Day 74 - Just talking about money, Physical & Consequences

Physical Reaction:

• adrenal glands high and excited.
• dizziness.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to have the reaction of adrenal glands high and excited exist within and as me when talking about money. I commit myself to show others that money is a tool to assist everyone, not a tool for self-interest and enslaving others.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for accepting and allowing myself want to do nothing but get everything hence manifest the elite and the millionaires, instead of realizing I can't run away from consequences, always need to face my consequences after I die and there should be no class as everyone/everything is me. I commit myself to support and build the Equal Money Capitalism for the children to come so everyone including myself can enjoy myself within existence equally.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to have dizziness inside me when I just talk about money exist within and as me. I commit myself to stay in breathe, stay calm and realize I always need to face consequences for my purchase/enslaving others there is nothing to be excited about. Money is not for self-interest enjoyment. I can't enjoy myself when everyone else is in agony.

Consequence:

• Because of desires and become a greedy person harming people.
• Become a person who do not take self-responsibility, only consume butt doesn't contribute.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to just talk about money and because of desires and become a greedy person harming people. I commit myself  to stay in breath and think twice before spending always consider the consequence and always do what is best for all.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to just talk about money and become a person who do not take self-responsibility, only consume but doesn't contribute. I commit myself to always remember everything is me and live give is what I would like to receive.

Day 73 - Just talking about Money, Backchat

Backchats:

• I don't care about anything, give me more and more money and I am excited.
• I can get more, I deserve it, I deserve more money.
• I want more money, it means more luxury I can enjoy in the upper class.
• I don't care how the world suffers as long as I have my interesting and comfortable Life.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to have the backchat of I don't care about anything, give me more money and I am excited existed within and as me. I commit myself to use my money to care for Desteni and build and Equal Money Capitalism to support everyone equally on earth.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to have the backchat of I can get more, I deserve it I deserve more money exist within and as me. I commit myself to enjoy myself with Equality in Existence and realize that everything is me and we live happily in Equality.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to have the backchat of I want more money, it means more luxury I can enjoy in the upper class. I commit myself to show others that the upper class is the painful road after death and enjoyment should be based on self-interest and enslaving others.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to have the backchats of I don't care how the world suffers as long as I have my interesting and comfortable Life I am in heaven. I commit myself to appreciate the physical and realize pleasure do not come from money, consequences come from self-interest money spending. 

Day 72 - Just talking about how to make money, Fear/Imagination

 Chinese have a strong entrepreneurial spirit and powerful desire to succeed in business. If they fail at one thing they try something else. A history professor told Theroux, "the Chinese are interested only in two things in the world—power and money." Yang Yo, a singer who is sometimes called the Bob Dylan of China, told the International Herald Tribune, “Few people in China think about a simple life of following dreams, ideals and knowing who you are. The just sit around talking about how to make more money.”

Fear:

• I fear I will be starved and left off the street without money.
• I feel more save when surrounded by lots of money.
• I want to entertain myself and more joys.
• I see no consequences for my acts and I fear I will die, I have this only one life so I won't listen and become a conscious decent person, I just want as much money as possible.
• I fear dying so I better have lots of money and let other people starve/die and I don't care.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to have fear of I fear I will be starved and left off on the street without money exists within and direct me. I commit myself to not fear of dying but using common sense and ask myself what I can do to prevent this to happen on me.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to feel more save when surrounded by lots of money, instead of realizing I am enslaving all others to work for me. I commit myself to use money as a tool to help Desteni and build Equal Money Capitalism so that everyone can be taken care of equally.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself want to enterain myself and more joys instead of I commit myself to consider everyone/everything for best for all as they are all me before I consider my entertainments.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to see no consequence for my acts and fear I will die, I have this only one life so I won't listen and become a conscious decent person, I just want as much money as possible and get richer and richer. I commit myself to never dream and place myself in the position of the riches as the riches need to face their consequences after they die and I don't want to live a life enslaving others as me and always facing consequences.


Imagination/Picture dimension:

• A picture of me surrounded by money.
• Inside an LV store where I can pick any handbags I want.
• Inside a store and looking at beautiful dresses imagining how I can be as beautiful/as attractive as the models.
• Driving all the luxury cars that I want.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to have a desire/picture of me surrounding /swarmed by money. I commit myself to spend money carefully with consequences and show others that we are all from the same source.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to have the picture of inside an LV store where I can pick/own any handbags I want to direct and dominate me. I commit myself to show others that desires only creates consequences/atrocities to ourselves and others and it is not worth to live in profit and consequences. It is about everyone is equal and prosper equally.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to have a picture of inside a store and looking at beautiful dresses imagining how I can have them all and can be as beautiful/attractive as a model exist inside me and direct me instead of me self-aware and directing myself according to Best for all. I commit myself to show others and myself that lost in energy/feelings have serious consequences of becoming/living energy instead of living physical and Life, which is stable and consistent.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to have an image of driving all the luxury cars that I want exist within and as me hence I forgive myself for haven't accepted and allowed myself to consider everyone that need to suffer in atrocities to produce the cars/goods for me and trying to run away from the consequences of my acts. I commit myself to care/equally love everything as they are me, think twice before I buy/want anything, make sure they fit with best for all.

