the restaurants truly gratitude for our work and understand that they will take turn/take our position too(of course, it’s only 4-6 years of conscription works). We have people dedicated to wash the dishes/clean up and I might “play/experience” as a dishwasher 6 months later. I don’t need to worry about: I need money! I need money! Else I’d starved to death on the street, or I wouldn’t have shelter, it would be as painful/totally agony to die like that! No, it won’t happen anymore in an EMS because we either enjoy together or if necessary, suffer together “equally”. In the afternoon, I take some rest/play with the children/pets/animals for awhile. Then I learn/assist the folks with preparing lunch or afternoon tea for everyone in the neighborhood.

I mean, you have just seen what it will be like “working/experiencing” in an EMS. There is no need for contract, isn’t it? If I am sick that morning, someone will take over my place because it is their self-responsibility too. If someone is sick and I will take over their place because we are one big family “equally”. Contract is about devious, cunning, profit, greedy, enslavement, forcing someone to work for you, suing, self-profit, capitalism, lying(because you signed it so there is no turning back). EMS is about oneness, equality, love your neighbor as yourself, give others what you would like to receive, self-responsibility, one big family. I mean, simple and obvious isn’t it?

No more misdiagnoses: Misdiagnoses is a complex topic.

Nowadays, the whole medical field is a “profit making business”. Corporations, Pharmacy, Doctors, Drug companies, research – all are aiming at making profit. Everyone in the medical field only care about how much profit/money they can make. I am quite sure if you went to a doctor couple of times and you’d quickly realize doctors don’t care whether how to cure your health at all, doctors only care about how they can suck money out from your pocket. As far as I know, there are lots of misdiagnoses happened because doctors are inexperienced or too stressed and make mistakes themselves. Some patients are misdiagnosed because they do not have the money to pay for the laboratory or doctor to do tests on them, so the sickness/symptoms were unaware and deteriorate fast.

When they are observable it is already too late for any treatments. Corporation and the whole medical business do not care about value of Life. In an EMS, every Drug department, doctor, pharmacy, hospital will not be self-ownership/profit oriented. It will be for best for all. The best medical diagnostic equipments and research will be provided for every hospital “equally”. All doctors and researchers will collaborate aiming at working for best for all. They will have access to the best equipments. Since profit/money is out of the picture, the value of Life how to protect Life at best for all will be everyone’s goal. The most advanced portable diagnosis machines will be available to everyone at their home.

For example, every morning everyone on earth can take their body check for free, monitored by computers and storing information in the central database. System will alert Doctors for any irregular fluctuation in readings and arrange for detailed checkups. Sickness can be detected and treated properly at way early stage. Doctors are not profit/money oriented and are less stressful. I mean, right now the scenario is: I am a doctor, I want my luxury living, I want to go to cruise, I want a Mercedez Benz, I want to buy lots and lots of properties so I don’t have to work at 40s. Retire playing my golf collecting my rents and flipping my properties through buy and sell – totally lost in greediness. In an EMS, doctors are people that really understand self-responsibility and take care of others as themselves’ medical needs equally. They will have the best and durable equipments to assist them in diagnosing patients. And I mean, when nobody “needs” to make profit or private ownership do not exist anymore, corruption will be no more, Doctors deliberately prescribing specific drug company’s products and collecting commissions/benefits/’sponsorships from drug company will be no more.

Every diagnosis/service/prescription/operation will be for the patient, available for everyone equally on earth. Aiming at serving/providing what is best for the patient and what is best for all. How much does it cost is totally absolutely out of the picture. Equally for everyone on earth. With the best equipments provided Free for everyone, everyone is much less stressful in working, almost daily Free computerized medical checkup and corruption and commission ceased to exist – the number of misdiagnosis will greatly decrease and doctors’ every prescription/operation/checkup/act will be solely aiming for preserving and flourishing value of Life and for best for all. Trees house are for real in an EMS, houses that sync with nature are part of nature, eco-friendly in EMS: Do you remember how comfortable to go on a field trip to the country side? The fresh air, blue sky, trees and grasses everywhere. Horses and cows munching grasses? I remember when I was a child I got so excited when our school go for a field trip each year. We and our human body needs nature including trees and grasses. We feel comfortable when nature, trees and grasses around. I mean, the only reason why metropolis are built is because there are a handful(5%) of people that are “super rich” like the elite, that work there.

They have money to spend on all sort of delicacies so let’s open shops there so they can buy from us conveniently. And because more and more people want to earn a fortune(greediness) from the super riches/elites, apparently the land value “increased” month by month. For everyone(the government, land owner, flippers, businessman), in order to make more profits/money, so more lands in the metropolis area can be sold. So they build skyscrapers, destroy nature and trees in the metropolis area. So as the government/elite/businessman realize creating metropolis and then selling apartments and commercial lands can make a large profit. They start destroying forests and building metropolis everywhere. I mean, I was just like the majority: I don’t why or how but I know I need a piece of land/property and flipping the land I can make a large profit on it. I didn’t know how it actually works in the background. We don’t need skyscrapers, skyscrapers are only for government and construction companies to make tons of profit through selling land/apartments. In EMS, greediness/profit/I need to survive all these are totally removed from your daily life. The only thing you need to consider is what is best for all – how should I act or position myself so it will be best for all? So we will sync with nature as part of nature. When profit, greediness, self-ownership, competition, copy rights, slavery through money and classifying, separation are no more. All humans, all corporations can really for the first time working hand in hand to engineer, design, build the best houses for every family on earth. Each and everyone/every children are guaranteed to have a place to stay until they leave earth/die. Nature are actually unconditionally supporting our breathing and Life while we are on earth.

Without nature/trees/grasses/Sun, we as human die right away. So it would benefit us by incorporating nature into our houses. When everyone don’t need to fight for survival, for competition, for greediness every second/every day – totally lost in killing and harming each other and everything around them, we can concentrate on resources to build extremely durable houses(last over 200 years) and considering all aspects of facilitating humans, animals, plants/trees, nature and even earth(providing fossil energy for us). Each and everything will put into consideration and the designs/products/decisions will be best for “all”. At this stage, it might not be cost-effective to build a big tree house on a tree. Tree houses could be used as a little play house for little children. Also at this stage, trees are a living being that will expand and develop in time, a house is concrete and difficult to adapt as the trees grow.

金正日真的死了, 代表什麼?

2011-12-20T01:25:00.000-08:00

今早收到了 Anna的 email才知道突如其來的說金正日突然死了. 然後有時間時在網上查了一下世界上的反應. 主要可以說是: 美國說這可能是上帝給世人的聖誔禮物, 韓國/亞洲的股市暴跌, 29歲的金正恩太年輕有機會出現權力真空/鬥爭, 南北韓兩地可能出現戰事沖特, 日本高度介備等等.

當世界議論紛紛, 給了精英(派)又一個機會波動股市幕後來賺一筆的同時, 全世界的焦點和新聞輿論都集中在 "恐懼" 當中. 基本上大家都不並不真的關心這個叫金正日的人死了與否, 只是他的死會否給自已的生活帶來戰爭, 而他們的心智系統就變得興奮. 像在觀看拳賽一樣.

是的, 或許金正日不管北韓人民每天活在飢荒之中. 也許他有很多後宮佳麗, 也許他的兒女都有極多的財富可以去東京迪士尼樂園玩, 可以在歐洲約會, 可以有私人的防彈列車. 但他像今天正在擺佈着全世界的人, 希望透過發動第三次世界大戰而削減世界人口的精英(派)一樣, 我們是需要自我-誠實地看這些人 -- 他們之所以在我們的世界存在, 因為(過往)每一個人都想不勞而獲, 都想奴隸其他人, 所以他們才會在我們的外世界裏出現, 讓我們自嘗後果. 如果我們任何一個人, 如果生在他們的家族裏也會化身成他們的這樣迷失/奢華/自私利已的生活. 為自已的小天堂享受而對殺人也完全麻林. 你想精英們不知道每天有多少人在地球上白白餓死的嗎? 他們比誰都清楚, 我們全都知道這些是事實因為 -- 我們全都求神拜佛不要變成這些非洲的小孩, 不要沒有錢開飯, 害怕到厭惡看到這些影像, 而不會想: 不! 我們不需要活在每刻恐懼/競爭撕殺/你死總比我死好/除了自已對身邊一切麻木. 我們是可以活在全人類, 全存在裏互相合作/栛力的世界裏的.

即使全球經濟体系已經出現千瘡百孔. 資本主義系統在全球完全沒有改變過. 絶大部份人這刻還未意識到問題是根源在我們活在一個什麼(貪婪)而不是真心的互相栛助對方/合作的系統. 所有人都試圖用以往的方法來拯救這些資本主義的系統. 甚至金正日在死前幾年也在中國取經, 希望透過資本主義讓自已(和國民)的生活得到改善. 然而包括我以前也一樣, 完全沒有明白, 資本主義是什麼. 只看到, 活在資本主義的地方, 生活質素比不是資本主義的地方生活看似優秀得多了, 所以資本主義必定是上好的靈丹妙藥.

資本主義是需要大量肉眼看不到的奴隸來支援他們的. 這個世界是沒有魔術的. 一切都必須有人去奴動付出血汗才會生產出產品給活在資本主義世界裏的人享用. 例如: 你每天放出去的垃圾, 如果沒有奴隸是不會 "自動消失"的, 麵包店的麵包沒有奴隸是不會自動出現在架上的, 沒有奴隸去種稻米, 米糧是不會自動出現在超級市場的.

EMS FAQ: Corporation Greed, Contract and Misdiagnosis!

2011-12-15T14:56:00.000-08:00

No more corporate greed with EMS:

To me this is quite simple and straight forward. Nowadays, few people really know/realize they are supporting a corporate to make personal-profits, for the few CEOs whenever in whatever way possible. In exploiting all human beings(called employees), nature, animals and everything possible to support a handful few at the tip of the corporation to live in their own little heaven.

When the starting point of an EMS is to take care of everyone/everything “equally”, personal greediness will be no more. Every human being that “stay” and continue on earth will understand the self-responsibility to take in an EMS. You have rights to have all sorts of supports and even entertainments – all humans, animals, nature and earth are supporting you, and it is common sense and obviously you have the self-responsibility to contribute. Fair and simple, isn’t it?

So there will be no more greediness, profit oriented, self-interested corporations. There will be only one corporation called “Best for All”, considering everything equally, acting in what is best for all – including how to produce durable and the very best products that will last over 100 years! And how to minimize the abuse in existence(e.g. all humans, animals, plants, nature, earth – such as consumption of crude oil and electricity, etc.).

Under an EMS, let me ask you a simple question: Will you “need” to be greedy when you, and everyone one earth equally, have access to all products and resources. If you can have the best ipod, best titanium made car with all the gps and whatever best technological gadgets into a Mercedes or Lexus like car, and it is, to a certain extent “free” access for everyone on earth. If anyone needs to use a car and it is best for all, they can access these cars for free, would you still “need” to be greedy every day? If you are guaranteed that you will have a place/house to stay for 70 years, as long as you are part of Life, living in this earth, would you “need” to be greedy? If you can go to a restaurant every day/every night and you will just like every one, your meals will be taken care of equally or you will be taught by the most famous Chinese/French/Italy chefs from hotels, pass their skills to teach you how to take care of your meals upgraded to a master chef’s level creating your wonderful cuisines, would you “need” to be greedy?

All it takes is just you, as part of existence/part of Life, take your self-responsibility to work 4-6 years(depends on how many babies/children on earth)in the EMS system to produce basic necessities for everyone/everything equally – So that no matter what role/which part you take in the EMS, it is equally ok and you have no problem in exchanging positions with anyone in an EMS system. Working for the first time, actually becomes an “experience” to enjoy and fulfill self-responsibility. So I am sure you can see that there is definitely no “need” to be greedy and 90-95% of human on earth “can have more”, a more abundant and sustainable style of living, live up to their full happiness and potential while fulfilling self-responsibility as part of Life.

There will also be system, presumably computerized with minimum human management involved because at this moment, system is far more reliable than human itself. I am sure you would agree with me the number one disaster on earth is not how often a computer program or IC chips will fail and have disastrous affects in our daily live. Human corruption is way far more devastating and abusing 95% of all human on earth atrociously every day. Anyone that still have greediness inside them will be detected by the system and will go through a remediation process, because greediness is not best for all and anything that is not best for all will be prohibited, they will be isolated from the EMS system because they post a thread to everyone and when they have “cured” their greediness, they can return to the EMS and reacquire their access and equality status as everyone else.

When your future, your housing/food/clean water/transportation needs are guaranteed and secured, you have the right to access every products every made to make your Life a dignified Life while you are on earth – just like any other person on earth, you as anyone on earth will be treated equally. There is “no need” to be greedy. If you still “want to experience greediness”, you have a psychological problem and you need help. Your privileges as an EMS citizen will be stripped and go through research/monitor and rehabilitate. When you have cured your “sickness” of want to experience greedy, you earn your trust and EMS privileges again and you can rejoin everyone else as a citizen of EMS – “equally”.

No more contracts with equal money:

I would like to start with: what is contract? Contract mainly exists in capitalism as an “agreement” between two/more parties, because no human on earth can be trusted amongst each other(even family members), in order to protect both parties will fulfill their obligations according to the terms on they agree, they signed a contract and if any parties default their “promise”, the other party can “sue” the default party for compensation(money). So in short, contract is about a guarantee of “I can trust you” and money. Both parties that default or sue for compensation all stem from the starting point of acquiring more money as personal profit.

Within an EMS, you can trust people participate in an EMS, just like currently we can trust amongst real Destonians. Everyone’s starting point within an EMS on earth will support each other “equally”. All EMS participants will totally understand they need to take self-responsibility including taking care of each other, and in return, the EMS will take care of everyone “equally”. So there is no really need to have “contracts”. We in EMS are equally all responsible if anyone “screw up”, all human beings are oneness/one body/one corporation/one big family. Like a family, when your children pour the orange juice on the floor and start crying at you asking for help, you wouldn’t say: honey, you signed a “contract” and it is your responsibility to take care of yourself and I will sue you if you fail to carry out the terms in the contract, would you? I am quite sure you would ask your spouse to carefully pick up the shattered glasses, you’d likely to bring a mop to soak the juice on the floor before it further damage the floor, telling all children not to come close, and the older brothers and sisters help the young kid clean him/herself up in the bath room. Then everyone check to make sure everything is taken care of and “no one” inside the family might be harmed/hurt by the shattered glasses. Ask your child: honey what happened? Try to prevent similar situations from happening like, give him/her a plastic cup. Teach him/her rather drink two cups of half-filled orange juice than a too heavy one full glass of orange juice. I am quite sure you wouldn’t talk to your little angels: Now, you failed to comply with the terms. According to the contract we have signed, we will sue you for default and compensate us, would you? As you can see, best for all isn’t a difficult “concept” to comprehend. We do what is best for all automatically within “families”. Normal middle to lower class families. If you are born in a multi-billion/elite/big corporate family then it’s totally another story – because of greediness, currently every human on earth will betray and back stab anyone including their own father or mother for self-profits as money.

So if contract is not “needed” in a family then same thing happens in an EMS – contract is not “needed” in an EMS, isn’t it? Within an EMS it is just another “one big family”. This family == all human beings on earth, we are truly all brothers and sisters no matter what color of skin or personality you have, we are from the same source, we are oneness and equal, we are actually one big family. Later on, once EMS has been installed, we can move to the next phase of including everything like animals, nature, earth etc.

I wouldn’t need a contract to stipulate me and stress me every day, every minute, every second to force me to fulfill what I agree to perform. I perform/do because I understand my self-responsibility in playing a role in the EMS to support myself and everyone else – providing the necessary necessities and services to make every baby/every children/everyone happy. Besides, in capitalism, there is no point of contracts. As long as greediness and survival exists, contracts are either used for “exploitation” – how I can exploit more fortune/money by using lawyers/judges/judicial system/contracts for my self-profit? I’m sure you have seen these in newspapers and TVs daily and it’s only a tip of the ice berg. They use lawyers and contracts to sue for compensations, use lawyers and contracts to refuse taking self-responsibilities.

Let me tell you a story. I enjoy seeing children/people laughing/enjoying breakfasts in the morning. I love the sun shine and the freshness smelling of grass. I love to take care of animals like chicken enjoy seeing them. I know at this moment everyone “unfortunately” still need to eat to nurture their bodies. So I decide, in this 6 months, I want to take my self-responsibility and experience being a chef that cook breakfasts for everyone in my neighborhood. On weekdays I wake up at 6 a.m., walk to the “free restaurant” for everyone in the neighborhood. I learn/start preparing the food, vegetables, chicken. At, 7 a.m. I work with others together we make chicken congees, or pizzas, or French toasts with jam, scramble eggs, maybe beacons too. Once ready, people start coming from all over help themselves. We take turn to eat also. Everyone come inside the restaurants truly gratitude for our work and understand that they will take turn/take our position too(of course, it’s only 4-6 years of conscription works). We have people dedicated to wash the dishes/clean up and I might “play/experience” as a dishwasher 6 months later. I don’t need to worry about: I need money! I need money! Else I’d starved to death on the street, or I wouldn’t have shelter, it would be as painful/totally agony to die like that! No, it won’t happen anymore in an EMS because we either enjoy together or if necessary, suffer together “equally”. In the afternoon, I take some rest/play with the children/pets/animals for awhile. Then I learn/assist the folks with preparing lunch or afternoon tea for everyone in the neighborhood.

I mean, you have just seen what it will be like “working/experiencing” in an EMS. There is no need for contract, isn’t it? If I am sick that morning, someone will take over my place because it is their self-responsibility too. If someone is sick and I will take over their place because we are one big family “equally”. Contract is about devious, cunning, profit, greedy, enslavement, forcing someone to work for you, suing, self-profit, capitalism, lying(because you signed it so there is no turning back). EMS is about oneness, equality, love your neighbor as yourself, give others what you would like to receive, self-responsibility, one big family. I mean, simple and obvious isn’t it?

No more misdiagnoses:

Misdiagnoses is a complex topic. Nowadays, the whole medical field is a “profit making business”. Corporations, Pharmacy, Doctors, Drug companies, research – all are aiming at making profit. Everyone in the medical field only care about how much profit/money they can make. I am quite sure if you went to a doctor couple of times and you’d quickly realize doctors don’t care whether how to cure your health at all, doctors only care about how they can suck money out from your pocket. As far as I know, there are lots of misdiagnoses happened because doctors are inexperienced or too stressed and make mistakes themselves. Some patients are misdiagnosed because they do not have the money to pay for the laboratory or doctor to do tests on them, so the sickness/symptoms were unaware and deteriorate fast. When they are observable it is already too late for any treatments. Corporation and the whole medical business do not care about value of Life.

In an EMS, every Drug department, doctor, pharmacy, hospital will not be self-ownership/profit oriented. It will be for best for all. The best medical diagnostic equipments and research will be provided for every hospital “equally”. All doctors and researchers will collaborate aiming at working for best for all. They will have access to the best equipments. Since profit/money is out of the picture, the value of Life how to protect Life at best for all will be everyone’s goal. The most advanced portable diagnosis machines will be available to everyone at their home. For example, every morning everyone on earth can take their body check for free, monitored by computers and storing information in the central database. System will alert Doctors for any irregular fluctuation in readings and arrange for detailed checkups. Sickness can be detected and treated properly at way early stage.

Doctors are not profit/money oriented and are less stressful. I mean, right now the scenario is: I am a doctor, I want my luxury living, I want to go to cruise, I want a Mercedez Benz, I want to buy lots and lots of properties so I don’t have to work at 40s. Retire playing my golf collecting my rents and flipping my properties through buy and sell – totally lost in greediness. In an EMS, doctors are people that really understand self-responsibility and take care of others as themselves’ medical needs equally. They will have the best and durable equipments to assist them in diagnosing patients. And I mean, when nobody “needs” to make profit or private ownership do not exist anymore, corruption will be no more, Doctors deliberately prescribing specific drug company’s products and collecting commissions/benefits/’sponsorships from drug company will be no more. Every diagnosis/service/prescription/operation will be for the patient, available for everyone equally on earth. Aiming at serving/providing what is best for the patient and what is best for all. How much does it cost is totally absolutely out of the picture. Equally for everyone on earth.

With the best equipments provided Free for everyone, everyone is much less stressful in working, almost daily Free computerized medical checkup and corruption and commission ceased to exist – the number of misdiagnosis will greatly decrease and doctors’ every prescription/operation/checkup/act will be solely aiming for preserving and flourishing value of Life and for best for all.

手機與電影: Workingman's Dead (1)

2011-11-29T01:58:00.000-08:00

這幾天可以說是極度疲累. 其實在我開始學習在網上購物時已經發現每當需要購物時, 就需要在網上看大量大量, 無數的資料/報告. 像我小時候看見無數人在我們香港叫馬會投注站一樣, 為了錢(笑現在是想省錢)而做大量的讀報告. 二三十年前我們笑那些賭馬的人比我們小學生還要𠢄奮. 我眼中的世界, 經過了二三十年變成怎樣了? 我們互相變得極不能信賴, 唯一可以信賴的就只有身邊的錢. Bernard 說出了重點中的重點: 世界上每一個人都懼怕餓死, 害怕受苦奴隸死, 然而為了鞏固/保障/消除自已對餓死/被奴隸死 "郤容許讓"其他人在這世界上活活餓死奴隸死, 而不肯用一個怎樣令世界上每一個人, 都可以得到平等保障, 平等食物, 平等住屋的世界或活在平等保障的系統裏 -- 活在這個世界裏是不會有受痛苦的恐懼的, 除非你有精神病.

資本主義是令每一個人都得繁盛照顧, 老有所養幼有所依那麼完美的系統嗎? 人真的必定要有回報才肯獻力的嗎? 我們在 Desteni 不正在無條件/無受薪的情況下, 為了全世界所有人其實都是自已, 所有生命都是平等的理念而在每刻奮鬥着嗎? 比如我, 我不經不覺已經參與貢獻了三年了. 理念只要是全体最大得益為出發點, 我們已經証明了人類是不需要為回報/報酬或錢才"肯"給其他人給予幫助/援手的. 而且是可以持久貢獻下去的. 為了全世界所有人活在平等富裕系統裏, 人類是可以無私的持久獻力的! 因為 -- 我在照顧其他的 "我", 這是我的自我-責任, 這是我喜愛的 "報應後果", 我是所有人的其中一份子, 我生產的最好產品如 iphone, mercedes benz 我作為其中一份子我也得到平等的享用和照顧. 而我工作是為了實質地愛地球上所有的小孩子, 愛所有地球上所有膚色的人, 動物, 植物, 地球. 我們是一体的. 這不是為了個人享受/賺錢, 這是真正愛的實質表現.

我們今天已經變成了活在一個什麼樣的世界呢? 我最近轉了一間手機服務商. 當然, 我本來付 $25一個月, 新的只需 $17.5/月還送無限的短訊和無限的手機上網. 因為我没有用手機上過網, 所以是很吸引的. 當然, 這就是包括我以前, 沒有看到資本主義的幣病 -- 我們只要更多更多人可以享用, 更平更平的產品服務. 而這個世界, 沒有一樣東西不是相對和總要某個人, 扮演犧牲的角色. 怎樣省下 30%, 怎樣可以 "變魔術"? 資本主義真的是 David Copperfield 嗎? 小女孩說: 不! 我知道魔術是假的! 是, 然而我們郤相信資本主義, 利用石油, 利用濫虐大自然, 我們已經進入了從虐待動物奪取動力, "進化"成虐待地球 -- 石油來轉變成動力的世紀. 看! 新的 Civic, Camry! 278匹馬力! 更強! 更快! 我們的舒適來自那裏? 石油! 地球. 看不到, 更潔淨! 是嗎? 還是以前動物會號泣而現在, 石油只是死物, 不會叫. 還是天災在替地球, 大自然在申冤. 當然, 怎麼會? 天災在替地球, 石油申冤? 神經病!? 還是人類事實上全都在一間叫 "貪婪"的精神病院裏行屍走肉着? 迷失在性行為或自慰中. 不然怎樣解釋在短短三年就有無數的大地震和海嘯? 很不幸地, 現在我所見大部份人類已經被洗腦到了完全失去了 "常識"(common sense)的地步.

