Sunday, February 3, 2013
Day 69 - Corruption for Consumerism
Among the worries that ordinary Chinese have are the high cost urban housing, education and future jobs for their children and inflation. Many complain about the conspicuous consumption of the nouveau riche and corruption among party officials. David Pierson wrote in the Los Angeles Times, “Chinese households are already famously frugal — and with good reason. A flimsy social safety net means tens of millions must save for their own education, healthcare and retirement. And while consumer spending has been rising along with China's prosperity, it has done so almost in spite of an economic model geared almost exclusively toward production rather than domestic consumption.”
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to fear of dying and suffering and I would use corruption to achieve my greediness desires and harming others as me as long as I don't see the painful and ugly reality and people that are harmed by my corruption. I commit myself to show others that there is a serious direct consequence for corruption and harming others as yourself.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to disregard and not satisfied about being as physical/Life that I want to enjoy my self-interest instead of always going/doing what is best for all and recognizing that everyone is me, that I give as what I would like to receive.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to define energy/using corruption/money to reach a higher energy state as living fear of losing money/energy without realizing that this emptiness is caused by the facts that the mind/we are scattered in different pieces. That it is life is the ultimate fulfillment and satisfaction. I commit myself to learn how to enjoy Life and appreciate Life instead of living as energy.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to have a picture of shock and fear of me starving on the street without any support and suffer painfully before I die and controlling me directing me instead of me directing myself and build a world that everyone will be taken care of equally so I don't have to fear. I commit myself to build a world with Equal Money instead of living in fear of suffer in pain and dying.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to allow a picture of politicians taking bribes/money dressing in suit and have luxuries inside a large room to exist within and as me. I commit myself to do not have desires for taking bribes and let others know/understand there are consequences for everyabuse/consume/purchase that we do through money.