Day 71 - Corruption Consumerism, Physical Reaction/Consequence

Physical Reaction:

• higher blood pressure, Exciting

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to have high blood pressure and fear of lost exist within and as me when I am taking bribes. I commit myself to let others know the serious consequences for taking bribes and corrupted.

Consequence:

• harming millions of people silently in taking bribes.
• nature becoming more mean and apathetic.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to participate in corruption/taking bribes and harming millions of people silent in the background. I commit myself to expose and teach people that there is serious consequences for taking bribes as everything/everyone you harm is you.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to participate in corruption and change my nature becoming more and more mean and apathetic such as the elite that cares about nothing but having more and more money. I commit myself to self-forgive my points that do not fit best for all and always do what is best for all.

Day 70 - Corruption & Consumerism - Backchat

Backchat:

• I only cares about myself since I only have this short life, I will do the best to enjoy myself until I die.
• Money is so attractive it means I can have a beautiful wife/husband I need more and more money.
• I love money and as long as I can get more money by bypassing the law I can get whatever I want and fuick the world.
• I want to buy buy and buy and enjoy, I need more money.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to have the back chats of I only cares about myself since I only have this short life, I will do the best to enjoy myself until I die exist within and as me. I commit myself to care for everyone as everything are me and how I treat others are always how I  will be treated - consequence.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself want to run away from consequences and create a system that we apparent don't see the consequences right away and trying to run away from it, instead of realizing I can't run away from consequences at all, that I was lying to myself.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to have the backchat of money is so attractive it means I can have a beautiful wife/husband I need more and more money exist within and as me. I commit myself to learn and let other knows that money is only a tool to see how I can help others and make Equal Money system manifest on earth, money is a tool to make sure everyone is being taken care of equally.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to have backchats of I want to buy buy and buy and enjoy myself, I need more money exists within and as me, I commit myself to care for everyone as everyone/everything is me and I cannot don't care/sacrifice everyone as me that do not fit what is best for all.

Day 69 - Corruption for Consumerism

Source: http://factsanddetails.com/china.php?itemid=370&catid=9&subcatid=59

Among the worries that ordinary Chinese have are the high cost urban housing, education and future jobs for their children and inflation. Many complain about the conspicuous consumption of the nouveau riche and corruption among party officials. David Pierson wrote in the Los Angeles Times, “Chinese households are already famously frugal — and with good reason. A flimsy social safety net means tens of millions must save for their own education, healthcare and retirement. And while consumer spending has been rising along with China's prosperity, it has done so almost in spite of an economic model geared almost exclusively toward production rather than domestic consumption.”

Fear Dimension:
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to fear of dying and suffering and I would use corruption to achieve my greediness desires and harming others as me as long as I don't see the painful and ugly reality and people that are harmed by my corruption. I commit myself to show others that there is a serious direct consequence for corruption and harming others as yourself.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to disregard and not satisfied about being as physical/Life that I want to enjoy my self-interest instead of always going/doing what is best for all and recognizing that everyone is me, that I give as what I would like to receive.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to define energy/using corruption/money to reach a higher energy state as living fear of losing money/energy without realizing that this emptiness is caused by the facts that the mind/we are scattered in different pieces. That it is life is the ultimate fulfillment and satisfaction. I commit myself to learn how to enjoy Life and appreciate Life instead of living as energy.


Picture/Imagination Dimension:

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to have a picture of shock and fear of me starving on the street without any support and suffer painfully before I die and controlling me directing me instead of me directing myself and build a world that everyone will be taken care of equally so I don't have to fear. I commit myself to build a world with Equal Money instead of living in fear of suffer in pain and dying.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to allow a picture of politicians taking bribes/money dressing in suit and have luxuries inside a large room to exist within and as me. I commit myself to do not have desires for taking bribes and let others know/understand there are consequences for everyabuse/consume/purchase that we do through money.

Day 68 - Chinese Consumerism, Consequence Dimension

Physical reaction:

* High blood pressure

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to have high blood pressure response exist within and as me when I look at the goods behind the shopping windows, instead of directing myself in every moment.

I commit myself to stay in breathe and not live in the projecting future of how I am going to enjoy it or how beautiful/handsome/attractive I'd look like.


Consequence when standing in front of Shops' Windows:

I forgive myself haven't accepted and allowed myself to see/realize that my desires for consumerism is making everyone in the world suffer in pain. Whenever there is a price cut there is no miracle but someone(usually the workers's wages) must take the blow and someone/their family will get hurt or even starve to death.

I commit myself to consider and think for best for all before consuming as every purchase there is a consequence for me to take. I commit myself to willing to take the consequence for that purchase.

I forgive myself haven't accepted and allowed myself to realize that everything is me and I do what is best for all instead of self-interest enjoyment while buying. Earning more money/Using money to buy is actually enslaving others to produce goods/do the works for me.

I commit myself to let others understand /realize, how we treat anything/others are exactly how we are treating ourselves because they are us.