難道我們真的只有在大家都在受着慘痛/悲哭時, 在這種 "平等"慘痛時我們才會肯考慮: 噢! 我們全都應該活在一個互相照顧所有人都得到平等照顧的系統裏. 實質有系統的覆行耶穌的教訓: 愛你的鄰人就如愛你自已, 你給予其他人的就是你想得到的! 難道真的要所有人都在痛痛痛之中時, 我們才會問問題, 而問問題就是運用 "常識"的第一步. 當以前的我, 和很多人現在, 分散注意力在每天電視, 網上賣弄的色情, 性愛, 刺激, 電玩(90% 以上都是在賣弄殺人, 暴力, 或年幼, 性 - 看看日本的 RPG遊戲, 跟本就是在賣弄性感或𢓭男幼女). 當中年, 少年男女全都沉迷在這些, 或追星的夢中, 明星是什麼? 骨子裏還是性感覺. 他們會運用常識問問題嗎?

Equal Money System FAQ - Alcohol, Transition and Rewards! (Updated)

2011-11-26T23:44:00.000-08:00

1. Why will alcohol consumption end with an EMS?

Alcohol, as you can sit in a pub and observing people that drink and drink and drink(but don’t drink yourself). It proves right in front of my eyes that alcohol only makes people’s ego/mind – currently a mad beast out. Using Alcohol as an excuse to “dangerously bold” doing whatever they have in thoughts, including: fighting, harming, hurting other people, raping, drunk killing/driving people on the streets and can have excuses that “I was drunk”, that wasn’t me. Alcohol is a paradise to drunkies, or as Bernard called them: rotten people's food because! People are not satisfied, they are either in pain in real life or want to run away momentary and within that few hours their mind consciousness systems integrate with the alcohol chemical structure and they “apparently” feel free, “happy”, exhilarate, wild etc. It feels like once they are drunk, they are tied on a roller coaster and they just let the mind consciousness system drive their physical bodies for them, and they just sit there enjoying the exhilaration. Alcohol serves no purpose but extremely prolong and make you suffer more in your process – totally unnecessarily.

I used to drink beer before I get in touch with Desteni. During holidays, I can almost “feel” people are excited around me – the whole city, everyone are excited, merry joyful especially during Christmas. I wanted to feel that too, I wanted to feel merry and happy too but I hardly know anyone, don’t have many friends. Especially when they have girlfriends, they don’t have time to take care/meet with you during holidays. So I closed my door and drank a few bottles of beer on holidays. It didn’t help much, at first it was quite cozy and the ego/mind consciousness system proliferated but later when holiday by holiday, each holiday I have to drink more and more to get the same level of hung over. The next morning, is feeling sick and have a feeling of don’t feel well asking myself what was the drunk for? It’s not worth it.

So, for what is best for all, for everyone’s good including, the pedestrian’s good, those that are potential beings murdered, hit, tremored, raped, those that would go through tremor of suddenly lose a husband/wife/father mother overnight, those that will even harm themselves or brutally let their ego harming other plants and animals. No alcohol will be allowed within an EMS. Besides, when everyone can literally live in a better world, with greater support from each others, only need to work for 4-6 years(depend on how many children we will have on earth) and can have all basic necessities until they die. If they are still not satisfied and want to run away from this heavenly style of living, truly expressing themselves amongst other life forms on earth in an acceptable and harmony way. Then, special treatment centers and professionals will help them and research on why and how to prevent this happen on our children again in the future. There is no need to hide or run away from your daily life. Life will be extremely fun while everyone respect each other as part of Life and we are all part of Life on earth, everyone not necessary be similar but is equal in all ways. Work becomes optional and alcohol from the starting point of best for all, even for the drunkies’ own good, will not be allowed.

According to one of the statistic sites http://dontdiedrunk.org/drunk-driving-stats/?gclid=CO_bh_rB-awCFRBphwodcV6cUg, in 2009, 32% of all United States traffic deaths are killed by drunk driving, that is drunk driver approximately kill someone every 48minutes. 254,000 people suffered injuries due to alcohol related accident.

From http://www.learn-about-alcoholism.com/alcohol-statistics.html, 100,000 people die in United States each year because of excessive alcohol drinking. Alcoholism costs U.S. 40 – 60 billions of dollars per year.

So from the starting point of what is best for all, should I/We say: because it feel good and that is our “free choice” to experience what we like, instead of finding a solution to prevent the “certain” outcome of millions of death per year. As you can see, obviously, alcohol has caused tremendous deaths, pain and suffering to either the drunker or their victims and their families. From the starting point of act in what is best for all, from alcohol’s sole purpose is just to proliferate/enhance the systems inside human beings – I am sure you would agree with me that within an Equal Money system, alcohol will be prohibited.

Also, when everyone’s starting point is not profit anymore. We will only produce goods that support Life and are best for all. Alcohol and street drugs will not be produced anymore because nobody needs to make profit anymore. Everyone will have all the necessities like housing, food, clean water. All sort of atrocities currently are “legal” because of profits. Corporations make profits from selling alcohols, street drugs, firearms and even prostitutions. Currently laws are only a tool to becalm the public. If laws are effective in prohibiting all those mentioned crimes, then we wouldn’t see them operating in the streets and downtown serving the rich and upper class. As long as there is personal profit, as long as the majority of people do not realizing it is profit as most notorious represented in capitalism that is causing all these atrocities on earth, the good days will never come and things around us will only collapse faster and faster. The majority currently don’t even know the details of how capitalism works. As long as you have money, it doesn’t matter where you get your money from. The government/Elite are not interested in finding a solution for the majority or curing any forms of crimes on earth. They only interest in control and profit. Each product like pornography or street drugs and alcohol that do not serve for best for all will be prohibited and will not be produced/supported. Only what is best for all will allow and remain in an EMS.

2. What will be the transition be like in all areas of life?

First of all, the economic crisis, natural disasters and the escalating for world war III will get worse and worse, getting compounded and compounded. Until in a moment where half of the world population realize – there is no practical solution and no way out, not even world war III can resolve anything. If world war can resolve anything, we would have been actually evolved and learn from what previous world war I, II and all the anonymous world wars in the history of mankind. It will require everyone that really understand what it means to live in a structure of love(and care) your neighbor like yourself, what you give(to others) is what you would like to receive(from others).

The elite and those that print/control money in the world will remain so and as Bernard said: they are untouchable. However, a peculiar point to consider is – the elite are just the minorities in the world, they are always in fear of the mass population yet they require slaves (you and me and most of the population in the world) to support their throne, to do the works for them. So it is “actually” the majority, mass population, has the power they just haven’t realized it yet – how to pledge, access their power and support the groups that can bring them a equality future. How fast can we outrun the manifestation of world war III depends on how many people join Desteni and start walking their process like joining DIP. Those that do not participate are all doomed.

In what I see it, it should not be a beautiful picture of transition. Because I have been walking with and support Desteni for three years now and only a handful of people really join and support Desteni. In a Chinese phrase is: they won’t shed tears until they see their coffins. Some seeing Desteni as an interesting and fun magazine, some just boost their ego to offend Desteni. So it is all about partially using self-forgiveness to clear oneself, clearing one’s essence so their outer world will change, the other part in doing whatever one can to let others aware and know that capitalism is destined to doom, it’s destined to only benefit a few that have tremendous amount of money, it is destined to use wars to make tremendous amount of profits, it is a tool for the elite to create a fake “equal opportunity” of he can rise from poor and become a lawyer, she can rise from poor and become a doctor and live in luxurious heaven, therefore lol “So can you and your children” – does capitalism really guarantee you? “Equal Opportunity” for everyone? If you look with common sense, can you see your “opportunity” in capitalism?

First, it will be Basic Income Grant(BIG) for everyone that cannot find a job, to buy us some more time to train and prepare the new EMS political leaders ready to run for elections – we are going to change the world legally. Once their starting point is best for all in all ways, in taking care of others as what you would like to receive. It is people’s starting point of their acts in greediness that has been causing all sorts of atrocities on earth.

Second, 95% of the factories will be closed because products and goods from now on will be as durable as possible, tremendously reduce the amount of garbage throw at field dump everyday. So for example you can have your best ipod that last for 100 years. It will first be in the rich countries like North America and Europe first. Once Equal Life Foundation candidates have successfully elected(by enough amount of people come out and vote for them). Of course it will require commercials, advertisements and money. We all have to be practical – there is no Jesus that will come and turn water into money or Jinni out of a lamp to do everything for Desteni and ask: yes master?

The most important is to stop all slavery and everyone left within an EMS and staying on earth start taking self-responsibility. Stop all abuses and atrocities on other human, animals, plants, Earth etc. Securing a trustable money distribution system(possibly electronic) where instead of earning money to pay each day or you starved to death or totally excluded from the shielding of support from the system, you being as part of Life get certain amount of “basic money” automatically each month to buy necessities like food, rent, utility, transportation, medical expenses etc. At this state It is too early to speculate what the transition will be like, but for sure everyone’s starting point will be for best for all.

Supplement:

Let’s look at for instance, the Family, Law, Jobs area.

Family conflict will increase as people cannot suppress their emotions inside them, they would literally acting out what they want. It would be chaos. Relationships breaking up and people will be more and more difficult to find any jobs. Hopefully if we have enough support from around the world, we will be able to push BIG(Basic Income Grant) to alleviate the financial crisis of most middle to slave class families, buying us more time to support/train Destonians to push for EMS on 2020. Also, currently in capitalism, family is only an alliance formed amongst a few family members trying to increase their survival rates, to better battle in the world for competition and money. At the end of the day, we are living in the fake illusion of family members have similar genes and we can “trust family members” more than people in the outside world. Family members take care/support each other looking for rewards/favors. A temporary strategic alliance for increasing each other’s chance of survival and benefits through competing with people in the world. Family itself is also a tragic ordeal, when mom and dad are fully occupied by go to work, doing chores, taking care of young children. Constantly battling/quarreling because of money and expanses. Most Parents are not educated and prepared to have children/family and just programmed their children become their exactly duplicate when they grow up and causing problems, like criminals, rapists, or having harmful personalities like bullying and brutal.

In an Equal Money system, everyone knows that everyone is the same and basically everything in existence is just another me. Human beings become humanity – one body. Everyone will be taken care of equally, and fulfilling self-responsibility equally. Competition will be no more and everyone agrees/understand that there is a consequence of everything that you do or don’t do. Family will be a structure supporting everyone instead of “I need to survive”. Partners will go to agreements to support each other in walking their process, a supportive based instead of a “feeling/energy” based. Parents will be trained/educated or even simulated before they actually go setup a family. They might need to learn and use the tools to clean themselves, their consciousness first before they can have babies because their children’s consciousness will be downloaded from the parents. If the parents are not cleared themselves, they are just re-creating the problems inherited in their children and history/everything just repeat itself 20 years later when the child grow up. Of course, as you already know by just need to work for 4-6 years in one person’s life time, parents will have way more “personal free time” to enjoy with their partner and children. Taking care of themselves and their children, much more time spending with their family and together explore what does it mean by being part of Life and being part of nature, part of earth, part of existence etc.

The current law system only serves two purposes: Giving the public an illusion that they are safe and living in a “justice” and fair world, everyone with apparently “equal opportunity” for succeed. The media is totally controlled by the big corporations and government that all information and news are pre-filtered before they are broadcasted. Nowadays, laws and justice system are only corporations and rich people’s tools, under the disguise of a beautiful name – “serving the public and for justice“ to exploit every possible means of corporational as personal profits, stem-ed from greediness and personal monetary/property ownership. I am sure you would agree with me that almost 80-95% of the public don’t even realize this fact.

The economic crisis will deteriorate/collapse fast. The capitalisms all over the world amongst different countries are collapsing, jobless everywhere, riots escalating everywhere. Elite will try to “discharge” these riots by instigating world war III and is in progress already. People all over the world will lose control can’t control their thoughts and become murdering beasts, number of criminals will sky rocket. And I mean, as our history has shown us over thousands of years – law couldn’t stipulate human or diminish greediness and would not have any effects on the escalating numbers of human losing self-control and plainly act out whatever they have in their mind/thoughts/backchats. Supposely, Laws are mutual “agreements for justice” that everyone will stipulate to build/consolidate the foundation of “fairness” in capitalism. However, because of self-interest, self-ownership, greediness the humans including the elite setup the laws system into a money game, a liar’s competition. I mean, look at our current world today: Lawyers, Judges, Governors, Presidents, Corporations all study and work for personal-ownership, greediness as money, aren’t they? We keep changing the laws and nothing have really change in this 2000 years. We still live in an ever corrupting world all because of greediness.

In an EMS, the laws and justice system will be monitored by mathematics and highly computerized with minimal human participation. I am sure you would agree a mathematic computer system currently is way far more reliable and “honest” than a president or a judge, isn’t it? We will live in an EMS world where only laws stipulating human to act in best for all will be retained. All other laws are obsolete and will not be needed because everyone left in the EMS will use Laws, as real mutual agreements, to guard and assist human beings to act in what is best for all – best for all other humans, animals, plants, nature, earth etc. Personal-ownership will not exist, yet everyone will be absolutely “equal” – you can access whatever tools that are needed to facilitate/enrich while you are living/staying on earth, you as every human on earth everyone as you can access these ipods, laptops, cars, houses equally. I mean without personal-ownership and everyone’s future and living standards are guaranteed equally, obviously there is no “need” to be greedy. Without the need to be greedy, EMS Laws aiming for perfecting what is best for all, finally for the first time in human history laws and justice system can really/practically function as a tool to guide/assist/help humans in both protecting the public being harmed and detecting/helping those that have “problems“ inside them and need help/remediation/assistance before they act out and harm others.

Currently in capitalism. Everyone only cares about themselves totally live in separation where nobody can really be trusted and even family members plot against each other when huge amount of money/self-advantages are involved. When I look at the family relationships closely, Closeness between family members are just an illusion that not many people have realized. Most if not all humans on earth are currently selfish, self-interest as greedy as money. Corporation make money/profit through abusing earth sucking oil for “free” out of the ground to motivate machines to replace workers – through industrialization. More and more people will lose jobs because of computerized and industrialized. Capitalism will collapse, the earth will not be able sustain the amount of abuse by 7 billions of humans “worshiping” greediness(as money), self-interest, fuick the planet fuick the rest relentless consumerism. I mean, as you can see from 2007 – 2011, things have collapse tremendously and as Bernard mentioned, they will try to use every way possible to save capitalism and that’s exactly what they are doing now. I am sure you would agree with me as Einstein once said: you cannot solve new problems with old methods. It just won’t work. The core/cause of every atrocities are greediness and inequality in every human. I mean, can you notice any “equality” in capitalism? None at all, can’t we? It is the abusive nature of capitalism, the inequality the relentless consuming for self-interest. We have fatal flaws in our capitalism. Everyone “can” live in an advanced technological society and every job can be done by robots is just an illusion – it only happens in Marvel comics and Hollywood movies.

What we are pushing to help people have a less painful transition period is BIG(Basic Income Grant). Everyone that cannot find a job will receive a small amount of money each month to help them alleviate their sufferings. There will soon where people will not be able to find jobs and the accumulated angriness will need to be exert outward, such as the Occupying Wall Street. As you can see, people are beginning to realize that 90% of the money/fortune/properties are owned/controlled by 5% of the people/families in the tip of the enslavement pyramid. However, riots such as OWS are enpowered by angriness not really a legal way to use the system to change the system. Besides, currently not many people on earth have realized that they can use a close to perfect EMS to replace capitalism – for the first time on human history, they can sleep peacefully without closing their door. For the first time in history, we and our children are not competition motivated but love your neighbor as yourself, give as what you would want to receive from others “equally”. BIG is the biggest possible assistance during this transition period – buy us some time to prepare and train candidates into politics elections all over the world. Changing our government through election – I mean, finally for the first time, Equal Life Party a political party that you can really trust and pledge to work for you, work for your family, work for your children, work for everyone on earth “equally” for best for all.

When the EMS is setup, there is “no need” to be greedy and I mean obviously, no need to find whatever means possible to make personal-profits. Up to 95% of the factories around the world will be closed and products will be designed/engineered/produced as best as you can imagine, as durable as last over 100 years. Nothing comes for free, so you only need to work for 4-6 years depend on how many children or human are born on earth then all your necessities are provided and you are guaranteed to have access to every products “equally“ as everyone else on earth – No matter how old you are or what color of your skins are, whether you are Caucasian, Asian, Arabian or Black everyone is the same equally as part of Life. Now, as you already know nothing comes from free – someone has to produce the goods/products. We can make goods last over 100 years but we cannot make goods magically appears. People t go to the new factories because they love the EMS and want to support EMS. Like if someone ask me: do you love your neighbor as yourself equally? Do you give others what you would like to receive? I said: yes, I do. They then ask: how? Show me. “One way” of showing you love your neighbor, children and animal on earth “physically and practically” is go to work in factories. Producing goods/products for them and in return, everyone including me/you/my children/your children/everyone’s children are guaranteed to have access to these products. Everyone will provide support as they are happy and as they can and in return they and everyone will be taken care of – “equally”. So in EMS, going to work becomes something that you pledge your support to humanity or even existence, taking your self-responsibility as part of life and something fun to “experience”. No pressure, no stress, no survival, no competition, no enslavement, no more greediness, no more profit. The only one that can “profit” from better technologies are “everyone/every human”. You can always “quit working“ and switch to someone else working in some others fields that you want to “experience” e.g. research, rest for awhile or visit around the world. Then come back and produce goods when needed. There is no contract or obligation but EMS requires you to understand what it means by taking self-responsibility and what is oneness and equality, what is best for all. When I understand we are all from the same source and everything is just another me, I automatically understand I need to take self-responsibility and do what is best for all in every moment. I am happy that I can contribute to Desteni and I just keep doing it happily and willingly, no monetary/rewards are needed because I understand they(same as EMS) need support and I as part of Life need to take my self-responsibility. The only question is: what position should I take to make the most out of me?

3. What about rewards for great performance within an equal money system?

As Bernard have said – within an EMS, one’s starting point will not be self-profit anymore. What you do, what you research or compose of any ideas and lead to a solution or a new product, for the better of everyone, every life forms. Anyone that contribute or work because they realize they are part of all life-form and it is everyone’s self-responsibility to according to their talent or specialties, to work for every Life form and with every Life form. Everyone within an EMS knows they don’t own anything, they have rights to use basic necessities like cars and houses but they don’t own anything. They don’t own much personal possessions.

People within an EMS will not be motivated by reward, which in what I see, is also another form of “greed”. People that are driven by reward is literally making a statement of: I won’t take care of anyone/take my self-responsibility as part of all Life forms until you give me “privileges” to enslave others for my personal enjoyment else I won’t contribute. It obviously indicates selfishness and do not totally understand what EMS stands for – I am part of every Life forms, we might not be similar but we are all equal. I take my self-responsibility and take care of everyone and that including me in it.

As Bernard mentioned there might be parties for people gather together and celebrate that we have achieved some breakthroughs for everyone to have a better living, then we all continue with the new technology/products for everyone. Reward only means privilege to enslave others(through I have more money) and if one is motivated by reward only, they are making a statement: I don’t want to live in an EMS system where every children, animals, life forms earth are being taken care of equally and I benefit from as a part of Life. I want to live back in the old capitalistic world and I want to climb to the top of the enslavement pyramid so I can be king/queen/elite that enslave everyone with me having lots of money. I don’t care how other Life forms are suffered or the atrocities on millions of people on earth every second every day – I want my reward. To me these people are a danger to others that truly support EMS and treat every life forms equally and should be locked up and research on them.

This is possible. Look at currently hundreds of Desteni leadership forum members, including myself and more, are contributing themselves daily to Desteni and push EMS to solve the problems, get rid of greediness so everyone every Life forms including ourselves can benefit too. For example, I have been contributing continuously for three years now. Yes it takes time and effort to support/contribute but me as most of the leadership forum members – we see this is legitimate and happy to be part of it, happy to be able to contribute to Desteni and setup of EMS, happy to use/spend our limited time on earth together making a difference/a chance to the current capitalistic system. I am sure I can say we are not motivated by rewards, we are doing it because we realize this is right, the portal is right, EMS is definitely the solution, not throwing a computer or printer every 3-4 years is right, making a computer that will be the best of the best and lasts over 100 years is right and we support Desteni, we contribute Desteni. We ask ourselves in every moment: how can I be more effective in taking roles and participate in Oneness and Equality, in supporting all other Life forms as me.

To me, the greatest reward is me as part of Life. Play a role in the EMS and as a citizen of an EMS, my motivation and starting point is not “reward” or what you will give me in return or else I wouldn’t do any work/support to anyone else – that is self-interest, that is separation. I mean, if I ask you: do you want to live in separation, instead of acknowledge that you are part of Life/existence that you have obligations and rights to fulfill self-responsibility/Life responsibility, and enjoy together with every human, everything in existence together? I am sure you would say: No, I am part of Life and I take my life-responsibility and enjoy with everyone everything else “equally”, wouldn’t you? Anyone that won’t love their neighbor as themselves, limited themselves proclaiming they rather live in separation, will not give others equally as what they would like to receive, only cares about his/her little energy enjoyments and fuick the world and support every forms of enslavement, using money to whip/enslave 95% of people on earth. I mean, would you support a person like this? Would you want this person continue to stay on earth? Is he/she post a threat/harm to existence? Would it be best for all to “remove” them as soon as possible? Through Germs/Virus, Natural Disasters, Earth Quakes whatever means possible? I am sure you don’t want to be one of them on the “remove list”, do you?

記錄片 Project Home (2)

2011-11-26T20:02:00.000-08:00

看一看唐/漢/元/明/清, 每一個時代都在盡一切能力來濫虐着身邊的一切. 而每一個人都是活在沒有明天的樣子, 拼命的在貪婪或在奴隸金字塔裏, 看似在平等地往上爬. Bernard 說得極透徹: 數不盡的赤貧裏, 有一兩個人成為醫生, 或律師法管, 甚至所謂白手興家不是平等, 這像賭塲一樣只是某一兩個人中了頭奬, 脫離了貧窮. 而大家都拼命的支持現有的制度, 並且每天鞭策自已的孩子, 要像他們一樣 -- 要利用讀書來中彩票. 我可以保証 -- 只要一天貪婪還存在, 我們全都會活在拼命濫虐一切, 即是走向自毁, 走一條更長更痛苦的進程/路. 只是簡單的食用肉就需要消耗種植植物八倍的石油來生產, 當然在現階段我們還是需要肉食的(例如 2柸半的石油來生產一個芝士漢堡 http://letterfromserendipity.com/how-crude-oil-does-it-take-to-make-one-cheeseburger/), 而且最致命的不是食物. 片本沒有提到的是工廠(我相信大企業是不會告訴你對個人自身利益有衝突的資訊的)每天消耗的石油量, 像變魔術般生產出數以億計 "越快壞越好的產品". 我一直都忽略了這個世界沒有一樣東西是理所當然, 或是沒有魔術的.

所以, 在大企業支持下拍出的 Home Project 只是真相的一部份. 還有軍備, 只是美國 2006年就已經消費了 130億美元!的石油. 今天的軍隊還是為保護我們的國家/生命財產嗎? 對我來說不是. 軍隊一直只是一個統治者的工具, 用來鞏固統治和奪取更多的財富. 美國的人民可以享受物質豐足的生活, 因為他們有強大的軍隊而且, 正不斷的和歐洲聯手佔領中東的產油國. 而每一個人心㡳裏(我以前也是)都明白, 先進的軍隊是舒適生活的保障. 每一個國民心底裏也是同意侵略其他國家帶來的 "利益"的. 而且, 因為這不關 "我"事, 不是我的痛是其他人, 或某個黑黑的中東人的痛苦. 跟 "我"沒有切膚之痛. 不會感同身受. 我們應該只關心我們的 PSP, Wii, 音樂, 性能量高漲, 美食, 錢(個人貪婪)嗎? 我們應該繼續管其他人死活嗎? 如果真的因為每一個你怎樣對待其他就是你自作孽將來的因果, 那是否代表你需要体驗變成中東的受害者, 然後我們互相一世又一世的對調穿對方的鞋(位置)? 我們應該有國界嗎? 國界是代表把人類分成不同的經濟待遇/級數. 最高級的如北美/歐洲人, 然後是亞洲, 最差是南美和非洲. 我們不應該把所有軍備侵略的開支, 用來支援全世界每秒都在餓死的人和小孩嗎? 只要出發點是平等的支援全世界所有人, 我們是不需要龐大的軍隊的. 這些在平等富裕金錢 FAQ裏都有解釋.

