Day 72 - Just talking about how to make money, Fear/Imagination

 Chinese have a strong entrepreneurial spirit and powerful desire to succeed in business. If they fail at one thing they try something else. A history professor told Theroux, "the Chinese are interested only in two things in the world—power and money." Yang Yo, a singer who is sometimes called the Bob Dylan of China, told the International Herald Tribune, “Few people in China think about a simple life of following dreams, ideals and knowing who you are. The just sit around talking about how to make more money.”

Fear:

• I fear I will be starved and left off the street without money.
• I feel more save when surrounded by lots of money.
• I want to entertain myself and more joys.
• I see no consequences for my acts and I fear I will die, I have this only one life so I won't listen and become a conscious decent person, I just want as much money as possible.
• I fear dying so I better have lots of money and let other people starve/die and I don't care.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to have fear of I fear I will be starved and left off on the street without money exists within and direct me. I commit myself to not fear of dying but using common sense and ask myself what I can do to prevent this to happen on me.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to feel more save when surrounded by lots of money, instead of realizing I am enslaving all others to work for me. I commit myself to use money as a tool to help Desteni and build Equal Money Capitalism so that everyone can be taken care of equally.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself want to enterain myself and more joys instead of I commit myself to consider everyone/everything for best for all as they are all me before I consider my entertainments.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to see no consequence for my acts and fear I will die, I have this only one life so I won't listen and become a conscious decent person, I just want as much money as possible and get richer and richer. I commit myself to never dream and place myself in the position of the riches as the riches need to face their consequences after they die and I don't want to live a life enslaving others as me and always facing consequences.


Imagination/Picture dimension:

• A picture of me surrounded by money.
• Inside an LV store where I can pick any handbags I want.
• Inside a store and looking at beautiful dresses imagining how I can be as beautiful/as attractive as the models.
• Driving all the luxury cars that I want.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to have a desire/picture of me surrounding /swarmed by money. I commit myself to spend money carefully with consequences and show others that we are all from the same source.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to have the picture of inside an LV store where I can pick/own any handbags I want to direct and dominate me. I commit myself to show others that desires only creates consequences/atrocities to ourselves and others and it is not worth to live in profit and consequences. It is about everyone is equal and prosper equally.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to have a picture of inside a store and looking at beautiful dresses imagining how I can have them all and can be as beautiful/attractive as a model exist inside me and direct me instead of me self-aware and directing myself according to Best for all. I commit myself to show others and myself that lost in energy/feelings have serious consequences of becoming/living energy instead of living physical and Life, which is stable and consistent.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to have an image of driving all the luxury cars that I want exist within and as me hence I forgive myself for haven't accepted and allowed myself to consider everyone that need to suffer in atrocities to produce the cars/goods for me and trying to run away from the consequences of my acts. I commit myself to care/equally love everything as they are me, think twice before I buy/want anything, make sure they fit with best for all.

Day 71 - Corruption Consumerism, Physical Reaction/Consequence

Physical Reaction:

• higher blood pressure, Exciting

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to have high blood pressure and fear of lost exist within and as me when I am taking bribes. I commit myself to let others know the serious consequences for taking bribes and corrupted.

Consequence:

• harming millions of people silently in taking bribes.
• nature becoming more mean and apathetic.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to participate in corruption/taking bribes and harming millions of people silent in the background. I commit myself to expose and teach people that there is serious consequences for taking bribes as everything/everyone you harm is you.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to participate in corruption and change my nature becoming more and more mean and apathetic such as the elite that cares about nothing but having more and more money. I commit myself to self-forgive my points that do not fit best for all and always do what is best for all.

Day 70 - Corruption & Consumerism - Backchat

Backchat:

• I only cares about myself since I only have this short life, I will do the best to enjoy myself until I die.
• Money is so attractive it means I can have a beautiful wife/husband I need more and more money.
• I love money and as long as I can get more money by bypassing the law I can get whatever I want and fuick the world.
• I want to buy buy and buy and enjoy, I need more money.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to have the back chats of I only cares about myself since I only have this short life, I will do the best to enjoy myself until I die exist within and as me. I commit myself to care for everyone as everything are me and how I treat others are always how I  will be treated - consequence.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself want to run away from consequences and create a system that we apparent don't see the consequences right away and trying to run away from it, instead of realizing I can't run away from consequences at all, that I was lying to myself.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to have the backchat of money is so attractive it means I can have a beautiful wife/husband I need more and more money exist within and as me. I commit myself to learn and let other knows that money is only a tool to see how I can help others and make Equal Money system manifest on earth, money is a tool to make sure everyone is being taken care of equally.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to have backchats of I want to buy buy and buy and enjoy myself, I need more money exists within and as me, I commit myself to care for everyone as everyone/everything is me and I cannot don't care/sacrifice everyone as me that do not fit what is best for all.