我有住屋, 有乾淨的食水和食物時代表我同時有責任, 為其他這刻每天在面對飢餓/死亡/受盡虐待的人為他們出一分力, 而最有效的就是透過平等富裕金錢, 讓每一個都得到平等的照顧, 讓所有 "產品"都是每一個人在自已-責任下可以免費享用的. 讓工作變成一種實質愛你的鄰居所以我透過生產/工作來愛每一個人, 而我在當中也可以享受這些產品的成果, 因為每一個人都是平等得到照顧的. 全体人類裏只要一個小孩受苦/受虐待就是全体人受苦/受虐待. 如果要受苦那我們就平等的受苦. 而不是現在, 在個人貪婪下, 只是一小撮精英, 每天甚至對殺人已經麻林了, 妄顧一切加諸在其他人/動物/大自然地球的身上, 而透過一張綠色的紙幣, 硬把自已的工作, 推給其他奴隸替他們或家族做, 而享樂於自已的小天堂裏. 我的關鍵是平等, 苦樂平等, 照顧平等, 工作/責任平等.

看完記錄片 Project Home (1)

2011-11-13T23:22:00.000-08:00

看完 Home這( Home)套記錄片後. 是震憾地察覺原來為了生產各種肉類, 我們需要消耗大量的石油來推動機器來生產/收割黃豆. 然後運輸黃豆給牛/家禽吃來生產食用肉. 而只是小小一片肉已經消耗大量的石油. 更不用說我們每天開的汽車, 公車, 生產時裝, 手袋, 皮鞋, 運動鞋, 空調身邊所有一切都需要石油來推動. 而所有人, 包括我還未接觸 Desteni前也一樣(我不是只是在指責其他人), 對身邊一切都已經盲目在 sex或貪婪即是錢, 或競爭求存的石屎森林裏面. 一切都是我要更多錢, 我有錢我就可以有享樂, 其他一切我管不了. 但我奇怪的是, 我在接觸了 Desteni一個多月後已完全對全世界/個人/生命一切改觀, 而我參與了 Desteni有快三年了, 不已經三年了. 然而絶大部份的人接觸過 Desteni的資料後, 大都不大重視.

現時只有極小數的人把 Desteni當做有趣的雜誌來看, 當中極少數極少數的人有投入參與/走自我-宽恕的進程. 我很多時都在想 -- 是那裏出了問題? 言歸正傳. 因為這條片有大企業支持, 所以有漂亮的景觀, 漂亮的音樂, 走編全世界. 正如 Bernard 說: 這本是為了大企業告訴大家, 要獲得大家的支持, 研究新能源來代替石油. 目的只是大企業的貪婪, 片中甚少提到怎樣與大自然, 其他動物甚到地球一起怎樣共存. 我感覺到的訊息是, 我們全都想繼續活在舒適的生活, 那我們就需要用新的能源來取代石油. 更加沒有剖釋全球所有的工廠, 每天不停生產, 消耗龐大的石油..這些一切的事實郤隻字不提. 但我也從中學會了, 我們已經依賴石油和電力到了極嚴重的地步. 所有以為這只是科學家需要傷腦筋的事, 這已經有燃眉之急, Bernard 說我們只有三年的時間來喚醒足夠的人類來參與進程. 否則到過了臨界點後, 全球性廣泛的大飢荒將會影響全世界 -- 包括你我和所有的人類. 當然, Home這套記錄片是有很多資料是不夠 Desteni提供的真實, 如人類和地球是怎樣產生和出現.

裏面提到一點極有趣的是: 我們與身邊一切的環境, 大自然, 動物界是互相依賴的, 破壞這種平衡是導致我們今天局面的後果. 而且更有趣是它指出全球過半的財富掌握在全球百份之 2的手中, 而沒有更深入的指出 -- 這些巨富主要是透過大企業來不斷賺錢的. 真相是我們的貪婪, 導致濫用一切能源來鞭策出個人財富/錢/貪婪. 而只要我可以有很多錢 -- 即是可以合法的奴役其他人(清潔/倒垃圾的, 妓女/男, 我可以合法搶的貨品/餐廳美食, 汽車/洋房). 而所有人就像一切都只有好的後果, 而沒有任何自身/負面的後果而沉醉在這個賭局裏. 我深信只要貪婪一天還存在活着的人類心智系統裏, 沒有石油也一樣.

Equal Money System -- Private corporation and businessman's Future (Revised)

2011-11-02T21:48:00.000-07:00

Q: What is going to happen to the private corporations and businesses of people?

A: Everyone will be taken care of, so no need to panic or worry about what would happen to those dress in nice looking suits, having a shiny/glassy nice office. Everyone’s basic needs/necessities like food, shelter, a house, a warm bed, basic hygiene, clean water, bathing, basic transportation, basic medical support – all of these will be taken care of by the future government – Including the corporation CEOs, Managers, Suited businessman or business ladies.
There will be no more competition or patents. Each and everyone of us together own all the patents. There would be only one corporation and the sole purpose of this “One and Only” corporation on earth – is to spending every second, every bit of effort possible – to perfect everyone/everything’s living/existence. Let’s say, our current technology can make car last 100 years, how about we spend some money and resources on research to make it last longer? So lesser people needs to work in the factory to build the parts or spend time/laboring in repairing our 100 years old cars. We the people each and everyone on earth(including animals, nature and earth) owns this “One and Only” corporation – it guaranteed to work for no one but for us, which is best for all. Not own by George Soros or Bill Gates. No! Profit/self-interest Profit will be obsolete and irrelevant under an Equal Money System.
Nowadays, various corporations compete each other, using laws and patent to wage commercial wars, consumerism wars against each other, attempting to dominate the market and make tons of profit for their CEOs, through abusing/lying/deceiving the public, third world children/labors/all sort of animals/nature/Earth just for a handful few CEO’s greediness – to fulfill of “I don’t care, I want more, more, more, more and more money. I suck more, more and more money as profits from everywhere – I don’t care”. This is the current system that 95% of us are living under and our children will grow up and just become the same/similar salve, have no choice but to survive, try to get a degree and contribute for corporations CEOs.

Under an Equal Money system, this “One and Only” corporation is owned by everyone/everything. The sole purpose of this “One and Only” corporation is to sever and perfect in within respecting all Life serving all humans, animals, nature, Earth etc. for what is best for all. It is setup only to facilitate organizing, distribution/productions/repairs/research and development to benefit humanity/animals/nature and Earth etc. There is no profit at all. For example, I am a truck driver, I distribute the phones/ipods/laptops/TVs from the factory to the cities. I don’t make any profit, I understand I am taking a role and taking my self-responsibility working for take care of all the children on earth, all other human on earth. Besides, I got paid by my laboring hours (as new money). I can fairly exchange let’s say for a stay in Disney land hotel, of course no one will be serving me, everyone is equal and I will need to do my laundry or clean my toilet(after I used them).

Let’s say I am the worker that produce those ipods/laptops/TVs. I know my family and I will be taken care of, our house, food, clean water, children’s bathing/basic hygiene, their transportation(our cars and school bus), our basic medical support are already taken care of. I don’t need to worry about whether they will have food or shelter the next day or when they grow up will they survive because in 2011 – people cannot be trusted everywhere. 2020, we are living in a no need to rob or deceive world. I got a laptop, my children, my colleague got a laptop, my manager, my friends in Europe, my friends in China, my relatives in Africa they all got “their own laptops”. There is no need to “steal” others laptops and re-sell them for money – Everyone on earth’s necessities have been taken care of. I am here to work as a worker yet I am no different than any other one in any positions. We are taking different roles to help/serve me, my family, all humanity, all animals, nature and earth and I got paid. I can exchange the laboring hours (new money) for things that me and my family I enjoy. I don’t need to make profit or make money for survival.

Let’s say I am the corporation’s researcher. In 2011, we research to find every ways possible to make profits for the company. Each new model we just give them minimal upgrades and forcing the public to throw and buy, throw and buy, throw and buy keeping this cycle as short as possible. We only develops products that breaks faster and faster, shorter and shorter product serving period. On our research, we give everything a blank eye, we only maximize the profit of the corporation, which are the CEOs, we consume like viruses, wasting resources on battling against other corporations, using patent as our weapon to guarantee our profits. Now in 2020, I don’t need to worry about me and my family’s survival, the government takes care of our basic necessities. I work for everyone and everything on earth. We already have the technology to produce cars that last for 100 years. We will concentrating in research for make the car last longer say 150 years, consume fewer gas/fuel. Make it safer by protecting both driver, passengers, pedestrians or even animals. We limit the car to a certain amount of speed because we don’t need to meet our tight schedule, work becomes something that you enjoy and contribute so that everyone on Earth can benefit. Without competition and patent, everyone’s research achievements are contributed to make the best car on earth, for everyone on earth without boundaries, no countries, no matter what color of skin you have – Caucasians or African descendents, all will have a car. Because car is a necessity for everyone and children on earth, to have a decent life.

Let’s say I am the CEO/Managers of the corporation. In 2011, Corporation CEOs/billionaires/trillionaires are the source of almost all of the atrocities on earth. Just to fulfill the madness and apparent joyful happiness of a handful billionaires, 95% of the whole humanity have to live in hell every day. What has been supporting these “slaves” are the illusion of capitalism provides everyone an “apparent equal” opportunity that just maybe the slaves or their children, through studying can earn their ticket to leave poverty or suddenly improve their living by earning more money. Those that are in powers use all sorts of controls and means possible to dumb down all children through schools. To provide literally “everything for CEOs’” little heaven, almost all on earth have to go to work and live in hell each day – to work in factory to produce or work in hotel to serve us the CEOs. To support our suits, our beautiful wives and children’s garb, luxuries mansions, private jets, sports cars, boats, maintenance, maids, gardeners. Everyone are our servants, they clean for us, do the laundry for us, cook cuisines for us. CEOs in 2011 are the legal devil on earth. Only few of us acknowledge and support EMS, few can grasp and agree everyone are in fact the same and every person on earth is equal. In 2020 as the handful CEO’s that survive “clean out”, I become a manager. In this “One and only” corporation, I don’t have to worry the people working under me will plot against my fortunes because everyone is equal. Everyone got the basic necessities guaranteed by the government. Everyone just needs to work 4 years conscription and the rest of each one’s basic life supports are taken care of. I don’t need to be greedy anymore, there is no need to greed – everyone has their one and only ipod, laptop, desktop, car etc. I am now more of a manager role in arranging how the “one and only” corporation operates. If I am not needed in management, I will be helping in production or repair and maintenance – I am just like everyone else, everyone is equal. I do not work for my own greediness, I am as part of all human/existence contributing whatever I can so that all human on earth, animals, nature, earth can all benefit. Even if we need to suffer, we suffer for best for all “equally”. I don’t stay in my position forever, we take turns sometimes through voting to determine who take what positions. Voting electronically will be as easy as using internet at home or using credit cards. Critical positions like money related besides of voting by everyone but also each person can chair “these positions only one year“, no matter what.
I also teach children on how atrocious our world was. I make vlogs and blogs to teach our children in 2011 we were living in a man eat man, dog eat dog world. To help the public understand a critical evolution point in humanity: we cannot go on live in system where everyone just mesmerized by money and luxurious living, this is not working and 95% of the population are living in atrocities every day. Everyone don’t love each other, everyone is lost in whatever ways possible to eat each other. We were lost in 2011 that we act like as long as we can run away from the law by employing lawyers, there are no consequences at all. We don’t have to be motivated by greediness. We can be motivated by taking self-responsibility and doing for what is best for all(As a matter of fact, I am typing this I do not get paid I answer this question all from the starting point of practically bringing heaven on earth for our children to come, and I enjoy doing that). I have learned and understand that I am part of existence and I cannot just take and not contribute. Me and my family can still take a trip by fair laboring hours exchange or have the children have a ride of the roller coaster in the fun park.

** I have more time spending with my children and they love me more. I don’t have to spend time and effort on thinking of ways to compete with other brands there will be only one brand. I as part of all can present my worries to the government and they will look at it, if it’s more important than best for all then they will address my worries. I don’t have to worry every second that someone close to me might take over my possessions/money while at the same time, I got what I needed. I am just like everyone else, I have a car, a laptop, an ipod, a desktop. I can explore my life how I want to live happily without worries for money or being robbed.
Let’s say I am the janitor of the “One and only” corporation. In 2011 we were the most frustrated and angry working at the bottom class. We are not being taken care by any government, everyone afraid of become a garbage collector or janitor so they push their kids to study, study and study. Praying they won’t become us one day, they fear us like germs and demons. We are hopeless, we see no hope in the capitalistic enslavement pyramid. We are just “tools” or toilet papers for the riches and everyone who have more money above us. Because of our employer/boss’s greediness, we have lesser and lesser tools and protective gears like gloves or goggles. We are the most abused class, we do most of the laboring work and we got the least paid. We live in constant fear/worry about our survival and anger to the society and envy of everyone’s money, children’s toys, new cars. Why and when is my/our turn? We are literally living in hell every day. Most of us become manipulated by those that are rich including become soldiers/mercenaries, or go riot in different cities, some become criminals. In fact the riches create us, they create all these crime, riots and ransacks. Trying to defend their money/property by police and firearms. The criminals in the jail are not evil we are forced to commit crimes. The real criminals are those that are rich, the billionaires/trillionaires – they cause almost all of the suffering and atrocities in this world because they use us as slaves to support them, their beautiful wives and children’s luxurious living.

In 2020, I don’t need to worry about anything. I don’t need to worry food, shelter, transportations, basic medical/clean water/hygiene’s support all from the government. I just have to work for 4 yours and all those mentioned above are provide by the government until I die. Me and my family even have cars. Greediness is not the starting point of everything anymore. I have a laptop that last over 100 years. My children are educated not to dumb them down but aim at really preparing them, maximize them in all aspects to see what they would like to participate in working and enjoying themselves when they grow up. I have all the protective gears I need to for my work, protecting my hands, face, skins etc. After 4 years, if I for instance, want to enjoy a ride in the theme park like Disneyland or need to buy outside of necessities I can find a job and exchange with fair laboring hours with others. Jobs will be greatly reduced since up to 95% of the factories are closed because things/goods “last” as long as over 100 years! Repair and maintenance are minimal and breaks down/throw away is scarce. Owning products become a Multiple Win-Win situation, instead of just the CEOs/billionaires win situations. I understand that I am contributing to work for all humanity, all animals, nature and earth. My company is aiming at what is best for all, all decisions are based on mathematical equating what approach will benefit the most – best for all. I take my self-responsibility as part of life, part of existence to work. I am just like everyone else we are equal. I am working as a janitor to help and serve everyone because it is necessary to clean the toilets, I feel good after cleaning toilets because I can trust everyone will do the same to contribute and benefit for all – always doing what is best for all. Me as a janitor as part of all humanity, when everything is best for all, when all humanity, animals, nature, earth can benefit – that includes me, I am included, Me and my family “can also benefit” from best for all. To really applying “Equality”, everyone take turns and everyone do the basic necessities support jobs/positions to learn and understand what self-responsibilities are needed. The fast-food or McDonalds type of living(drop by and food miraculously are ready in front of you) is gone forever. Everyone take turns and learn what does it take/means to support each and every human being, animals, plants to live a dignified life on earth.

Free Energy and Equal Money

2011-11-01T22:04:00.001-07:00

Q: Will all energy be FREE in EMS?

A: No, Everything in existence are us, we are all aware and can feel pain. Energy comes from physical which means when we enjoy the power and benefit of energy, the physical “must“ suffer to produce this energy/power for us. There is no such thing as “FREE Energy” on earth. Everything including energy comes from Earth(physical/molecules) and Sun. Without the Sun and Earth we can’t even exist. What FREE Energy means to most people is: Can I have FREE abuse? So that electricity and everything will be free and I can just sit inside my home and let the computers, robots, electricity, energy do all the work for me so I can live in Disneyland/Wonderland for FREE. No need to work anymore.
No, this will never happen. We live in a polarity world and the elite knows extremely well about this – In order to have Billionaires/Trillionaires, you have to have billions of slaves(those that have no money and needs to work to survive) to do the work and make their cloths/cars/build their mansions for them. Same principle here, you want to have billions kW of energy, billions of physical/molecules must suffer to produce that much of energy.
What we will/can do thought under an EMS is: we will have agreements with Sun, Earth and Physical. That we take our self-responsibilities as human, all human as part of existence. Consume certain amounts of energy/electricity and we take care of nature/animals/Earth or even the Sun. If we cannot contribute to them at least we definitely will stop abusing the environment/animals/nature/Earth like how we are currently(2011) lost in greediness within capitalism everywhere in all countries on earth. Whether it will be nuclear power/fossil fuel physical/molecules must be suffered/abused to provide such energy/electricity/power for us. What we can do thought is alleviate physical’s “abuse” into “suffer” or even gratitude for the physical providing energy for us.
This will be determined once the Equal Money System is installed, after we have stopped every 5 second a child die in starving, rape, molested, die in enslaving labor factories, abused to death. After we have ended all greediness so nobody needs to live in constant fear/worrying whether they will have money to buy food/pay bills/pay rent. Or will they be laid off and lose nothing and have to live on the street. After we have installed EMS so that all children on earth can choose whatever job they enjoy doing/contributing for best for all. Not based on how much more money they can earn through the type of job but how they would like to contribute for best for all, every jobs get paid the same salary per working hour. After that, we will make an agreement with Earth, Sun or physical to see how much of energy we can consume each year and what we can do for the Earth, nature, animals or even the Sun.
I can’t emphasize enough – My Friend, there is “NO”! FREE Energy in existence.

Q: Will it be a problem if some difficult area where no one want to live at will be neglected? Will we want all these places populated? How will this type of land/places be used?

A: Firstly, there are lots of animals or plants “live” in these area. Like even in unlivable area like the deserts/tropical thick forests/North Pole. Even inside a volcano, NASA scientists already found there are virus and germs living inside the arsenic lava. So from a starting point of act for best for all, there is no need to deliberately wasting tons of energy/resources just to terra reform these uninhabitable regions, just to populate human there.
Every man, woman children or even animals will be taken care of. No one will be neglected. Modern houses for a dignified life will be built for each families, this is all included in the 4 years conscription package. To embody “Equality” we will live in similar conditions with similar scenes outside our windows. I would like to see all sea side area(because of the beautiful scenes), we only build Disneyland style theme parks so no one will complain who has a beautiful sea side scene and who has nothing. We live equally in all ways. Depends on how much energy it will take we just might take turns living in each other’s houses every few years. All sort of possible solutions - all aiming at practically perfecting what is best for all.
Uninhabitable areas currently are paradises for all sorts of animals and plants. Look at how many penguins live in north and south poles! Look at how many blue whales live there! Once greediness which have caused almost all of the atrocities on earth has been removed, we can look further into how to use these lands, aiming at best for all, supporting human, animals, nature, Earth or even Sun! Definitely not what we are currently living as – give a blank eye to everything around us! Abusing every inches of land for self-greediness and money, money and still money!

How will business transition from “private profit” making for the “owners” of the business to businesses that is best for all?

2011-10-25T23:12:00.001-07:00

Q: How will business transition from “private profit” making for the “owners” of the business to businesses that is best for all?

A: Firstly, each and everyone’s basic needs like shelter, food, clean water, basic hygiene, transportation, basic medical support etc. will be take care by the 2020 government. Those business owners that “make it”/survive the coming up “clean out” and only those that acknowledge we are all equal to each other in every way and those that respect all life forms on earth can stay on Earth. Sadly as what we can see from how lost and how nowadays business owners placing their values in energies/luxuries/beautiful wives/sport cars/great mansions/boats/private jets, totally lost in greediness. It is common sense that if they don’t change themselves and pledge support for Equal Money/acknowledge we all humans as one body that everyone within are equal in all ways – few if any of them will make it and they only have 10 years at most to pledge their supports.

One critical point that need to understand is ultimately there will be “One and Only” one big corporation exists, and it’s name is not Boeing, Walmart or McDonalds – it will be “Best for all”.

From what I see, there is not much transition from “private profit” to profit/benefit for what is best for all. In Equal Money System/Best for all/Acknowledge of we are all equal in Oneness and Equality you are either in or out, you participate or you don’t participate and take the consequences. For the private profit making business owners, if you acknowledge that we are all equal in all ways that we should respect all lives on earth. Then you keep on doing what you are currently doing, “make the same profits” that you are making every day. However!! You contribute like donating as much “profits“(they are not yours anyways, you suck them from others that buy from you. Realize that nothing is from you! Everything is owned by the Sun and Earth! Without them, nothing would happen) to Desteni to practically push and bring forth the Heaven on Earth! Oneness and Equality through Equal Money system. You “bought” your ticket to stay longer on earth, buy more time to walk your process on earth. Many people asked why Desteni needs money, it is as simple as a child asking: why do you need food? Why do you need water? Her mother answers: Because at this moment, you need water and food to survive and If you want to make a difference, want to push your toy or clean the mess inside the house, or putting your toys back in orders – you need energy, which are from food and water. The same thing happens here, money are like food and water – I/you/we/Desteni wants to make it a better world, in fact, if you want to “achieve anything” in this world, currently you need money.

Those owners that are willing to change themselves, just like everyone else equally, will go through the basic training and take the position of basic laboring jobs – producing necessities like food production, taking care of animals and plants, making cloths, provide and maintain clean water/electricity, building houses/construction, children day care, producing cars, computers all the necessities. To learn and start appreciate what it involves to produce the food/shoes that we wear/cloths that we are wearing – so we won’t lost into the McDonald style of luxurious living again. Nothing is free and everything comes with a price to pay and the current capitalistic system is the poor pay the price for the “riches”(including those that can afford the luxuries of internet) or those that have more money than the poor. This learning and having fun period will likely be 6 months to 1 year. Within this year, everyone participating will have support from the system and you can take different positions to see what you would like to work in the following 4 conscription years.

Sadly, currently most owners are too obsessed into their little capitalistic heavens, they are too lost and won’t give up their current luxurious living style(big mansions, Mercedes benz etc. By the way, within an Equal Money system, everyone/family will have the best car or their Mercedes benz that will last over 100 years! No need to repair or scrap. We already have the technologies, it’s not here in the market only because of everyone’s greediness – I need to make more and more profits by producing goods that break as fast as possible so the public have to buy from me from frequently). If they don’t acknowledge and support Equal Money System, don’t support all Lives on Earth, “choose” to stick with their eyes(what they see) and believe there are no consequences to their continuous abuse of every human, animals, nature, Earth etc. around them, then there is only one “exit” waiting for them – be removed by germs/virus/fatal sickness like cancers, accidents or suicides within 10 years(before 2020).

Many people say: oh that’s crap! Get out of here! Or that is superstitious, or even saying that is a cult. My own story is I have studied Desteni for three years now and sadly, some of us don’t use common sense and have to “bet/gamble” their lives on whether this is going to happen in 2020 or not. To “test” whether Desteni is telling the truth or not. Let’s see who will still stay on Earth after 2020.

What is going to happen to the private corporation and business of people within an Equal Money System? (Continue)

2011-10-24T21:20:00.000-07:00

Let’s say I am the CEO/Managers of the corporation. In 2011, Corporation CEOs/billionaires/trillionaires are the source of almost all of the atrocities on earth. Just to fulfill the madness and apparent joyful happiness of a handful billionaires, 95% of the whole humanity have to live in hell every day. What has been supporting these “slaves” are the illusion of capitalism provides everyone an “apparent equal” opportunity that just maybe the slaves or their children, through studying can earn their ticket to leave poverty or suddenly improve their living by earning more money. Those that are in powers use all sorts of controls and means possible to dumb down all children through schools. To provide literally “everything for CEOs’” little heaven, almost all on earth have to go to work and live in hell each day – to work in factory to produce or work in hotel to serve us the CEOs. To support our suits, our beautiful wives and children’s garb, luxuries mansions, private jets, sports cars, boats, maintenance, maids, gardeners. Everyone are our servants, they clean for us, do the laundry for us, cook cuisines for us. CEOs in 2011 are the legal devil on earth. Only few of us acknowledge and support EMS, few can grasp and agree everyone are in fact the same and every person on earth is equal. In 2020 as the handful CEO’s that survive “clean out”, I become a manager. In this “One and only” corporation, I don’t have to worry the people working under me will plot against my fortunes because everyone is equal. Everyone got the basic necessities guaranteed by the government.

Everyone just needs to work 4 years conscription and the rest of each one’s basic life supports are taken care of. I don’t need to be greedy anymore, there is no need to greed – everyone has their one and only ipod, laptop, desktop, car etc. I am now more of a manager role in arranging how the “one and only” corporation operates. If I am not needed in management, I will be helping in production or repair and maintenance – I am just like everyone else, everyone is equal. I do not work for my own greediness, I am as part of all human/existence contributing whatever I can so that all human on earth, animals, nature, earth can all benefit. Even if we need to suffer, we suffer for best for all “equally”. I don’t stay in my position forever, we take turns sometimes through voting to determine who take what positions. Voting electronically will be as easy as using internet at home or using credit cards. Critical positions like money related besides of voting by everyone but also each person can chair “these positions only one year“, no matter what.

I also teach children on how atrocious our world was. I make vlogs and blogs to teach our children in 2011 we were living in a man eat man, dog eat dog world. To help the public understand a critical evolution point in humanity: we cannot go on live in system where everyone just mesmerized by money and luxurious living, this is not working and 95% of the population are living in atrocities every day. Everyone don’t love each other, everyone is lost in whatever ways possible to eat each other. We were lost in 2011 that we act like as long as we can run away from the law by employing lawyers, there are no consequences at all. We don’t have to be motivated by greediness. We can be motivated by taking self-responsibility and doing for what is best for all(As a matter of fact, I am typing this I do not get paid I answer this question all from the starting point of practically bringing heaven on earth for our children to come, and I enjoy doing that). I have learned and understand that I am part of existence and I cannot just take and not contribute. Me and my family can still take a trip by fair laboring hours exchange or have the children have a ride of the roller coaster in the fun park.

Let’s say I am the janitor of the “One and only” corporation. In 2011 we were the most frustrated and angry working at the bottom class. We are not being taken care by any government, everyone afraid of become a garbage collector or janitor so they push their kids to study, study and study. Praying they won’t become us one day, they fear us like germs and demons. We are hopeless, we see no hope in the capitalistic enslavement pyramid. We are just “tools” or toilet papers for the riches and everyone who have more money above us. Because of our employer/boss’s greediness, we have lesser and lesser tools and protective gears like gloves or goggles. We are the most abused class, we do most of the laboring work and we got the least paid. We live in constant fear/worry about our survival and anger to the society and envy of everyone’s money, children’s toys, new cars. Why and when is my/our turn? We are literally living in hell every day. Most of us become manipulated by those that are rich including become soldiers/mercenaries, or go riot in different cities, some become criminals. In fact the riches create us, they create all these crime, riots and ransacks. Trying to defend their money/property by police and firearms. The criminals in the jail are not evil we are forced to commit crimes. The real criminals are those that are rich, the billionaires/trillionaires – they cause almost all of the suffering and atrocities in this world because they use us as slaves to support them, their beautiful wives and children’s luxurious living.
In 2020, I don’t need to worry about anything. I don’t need to worry food, shelter, transportations, basic medical/clean water/hygiene’s support all from the government. I just have to work for 4 yours and all those mentioned above are provide by the government until I die. Me and my family even have cars. Greediness is not the starting point of everything anymore. I have a laptop that last over 100 years. My children are educated not to dumb them down but aim at really preparing them, maximize them in all aspects to see what they would like to participate in working and enjoying themselves when they grow up. I have all the protective gears I need to for my work, protecting my hands, face, skins etc. After 4 years, if I for instance, want to enjoy a ride in the theme park like Disneyland or need to buy outside of necessities I can find a job and exchange with fair laboring hours with others. Jobs will be greatly reduced since up to 95% of the factories are closed because things/goods “last” as long as over 100 years! Repair and maintenance are minimal and breaks down/throw away is scarce.

Owning products become a Multiple Win-Win situation, instead of just the CEOs/billionaires win situations. I understand that I am contributing to work for all humanity, all animals, nature and earth. My company is aiming at what is best for all, all decisions are based on mathematical equating what approach will benefit the most – best for all. I take my self-responsibility as part of life, part of existence to work. I am just like everyone else we are equal. I am working as a janitor to help and serve everyone because it is necessary to clean the toilets, I feel good after cleaning toilets because I can trust everyone will do the same to contribute and benefit for all – always doing what is best for all. Me as a janitor as part of all humanity, when everything is best for all, when all humanity, animals, nature, earth can benefit – that includes me, I am included, Me and my family “can also benefit” from best for all. To really applying “Equality”, everyone take turns and everyone do the basic necessities support jobs/positions to learn and understand what self-responsibilities are needed. The fast-food or McDonalds type of living(drop by and food miraculously are ready in front of you) is gone forever. Everyone take turns and learn what does it take/means to support each and every human being, animals, plants to live a dignified life on earth.

What is going to happen to the private corporation and business of people within an Equal Money System?

2011-10-24T09:17:00.000-07:00

Q: What is going to happen to the private corporations and businesses of people?

A: Everyone will be taken care of, so no need to panic or worry about what would happen to those dress in nice looking suits, having a shiny/glassy nice office. Everyone’s basic needs/necessities like food, shelter, a house, a warm bed, basic hygiene, clean water, bathing, basic transportation, basic medical support – all of these will be taken care of by the future government – Including the corporation CEOs, Managers, Suited businessman or business ladies.

There will be no more competition or patents. Each and everyone of us together own all the patents. There would be only one corporation and the sole purpose of this “One and Only” corporation on earth – is to spending every second, every bit of effort possible – to perfect everyone/everything’s living/existence. Let’s say, our current technology can make car last 100 years, how about we spend some money and resources on research to make it last longer? So lesser people needs to work in the factory to build the parts or spend time/laboring in repairing our 100 years old cars. We the people each and everyone on earth(including animals, nature and earth) owns this “One and Only” corporation – it guaranteed to work for no one but for us, which is best for all. Not own by George Soros or Bill Gates. No! Profit/self-interest Profit will be obsolete and irrelevant under an Equal Money System.
Nowadays, various corporations compete each other, using laws and patent to wage commercial wars, consumerism wars against each other, attempting to dominate the market and make tons of profit for their CEOs, through abusing/lying/deceiving the public, third world children/labors/all sort of animals/nature/Earth just for a handful few CEO’s greediness – to fulfill of “I don’t care, I want more, more, more, more and more money. I suck more, more and more money as profits from everywhere – I don’t care”. This is the current system that 95% of us are living under and our children will grow up and just become the same/similar salve, have no choice but to survive, try to get a degree and contribute for corporations CEOs.

Under an Equal Money system, this “One and Only” corporation is owned by everyone/everything. It is setup only to facilitate organizing, distribution/productions/repairs/research and development to benefit humanity/animals/nature and Earth etc. There is no profit at all. For example, I am a truck driver, I distribute the phones/ipods/laptops/TVs from the factory to the cities. I don’t make any profit, I understand I am taking a role and taking my self-responsibility working for take care of all the children on earth, all other human on earth. Besides, I got paid by my laboring hours (as new money). I can fairly exchange let’s say for a stay in Disney land hotel, of course no one will be serving me, everyone is equal and I will need to do my laundry or clean my toilet(after I used them).
Let’s say I am the worker that produce those ipods/laptops/TVs. I know my family and I will be taken care of, our house, food, clean water, children’s bathing/basic hygiene, their transportation(our cars and school bus), our basic medical support are already taken care of. I don’t need to worry about whether they will have food or shelter the next day or when they grow up will they survive because in 2011 – people cannot be trusted everywhere. 2020, we are living in a no need to rob or deceive world. I got a laptop, my children, my colleague got a laptop, my manager, my friends in Europe, my friends in China, my relatives in Africa they all got “their own laptops”. There is no need to “steal” others laptops and re-sell them for money – Everyone on earth’s necessities have been taken care of. I am here to work as a worker yet I am no different than any other one in any positions. We are taking different roles to help/serve me, my family, all humanity, all animals, nature and earth and I got paid. I can exchange the laboring hours (new money) for things that me and my family I enjoy. I don’t need to make profit or make money for survival.

Let’s say I am the corporation’s researcher. In 2011, we research to find every ways possible to make profits for the company. Each new model we just give them minimal upgrades and forcing the public to throw and buy, throw and buy, throw and buy keeping this cycle as short as possible. We only develops products that breaks faster and faster, shorter and shorter product serving period. On our research, we give everything a blank eye, we only maximize the profit of the corporation, which are the CEOs, we consume like viruses, wasting resources on battling against other corporations, using patent as our weapon to guarantee our profits. Now in 2020, I don’t need to worry about me and my family’s survival, the government takes care of our basic necessities. I work for everyone and everything on earth. We already have the technology to produce cars that last for 100 years. We will concentrating in research for make the car last longer say 150 years, consume fewer gas/fuel. Make it safer by protecting both driver, passengers, pedestrians or even animals. We limit the car to a certain amount of speed because we don’t need to meet our tight schedule, work becomes something that you enjoy and contribute so that everyone on Earth can benefit. Without competition and patent, everyone’s research achievements are contributed to make the best car on earth, for everyone on earth without boundaries, no countries, no matter what color of skin you have – Caucasians or African descendents, all will have a car. Because car is a necessity for everyone and children on earth, to have a decent life.

What is going to happen to the private corporation and business of people within an Equal Money System?

2011-10-24T09:13:00.000-07:00

Q: What is going to happen to the private corporations and businesses of people?

Nowadays, various corporations compete each other, using laws and patent to wage commercial wars, consumerism wars against each other, attempting to dominate the market and make tons of profit for their CEOs, through abusing/lying/deceiving the public, third world children/labors/all sort of animals/nature/Earth just for a handful few CEO’s greediness – to fulfill of “I don’t care, I want more, more, more, more and more money. I suck more, more and more money as profits from everywhere – I don’t care”. This is the current system that 95% of us are living under and our children will grow up and just become the same/similar salve, have no choice but to survive, try to get a degree and contribute for corporations CEOs.

Let’s say I am the worker that produce those ipods/laptops/TVs. I know my family and I will be taken care of, our house, food, clean water, children’s bathing/basic hygiene, their transportation(our cars and school bus), our basic medical support are already taken care of. I don’t need to worry about whether they will have food or shelter the next day or when they grow up will they survive because in 2011 – people cannot be trusted everywhere. 2020, we are living in a no need to rob or deceive world. I got a laptop, my children, my colleague got a laptop, my manager, my friends in Europe, my friends in China, my relatives in Africa they all got “their own laptops”. There is no need to “steal” others laptops and re-sell them for money – Everyone on earth’s necessities have been taken care of. I am here to work as a worker yet I am no different than any other one in any positions. We are taking different roles to help/serve me, my family, all humanity, all animals, nature and earth and I got paid. I can exchange the laboring hours (new money) for things that me and my family I enjoy. I don’t need to make profit or make money for survival.

活在平富金錢裏的遊戲和消遺 - 2!

2011-10-21T17:04:00.000-07:00

如郵輪. 今天的郵輪主要是給如果你有很多錢, 你就可以妄顧一切然後在上面享受到不同的地方遊玩, 而暗中其實是把一班人困在船上, 迫你除了賭錢以外就沒有什麼可以做的活動. 一切只是為了讓郵輪公司賺取更多的收入/錢. 完全建築在個人/集體的貪婪之上. 就現在想到的, 在平等富裕系統下, 如困郵輪還存在, 將會是真正給想透過海上的路綫, 一邊在海上生活, 一邊在岸邊體驗的消遣. 不再會是為了貪婪而製造利潤的工具. 我現在看, 有可能會跟貨輪合併, 例如在居住環境特別適合人類居住的地方, 這些通常都是今天所謂風景漂亮的地方. 而郵輪會變成和貨輪的混合體. 上面的乘客會是工人, 一邊學習, 記錄自已的遊歴/故事, 或從事需要在海上或在不同地方需要流動性的研究.在工作時會在碼頭處理作業, 公餘時可以和家人在船上或岸上遊玩. 這樣船上的賭塲就會變成託兒和基本教育中心, 也有訓練機械士的課室, 然後可以在機械室作實習. 也就是說郵輪令天只供有錢人不顧一切的玩樂的目的將會徹底改變. 會變成着重在教育(包括小孩子/下一代), 記錄個人遊歴, 海上生活體驗, 海上研究和貨運的混合體. 真是寫到這裏, 已經欣喜看到在平等富裕金錢下, 當一切的出發點不再是貪婪而是全體最大得益下, 我們的生活根本是不需要每天活在不是你死就是我亡的無情環境裏, 只為了每一個心裏在侈望有一天我或我的兒女可以搖身一變成為超級億萬富翁, 而暗地裏實際被精英派骨子裏操控着所有金錢/印製鈔票/金融抄賣/金融賭博/股市.

所以這是很有趣的一件事, 來展望當平等富裕金錢建立後, 我們的生活會有怎樣的改善/改變. 透過我研讀了 Desteni三年, 在清楚了解平等富裕金錢系統究竟是什麼一回事,和它可以怎樣大大改善我們每天的生活. 其實現在 Desteni南非的農塲就是在實際測試在平等富裕金錢系統下, 讓世界各地的會員只需付飛機票, 就有機會免費的在農塲裏體驗和得到 Bernard的指導, 當然, 從回來的人說,其實主要還是要靠自已走自已的進程, 做自我寛恕.光想活在平等富裕金錢裏也令人興奮, 可以真的享受/表現自已, 而不是每天活在拼過你死我活, 漠視身邊一切, 試想想我們不需要等巨形的天災, 我們現在活在這種人吃人狗吃狗的資本主義互相搾取互相剥削的制度下, 只是供養一少撮人掌握製造鈔票的命脈, 而世上每一個人就要活在每天壓力苦不堪言的地獄裏, 而每一個人只靠外表看似是公平, 資本主義給所有人平等有機會發逹的機會 – 這個終極像酒精/街頭毒品的幻象下捱下去. 我們不需要這樣過活的, 我們想我們的孩子活在這樣的監獄金字塔的.

活在平富金錢裏的遊戲和消遣!

2011-10-15T11:54:00.000-07:00

遊戲和消遣:

這真是一個看似簡單, 然而到這一刻我還是沒有頭緒我會怎樣寫遊戲和消遣的. 我本來以為我可以寫很多關於在平等富裕金錢系統下, 我們或我們的孩子將會玩些什麼, 或者我應該說是我這刻還不很清楚應該從那裏着手, 因為實在是太廣泛了. 這刻會想到的已經很多了 – 郵輪, 打臘, 購物(哈, 是的對很多人這也是娛樂消遣的一種), 旅行, 路營(內地叫什麼的?),開跑車, 攀山, 游泳, 打撞球/桌球, 電玩(這個佔很大比重), 交友閒談, 看電視/電影, 打各種的球類, 騎馬, 打保齡球(室內), 沖浪, 潛水, 跳傘, 沙灘堆沙, 園藝, 攝影, 音樂, 划船等等等等. (笑)原來這些都是我想玩的, 在這刻想得到的.

首先, 很多現有的遊戲和消遣都會有很大的改變, 並且符合所有一切都是一體平等的原則下遊玩. 所以即使保留這些遊戲, 它們的性質將會和現時的運作模式大大的不一樣. 一切都要顧及所有一切的原則下進行, 只顧及自已享受而漠視一切因為要供給你享受, 而令上千上萬身邊一切, 犠牲如大自然, 地球, 動物/植物界和其他人類等等的都會消失, 所有某少撮人才有的特權的遊戲也會消失.

Why Did it happen, What have I become?

2011-10-10T19:23:00.000-07:00

I am not sure why I had accepted and allowed in the past that have caused these thoughts, however, I have summarized them to – continuous playing first person killing video games(I just like everyone else thought they were just “games”, big mistakes I became what I accepted and allowed and what I participated), I like watch tons of movies, some of them are brutal and bloody, some are so called action movies, connecting brutal scenes to energy/excitements. After I have stopped masturbation, I as the mind consciousness system experience a energy withdraw syndrome and always have thoughts of inflicting pain to give energy to fee the mind.

My childhood == Hate, and more Hate!
I also had extreme hate to my penny pinching, totally self-interest and slyly in plotting and dominating everyone around him. I hate him straight to his bones that I don’t treat him as a human when I grow up, I thought the world would be better if he just die. His death would be justice and I hate him for justice, for eye for an eye, for what he exerted on me when I was small, where I have no saying inside the house. I mean if you are parents, children know extremely well, much more than you anticipated. In nowadays’ family, the parents usually the father is the dominating/superior figure. Children, like when I was small, yes they can’t fight you back “right away” and children are not dumb, they need to survive inside the house/family just like how you as parents survive inside a corporation. So for me, to balance things out, I hate my father, my brother when I was hiding/crying in the washroom or kitchen – attempting to balance myself out, attempting to find justice, and will do everything possible to make me imprint and remember this “hate”.

My Self-forgiveness book - 1

2011-10-01T11:45:00.000-07:00

My Little Story:

I have been studying Desteni since July 2008 so it has been three years now, translating Desteni materials into Chinese for almost two years.
I know what should be done, self-forgiveness to cleanse myself and then afterwards self-corrective application in similar situation – don’t participate in the mind again and act what is best for all. Yet I missed the critical point of applying it. Sometimes I do it mainly for DIP course, other occasions are when I can’t get rid of my thoughts and they have become ghosts that haunted me, whenever I was cooking, bathing or even resting on the bed – these thoughts would just pop out and I apparently have no control and no way to get rid of them(of course, because my nature, my essence has not changed at all! These thoughts are plainly reflecting what I have inside of me).

Self-forgiveness and Me:

What I found the critical points about self-forgiveness is I really have to do it consistently, detail, self-honest to myself in seeing the point, no excuses for postponing doing self-forgiveness right away and most important to me(that I didn’t see that at the beginning) is it will take some time, months to actually “see” the difference. To me the most obvious is a few months later, the thoughts dissipate.

I used to have thoughts about scorching my face on the cooker’s hot coil, want to burst my head into pieces/with an axe, poke my eyes on an iron pole sticking on the ground, putting my hands onto an airplane’s running propellers when I saw a plane fly by, cutting my belly open with a Japanese sword etc. I am so glad that most of these thoughts are cleared now that they won’t pop out inside my mind because, as we all know, the more we have thoughts like that the most likely one is walking to “actually doing it” when we lose control. I mean I have tried all sort of other methods to stop the thoughts(later I would talk about my experience on pornography). What we know about psychology today is extremely primitive and as we all know very clearly – these methods won’t work!

我終於明白死後再死是什麼意思!

2011-09-25T11:27:00.001-07:00

有一段時間沒有寫博文了. 現在這刻在這裏寫, 今天可以說是百感交雜. 今早跟 Benrard大家在開聊天會議時我看見有人談到關於我們是永恒不滅的. 於是我就問了這個困擾了我好一段時間的問題: 究竟我們是永恒還是只是能量, 在死了後就會盪然無存(如果及時透過物質誕生自己成生命那是另外一回事). 得到 Bernard的答案已經比以前清晰很多了. 在這裏我相信現時在讀我的博的人真的不是太多, 我想大概五十人左右吧. 這五十個對 Desteni有興趣的人, 我真的希望從你們開始認真考慮我要說的話, 用常識. 現在所有死了的人都要經過 Bernard, 然後從各方面全方位的測試你是否做所有一切的決定都是為全体最大得益為目的. 因為那時候不會有時間和空間, 那這為全体最大得益的特質必須是已經嵌入了你的精華(essence)/本質裏面, 不管你做什麼幹什麼都是向着全体最大得益出發(因為存在裏所有一切都是根本是你). 否則, (大概意思是)你會在一瞬間看進 Bernard裏面因為你選擇了自我体驗而不是為全体最大得益的体驗而會自己删除自己(我知道, 這是有點難了解然而事實是, 到你死了以後, 你會否察覺有自主, 還是一切都根據你本質是什麼而 "自動"在一瞬間 "自己作出跟據本質的決定", 朋友, 別說你, 就連我自己研讀了三年, 對死後的狀態和一切的 Desteni資料也只是有個大概).

那死後再死是什麼? 就是你不再擁有 "個別本質" 會回流進(這個很難翻) substance裏面, 這時你不再有獨立或個別性, 不會說話或表逹, 就像 Anu他們現時一樣. 然後重新從零開始. 而 Bernard說這些人仕會是天真到極度愚蠢的.

所以這是真的 "福音"了. 你大概可以押上你的一生 "賭" Desteni是騙人的團体抑或是在你(可以說是在存在裏)最後一生的一次人生. 基本上很簡單, 是透過自我誠實, 自我寛恕, 往後糾正應用把自己及時從物質誕出生命, 在設立了平等富裕金錢系統, 一起享受在這個宇宙裏一同負起自己責任一同走這段充滿樂趣的一体旅程, 還是選擇自我才是最優先的自利選擇. 如 Bernard說: 這是你真正的選擇, 不管你最終是生命還是自我毁滅, 他們都會尊重我們自己的選擇的.

很不幸的是我們全都決定了這是所有人最後的一生. 所以這就是我們的永恒不滅然而死後再死的真相. 而如 Bernard 所說, 在死後為了尊敬生命他是不會給你任何幫助的, 在地球的時候他還可以透過文字, 和時間和循環周期的地球特性, 給我們栛助.

我們在地球的時間是有限的, 然後還要面對如世界大戰的因素, 所以我想重點說一下: Desteni是需要每一個肯聽肯投入的人的參與, 否則, 不只是害是毁了的只是你自己. 當你投入了以後你就會体驗到, 每一篇博文, 每一段視訊都是需要恒心和耐性堅持去做的. 我會想說, 五十位朋友都 "投資"在 Desteni吧, 然而如果因為人類大都被過度的預編程了腦袋而不會用常識了, 那我會說, 我會建議: 理智的分析你所讀過的所有 Desteni資料, 然後押上你的性命, "賭"一下我是生命, 還是(這是騙人的)我要我的自我享受. 時間不多了, 時間不多我早在以前已經有寫過, 只是沒想過只有這一生短短的時間. 如 Bernard說: (Desteni)是關乎你生死悠關的.

是否有常識的人都會察覺 -- 這些超頻密的地震顯示我們有些不對勁!?

2011-08-24T20:50:00.000-07:00

這是上周 2011年八月的世界地震圖. 紅點的是里克特震级六級以上的. 稱得上是大型的地震. 而這個星期又有二次大戰以來美國東岸歴來最大的地震. 剛巧在精英派決定進行第三次世界大戰後的兩星期.

是否有常識的人都應該察覺這個世界有點不對勁? 而事實是極度的不對勁.

如果精英派在幾年內生產和準備開第三次世界大戰, 那我寧願大自然加快步伐, 對全人類加快所有的天災, 令所有人 "有機會" 會反問/反醒 -- 我們那裏出了問題? 我們一定要活在這個人吃人狗吃狗的金字塔奴隸系統底下嗎?

與其擁護一個只有不停世界大戰的系統, 為什麼不投入參與改變, 支援一個愛你近鄰就如愛你自己一樣的平等富裕金錢系統? 讓大自然天災停止, 讓將要出生來到地球的孩子, 可以永遠不再需要在人吃人狗吃狗的金字塔奴隸制度下互吃對方的環境下長大.

加入我們 Desteni, 平等富裕金錢系統, Desteni "我"進程, 你的投入就是投了神聖的一票 -- 我愛所有一切, 我投票制止第三次世界大戰的出現!

還需要旁觀多久才肯參與? 我們現在估計, 只剩下數年的時間. 一起支持一起 "實質" 的學怎樣愛所有的人.

留给未来我再回到地球的赠言!

2011-08-17T09:12:00.000-07:00

每天都在面對幾年內就極大機會會出現第三次世界大戰 -- 我要怎樣定位自已? 我要怎樣協助 Desteni和自已? 我要怎樣有效的獻力讓更多人明白了解平等富裕金錢系統的重要性(這將能夠決定我們會否如期的進入第三次世界大戰)?