Day 69 - Corruption for Consumerism

Source: http://factsanddetails.com/china.php?itemid=370&catid=9&subcatid=59

Among the worries that ordinary Chinese have are the high cost urban housing, education and future jobs for their children and inflation. Many complain about the conspicuous consumption of the nouveau riche and corruption among party officials. David Pierson wrote in the Los Angeles Times, “Chinese households are already famously frugal — and with good reason. A flimsy social safety net means tens of millions must save for their own education, healthcare and retirement. And while consumer spending has been rising along with China's prosperity, it has done so almost in spite of an economic model geared almost exclusively toward production rather than domestic consumption.”

Fear Dimension:
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to fear of dying and suffering and I would use corruption to achieve my greediness desires and harming others as me as long as I don't see the painful and ugly reality and people that are harmed by my corruption. I commit myself to show others that there is a serious direct consequence for corruption and harming others as yourself.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to disregard and not satisfied about being as physical/Life that I want to enjoy my self-interest instead of always going/doing what is best for all and recognizing that everyone is me, that I give as what I would like to receive.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to define energy/using corruption/money to reach a higher energy state as living fear of losing money/energy without realizing that this emptiness is caused by the facts that the mind/we are scattered in different pieces. That it is life is the ultimate fulfillment and satisfaction. I commit myself to learn how to enjoy Life and appreciate Life instead of living as energy.


Picture/Imagination Dimension:

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to have a picture of shock and fear of me starving on the street without any support and suffer painfully before I die and controlling me directing me instead of me directing myself and build a world that everyone will be taken care of equally so I don't have to fear. I commit myself to build a world with Equal Money instead of living in fear of suffer in pain and dying.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to allow a picture of politicians taking bribes/money dressing in suit and have luxuries inside a large room to exist within and as me. I commit myself to do not have desires for taking bribes and let others know/understand there are consequences for everyabuse/consume/purchase that we do through money.

Day 68 - Chinese Consumerism, Consequence Dimension

Physical reaction:

* High blood pressure

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to have high blood pressure response exist within and as me when I look at the goods behind the shopping windows, instead of directing myself in every moment.

I commit myself to stay in breathe and not live in the projecting future of how I am going to enjoy it or how beautiful/handsome/attractive I'd look like.


Consequence when standing in front of Shops' Windows:

I forgive myself haven't accepted and allowed myself to see/realize that my desires for consumerism is making everyone in the world suffer in pain. Whenever there is a price cut there is no miracle but someone(usually the workers's wages) must take the blow and someone/their family will get hurt or even starve to death.

I commit myself to consider and think for best for all before consuming as every purchase there is a consequence for me to take. I commit myself to willing to take the consequence for that purchase.

I forgive myself haven't accepted and allowed myself to realize that everything is me and I do what is best for all instead of self-interest enjoyment while buying. Earning more money/Using money to buy is actually enslaving others to produce goods/do the works for me.

I commit myself to let others understand /realize, how we treat anything/others are exactly how we are treating ourselves because they are us.

Day 63 Chinese Culture and Religion – a Journey to Life: Chinese Consumerism Part 1

Source: http://www.climatespectator.com.au/commentary/consumerist-china-it-sustainable

Introduction:

This is an article about whether Chinese consumerism is sustainable. Most people think it is impossible for 1.3billion of Chinese to live like Western developed countries. To sustain capitalism/consumerism most Chinese need to stay as factory workers/slaves. Because if all this 1.3 billion of people upgrade their living equivalent as an developed countries living style as masters, we do not have enough people on earth to serve the Chinese as masters. Most of us Totally missed the point that we need so many slaves because of greediness and where good are deliberately made to breaks as soon as possible, for self-interest profit. If we continue to live in a capitalistic/consumerism way of living then yes, we won’t have enough people to serve the Chinese, but within an Equal Money system where everyone is being taken care of equally. No more unequal or self-interest profits is allowed/needed then everything will be made from the starting point of best for all. The profit system is based on the slaves that are needed and there is no way to sustain 1.3 billion Chinese to keep on consuming and the writer believes that the Chinese consumerism is not sustainable and bring no feasible solution to the readers.

As most people have totally missed the point - the products that we have these days do not tend to break sooner because of scientific break through, these goods are deliberately made this way so businessmen/corporations can have more and more lucrative profits as money is sucked from the consumers. People only care about how I can make more money in self-interest, instead of how we can make the product more durable. The technology is already here. The products are not made as durable as it can be, because of elitist self-interest where people do not care about and support each other. Without solving the root evil of greediness, without installing a new Equal Money system, humanity and the earth is on a self-destruct course and it won't be long until we destroy ourselves.

In China, as more and more people rise up in their living standards, the more our earth is running towards self-destruction, because the earth simply cannot sustain that many people to live like this. This is true under a capitalistic system where people/capitalists just consume, consume and consume. We are totally lost in greediness and the desire for more and more money. We are never satisfied and keep wanting more and more and this has become a sickness that not many people are aware of.