首先是對第三次世界大戰的自已寬恕:

我恕寬自已接受容許自已害怕如果發生第三次世界大戰時被炸彈炸至粉身碎骨.
我恕寬自已沒有容許自已活在每一刻盡力做發揮最大功用.
我恕寬自已接受容許自已害怕在第三次世界大戰時沒有辦法移居到非洲.
我恕寬自已接受容許自已把興奮連接到第三次世界大戰這概念裏.
我恕寬自已接受容許自已害怕在第三次世界大戰時被刺刀開肚而死.
我恕寬自已接受容許自已害怕在第三次世界大戰時被割開喉嚨而痛死.
我恕寬自已接受容許自已害怕在第三次世界大戰時被餓死.
我恕寬自已接受容許自已活在第三次世界大戰陰影裏而不是留在當下呼吸裏察看我可以怎樣更有效獻力我自已.
我恕寬自已接受容許自已以為活在擔憂裏我就可以得到最佳的生命保障.

我活在當下, 活在呼吸裏, 善用每一刻的我.
我不會活在對痛的怕和恐懼中, 這樣不會對我有任何幫助.

(我有考慮要貼上這幅圖嗎? 然而, 現今的人/年青人, 明白戰爭/殺人/死亡 "不是" 電玩射擊遊戲的快感嗎?)

這樣就變成了真的我有什麼想對我重回這個地球時要說些什麼話. 如 Bernard說, 我們支援了 Desteni有好一段時間也明白, 一般人是被洗腦機械人到連最基本, 我們是平等/等同的, 需要一個新經濟系統來支援地球上所有每一個人和小孩(遝未說到動物, 大自然和植物). 而大部份人都 "不關心". 當然我是會盡力每一刻去做和清淨自已的本質, 然而在這兩年多期間得到的反應/支援確實是只有極少數.

如果我要對將來再回這個世界而忘記了一切 "記憶"的我, 我會第一件事說: 這個狗屎的貪婪系統已經瘋癲失控了! 夠了! 所有人都迷失在享受和貪婪中, 妄顧身邊的一切(其他人類, 小孩, 動物植物, 大自然, 地球). 如果第三次世界大戰真的無可避免那就讓這是 "最後一次的最極慘痛"! 從中學會貪婪導至所有每一個人身上要受怎樣浩瀚的慘痛然後這次 "我們人類真的學會了".

這不是很可笑的嗎? 絕大多數的人被極少數人用金錢統治奴隸著, 而甚至如果進入第三次世界大戰, 絕大部份的人只會 "遵從現存的個人貪婪系統"! 維護現存的個人貪婪主義, 而不會守法地(Bernard 說是守法的人才有真正的權力)投入改變現在的系統. 問題並不在怎樣運作, 而是個人貪婪系統本身出了極嚴重的問題! 我指大部份人被洗腦到完全不用常識(common sense)的地步! 世界大戰是全無作用的! 削減人口也全無作用的! 如果你出了問題地球不肯而不是不能生產更多的石油, 那透過世界大戰削減人口跟地球不能活了, 那些精英派想搬到月球去 "殘存"有用嗎? 能殘存多少天? 而問題的根本在人類在濫虐著身邊的一切而視而不見(動植物, 地球, 大自然).

我會對重回地球的我說: 不要因為新產品有新的感覺而妄顧所有人受苦生產出這些產品, 學會因每一個人的貪婪而導至今天的局面 -- 徹底的在第三次世界大戰的懸崖邊. 我們可以 "享受" 我們可以每一個人都有手提電腦, 每一個人都有可以用上一百年而不用丟棄的汽車, 為什麼我們買不到, 廠商不肯生產 -- 學會這全都因為個人的貪婪.

學會顧及存在裏所有的一切, 沒有一樣東西是不察覺的. 每一個人, 動物, 植物, 小孩都是我自已. 正如 Bernard所說: 人類是最只顧及自已, 自利而妄顧/漠視身邊其他一切存在裏的人仕. 察看動物界, 牠們會因怕自已不能殘存而大規模互相屠殺的嗎? 不會, 從來沒有. 我們人類是連動物界也不如.

最重要是學會存在裏所有一切都是我自已, 我們在這個世界裏學習怎樣共存, 怎樣大家是一體的. 人類從來都沒有學過/進步過! 因為貪婪太吸引了, 而每一個人都只想要無限的得到最多最多, 我要更多更多, 為什麼他可以坐上億萬富翁的寶座而我就不能! 而自已什麼一點也不肯付出! 這就是產生貪婪和所有一切的災難的根源!

我們知道怎樣可以拿到錢! 只需要實行就可以了!

2011-08-05T12:36:00.000-07:00

最近是忙到不可開交. 升級到 windows 7和極多電腦上的突發事件要處理. 我是頗喜歡寫博的. 因為現在大家都忙, 不是每個人都有每天一兩個小時可以用來看視頻的. 而且做一個視頻還要時間上傳和推廣 -- 這些都頗花時間的.

問題就如 Bernard所說: (如果 -- 這已是幾乎頗肯定會出現的了)當人類集體受着痛苦的時候, 人類會否 '醒覺' 並認同我們全都是一體等同的而我們現今的漠視濫虐身邊一切看似是在能量性享受着的生活模式必須要改變(先從人然後在累積了一定數量的人加入站起來後透過參政/選舉帶出新的政府 -- 是誰能夠得到最多人認同才是真正改變力量的泉源). 這時候全世界剩下的人類和政府都會掦除了各種任何形式的貪婪因為 -- 你只需勞動 4年你所有一生的必須品都會得到照顧. 你的居住, 基本醫療衞生食水這些都會得到照顧直到你死那一天為止. 你可以找工作為你在存在裏一體等同的原則下建造你的娛樂或共享某些娛樂. 當然一切都有待落實細節. 然而在存在裏所有一切都是一體等同下 -- 細節的商議不會太困難.

當人類經歴集體受到越來越大的痛苦時, 我們會有效的利用十的次方(Power of Ten)在二十年內推動和救盡最多的人投入這個透過平等富裕金錢給將要來到的孩子帶出天堂在地球這個 -- 我每一次在心裏看到/寫到平等富裕金錢和想像天堂在地球我都會感到莫名的興奮, 是我一生中從未試過的. 試想像 -- 只要任何人還有一點常識都會看得出將來的孩子將會在一個實質極接近天堂的真正平和平等富裕無憂真正每一天都可以享受快樂的地球新世界.

這一切都需要你明白了解以後熱切的投入參與像我/我們一樣一步一步的透過十的次方建立起這個實質天堂 -- 現在就是我夢寐以求想也沒想過你我可以參與這個壯觀的 '天堂在地球'計劃.

當然當十的次方在指數(Exponential)的模式推動下, 在數年後(我相信會是十年內)將會有足夠的錢除了參政/參選之外 Bernard 說有了資金充足的時候我們還會投入生產各種的產品/必需品(如家電, 食物甚至電腦汔車). 這些都不是天荒夜談而是透過每一個投入參與的人透過實質寫/記錄博文/放視頻透過十的次方喚醒其他肯聽的人. 我在一百甚至一千人裏樹立我是一個怎透過 '我'進程(Desteni I Process)實質改變自己的實例. 喚起十個肯聽的人投入參與一起加入 Desteni的國(是的, 當錢不再是問題的時候貫徹實行一體等同所有決定總是向全體最大得益為出發點時我們是可以實質逐步送給自己所有其他投入參與的人和將要來到的孩子建立一個天堂國的).

我們將會設計製造可以用上一百年的產品(如汔車) 如 Bernard說: 因為我們不會花時間去維修它們. 現在所有的種種看似 '需要'丢棄/維修/更換這些都是隱藏在個人和企業骨子裏的 '貪婪'為出發點才會出現我們現今活在這樣的 '悲慘'的世界 - 濫虐身邊一切的體系中. Bernard 說這完全是存在裏的一塲 '(大)災難'.

在我來看這是將要出現的大型 '不必要'的天災是可以減低和不必要被删除的人類(我想照現時人類對平等富裕金錢系統和一体平等這個概念的反應, 起碼上億的人會被大自然和種種的如新惡靈 demon 上身而被删去). 這一切都不必要的, 可以避免的. 我們每一刻都在投票, 我不會因為政府或什麼的在控制裏我而我什麼也做不出來不! 這只是被預編程機械人的思想. 我們有一刻在支援着什麼, 親身投入在推動什麼這己經是最實質的投票. 如果你這樣的投入也不肯參與, 那你有資格繼續留在這個地球上獲得所有動物, 植物, 大自然, 地球和太陽的支援嗎? 我相信不會.

就是這麼簡單, 結合一群確切認同一体平等的人聚在一起, 一同參與全力推動平等富裕金錢系統, 為我們的將要到來的孩子, 帶出一個照顴所有每一個人每一棵草或動物的天堂在地球.

自由自在陪伴你的竉物!他們沒必要坐牢坐至死!

2011-07-24T15:22:00.000-07:00

( 上面就是在 Desteni 南非農場的灰鸚鵡)
當然怎樣對待這些寵物也是有限定的. 現時在南非的總部農塲就在實行/實驗/修正這個系統. 我們只需付出機票而 Bernard 會提供衣服住宿給我們去學習和了解這些農莊/合作社是怎樣運作的. 學會了以後把營運/技術和經驗帶回自己所屬的國家. 當然因為我現時在準備推廣小孩子的教育訓練軟件而且沒有錢付機票不然我也會想到那裏體驗一至數年. 希望得到 Bernard的一些指導或與 Sunette交談. 從農莊上看到的片段(在 youtube desteniproductions 上可以收看) 這些鸚鵡都在室內的一棵樹木上而沒有被綁/鎖起來或困在一個小籠裏沒有不是這樣的 -- 寵物和人的居住/起居環境很接近把寵物當作人來看待. 在南非的農莊裏所有的狗(有十頭左右我不是太清楚) 貓都是睡在床上的有毛巾做氈.

(這個是跟 Leila 一起有 '栛議'的 Gain 在農場照料牠們)
出了一個錯誤就是寫了一些然後去處理其他的事情, 回來後太累了要睡但忘了儲存(相信很多人知道累的時候是什麼也不大細想就只想要休息) 所以寫了好幾段的文章不見了. 這兩三天在不斷的在跟電腦拼搏. 幸好問題最終都超乎想像的順利解決了. 就像現在也有點累.

如以前說過的澳洲水災, 紐西蘭大地震, 台灣巨強颶風以致現在的大陸內地水災 -- 真正肯聽的有多少個人. 有誰真的肯參與帶出平等富裕金錢系統(Equal Money System)解決/杜絶世界上絶大部份的慘痛所有都基礎在層層的 '貪婪'上. 當然要改變這個(外反映我們本質)的世界就必須同時透過自己-寛恕(Self-forgiveness) 糾正應用(Corrective Application)同時兩面同時改變否則是不會有任何改變的.

我們是不必要地在互相奴隸和殘害/殘殺着對方/身邊所有一切. 只因為兩個字 -- '貪婪'. 這是毫不必要的. 如 Bernard說這個地球一切都是免費的. 食物本是地球, 太陽和大自然一切無私的供養著我們. 我們在大自然的栛助下所產出的食物足以供養地球上所有的人, 為什麼會整個國家在瀕臨餓死的邊緣就只不過為了操控這些國家和當你越窮越為了求生存, 你就要賤價出賣你的勞力. 而且為了兩極化要有金字塔的頂尖(精英派) 就需要一個廣大慘受着苦的基層. 而基層的窮苦大眾在絶望中看著自己的孩子餓死而比方是你你也會變成一個對世界充滿怨恨的惡靈(desmon）, 回來變成新惡靈來佔上你身. 死不去的就武力反抗 -- 這是所有漠視身邊受著貧困折磨在想: 他們的生死與我何干? 的直接後果.

寵物不再受濫虐$!寵物現在真正是人類一起走的伴侶!

2011-07-17T08:00:00.000-07:00

好的, 還有什麼? 因為我一直有研究/跟進 Desteni而我 (笑) 不知是有幸還是什麼, 找工作都不順利而有的就是時間就像一個圖書館工作/管理員一樣 -- 知道那些資料在那裏和解答.

還有較先會出現的是寵物農莊. 現今因為越大量濫捕野生竉物(如南非灰鸚鵡 $700 - $1200美元一隻)令到大量動物在途中和一切為了 '貪婪'而削減所有開支. 我問過我們怎麼會成功而其他謀利的商人會失敗他說透過出發點是為一體等同而我們會成功. 這些 '寵物農莊'會是這樣的: 裏面有養育室, 有員工在那裏打理照顧供養這些動物(現時預飼養的是南非灰鸚鵡和蜥蜴). 會有餐廰, (應該會有簡單遊玩設施), 有商店給公眾 '購買'寵物, 飼料和相關用品. 收入會用來支援平等富裕金錢系統的發展(包括參政透過民主模式喚起一人一票改變這個世界而事實上, 當你和我認同明白一體等同後並且決定獻力全身投入參與支援 Desteni時, 在我眼中這已經(實質地)投了我 '寶貴的一票'.

寵物農莊不會是經濟主力只會是一個輔助. 據我現時所知主力還會放在 Desteni '我'進程(DIP)身上 -- 這才會是收入的來源. 因為人類將會完全失控而他們會迫切的需要這個課程來得到解脫. 當然, 現時肯聽或有 '先見之明'的人只屬極少數. 我們/我在做的是 2012年前的前期工作 -- 透過網上宣傳在織一個安全網, 而當某些人開始感到開始自我失控了可以(笑希望他們)記得看過這樣的文章或在那裏看過有關 Desteni '我'進程而在還未崩潰或自殺前可以修讀這個課程及時取得栛助.

寵物農莊有趣的地方是我們會派人定期查看這隻寵物有否得到應有/適當的(或關懷)的照顧. 如果發現有不當/疏忽/虐待的情況出現, 我們有權/會回收這隻寵物(試問在到處都是基礎在 '貪婪'上的現今社會, 有誰會這樣真正一體等同的照顧/顧及所有一切甚至是一隻鳥. 我剛知道時真的大為讚嘆! 這系統的細緻). 最特別是如果養主如果如老人或病人死去, 因為有些寵物如灰鸚鵡可以活到 80歲的(我記得我十多歲時有一隻灰鸚鵡飛了來那時捉了它一起過了幾年當然牠死的時候是頗傷心的但的確那幾年牠帶給了我們很多幾趣的). 如果養主離世, 他的家人就需要把這些寵物交還寵物農莊, 然後或許/等待有新的飼主.

只要說的是真相/真實! 所有人都幸褔是可以出現的!

2011-07-08T00:23:00.000-07:00

當然在這刻我們活在一個要錢在 '生存'的世界但如 Bernard說: 我們(出發點）是透過錢來建立一個平等富裕的金錢系統. 令所有每一個人, 小孩子, 動物, 大自然, 地球都會得到基本照顧和平等的勞動/獻力. 而真的, 當我看了平等富裕金錢的訪問後我真的 '愕然'了! 原來就這麼簡單, 原來只需把出發點轉化成 '為全體最大得益'為出發點, 只要利用現有的科技(科技可以說是一個騙局真正的精英派 Elite據 Bernard說他們的生活活在比我們先進一百年的科技層面 (笑) 在 youtube查一下 anti-gravity helicopter 反重力/地心吸力引擊已經存在或你可以說 '發明'了為什麼只有少數人知道因為 '貪婪' 因為任何掌管-- 這樣說吧科技/技術已經不再是什麼為人類謀幸福的東西而變成是 '$' 本質是貪婪的 '財富'. Bernard說未來的 '財富'會是你怎越有效幫助其他人而你獲得越有效的回報).

只要扭轉因為個人謀利 '貪婪' 要強迫任何消費者不必要的更換/丢棄日用品(試想像可以用超過 100年的汔車, 電腦), 百份之 95!的工廠可以關門/休息. 大家都可以有更多更多的時間來做喜歡/應該做的事 -- 而不是為了操控其他人要利用電影(如恐佈, 性, 刺激)來加速人類/小孩與體內的心智意識系統的熔合或利用大眾對死亡的害怕而更有效的控制羣眾 -- 這是精英派真相害怕的 -- 一少撮人控制極大多數是需要每一個人絶對/盲目的不要問問題/分散注意力在其他有趣觀感(如所謂 UFO)事件身上/害怕對現有系統絶對 '支持接受/服從'.

當然我開始時也不明白的也是熱朿在極快推動透過平等富裕金錢系統帶出 '實質'的天堂在地球. 然而 Bernard說: 只有在系統裏遵守法律的人才會有真正的力量. 是透過一個一個人的真正明白了解 Desteni的訊息而加入行列(當然這不會無限期的進展緩慢. 開始時會是有點慢但事實只要 Desteni的訊息是真實/得到肯定/經得起時間或常識的測試而且配合這些連環重型天災(我們還未說到關於動物或地球, 大陽 2012年後的大罷工) 增長性會是指數性增長的! 這也是 Desteni '我' 進程(Desteni I Process, DIP) 的基礎 -- 十的次方(Power of Ten) 1-> 10 -> 100(3年) -> 1, 000 -> 10, 000 (5年)-> 100, 000, 1, 000, 000(7 年) -> 10, 000, 000 -> 100, 000, 000(9年) 恭喜! 只需 9年, 起碼一億人認同我們是一體等同的積極投入/參與透過平等富裕金錢系統實質帶出天堂在地球(細菌正是這樣繁殖的只是大部份人不知道怎樣 '正確'應用它). 所以這不會是天啊! 要透過(逐個)一個一個人的(直線性 Linear) 讓他們明白. 不! 只要訊息是真實經得起考驗的. 過一人一票透過民主(模式)來對這世界帶出實質改變. 任何其他的抗爭只會失敗並且帶來戰爭帶出更多的慘痛和給利用戰爭來謀利團體/組織謀利.

全球平等富裕農塲! 這不是夢想是事實!

2011-07-03T14:54:00.000-07:00

对不起，这几天着实太多特发事件要处理。

還有什麼想做的? 基本上所有支援存在裏一切都是生命的一部份為着全體最大得益出發的工作都可以做, 因為出發點已是全體最大得益而不是個人或一少撮人的貪婪.

在未來, Desteni 將陸續在全球各國設立自供自給的農塲/合作社(kibuttz) 每個大約可以容納一百人而在 2012年後這些農塲將會是只有這些地方才能夠耕種/生產植物的地方. 這刻(2011年6月)對某些不明白 Desteni是什麼的人可能不明白為什麼只有這些 Desteni農塲可以耕種和生產食物. 我可以簡短的說明一下: 存在裏所有一切都是察覺的 (笑) 包括我現在打的鍵盤. 而大自然正在 '反擊' 給全人類看: 人類只是總體中的一部份人類完全甚至連看似毫無殺傷力的 '天氣'也控制不了. 這正是包括在我的視頻裏不斷說明: 越來越猛烈/惡化的天災 Desteni 已在07年(4年前) 詳細解釋過人類繼續這條一切基礎在 '貪婪'的軌道前進這是必然陸續出現的. 你會是少數有先見之明肯聽我們根本是一體等同的和 Desteni免費/無私頁獻的訊息?

要明白因為我在開始接觸 Desteni時的幾個月裏我是不知道現時 Desteni的農塲的互聯網也要 $1200 - $1900 美元一個月! 這對我簡直是天文數字! 而 Desteni不是任何慈善團體沒有任何優惠. 這是 Bernard 和所有認同一體等同的人親自投入/付真金白銀(而不只是空談)來栛助我們可以 '幸褔'的接觸到 Desteni的訊息. 所有參與的人都明白/認同一體等同而獻力他們可以作為一份子/支援的. 這代表要提供這些翻譯/訊息全都需要錢和如我現在一直做了差不多三年的義務支援. 在背後推動着我們每一個人的是在基本了解了 Desteni的 '這存在我們是一體等同' 我對他們對所有地球物理天文通靈/靈媒死後真相 (笑) 甚至小孩子真的透過跨次元間連接口來說他們的經歴小男小女孩中途換人(這些片段都在 DesteniChineseTD裏有翻譯我在翻譯中很喜歡小孩子他們的表現). 在我來說提供的海量資料已經起越這個連接口究竟是不是人裝出來/假的(而且 Bernard所解說的如共鳴 Resonance 或時間上身對時間本身是假像/不存在的是遠遠超越我能理解/察覺和從未聽任何人提過或完全不似一個人的心智意識虛構出來的).

我相信大部份在 24小時/7天在獻力的人都跟我一樣, 對 Desteni海量的資料/解說已有了基本的察覺/信心(不是盲目迷信) 然後在每一刻運用常識(common sense)來判斷/修正自己察看 Desteni的訊息.

時間旅行!? 甚至時間都只是假像!

2011-06-27T17:01:00.000-07:00

Bernard說: 我們不是來証明任何東西. 這是不會有証明的. 如果你認同/支援一體等同你就應該會相信 Desteni. 因為這正正是 Desteni不斷推動的訊息 -- 我們在存在裏所有一切都是一體等同的我們全都是來自同一個源頭 -- 生命. 那些要証明的人然後才考慮相信的人他們會付上要証明的代價(包括被删除). 而我們當然是永遠存在的, 我們在是這裏 (here)的, 時間 lol 哈並不存在/不是真的. 如果時間存在那上一分鐘的我在跑步就不只是一的人而會是一條柱像錄映機的連環快拍一樣, 從過去的一分鐘實體存在 '過' 一直無間斷的伸延到這一分鐘的我( A 這是我) 從這 ____A -> ____ 跑到這裏如果時間是真的就會是 AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA 而不只有一個 'A' 只在特定某一點會是一條人形隧道, 在開始時的 A是實體那為什麼中間時開始的 A會消失了?? 為什麼到了終點時以前所有曾經是實體的 AAAAAAAAA 這些會離奇消失了? 不會的吧? 是你真的 '老了' 還是因為這些 '系統' 在你身體裏透過你投入參與心智思想, 能量性情緒, 圖像性性交等等這些令你的心智意識系統(Mind Consciousness System) 不斷在物質身體裏蔓延吸食你的身體令它衰老.你可以察看因為現在的心智系統已經在 6歲以前已完整殖入身體裏完成接合我記得我小時候是從來不會打呵欠的我在想打呵久是怎樣的我努力去打但打不出直到我大概 5-6歲時我在自然的打我第一個呵欠. 最近我看到我的初生小姪兒在 1歲半時已打呵久了. 這些都在 youtube的 Desetni/DesetniChineseTD視頻裏有詳解.

這已是我盡最大能力理解和解說. 是你手腕上的秒針在動而令你覺得 '時間'有消失過還是只是在瞬間(moment) 電池令秒針在這瞬間裏出現能量的流動/轉移? 瞹間就是能量的流動/轉動. 當能量流動開始就是瞬間的開始當能量停止流動就是瞬間的結束然後等待下一個瞬間/流動的開始.

你想參與真正的研究怎樣更完善整個生態包括地球人類動物植物大自然嗎? 你只需要做 4年(強制性)勞動你剩下的下半生 lol 是大半生都不一定要工作當然如果你需要其他不列入基本人類必須品的享受時你是會按你的專長評估分數按你付出的工作時間來平等的得到另一層可以說是為你享受的金錢 -- 所有在平等富裕系統裏是會有兩層金錢系統的 -- 基本按月 '免費'政付供給和你透過工作 '換取'的 2種錢.

為什麼一生中每天要工作 8個半小時? 有選擇嗎?

2011-06-24T15:49:00.000-07:00

這對我們大部份所有人的影響是什麼? 我需要增加我的工廠的加班時間我要越多越好的利潤我減少工人的薪金並增加工作時間, 每一間公司工廠也是這樣所以你看得出電燈的 '發明'有實質帶給我們任何的 '幸福'嗎? 沒有. 只令我們晚上可以為老板工作, 縮短我們的壽命. 這當然是給肯聽和我們大多數要為企業賣力的人/家庭. 一切都因為 '貪婪'. 而事實上我們現已有科技和能力製造可以用上一百年的車, 可以用一百年的電腦而不需要更換或只需要極少量的維修 -- 這一切都包括在平等富裕金錢系統(Equal Money System)計劃裏面. 每一次你需要更換或買新的產品時這代表什麼? 這代表 --

某人某個在地球上的工人小童奴隸工需要付出血汗來 '製造/付出時間勞力'來供應這些 '新'產品給你. 當然現今這些精英派(Elite) 幕後統治者大企業老板小商人他們是不會理會這一切的, 他們已迷失了化身成貪婪的實化體機械人. 他們若再不肯聽他們只是在等被地球大清洗的 '最後通碟/期限' 然後從這個世界上被删除. 每件新產品都是地球上某個奴隸工人因為沒有錢已被奴隸著在工廠裏工作. 而事實上如 Bernard說: 在平等富裕金錢系統裏地球上百份之 95的公廠都會關掉而每一個支援存在裏所有一切都是一體等同的人都平等的活在百萬富翁般的生活所有每一個人都只需要勞動 4年! 然後你就可以退休, 活你想活的生活你想和家人一起周遊歴國一年甚至三年五年也可以(因為我最愛到不同的地方與不同的人交談/交流我的願望是可以在不同的國家住上一年周遊世界 lol當然小時候的夢想是如果能夠給我研究一生探索宇宙的奧妙所有的星體星雲當然! 哈哈我是 '賺到了' 我不需要研究而在這 2年半差不多 3年 Desteni的研究旅程中我解答了所有這些問題而我得著的比我一生中所過這幾十年還要保守估計多上幾萬倍)

你想和你的寵物有更多時間相處嗎? 可以因為你 4年後就不 '一定要上班' 所有你的住屋基本食物食水衞生醫院交通基本必需品全都會由 '將來的政府'按月照顴給你. 因為出發點已經由個人/企業化的 '貪婪' 而轉化成為所有每一個人都是平等是生命的一部份每一個人都要平等的有尊嚴的活這一生. 這不單是給我們自己的最大禮物還是給我們的孩子和將要到來/出生的小孩子的最終最偉大的貢獻/禮物. 正如 Bernard說: 你不知道的, 可能將來你會再回到地球又一次來到某許是一棵樹一塊石頭是人類或動物你想活在這樣完全瘋狂失控在性和貪婪下的地球/世界嗎?

新的政府剩下來的人最基本必須要有的就是對一體等同的認同和支援. 其實如 Bernard說: 現在已經決定了所有不支援一體等同(我會說包括 Desetni)的人這些不認同不支持的人會在十年間以各種不同的方式進入他們的死亡進程會以各種不同的方式包括自殺(是的所有在人類裏面的系統現已被移去如果你仇恨某人想比如殺了他那你將會逐漸與這思想一體等同並且 '將會'失控並真的幹出來特別在盛怒下被新邪靈 demon在那一刻佔控了你), 意外, 疾病等等等等.

解決世界上一切問題的根源

2011-06-22T01:14:00.000-07:00

大家好, 我是 Fred 張. 我們有極嚴重的問題也有極簡單的解決辨法 -- 平等富裕金錢系統(Equal Money System)!

我們現今世界一切一切的痛苦種種問題的根源就如 Bernard說一切都因為 '貪婪'. 所有大企業, 個人, 小公司, 家庭所有一切的產品人生目標都是貪婪. 而為什麼我們會貪婪依我看只有兩種原因: 1. 想不勞而獲, 想享盡天下的性交和娛樂. 2. 害怕會將來會哀敗/失去金錢所以要迷失了自己而盲目積累金錢 -- 而自己逐步逐步的化身成貪婪的本質(這些人如果在將要出現的大清洗中如果剩下來還生存的話我肯定有治療設施會給他們治療貪婪的進程給他們).

看一下我們現今的經濟模式 -- 所有產品都越來越快會壞掉! 我小時候一輛汔車可以用 20年, 我中學的時候一輛汔車只可以用大概 13-15年, 現在一輛車只可以用 8年. 看我們的打印機越來越 '單薄/快爛' 我讀大專時可以用上 6-8年我最近要買的我想只可以用 3-4年. 對有很多錢的人來說這對他們完全沒有影響的. 但對一般家庭而言這代表每 3-5年這個又要買新的那個又要買新的. 為什麼要這樣活? 你看得出這全因為貪婪的, 對嗎?

因為大企業家, 小商人, 上班族全都滿腦子是貪婪(除了性以外 lol). 你要賺更多錢, 我要賺更多錢, 他/她也要賺更多錢那出現什麼情況, 運用一般常識(common sense), 那你我他/她全都製造一些挑起大量渴望想要得到我想擁有享受這產品但所有製造商又不斷推出越快壞越好的產品這樣無形中所有生產商大企業老板都透過 '不斷縮短你需要更換/購買的年期/月期' 在你不察覺的情況下花越來越多的錢, 那我不夠錢那我被迫怎樣做? 我也推出一些越快爛/壞越好的產品來 '增加交易/我的利潤次數' 然後他/她買了我的產品他/她也被強迫增加消費次數繼而照樣生產 '越快壞越好的產品'.

Vancouver Canucks Riot, 1994 +17 years = 2011 Outbreak!

2011-06-17T14:17:00.000-07:00

Let's begin with this conclusion from Wikipedia -- 1994 Stanley Cup riot.

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/1994_Stanley_Cup_riot

"17 years later, the Canucks played the Boston Bruins in the Stanley Cup Finals, and again lost game 7. This resulted in a riot, much like the one in 1994. Many stores were looted and many injured just like the 1994 Riot"

So what happened here after 17 years the same ending same riot out break? First this is an very good example showing we as human has never evolved. The source of problems have never been resolved. We have never resolved and if 17 years later we face another final hockey play(and anticipated we are likely to lose base on past history) almost certain will end up in riots again.

In my view, the crown instigated by some mop and spreading like fire because they are poor and want to use this riot opportunity to exert their frustrations and condemn the rich. This is another sign that has shown the current capitalistic system already have a serious flaw that everyone are not equally taken care of -- there are always slave and poverty class that you are on your own.

What will happen after 2012 are outbursts like these are more likely to happen, even for so called 'peaceful' Vancourists with well known nice and comfortable weather. I have been living in Vancouver for about 13-15 years now, if this can happen here in Vancouver I believe these riots will happen more compounded and worsen in places like US. Don't you agree Survival is the number one battle that we are struggling everyday, and we accumulate tons of pressure or emotions inside us?

The point is the cause of the riot is never understand/taken care of. Greediness, Ego, Poverty, Emotions and Desires -- How the ego(and demon possessions when you become possessed you become another person without you realizing your were being taken over). The lose of the game is just the wrapping paper that covering the real cause real problems that we are facing.

Most people at this moment just see it as an exciting singular event just like sports -- don't you agree that's what the media is feeding us? It is not for the best for all but to simulating, arousing sex desires and violent -- as long as it's exciting they will edit it into Hollywood movie style clips broadcast and program us. They think: I will never act like that I have self-control I am in control of myself. We are here to tell those that will listen: Losing self-control and being possessed by the new demons after 2012.

It might look bizarre but that is going to happen.

When anyone's become one and equal to angirness, he/she(mostly a male) would lose control and act out what is in his/her mind as their thoughts.

So wouldn't it be wise before it is too late(we are talking about serious self inflicting brutality and life of death here -- after 2012) before it is too late? I would really suggest everyone that are interested or willing to listen investigate what is Desteni-I-Process and what Desteni really stands for -- What is Equal Money System and what is Oneness Equality and Best for all.

After 2012 when the new demons and they are already start possessing humans NOW! Observe how people without any symptoms all of a sudden losing control and outrage and start killing -- they are already happening in South Africa, I will start looking in news in the Vancouver area and report along.

As Bernard said: (When this happens after 2012) You would want to kill yourself.

Thank you very much for reading my blog. I am working hard on improving my English through a Powerful vocabulary building software.

What is the difference between those that will listen and those that won't? To me: Those that don't not listen always have ego -- This is not going to happen to me, or

How I am experiencing on Improving my reading and DIP

2011-06-08T19:08:00.000-07:00

So writing again. I realize that(actually I have heard this from Bernard or Desteni quite some time ago) that this me is actually just a personalitized me(a program) that based on self-interest and due to what we have experienced differently with my own encounter events that I have become like this. Even my personality is not from me, it is downloaded from my(sine I am a male) great great x 10 before grand father. What is real the truth is we are all the same from the same source -- Oneness and Equal. That's the people that we/I am looking for, that's the (10)people that I am looking for to read my blog and work in DIP and consolidate our financial status in this world so we can change through DIP. These are the people that are going to survive in the up coming events that nature will inevitably wipe out/clean up the current doing nothing but mainly sex or masturbate and just consume consume and consume everything around them, totally lost in greed.

I have been studying as much as possible in DIP - 1. I have studied DIP - 2 a bit before so it could shorten my time a little bit. The vocabulary software has help me a lot in remembering things and reading. My reading speed has increased(right now I am training myself at grade 5, 310 words per minute at the beginning I am at 190? 230? Current level on 120-170 WPM) just by using it for 2 days. It's not just reading it's also about training you to comprehend the passages in the article. I am excited in how I will improve after using it for a month.

Still need to workout in pushing myself to be one and equal with the information to shorten the 'remembering' process. I am working on it.

Have been finding ways to effectively to study the DIP materials. At this stage since I have gone through tons of Desteni materials in the past three years, some of the materials like history of mankind are just reviewing. What I have learned through DIP -2 is having a solid and strong foundation will really assist you when you are building the materials/your levels up on more advanced like DIP-3. Because each week's materials and assignments are based on your understanding of previous materials.

And practice! Just like Bernard said: Buy the product! USE/PRACTICE the product! then assist others including selling the product!

So these are my experience on DIP.

Writing is what I found helpful

2011-06-03T01:05:00.000-07:00

Have been chatting with Andrea. She said I am still justifying and on watching animation which I only recently found out it is actually the symbols that associate inside the mind to generate energy surges that keeps us aroused/excited -- that feeling is equivalent of the desire of raping. It is a difficult point to accept it and start realizing I need to give up watching animation.

I have always been wondering animation is just a some shapes with colors why would we/me got so obsessed about it? Why would I so obsessed this 'feeling' that I cannot explained? Now I know it and I need to stop myself not participating in watching it again.

I found out writing is very assisting me in my process. Although right now i need to spend quite some time need to "push" myself to keep on writing but once I got the topic and know what I should write about -- through writing I felt relief. Just like what the Desteni videos or Pen and Computer interview has explained it is writing the thoughts that are trapped inside me out and they won't stay inside my body and feeding my mind consciousness system. So whenever I push myself to write I would feel relief inside me, like my burdens have been alleviated.

It really feels like I am pulling the emotions that I am not even aware that is subconsciously stiring inside me that makes me feeling uncomfortable and unclear and I clean and release myself through writing them out. It is almost feel the same as writing self-forgiveness.

I will free half an hour each day and work on writing more out.

Movie Minority Report -- Rewatch

2011-05-27T22:04:00.000-07:00

So I have downloaded a couple of movies. Haven't really watched movies for a long time, I found some high resolution(720p) and small size (less than 1 gbs) this arouse my interest of how come such a high definition video can be this small. I downloaded a few and watched on of them. I didn't plan to watch it but I watched this minority report a long time ago and I didn't know what it was talking about, because I didn't get the what they were saying. This time I have subtitles so I watched this one.

It basically said in the future the humans have 'prophets' who can predict murders and bunch of specialty cops work on how to stop the crime before it happens. Also on bunch of actions, fighting, plot, scifi-gatchets. When I first saw it I was just concentrating on looking at the hovercrafts, the special effects and the story lines. I haven't found Desteni back then, it feels like over 10 years now. I was watching it with my brother.

When I re-watch it again, I totally seeing it from a common sense perspective. Just like what Bernard said, the more law you have the more criminals you have in the society. The prophets were not the problem, it's the 'human' behind it that has been causing the 'evil' or problems. The director in charge of the whole system using pitfalls against the public, plotting and using for his own benefits. It is so similar to how our systems currently work -- the rich and politicians are controlling the law system and using "pitfalls/built-in defects" in the system(even the presidents or not to mention the elites at the back manipulating) and we accepted and allowed this to happen. Isn't it showing us how a sheep society we have become and we don't even see it and pick it up when a movie so similar/depicting how our current society works and shows us -- human is the core of all evil and selfishness and greediness at the back manipulating and causing all sorts of atrocities. And we are just like sheeps that don't use common sense.

If the source of the problem/evil -- human themselves are not solved with a system that can effectively aiming at what is best for all, monitoring make sure everyone has each opportunity to enjoy live play educate work and equally taking self-responsibility aiming for what is best for all, no matter how advanced our technologies are -- look at we 'apparently' advanced from stick to spear, to knife to sword to stone throwers, to guns to missiles the whole world the societies have only got worse and worse. Because people are killed and enslaved and exploited more 'effectively' thanks to the 'technologies'. Look at how many laws we put into the foundation of our society and the number of criminals have never been decreased.

When you use your common sense wouldn't you see it obviously it is the 'human' behind the system, laws, technologies that have been causing all the problems/evil on this world? Aiming at/because of greediness?

I have always asked myself and find it close to ridiculous that our law system, allows advertisements or packing candies to 'lure' people to bye 'me' or come consume me but punish/illegal when you don't have money and can't fend yourself off/refrain yourself from the desires to want to eat a piece of candy -- it's called steal. Same with the flooding of pornography and rapist. It is simple statistic that the more nicely packaged pornography (not to mention the internet nowadays) the more rapist you will have. The law/your consent are creating/luring candies thieves and rapists. In common sense, this is a plain statement of: I the law allows 5% of the super rich don't need to do any work but to suck everything out of those below, if you have money you can live like heaven, if you fail become a loser -- you are an outlaw and waiting to starved to death, you won't have any support from the society. The current system allows/legalized inequality, legalized poverty, legalized war and killing and rapist to name a few.

Isn't it time to do something about it before this chaos spread out like viruses and germs. We/I guarantee you the madness of humanity/the chaos will spread in the upcoming years.

Find out how Desteni I Process can help you cure/clean yourself and make a living/earn money at the same time. Have you ever heard someone would pay you to earn a degree/diploma? Never right? I haven't. This is exactly what Desteni I Process is currently doing.

Why I do self-forgiveness and what I have changed so far

2011-05-21T09:52:00.000-07:00

What I have Realized. This I have read from Bernard's articles quite some time ago and I tend to forget/don't want to apply or recognize is energy(for instance, sex, feelings emotions, like when how you feel when you watch an animation) and when you live as energy and define your whole life as energy then you got your wish! You become/one and equal to as energy and when you die you no more exist. What happens when your watch runs out of energy? The movement does not exist/move anymore only the watch(physical) remains, isn't it? Really as simple as that and the physical molecules "stay" on earth -- they just dissolve and return back to earth and recycle/become something else, just like purification/recycling of water and manure recycle back to food.

So it is through self-forgiveness to totally forgive and release the past of what I have done(these events are still within me and reminding me as thoughts) and I can change and not be the old me with all these events at my back affecting and re-creating my future again and again. I can also feel large amount of release and can face the person again. For instance my father I used to hate him so much for totally selfish and treat us just a tool for his own benefit, if not through self-forgiveness and clear what I had 'hate' about him what I had done, I wouldn't be able to face him again, of course he has died now but we could meet again.

For instance sex(energy, pictorial excitement) was a major part that have constructed who I am today, and thoughts had become a degree are so severe that whoever I saw no matter my brother, girls, woman sexual 'fantasies'(if you'd like to call them that way) thoughts would automatically pops out and I would go: Shit! I can't go on this way, how can I stop it? I would lose control and would actually do it in real-life and I would get into big troubles and very likely end up in jail or worse, wouldn't I? I tried very hard to stop them but with no success. Thoughts just keep compounding having more vivid and more frequent sexual, not even desires anymore. I didn't start the thoughts and they just pop out.

Same with thoughts of chopping or piercing my eyes face thoughts of torturing my body(I believe these categorized as torturing). That's when I was at the early days when I first find out Desteni and realize we exist beyond death. Then it's like I subconsciously going: Ok, so my body is just a vessel and I would have thoughts of like putting my face on the hot cooker's electric coil is exciting as sexual stimulation. Or I feel excited when I watch bloody and violence movies or animations and think that must be exciting and would have thoughts of doing that to myself.

Isn't it common sense that if I continue this way ultimately soon one day, I would be in outrage and momentarily losing my control and would actually do it and harm myself or others. This is when I realize I must have do something quick and effective to stop my thoughts. Back then still haven't realize thoughts are a reflection of what I have accepted and allowed and have become. Thoughts are just a mirror reflecting who I am.

What I have changed. I stop the thoughts of hurting my body to get excitement. Thinking piercing my body would brings me great pleasure. That when I was cooking I used to have thoughts of putting my face on the hot electric cooker's coil and just like what they do in the Terminator 2 movies -- the fat guy got thrown on the cooking plate and steams(actually it's dry ice steams) coming out of the plate. Of course I need to correct and change myself by not doing it again and not participating in those thoughts after self-forgiveness. The thoughts of having sex with anyone I saw has also disappeared to a large extent. With these non-stop and ever compounding thoughts it was an harass to me and I just can't function normally -- That was not the one that I wanted to be.

What I haven't changed yet. Still clinging on animations and female nude figures. I keep reminding myself the consequence of energy and every feeling emotions I experience if I accept and allow addicted to that, it's common sense that I would become energy myself isn't it? So the desire for energy as sex and animations. Dealing situations without emotions especially not in angriness. For instance when some of my mom's christian friends knows it's me answering the phone and they just silent and don't speak a word I would feel angry and begin suppressing the angriness instead of directing the situation and stay in breathe. So right now my major problems are fears, sexual desires, animations, energies.

DIP Course Begins

2011-05-21T09:50:00.000-07:00

So with the Farm guys' support/sponsorship I am back on DIP(SRA) for one year. Preparing myself for a foundation for me to earn my living through DIP and also supporting Desteni. I spent about 2 hours to read the first chapter, planned to do the assignment in a few days, after I got improved in reciting my sales scripts.

When I look at the course materials again, I watched most of the videos before. Isn't it funny that when I watch them like two years ago, I totally don't have a clue of what they are referring to or what they are talking about but now, after the continuous reading and studying -- I begin to understand and know what the words means. Most people might just like me that they don't realize simple words(you know what each word means but when they combine together you don't know what it is talking about) . Like a veil has been removed and I now understand get what it means.

I can also use some of what Bernard said in the material see how I can apply in the sales business.

Scheduled to chat with my buddy Andrea -- she was my buddy when I was in SRA last year. So would work with her again. We would discuss some questions like: How I am going to market the Taiwan, Hong Kong Chinese markets.

I slept 6-8 hours these days, I tried to rest after dinners because I am working/practicing all day but when I lie on the bed I fall asleep very soon and when I wake up my mom has turned the light off already. I want to rest/recharge but also want to get improved and squeeze more time to work so that is a dilemma.

Ok, till next time

Watching Power Rangers like TV episodes

2011-05-08T07:50:00.000-07:00

When I was a little child I felt very excited in the Saturday morning I watched the power ranger like TV episodes. I felt excited like my blood is rushing up feeling hyper in watching the good looking main characters wearing attractive cool costumes and good looking girls, when at the climax of the characters change into 'little supermans' with super power and it is in the name of protecting earth defending peace to hit and fervently exert on hitting the ugly monster. I felt excited just by watching that. Subconsciously I wanted to be just like those characters I wanted to participate as them I worship them. I enjoy running and playing in the park but my father don't have time too tired and I cannot play have excitement and have fun. I though it was just excitement and Life should be looking for excitement because it felt good.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to abandon self-love and haven't seen everything including my body is one and equal to as me.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself wanted to experience energy and thinking using a Japanese sword just like in the animations can give me the same high and excitement when I slit my belly open and it is just exciting as what I felt when I was watching the animations.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself wanted to cut the tip of my tongue to get energy and excitements so that I am not bored and excited.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to think the tongue is sensitive and it would give me extreme ecstastic sex like experience.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself project my love outside of myself and do not want to face self or self-love and obsessed developed having violence as my excitement.

I forgive myself that I haven't accepted and allowed myself to realize violence even to my body is not excitement but a way to fuel my ego.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to treat my body just as flesh to generate energy for me for sex masturbation and pleasures and have totally disregard it as aware and love it as self as me.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to look obsessed my passion in energy harvesting from sex masturbation and violence not realizing someone on earth had to pay for the high energy and I didn't see someone in the opposite side has to pay for my energy highness.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to think bullying ugly or evils or someone gives me a negative uncomfortable feelings are a sport that I feel excited and high that I can anytime in my thoughts participating in kicking them.

I forgive myself that I haven't accepted and allowed myself to realize everyone here are me and just expression within oneness and equality and have fun together.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to want to have special powers and can become a superhero having/catching all attractions and wanted to be worshiped.

Within seeing I wanted to be an heroic icon I stop and breathe and remind myself everyone is me and I am just expressing here.

Within seeing I want to exert on bullying others to exert my frustration/angriness inside me, I stop and breathe and remind myself I am bullying kicking my future me that I am just creating exactly how I would be treated.

I just receive an email from Andrea that I got sponsorship from Desteni Farm to study DIP for 1 year. It is both very exciting and a bit concerned when I saw that surprising email. I was in SRA before of course I didn't do well back then and I didn't see how I could make my living or earn money through SRA. We were told this would happen but Bernard haven't given us the details. It is always like that -- you know the details when you need to know. I was resisting and thought it was not useful and I was facing my mom even would cut my internet that I decided I need to find ways to earn money. I went for the real estate and now I change it to sell Enhancing children's Reading ability software.

So I expect it would be tough for the following year, when I am close to totally devoting my time to train myself prepare for door knocking and sales presentations. At the same time, need to handle bloging or even vloging(I found most people might not have time to watch vlogs -- it is slow and takes more time than just reading blogs)

Now, I need to add DIP-1 course into the my juggling. Due to how it did in my last SRA experience, I am a bit concern how I can handle everything well. Right now I haven't even start door knocking yet and I would need rest periods after door knockings each day. Things are piling up. We will see how it goes this time. I still prefer have the points written down when I do vlogs I speak smoother. Also how do I draw people that are really interested in Desteni in supporting bringing forth heaven on earth, really understanding why they should support Desteni and DIP -- these are the people that I need to get their attention.

One good news is when everything goes as planned my mom should pay for my laptop for Sales presentation. This has been troubling me that I currently don't have any money or can't find any jobs to pay for the laptop, which I must have one to do the presentation. First I accidentally told my mom that the real estate license fee has increased 50%, it actually is they are charging some technical support fees per year not per month, I only found out later. So my mom thinks it has increased the fee from 90 to 140 per months that's quite a lot, then to save her money she's forced to agree with me to cut the real estate license fees(since it would save her 150 per month) and "forced" to bet on my software selling and hope I might be able to make a living in this path. She is still not optimistic at my software selling business at all but this is a "less expensive" path for her to take.

The warm voice helps too.

Ok, so some updates on my progress. I found I wrote too much realizations on how this world currently is and how to fix it, actually to my realization so far, it's actually quite simple: Everyone give up their superiority or want to be kings or queens or want to have super richness's priviledge and start consider everyone equally -- No matter you look sexually attracted or so called "ugly"(causing negative emotions inside you) male or female, "doctor, lawyer or businessmen" or "garbage dump/sewage workers, janitors, factory slaves" everyone is the same under the Equal Money System. Start Consider/Take Care/Work/Play/Enjoy everyone on earth together and most importantly Equally!

Recap of these two weeks

2011-05-07T01:47:00.000-07:00

1:53am. So writing again. Have been busying doing Software sales training these days. Have been communicating with Cameron. He has been quite assisting since I currently lack the knowledge in sales and he has been doing well in the sales now.

Have also been working in tuning my voice this is a very time consuming task that I need to constant monitor and find tune it. Difficult at first and still exploring.

Mom has been disgusting about Desteni and software sales. Not pledging much support at this moment, giving me a hard time in thinking of ways to come up with money.

Also have been engaged into translating the scripts into Chinese that is essential as most people living here speaks mandarin need Tanya do a mandarin recording. Currently the software still doesn't accept Chinese characters so I can't use it to help me recite the Chinese scripts. Would take some time in reciting it.

So far the English version script has been 'implanted' quite well, I am getting it better each day. Still practicing on using the program. Practicing on saying the words when I type it, I cannot say it aloud since I am with mom but it seems just by saying the words already achieve a bettering knowing stage than just type it.

So what I have been doing is plainly training myself to be a salesperson and lots of software information knowing training. English version has been satisfying and a little bit worry about the Chinese version but it is way easier than real estate where you don't need to cater learning so much details and information and have been prepared for so long and I still haven't earn a dime yet. There are way so much information that you need to prepare ahead in real estate. Here just concentrate on reciting the scripts.

Have been tired and sleeping close to eight hours each day. I need sometime to rest and revise my direction in how to do the sales job effectively. I confess that the most effective way is actually do it and revise. Usually what I have in mind is Not what it is like in reality.

Still have some thoughts of pictures of cutting myself and think it will generate energy for me. Since have stopped masturbation for a few weeks now, I/the mind is lack of energy and want to recharge through pain thinking pain is extreme exciting just by thinking about it

Persimistic about it could be difficult to generate sales in selling software

2011-04-30T23:25:00.000-07:00

10:15pm.

I felt door knocking is such an exhausting job. Based on how I door knock last time it was extreme exhausting. I project I am not going to get any appointments or results by knocking on people's door. I think I am not read yet, I would rather being comfortable inside my house and train myself to an acceptable level first so I can have higher chance of closing a sales. As Bernard said door knocking needs to be extremely well structured to get anywhere. At this stage door knocking is highly likely to waste my breathe and effort.

Just by writing it out, I already feel a release like putting a burden off my solar plexus, isn't it amazing? Now the self-forgiveness part. I know, I was just like some of you -- I skipped the self-forgivenss part, it is not interesting but when I research Desteni more deeper later on, I found self-forgiveness is something that I did not want to do(because I am not skillful yet, I Process definitely will help) but definitely help me bit by bit cleaning myself and obviously cleaning my thoughts so thoughts don't automatically jumps out anymore. Isn't that horrible whenever I saw a plane I would have thoughts want it explode or when I saw a little dog I would have thoughts of stepping on it's head, or saw a iron stick inserted in the ground and wanted to experience my eyes pieced through it. Through my research I find out I cannot just force/suppress myself to dissipate them, then the most effective way is self-forgive down to as detail as possible then don't do it again. Isn't it logical that these thoughts must be originate from us somewhere? They are from what we accepted and allowed in the past. Like I played a lot of shooting videos games(about killings and I felt excited when I shoot someone) and Japanese animations(bloody porn-atic stimulants) and I believe these are my cause of those thoughts. I have to do something about them.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to speak from my mind and react through my mind instead of self- directing myself and expressing myself.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to judge door knocking is difficult and I will always have the same results and not willing to spend my effort in door knocking to learn and change my course.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to judge that I will get extremely low appointments rates based on how I did last time on door knocking.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to judge through my mind and place my value in my judgments/my mind.

I forgive myself that I haven't accepted and allowed myself to learn in the actual field and actually learn and adjust my approach.

I forgive myself that I haven't accepted and allowed myself to change myself to fit into my environment.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not want to change me since changing me means I was not right I was wrong I wasn't superior.

I forgive myself that I haven't accepted and allowed myself to realize I was never right for I was only self-interested.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to trust my mind in projecting how the door knocking outcome is so uncertain.

I forgive myself that I haven't accepted and allowed myself to find ways to make door knocking fun and something to enjoy.

I forgive myself that I haven't accepted and allowed myself to realize door knocking is the way of training me how to handle people's mind lower their resistance and convince them for an appointment.

I forgive myself that I haven't accepted and allowed myself to spend time and effort for door knocking as a learning process.

I forgive myself that I haven't accepted and allowed myself to spend time and effort in fine tuning door knocking and learn from it.

11:35 pm.

Update on the my stoppong of masturbation for 2-3 weeks now

2011-04-29T00:38:00.000-07:00

12:38 am. Reading takes less time than watching the whole youtube clip(I usually make it 30 mins) so I will stop making vlog for awhile and see how effective blogging can be in drawing people's attention. We are serious in bringing forth Equal Money Oneness and Equality to this world -- Our best if not only solution to this Massacre abusing and enslaving each other's World.

So I got a day off -- went to sleep early yesterday night. I slept like 9 hours not totally sleeping but also contemplating reviewing how I should do with my real estate license. Sometime I found that I want to do more reading software exercises to increase my pace on getting the scripts done and quicker in doing sales in the software but I was tried and I need to rest.

So I have stopped masturbation for 2-3 weeks by now at least. The feeling is like I am getting my memory back things begin to have imprints/impressions after I read them. It is after I walked pass the addiction of masturbation that I can appreciate the here-ness the present, the memory the stable and I thought the energy or sexual desires was totally everything I lived for -- they have subsided by now. My biggest problem on masturbation is not I cannot stop it, I stopped it for 7 months but the 'itch cycle' comes and when I go: Ok, I should be ok to do it once and when I did it I "couldn't stop" and keep asking for more that's my biggest problem that I need to face and resolve this.

Like right now I am pretty calm enjoying that I am totally stable and do not specifically have the desire to masturbate. Just present -- here with my body. Besides masturbation is a form of energy pass through my body that I apparently enjoyed but harming those that receive it including my body. Right now, according to my last couple of masturbations, whenever I masturbate my finders would react with/have I believe those are virus. Which also as I said, it's absolutely true that when I masturbated a lot in the past, my memories were extremely bad. I can confirm it with you here. Masturbation do not rejuvenate me/you, it only rejuvenates the mind. I would suggest not hide behind sleeping but rest awhile if you really need to re-charge instead of masturbating.

I am thinking how I am going to handle all these works here? I promised to do a lot of things including Desteni and re-study the SRA materials. I went into the mind projecting it would be difficult including writing the blog right now. I wanted a quick way out, wanted to sleep and recharge, I wanted to rest. I need a break. I feel painful for handle so many tasks, how am I going to handle 2 days of open houses(to learn how to work with resisting clients). I want to rest and don't have to face all these challenges most importantly is the pressure from my mom, nagging I am spending a lot of her money and not earning anything, I need to train myself and worry I won't get satisfying results in two months, I have already train myself on the scripts just reciting them took me around 25 days already.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to worry that I might not have satisfying improvements on my sales training to sell the software.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to project how fast I would pick up learning to sell software based on how I did in the past 25 days instead of learning and adjusting myself all the time.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to think I don't want to write my blog or do research for Desteni as I need to find ways to earn money as soon as possible.

I forgive myself that I haven't accepted and allowed myself to realize it is doing for what is best for all that I will find myself effective and feel honest and won't regret in my future on how I spent my life.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to think oh I failed in the SRA before, I didn't understand the material and it would be still the same not realizing I have changed, I got my memory partialy back and I already showing improvements in reading and understanding the materials.

I forgive myself that I haven't accepted and allowed myself to dedicate my life and time on just doing it and not project any fears or predicting the outcomes based on my past.

I forgive myself that I haven't accepted and allowed myself to realize the past is just a reference from the past and life is ever changing and the mind seldomly right in predicting the future.

I forgive myself that I haven't accepted and allowed myself to learn from how I translate and learn how to type the chines characters that no matter how detailed I planned it is I actually do it that matters and I adjust it accordingly to achieve the best results and progress.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to trust my fears of projecting it will be difficult but instead of doing it bit by bit and revise it according.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself enjoying I complaining and whining about how I experience the discomfortabilites and not willing to go out of my comfort zone.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself just want to hide in my old comfort zone style of living and do not want to experience pain and instead of doing it bit by bit.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear my mom's angriness and nagging on me for spending a lot of her money instead of directing the situation.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to complain it's so painful in doing all sort of estimation and I don't want to get it wrong in deciding what I should do with my real estate license.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to complain and whining about I cannot stand it I want my old comfort zone back not realizing it is only making my situation worse for the words create who I am instead of directing myself bit by bit.

I forgive myself that I haven't accepted and allowed myself to realize door knocking might be just a temporary run to start my selling and I project myself into it is so difficult and hard work and do not want to learn from it practice it do it effectively.

I forgive myself that I haven't accepted and allowed myself to realize pressure is my self-created because I don't want to make mistakes and fall but when fear of falling I have fallen already.

I forgive myself that I haven't accepted and allowed myself to realize I can only do my best to direct myself and it is not about not to fall but if/when I fall I forgive myself and climb and stand up again and correct myself.

As usual, a big release and now the time for self-corrective statements to change my essence.

Within seeing I want to whine again I stop and breathe reminding myself it won't solve my pain it only make my situation worse and I make myself angry I direct myself and learn and adjust in every moment.

Within seeing me want to stay in my comfort zone and trusting the mind's projection of how difficult it is, I stop and breathe and remind myself it is actually doing it that matters and truly works.

I direct myself I do things bit by bit and adjust and learn accordingly.

1:46 am.

Money and Zombies

2011-04-24T23:06:00.000-07:00

11:06 pm. So forcing myself to keep writing. What should I write about? Have been using the vocabulary building program to build the scripts and closing all along almost for these half month, ever since I decided to switch to become a software sales. Heavy training.

I am still not certain on how it will turn out, how I would do it here in Vancouver. Everything is still a question mark of how I do it how do I approach, it's like the mind is always insecure when you cannot calculate the path ahead and always like

I don't know/not sure how to do it. Because from past experience usually what the mind project is wrong and what/how the circumstances turn out is totally different that what I anticipate. I though sale was easy but so far it has turned out totally different than what I though of I just use my big moth to talk -- it's the opposite I should talk less and listen more. Also, for example I though door-knocking is easy but it's totally not that I mean I got tired just by doing it for one Saturday for 2 hours but I don't have time to think about those now, I know what I need to do is to concentrate on my training. The more I am prepared the more effective I would be, without properly trained myself to a satisfactory level and blindly walking out would just waste my time and effort because it would be difficult for me to close any appointments. So training training and training.

What I have been experiencing through these how long? 20 days? or 25? training and time went by very fast. What I realize is even when you find a path to make money it would take a lot of effort to train yourself and have to have the right tool to assist you or it would take even much longer.

From the beginning that I totally didn't have a clue of how to remember/learn the stuffs to today that I have a basic foundations. It could take 6 months to learn the materials without the program and I am serious. When I took the real estate license test I kept studying 6 hours a day and right after 1 hour I would forgot the information and I just kept repeating kept reading it again and again to 'repaint my memory'. Now it's like I 'know' the information and I can remember them to a very high accuracy.

I have been wondering what I can share, what I can write about in my blog. Because it is pretty simple -- Walk every breathe in bringing forth Equal Money system to end all atrocities on earth to an extreme big evolution through such a small step. Do I just keep writing the same message again and again? What can I share how I apply myself in Oneness and Equality? While most of my time is just typing in front of the PC several hours everyday. One thing of course for sure is I walk myself stand up got a grip financially then see how I can support Desteni. Desteni I Process is a great way to make money but I need money to take the course so I need this software selling job to earn money. Everything is always about how to put my time and effort to the best use to bring forth the Equal Money as a first step. Because with all sort of atrocities and all sort of sufferings happening on children, the majority being slaves in the pyramid, animals in slaughter house, all sort of pains happening right in every second, shouldn't I participate and do something about this? Shouldn't I do my best effectively in participating so that everyone can enjoy Heaven on Earth and including myself I mean I am 40 years old now that's not much I can enjoy I would be happy to see the Equal Money system setup within 10-20 years, Imagine all sort of garbage that we throw out everyday -- Printers, TVs, Chairs, Cars, Fridge you name it, the all more you throw away the more you need to 'replace' with new means someone including yourself need to go work your lungs out everyday! It is simple common sense so simple that including myself didn't see it and I see it now.

So it is not for how I can enjoy in a Equal Money system or how much money I can earn to enjoy. It is just simply we cannot go on this way -- because of Greediness we humans are severly harming each other through money as greediness disregarding everything but only energy stimulants in our eyes/we call this as 'life': sex, masturbation, diamonds, fancy cars, delicious cuisines, traveling, 'joy' which is just a form of energy, beautiful cloths, ipods, ipads, new notebooks, games that we practice killing and shooting also energy. All these desires shouldn't we see it common sensely we are totally lost in energy and can't stop. Don't you see that the majority 'slaves' inside the money enslavement pyramid are just walking zombies seeking and sucking energies whenever they can.

11:44 pm.

Water Powering Engine - Greediness is the source of humanity's evil, Technology won't solve a thing

2011-04-22T23:46:00.000-07:00

Fox news report http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=J9iWaCMbw60

11:56 pm. This has always been fascinating to me that you don't need gasoline no need to spend tons of money to drill the gasoline out for a power source -- as a temporary solution to solve our daily needs. Yet the 'inventor' is based on his self-interest using law to patent his copy right and even partner with the US military to invent on how to power armored vehicles or tanks by water.

Have we been lost in lacking even a tiny bit of commonsense here -- technology never and can't solve the problems on earth, it is greediness that causing all sort of atrocities on earth. Quite some people keep saying technology can bring heaven on earth -- a fantastic future no it won't. Because of Greediness the inventor didn't give a damn about millions of those that are starving to death say children in Africa, Middle east, China or India you name it and his sole starting point is greediness. The government did care only in how can turn their crushing tanks into money generating machines through war and killing other humans. This is the sold proof that how Greediness has turned us everyone's sole starting point is just greediness and how I can enjoy my life by not taking self-responsibility and just exploiting more and more.

Water engine can be a savior that saves millions of children or those working at the base of the enslavement, providing food shelter(right now house and land is used as a tool for people to flip to make gigantic profits) power easy to get water as fuel power machines to harvest to plant food to transport poor children to hospitals to schools, to power lights and millions even all of humanity can benefit from it. Yet it didn't turn that way -- because everyone's starting is just Greediness, money is just a tool a cover up, the smoke scene. What really is the source of all atrocities and pain and sufferings is Greediness.

Water engine can/right now is developing for military use powering killing machines so that a country can be stronger and further dominate/enslave other countries and kill more people so the rest would live in fear and have to bend their knees on the ground and beg for: Please don't kill me, I would rather be your slave to serve you. Water engine has been used as a tool for one person's self-interest of wanting more money so he doesn't need to work and fuick the rest 75% of the earth are suffering painfully starving each day enslaved in a Chinese factory worked to death for making ipods or playstations.

Oil companies try to postpone or sabotage the project. I remember some even got killed so they can continuous owning the privilege of if you want to live if you want power source -- you have to buy from us for oil, not to mention the elite at the background that has been plotting to reduce the human population because earth is not producing oil anymore.

You want to solve this mess? You want to continue live the rest of your life until you die? Oh yes, time is ticking and those that do not support oneness and Equality would be deleted from earth. Support Desteni, join Desetni I Process -- the income plan that can earn your living at home while you learn how to become a stable better being.

Like us, Show your dedication and participating in bringing forth Heaven on Earth, so one day when you come back on earth again, in next life, whether you are an animal or human or grass -- You live in a 'love thy neighbor like thyself' heaven on earth. Not this Water engine used to power tank or bombers or chicken stick in a 3x3 inch iron cage for the rest of it's life extremely abused totally beyond the imagination or concentration camps. That just because your current life is ok is comfortable and you don't need to care about everything in existence in universe around you -- the natural disasters are exactly doing the same to you/showing you, you don't care about everything, this is the consequence you would suffer or eliminated removed from this earth when the 'deadline' has come.

It would be too late by then, it is all common sense.

12:29 am.

A report on my recovery from thoughs of self-harming

2011-04-19T23:43:00.000-07:00

11:44pm Phew, just finish re-installing my XP this morning. Got virus hampered and as you all/most know setting up an OS is a time consuming jobs, especially need to look up in the webs and try to isolate then solve the problems.

The thoughts on cutting, piercing myself in the eyes cutting myself at least they haven't vividly appeared in my mind and I am keep reminding myself everything is me my body is me and everything in existence is me. The water just boiled and when I hear the tick my mind has the image of want to pour the boiling water on my cheek so this point is not cleared yet. Will write some self-forgiveness on it.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear I might go hysteria and pour the boiling water onto my cheek.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to want to have energy and thinking pouring boiling water is like heavy shower water to make me fresh and make me feeling alive instead of realizing I should use my common sense and protect me realize it will only harm my body.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to long for energy that I will use any means possible to get energy not realizing energy is harming the recipient causing suffering and destructing in nature.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to think boiling water is just as relief and refreshing as hot bathing water.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to think if I cant sustain the more heat and pains I can make myself more attractive as a hero figure.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to think and want to use self-torture self-pain to make me 'stronger' and can handle the harsh of reality.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to think pouring boiling water self-torturing pain is a way to train myself and make more endurable to the harsh life in reality.

I forgive myself that I haven't accepted and allowed myself claiming I need use self-torturing to cure my weakness means I am weak and would be always weak.

Within seeing me want to stimulate me using boiling water to stimulate me on the cheek I stop and breath and remind myself common sense is the key and energy will just like greed and can never be satisfy.

Within seeing me want to self-torture to generate pain to be an heroic figure I stop and breathe and remind myself everything in existence is equal and there is no heroic but self-forgiveness within self-honesty.

so I have sleep for an hour while I was lying on the bed and fall in sleep so quickly.
12:52am.

3:22pm So I can't actually say at this moment I am totally clear of these self-harming thoughts but at least they are not floating/poping out automatically and I am changing myself changing my essence. Some of you might say it's bull shit I don't need to pay or do anything to stop myself I can just stop myself, how I am going to Do/Act out these are just thoughts, I am in control. I would say that is totally ego and we'll see - as Bernard said: The demons will take over the people and Act out and they will seek out all forms of ways to 'repair fix them' until every method fails and they have to try Desteni I process. After threes years of studying Desteni and especially after observing/seeing how the nature disasters have changed this world, compare to three years ago when everything seems normal and nothing has changed/happened but look at what we are having now and it's just the prelude.

I speak some self-forgiveness points when my mom was out inside the house. I feel somooth, comfortable, cleared inside me that I haven't experienced for a long time a little bit of 'highness' feeling but I am working on speaking/writing on self-forgiveness points to do it once and for all. I mean I know there are tons of points about one issue that I can do self-forgiveness on and I resist/don't want to change my old style of living, energy masturbation or even agriness resentments. Yes sometimes it's not sometimes on me I used to have tons of resentments about anyone that treat me viciously or cunningly and I didn't get what it means kept asking why or resent that person as there is nothing I can do but hate hate and hate. Of course I need to walk my way out through self-forgiveness.

Right now, I only know I need to train myself as fast as effective as possible into a TT Software salesperson make a stand got a grip in making money then get back to SRA course(Desteni I Process) as soon as possible - that's the place where you can earn quite a lot of money through doing your process learn how to do it effectively, if it's not money and I lack of faith in I-Process can generate money for me, I wouldn't quit Desteni I-Process a year ago. But of course I don't even have money to pay for my internet and my mom doen't fuikcing care only about her money. I need to find an effective way to make money anyways, can't make money through bloging.

Oh by the way, Bernard said if any of you guys that are 'rich' and have money but don't have time to study Desteni I-Process you can Sponsor some lads on Desteni invest on them and after they have trainees under them, they can stand up and have clients/agents under them, they can sustain themselves. I definitely agree with what Bernard said: If you understand best for all, if you know what Desteni means to the whole word you would already give up your self-interest and support Desteni with everything you have, you don't even need someone to ask/tell you to support Desteni.

4:13pm

My Story of writing Self-forgiveness on Piercing my eyes

2011-04-17T09:02:00.000-07:00

9:03 So I am waiting for my PC to burn the XP image, need to prepare for reinstalling XP got virus in my OS.

I just wrote the self-forgiveness out yesterday and posted in on Desteni website. I used to think these thoughts of piercing my eyes or cutting my own tongue these thoughts will go away or fade away as time goes by but as Bernard has said: Human will be more possessed by the demons and difficult to control their own acts or whatever they have in thoughts they would act it out. So these thoughts keep floating out especially in the morning when I just wake up, partial conscious.

Sometimes you know my bladder has been holding my pee for whole night but I want to rest and don't want to get up right away, I was just lying in my bed listening the radio blurring -- I would have thoughts of cutting my penis, this has also happened when I was peeing. So these thoughts have come to an extent that I can not just rely on speaking the self-forgiveness and got to do something about it.

So I do a Ranting and Raving, still don't have time to go through Mind construct again(these are all in the Desteni I Porcess) currently totally concentrating on training myself become a education software salesperson. I myself use the software to assist me a lot in remembering the scripts -- It extremely shorten the memorizing process, time taken and the best of all -- It won't fade away, you know that inside it is in you. I know it might sound funny/stupid some might say: What are you taking about? Once you remember it is in you. No it's not try to remember it 3 hours later, you have to keep memorizing the information and you never remember them except for those that die hard memorizing and discipline themselves to 'death' bookworms could. A three pages script that I use 10 days through the education software to put the information 'into Knowing into me' and I can recite them to 90-95% accuracy each day in the morning -- Long lasting it has been 2 consecutive mornings by now, I usually recite them after meals where I need to rest and can't don much anyways.

Anyways, so I write out some Self-forgiveness out according to the R&R which is a release. Before I thought just speaking them out should be 'ok' and I never actually really look at them and write them out on the PC.

This morning the thoughts are much dissipated, but you have to be self-honest really honestly forgiving yourself for the points that I dis-regard existence as me and from there clean my points and find out the desires why I want to do that in my thoughts. Bernard call these back chats -- That really already alleviating these thoughts. These thoughts are so vivid and I am quite sure if I don't deal with them properly it would get worse to an degree that I would Act them out. Which I was lost(still working on my way out) to masturbation and energy and 'action' movies so much into my mind that I cannot even control myself. When I was in high school I just kept reading Japanese comic books and pursuing the stimulants the bloody scenes and I just read more and more. You know when you were a child I don't remember did I know how to masturbate back then, I shouldn't have started yet. Back then I don't know and I just it feels like I am 'alive' apparently I got to a higher stage actually it's all energy.

So it feels good extremely comfortable for being me again, I still need to walk my process of changing myself bit by bit in application until these characteristics are not inside my essence anymore. So I am/need to be aware in every moments to remind me: Don't have these thoughts again, if I have thoughts they don't just 'entertain' me if I don't fulfill these thoughts (Bernard explained before) I would have to come back in another Life and 'fulfill' these thoughts because we are all one and equal, including the thoughts. You think about it means you did it already, except if self-forgive properly, the thoughts keeps floating out is an alarm: Hey they are walking their way to manifest in your real life -- In space and time continuum , if you change your mind and don't want them better do something about them before it's too late and they manifested.

9:54 am.

I am being myself no cutting my tongue thoughts or want to cut my penis or piece my eyes thoughts. I still have an 'impression/imprint' of checking do I think about those thoughts again, and the (four count) breathe assist me of staying here and not into my mind wandering around.

Have talked to Bernard about Memorizing stuff

2011-04-13T20:26:00.001-07:00

8:26 p.m I was reading MayaR's chat with Bernard and I also re-read Bernard said people that do not blog efficiently are never a good supporter anyway and would change/detour to other little things. So I am 'forcing' myself although English is not my mother language, I am not as fluent as those Desteni bilingual chapss(like Marlen, Vicktor) I am going to write a bit. Writing bit by bit also a prove that I really care about this world this earth that I am here to contribute myself to make a difference. Yes, according to current plan it would take 20 years 6 years beginning to start in politics. But I am serious in getting things done it's just at this moment I am overwhelmed with lots of training and stuffs and I don't quite have time to fix the OS yet, due to viruses. For I-process I need to learn like Adobe after effects I mean, my most prioritized goal here is to get a grip on the software sales training and I am doing my best at it, then 'hopefully' I can get one or two sales on it.

I talked to Bernard about how he can assist us on memorizing things and he said the memory is how we think it is. It is true that I thought I was old, I never did well in school, it is like my life was programmed to never succeed and I fear and lack the confidence in I can be successful. Also the children learning software assist to me quite a lot. Even today I still remember the script word by word and I have only been working on it for 10 days It's amazing but of course I told my brother about it and his wife just said: well if you are not a big company and if it really works then the government would be using it already. Always skeptic and just trust brand name's credibility.

I was worrying a lot. Yes, worrying because I failed so many times in the past that many things don't work out on me, almost like whatever I planned very seldomly things will turn out good on me and I started to worry things at the beginning I would be very enthusiastic and then when it didn't turn out the way I want I would want to give up or start to worry is it the right track am I getting it right? It is so difficult that how I am going to do it? lots of worries and I though because with all sort of negative emotions I want to return to normal feel comfortable so what did I do? I complain and winning and speak it all out thought it is a release. Yes it was a release for a split moment then I didn't know I am just creating myself through my words. This worry this thing I can almost feel it inside me. It has becomes a habit an instinct that I see things as persimmistic. No I can't succeed it's not going to make it and I rather save my breathe.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to worry and think it is not going to succeed and I would rather save my breathe.

I forgive myself that I haven't accepted and allowed myself to give to actually do it and learn from my experiences.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to reply on my mind and think my mind is god and believing in it's prediction not realizing it is common sense and actually do it and learn how to adjust that is going to work.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to feel comfortable as long as I worry then I am protecting myself and I have a bigger chance of succeed through worrying.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to think without worrying then I would just go crazy and do wild things that could cause me into lots of troubles even killing myself not realize that I should use common sense to guide me.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to use worry as an substitution for love and when I am worry then I feel safe and comfort just like being loved.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to feel not doing means I won't make mistakes and don't act is the safest act.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself that I don't want to face failure and learn from my failure and adjust myself.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to think once I fail I will always keep failing and I will not change myself to adapt to my environment.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to feel embarrassed about failure.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself do not want to find out whether my plans work or not so I don't have a chance of needing to face failure.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself not eager to change myself in facing my environment and failure.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to think I am perfect and defending my ego and not willing to change myself.

Within seeing me starts worrying and winning I stop and breath and remind myself winning worrying will only make things worse and make my beingness worse through my words.

Within seeing me don't want to act want to save my breathe and not acting trusting my mind's calculation I stop and breathe and remind myself it is through actually doing that I can learn from real life-experience cases and learn through failure and I adjust my course.

Within seeing me don't want to change me or embarrassed for failure I stop and breathe and remind myself there is nothing that does not change Life is always changing the only thing that do not change is oneness and equality.

10:04 pm

Do you want to Make lots of Money in our End times

2011-04-09T00:24:00.000-07:00

12:24am, so as Bernard said: it is about how to promote Desteni I-process. In the monetary way because it's so shocking true that Bernard shows us -- the public don't care about how to clean themselves through self-forgiveness, no -- That's why nobody joins. So for anyone looking for an way out here is your chance -- Go study, google Desteni I-process. Find out how you can make quite some(actually it's a lot) of money through the I-process, if they approve you.

I definitely agree with Bernard that the world system is ending -- Just look at the governments that have Never found out what is the real problem that has been causing the financial collapses in the world and I-process is your chance to make your living through -- Invest 100 euro per month -- Learn the materials -- Recruit and assist more people -- Your get Reward -- You Invest(Contribute) again.

The whole concept is Buy the product -> Use the product -> Contribute(buy) again. You can only recruit 10 buddies into your team -- Over the Quota/Limit you have to assign them to someone who don't have any/have less than 10 buddies in their team. The point is stick close to this 10 team member you assist them through promoting acquire their own 10 buddies. Each person can only have 10 buddies/members in their team so choose wisely. A suggestion would be someone that like you admire your works. So know the members well before recruiting them into your own team.

Now the most important part -- How do you make money through this? As far as I know, you take a certain percentage of monthly investments from the people that are below you, so if you have a group of 100 fine you receive a fixed percentage from all these 100 people, if your group(including all those below you) have 500 fine, 1000 great -- That's how you make money(we wouldn't say profit because at the end like 20years later it all go back to Equal Money System).

So it would take approximately 3-4 years to enlarge your group, through promoting your product, sharing yourself.

For further details google: Desteni I process

How I am doing this week

2011-04-07T20:35:00.000-07:00

8:35pm, pushing myself to do some writings. I have been keep working and keep working on the Technotutor presentation and everyday is full of stuffs that I need to work things out. I am not sure if I am diligent but I feel like man! the problems that I am facing is like an ice berg, how am I going to do it? How do I approach it? I tried door knocking and my knees was hurt and I couldn't handle it at all. I was just doing it for one and half hour and my body already feel bad. I need to direct myself so how can I direct myself efficiently.

Best for all -- a point that I have missed and reluctant to do it somehow because it imply that there would be no more self-interest or self-enjoyment(lol I/we need to see about this point), no more self-interested sex or masturbation or energetic feelings but once I heard Bernard said: after you die it would be ultimate test of whether you can give up desires(self-interest) and doing everything based on best for all else you are not re-birthed yet. Then all of a sudden I understand one thing, all these self-forgiveness what I am doing here my process is just one thing -- to reprogram myself into one thing that is doing everything for best for all, since everyone everything are me. That is what I need to do. Changing as much as I can in my essence to program myself into acting what is best for all.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear of accepting act in best for all then I cannot have feelings or masturbation again because they might not fit into best for all.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to obsessed into the old plastic model kits geometric feelings and thinking that is fun and I can't have it within what is best for all.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to judge that act in best for all is no fun.

I forgive myself that I haven't accepted and allowed myself to realize that best for all is the best approach because everything in existence is me.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to only care about what I can feel and get but disregard everything else in existence and not acting in what is best for all.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself wanting to do nothing and just cuddle in doing nothing or do as least as possible instead of self-forgive my points that do not fit into what is best for all and change myself.

Within seeing I want to cuddle and stay the same I stop and breath and remind myself everything in existence is me and act in best for all is the best strategy for everything in existence.

Went to Vancouver business network group

2011-03-30T00:33:00.000-07:00

12:31 I wanted to give up but I haven't written for two days. I am pushing myself to re-create myself. Very tired not sure if it because I drove 2 hours back and froth to Aldergrove. Then went to the VBN meetup tonight. I felt pretty tired but I tell myself I can't use excuses like these I have to write something I have to recreate myself.

I have explained to two people about the general concept of equal money -- using simple examples that the backpack, cloths, cars these we can make them last for a hundred years we already have the technology. It is not here only because of greediness because I want to make a profit, the company wants to make a profit. So far it's ok, they seem to understand what I am talking about. I am sure when they hear it again, they could be interested in it.

I am very tried, I need to lie down and sleep/rest try to be with my physical. There are tons of pages for me to read. Funny some say my picture looks good my mom said I looks like mad/angry. I am not reading and absorbing fast, I need assistance and build faster reading skills.

Ok, need to rest. 12:43

A very tough day

2011-03-26T23:10:00.000-07:00

11:08 that I have been chatting with Bernard and he has been brutally straight in pointing out what I have been and it hurts and painful to face what I am. He pointed out I am extremely greedy, not willing to give, what else? Ah! Judging a lot, Manipulator -- (dictionary) exploits and control people to suit his own ends. It is so tough to say yes I am that I mean I didn't realize it myself. Most important is he said I am just hiding within trying to help Desteni but just use an excuse to make more money for myself. At this moment I still "hope" I am not that but Bernard is always right for what I have talked to him for two years so far.

So guys, I have to write self-forgiveness to clear myself and what I realize is it is not about pain or about do not want to see myself -- This side of myself. Also! a back-chat/thought auto-talker. The more I spew the more I need to do self-forgiveness until I learned breath and stop start directing myself in problems instead of speaking out worries. I mean I don't see/know how this world works, when I am worry I speak it out, I felt better, I felt relieved. However speaking it out doesn't really help with the situation that is true, I know that. Every word that I speak build part of me. I need to learn "directing myself" in problems.

Extremely greedy:

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself only care about my gain in but not willing to give to others.

I forgive myself that I haven't accepted and allowed myself to realize it is through my giving that I shall receive.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself always like a business/capitalist and calculate what I will gain and not willing to give more to others.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself thinking giving more to others is a waste.

I forgive myself that I haven't accepted and allowed myself to see myself is so stinginess.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself use assisting Desteni financially to hide behind I want to have money buy tickets to SA farm and pay internet.

I forgive myself that I haven't accepted and allowed myself to realize giving is also helping others.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to think helping is bullshit and if I do no get anything in return I am not willing to start giving.

I forgive myself that I haven't accepted and allowed myself to realize giving to people that I find worthy that support oneness and equality is assisting myself.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself wanting to have lots of fountain of money to spend not realizing the consequences and pay back of using money to enslave others.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to feel pain and I am hurting myself for giving my help, paying others, offer my help for free to others that in need.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself when I gain I am happy and greedy want to have as much as possible but when I need to pay I am reluctant to pay a penny.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to live in extreme greediness that I am not even aware.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself when I need someone's help I approach them as friendly as possible but once they are in troubles or no use to me again I turned my poker face to them, forget and don't care about them.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to spike to the person that I need to pay for.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself using I have to reserve my money for excuses and not even giving my help that doesn't not cost any money to others that in need of my help.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to turn my cold shoulder to people that do not pay me.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself not willing to spend anything to anyone but wanted to absorb and learn as much as possible from them.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself not wanting to spend any of my strength to help anyone or pay anyone to work for me.

I forgive myself that I haven't accepted and allowed myself to realize helping others are actually helping myself for they are part of Life as me and I shouldn't feel stinginess about helping people.

Within seeing the pattern I don't want to give but just want to manipulate others for greediness I stop and breath and remind myself it is ok to give others and receive -- Others loot from me are just creating their own future.

Within seeing the pattern I fear I might be tricked or losing effort I stop and breath and remind myself I receive through give we are all from the same source even if people take advantage of me I would find out later.

Within seeing the pattern I want to be greedy in taking people's advantage I stop and breath and remind myself if I take advantage of others I am permitting others to take advantages of myself.

Fear of being rejected:

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear of being rejected not realizing I am creating my failure.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself not eager to learn from failures and rejections.

I forgive myself that I haven't accepted and allowed myself to face failures and imagining and want keeping myself to be perfect not realizing I improve through learning.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to rather not doing and postponing instead of directing myself in how to learn.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself because I feel so bad when rejected and I reluctant to face failures, rejects, disappointments instead of directing myself and learn gradually.

I forgive myself that I haven't accepted and allowed myself to see I should put my attention on learning instead of avoiding failure.

I forgive myself that I haven't accepted and allowed myself to realize the more I see the more I learn.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to think I don't need to learn but I afraid of failure.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself only live in fear of failures and rejected and hence creating my own failures and rejection.

I forgive myself that I haven't accepted and allowed myself to fully directing myself to learn how to become a real estate agent.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to be so so afraid of being rejected and failures that I always picture and project the failure and rejected pictures in my mind.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself so worry about being rejected and annoyed that I only live in fears of failure and rejections.

I forgive myself that I haven't accepted and allowed myself to realize fearing is the most wasting my time and effort on earth because I am not living or enjoying while I am fearing.

I forgive myself that I haven't accepted and allowed myself to realize I am not free and cannot be free if I am always living in fear and worries.

Within seeing my pattern of do not want to face being annoyed being rejected I stop and breath and remind myself if I don't learn I will never improve.

Within seeing my pattern of want to postponing I stop and breathe and remind myself the most efficient way is to direct myself in handling the situation and learn.

What should I write?

2011-03-25T23:02:00.000-07:00

11:00 p.m. Just finish driving some mom's Christian friends who have had stroke, his blood was too thick and a clog got pumped into his head blocking the supply of oxygen and nutrients to the brain cell. He is eighty something when you get old it is a certain fact that things like this will happen onto you. When I was young I though "old" is such an far and distant like far away deep in the galaxy that I might not even visit it in the rest of my Life. Yes, it exists it is there but it's none of my business. When you get older like me then the more you see the more you realize what I would become. It is not a fear or worry it is a fact, so I am spending as every moment as the most meaningful as possible so I won't regret how I spend this Life. (sigh ) haven't write self-forgiveness on what Andrea told me write on. Have been busy each day that -- I am beginning to get tired of opening my emails. Whenever something pops out it means I need to use common sense to find a solution find a way to handle events that has happened.

Chatting with Bernard tomorrow, boy how desperate how so many questions I want to have Bernard's guidance. Business like real estate agents are full of problems and you need to solve every problems efficiently. You have to find the right directions else it would just waste a whole lot of efforts and if you learn through trial and error it would takes much longer period of time and wasting efforts on things that you shouldn't concentrate on.

To me in what I see is I know I am living in oneness and equality but it is not in my essence yet. I need to program myself into instinctively live and act within oneness and equality else after I die there wouldn't be time and space for me to "decide" or force myself into oneness and equality. My oneness and equality is still in the knowledge and information level not at my essence level yet. Bernard said if you die today there is nothing that they can do they can't help you, you have to face the test of desires, personal desires. Desires means you choose your self-interest instead of what is best for all -- including finding a companion. I mean holy god! How would I live without even a little bit of desire? desire is like vacation (currently it is) that even once in a while I would want to experience something you know. yes self-interest is causing disasters all over existence I got that totally agree. If sun, nature, earth have self-interest and as a matter of fact all these earth quakes natural disasters are showing humanity the consequences of when you don't give a damn about anything around you -- They don't give a damn about you. I mean like companion, I really want to experience with some personalities that I like. Is that too much to ask?

Breath by breath I am correcting myself building re-building myself but how do I face this making money dilemma? I am working working learning learning a bit worrying every day then week by week. Working bit by bit and I so much/desperate want to take a vacation, a few days off. I wanted to write something last night but I was resting lying on my bed and I fell asleep. I got no entertainment got no one to share with me -- Totally alone. I was enjoying with my physical (body) and trying to concentrate on/merge with my body. Chatting with Destonians and sleeping becomes my only relax and entertainments.

11:34 pm. Ok, talk to you soon.

I am exhausted from injecting ink into cartridges

2011-03-24T00:39:00.000-07:00

12:37pm, still haven't replied an email yet. I think I will reply him in the morning. I am very tired today -- Went to two gatherings, 1 hr and 2 hours come back injecting ink into my cartridges, too 2 hours encountered number of problems, dripped a few drops of blue ink on the carpet -- ink is too good that they immersed into the carpet too well it took me about three hours to clean it with water and I still got some light light blue spots in the carpet. It was a nightmare. There are tons of things that I need to do. Still have a toast-master gathering that I will go tomorrow. I just overwhelmed by everything every problems that I need to face, writing blogs, vlogs, I need spend time on snooping around in the toast masters groups, the blue tooth needs time, ink jet needs time, I am not even cooking at this moment. finding out who's willing to share and can be helpful to me, writing advertisements takes time. I am lacking directions and everything just rush at my face and I am on my own nobody in the matrix cares about me. Most people that I first met they are cautious and rejecting me it doesn't feel good when I keep doing working on things everyday but it's not paying off or showing progress.

Imagine I still haven't read all the chat logs in Bernard chatting with private forums. You can see how busy I am. Whenever and so far frequently there are many accidents then more hours need to taken out to handle that.

Am I in the wrong directions? Can I revise the direction better? Am I doing things that are not assisting me in generating leads? Even some destonians don't understand they keep saying doing photoshop by yourself is easy, internet is here google it, wordpress is easy do it yourself. It is not like that, my first priority is get familiar to the procedures, being skillful and generate leads -- go social they don't see it they can't understand. Everyone only has 10hrs each day to work things out.

I really felt the horrible exhausting survival in the system and capitalism don't care about you. I haven't even participate in the private forum I don't have nothing. How am I suppose to do it alone and make me successful in the matrix? It's a so big challenge for me. I am going to lie on my bed and rest -- the greatest moment that I enjoy each day.

Ok, 1:09, guys real estate agents are exhausting and demands a lot of trust -- at the beginning there is no certainty in everything, especially the leads.

Ok, till next moment.

I masturbate again

2011-03-21T01:15:00.000-07:00

1:13, just finish sending email to a prospector. It is difficult to get a deal or get leads, everybody just want you suffocate you to death so they can have more clients, especially amongst the chinese cicrles. I mean they are just Robots and think in robots -- Always competition and never Oneness and Equality or Co-operation, or work for Best for all. It just doesn't exist within them.

I wonder why would I/we react to young people's naked vessels and get excited. I mean it is just flesh, just something red or white then I/we are aroused and certain color or factric or certain species of people then we got a negative feeling. This morning I was like got aroused because I saw some naked pictures and I was like well Sunette said even thinking or participate in the mind or energy is the same as masturbation rejuvenating the mind so what the hell, how about I masturbate for one time and see if I am controlled by masturbation. Totally forgot about the would get close to death experience through masturbation/Sex. People if your not Destonian you would see lots of people dying or having stroke just because of masturbation or sex. I am quite sure Bernard won't lie and it's going to happen.

So I was concentraing on the physical, forgot not to just concentrate on how I feel inside the head. You know, when you masturbate feeling is a major part. After the masturbation I already felt my memory has damaged/degraded to a certain degree. From now no, I definitely will not get horny as frequent as before -- it hurts my memory, if it's not Bernard I didn't know it at all. Basically I was boring and want to get some excitements some nice feelings and not using my Breath Orgasm to prospone my desire to masturbate. I mean I was just working everyday and there are tons of things that I need to prepare work with, arrange, problem sovling etc. My bed, the moment I can sleep on my bed really is the most bliss moment that I longed for everyday. I totally underestimate how a REALTOR® or a sales person need to be trained go through to even have a deal start.

Basically the good feeling part is only the building up before ejeculation. Then the mind feeling comes and it doesn't feeling good. The Breath Orgasm way is really once and for all style of handling desire for masturbation. I tried to not associate getting excited associating to feelings or just certain part of muscles, I tried to get excited just by rubbing my hands or my thights it didn't work at this moment. I am not excited or having an erection. I am still exploring but definitely masturbation has serious consequences that at this moment I still feel it is not worth it. Got to find a way to get excited, lol maybe a female companion or I am looking for ways to get excited not just by masturbation. I mean working working and working under pressure everyday is not the way -- I can't withstand it I haven't even started yet. I still haven't properly prospected yet.

Ok, 1:37am Talk soon.

Called a Prospector and I am embarrassed

2011-03-19T01:29:00.000-07:00

1:27 am, As multi-tasking as usual busy busy busy and busy. Wanted to go to sleep but forcing myself to write -- trying to keep writing everyday. Folks I am listening an audio book while I am writing, you can imagine how many things I need to do. We Destonians all are.

I pushed myself to call a prospector again. I tried to talk to the wife but the husband pick up the phone so I have to asked: Are you Mr. buyer? I am Fred. Of course his attitude is defensive and a bit irritated just wanting to get rid of me. I got rash up to my head after I said thank you. I was all crumbled at the end -- I know the principles but knowing it and applying it are totally two different things. When you act when you participating, you don't have time to think. How can you think within tenth of one second!? Believe me the most enjoyable time is when I can lie on my bed, sometimes I just sleep a few hours early.

Fukushima Dai-ichi it's such a big event that all the matrix people are just watching it as an action movie -- only an extremely small amount of Destonians really cares how the nature is striking back at humanity. I mean really, please use common sense. If it has never happened before and all of a sudden it happens now, something has changed something is not right. If it happens now, then it can/will happen again. We are just giving you the answer: It will happen in the very near future, very soon. Use common sense, look how human shocked, excited(watching movie style) then forget the Australia flooding, European mega storm, Katrina, New Zealand earth quake, Indonesia earth quake, and Tokyo Mega Earthquake -- human are robots that don't learn and remember but lost in sex/masturbation energies and greediness referred as money. Money is not the source of Evil, Equal Money system can utilize money and give everyone every children animals millionaire style living and only need to work for 4 years -- then you can retired and for the rest of your Life all your basic necessities like housing, clean water, basic hygiene for each everyone! Anyone wants to stop the nuclear meltdown? Stop the disasters, stop the death, stop the sorrow and pain? If you really want to do it, you would participate and bring forth Equal Money system for the best gift for you your children and their children.

Google: Equal Money system. Desteni, and Participate.

2:01 pm. Talk later.

Have lunch with a director

2011-03-16T23:54:00.000-07:00

11:52 pm, So writing again. I just have lunch with a director from Coquitlam. He is a interesting person, first of all he's like me that like to talk. We do agree that at this moment people are not co-operating very well. I explained it to him -- everyone's starting is just Greediness and they are just creating their own enemy/own nightmare. Those that do not consider the rest and striving to dominate the market. Those that at the bottom of the enslavement layer, agents are forced to give More referrals to make a living or try to steal clients from each other or please the clients and draw them to you. As I said, ever since then, everyone is keep plotting, attacking, defending all night long and nobody ever sleeps peacefully. Your either worried when someone is going to plot and successfully take your place or busy plotting how to get clients from others every night.

I confess that I was a bit excited when I ask what do you get if you successful become the president of the organization(of course we don't call it an organization), he said it is the right thing that he wants to do that he comes from a single/burdened family that he has four brothers and sisters and he said the only things that he can get gain is respect from others that when people will respect what you say. However, when I come home on a second thought, of course he did give me very useful suggestions(his approach is totally different, he doesn't do open houses, door-knockings, he doesn't give referrals) I don't know if it's the accent of my English is really limited that I only got like 60-70% of what he is speaking. On a second thought, is his motivation really about that? I mean I don't know at this moment I honesty don't know -- I can't tell. In the current capitalism enslavement system. Someone must be looking for money -- through some ways to obtain money.

So that's my little share of my experience. Still don't have a clear clue of how to generate leads but I am going as being as self-honest as possible and treating everyone as honest as possible. It is interesting that I can play the strategy online game with Oneness and Equality but I am worried in playing this real estate business by living Oneness and Equality. It would be really interesting if I successfully apply Oneness Equality into Real Estate business.

Ok, 12:50, talk later.

Angry again

2011-03-15T21:57:00.001-07:00

I have an coffee appointment with a guy and I called him confirm right before I am about to go out, he surprised me saying: Wasn't we change it to Thursday? I mean I was angry right away because I know that is a lie. I asked him are you busy today? He said yes, so I was quite confirm that he doesn't want to see me. He kept saying very sorry and I just closed my phone while he was saying his sorry.

I don't want to participate in angry but I felt like I was being manipulated and swirling around and I felt angry right away. I was fully happy all week waiting to have an opportunity to know each other and you didn't want to meet at the beginning, and I thought you change to Thursday is just an cunning excuse to say: Oh sorry, that's why I am not prepared and not called you today.

Mind construct:

-->I found out Pete didn't want to meet with me at all.

-->-->I feel betrayed and my expectation to make friend with him.

-->-->-->How dare he swirl me around while I want to make friends with him and know him more.

-->-->-->Of course I have the right to be angry he is the one to blame and responsible for.

-->-->-->-->I don't feel comfortable with all this angriness and I need to exert right away.

-->-->-->-->-->If Pete don't is lying to me then I have the right to be straight to him.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to push people around fearing of if I reject others I would get a bad impressions and rather swirling people and lie to them.

I forgive myself that I haven't accepted and allowed myself being honest to others.

I forgive myself that I haven't accepted and allowed myself to realize whenever I swirl or lie to others I am lying to myself and manifest such experience for me to experience.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself because I don't like being angriness and whenever I am triggered I totally blame that person and automatically throw my tantrum to that person back.

I forgive myself that I haven't accepted and allowed myself to realize even if someone manipulate me I don't have to response in angriness.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself using angriness as a legitimate reaction whenever I am being swirled around.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to I have put my trust in Pete instead of trusting my common sense.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to judge Pete that I am better and honest to him and he pissed me off with swirling me around.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to blame Pete for getting me angry not realizing it is my angriness looking for excuses to exert.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to project my trust outside on Pete.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself using being straight to Pete as exerting my frustration on him.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to spite Pete for how he lie to me and wanted to revenge.

I forgive myself that I haven't accepted and allowed myself to forgive myself and move on.

Within seeing I want to automatically exert my angriness onto anyone apparently causing me angry, I stop and breath reminds myself I need to redirect myself in any situation through common sense.

Within seeing I want to blame anyone for betraying my feelings to them I stop and breath and remind myself that was what I accepted and allowed in the past and there is no one to blame at anything -- I caused it in the past.

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A very tough day

What should I write?

I am exhausted from injecting ink into cartridges

I masturbate again

Called a Prospector and I am embarrassed

Have lunch with a director

Angry again

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