What I want to point out is we don't need to live like this where we need slaves. We all can live like millionaires with a house, with clean and healthy food and everyone can laugh and enjoy everyday. It is not a fairly tale, this can actually be lived/ implemented using an Equal Money system. We have the technologies to make the best cars that can last 100 or even 150 years, it is not here because everyone believe in Free markets and lying/cheating to each other by making the products most prone to breaking and this we sell to each other! That's why we all need to work so hard to serve those that have money above us. Earth doesn't have to be hell/capitalism, we don't have to keep consuming, to throw away, then consume again, throw away and repeat cycles like this. We can throw away at a minimal level and all live heaven on earth! We don't have to compete and fight to every last man's standing for survival.

Source: http://www.climatespectator.com.au/commentary/consumerist-china-it-sustainable

I will walk my self-forgiveness on the main points, taken from the article:

“Dodge the gridlock of new cars as you're crossing the recently constructed six-lane Tibet Rd onto Nanjing road proper. Quite suddenly, thousands of black haired people bustle around you humming like bees in this hive of neon stimulation. Families gaze in wonder at a blue illuminated aquarium window display in a department store. A giant screen blares advertisements 20 metres above your head. Young people in brightly coloured outfits sit in Starbucks, laughing over iced coffee and comparing bargains.”


Q: What are the families looking for?


I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to be directed to feelings/energies/colors and desires to look beautiful or handsome in attracting the next sex victim. I commit myself to not directed by colors and energies.


I forgive myself haven't accepted and allowed myself to realize that the greatest enjoyment is Life and physical.


I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to look for energy/stimulation/colors and think continuous stimulation is living,, I commit myself to live stability with/as physical and breathe/Life is living.

Next I will be looking at the components of a Character/Personality in the Mind, it consist of the dimensions of Fear, Thought, Imagination, Backchat/Internal Conversations, Reactions (emotions/feelings) and also a Behavioural System. So, we will as we continue within our Blog, now and then walk some Character/Personality examples and how to assist/support self from Character/Personality control, to self-aware living in the Physical.

http://heavensjourneytolife.blogspot.com/2012/09/character-dimensions-introduction-day.html

First I will walk examples of the Backchat Dimension: “This is where one would have conversations with oneself as a Personality in the Mind. Thus, Internal Conversations/Backchats would come up/manifest as words, sentences, short statements that can vary in length/intensity.”

Backchat:

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to have backchats like "oh how attractive I would be when I have that dress!" instead of I commit myself to live Equally with everything here.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to think it is embarrassing, I cannot survive and would have no friends if I wear old clothes. I would show that I am poor. I commit myself to only act and dress for best for all.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to fear my friends will leave me if I don't dress new clothes.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to compare and judge others and backchat inside me saying: How ugly that person looks/dress like! when they do not dress align to celebrities, I commit myself to treat everyone's living style/dressing as an expressing here and they are all me.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to judge/value people on the feelings that they can generate  through how they look and how they dress. I commit myself to see/value everything as me.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to back chat that I'd look/feel better through consuming and I didn't give a damn about existence or earth. I commit myself to show those that are willing to listen that consumerism/energy/feelings are not the key to life, breathe is Life.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to have the backchat of: I want it! I want it! I want it! and just want to fulfill my desires. I only care about how I can feel better instead of  I commit myself to learn/live what is best for all and give up specialty as everything/everyone is me.


Reactions when standing in front of Shops' Windows:

Excitement

Jealous

Hate

Excitement:

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to dive into the energetic feelings and desire for the goodies showing in the windows, having energetic emotions instead of I commit myself to stay here with the physical and satisfied in breath and look for fun within existence as me playing in different roles.

I forgive myself fro accepting and allowing myself to define excitement as experiencing new goods without considering best for all or how the workers need to be enslaved to produce goods for me to enjoy. I commit myself to not participate in the desires but only consider what is best for all and taking my self-responsibility as part of existence, as part of Life and treat everyone/everything as me.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to build my excitement based on abusing Life and others instead of make as durable as possible products so that everyone can enjoy real heaven on earth. I commit myself to show those willing to listen that we are all from the same source as Life and we should give others as what we would like to receive as everyone is me.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to only look for energy and keep using shopping to fulfill my desires and energy experience instead of realizing that energy is not real and it is not Life. and hence I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to be addicted to feelings. I commit myself to live as physical as Life and not addicted to feelings and energies.

Reactions when standing in front of Shops' Windows:

Excitement

Jealous

Hate

Jealous:

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to be jealous of those that have the money and can buy all the goodies from stores. I commit myself to stand for oneness and equality and show others that everything that we do/don't do have consequences that we need to face after we die.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to compare myself with others that have all the money to buy all these goodies in stores, while disregarding Life is being abused continuously on Earth. I commit myself to show others that we can all live in heaven taking our self-responsibility and give as what we would like to receive.

Hate:

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to blame others for having lots of money to spend on purchasing goods showing behind the shopping windows and it is unfair for me to have no money to spend and I am not happy with that. I commit myself to learn/show others that everything I do or not do have consequences and without self-refrained desires is not real and will only destroy myself causing pain and sufferings in the future.

 I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to put all my angriness into hate and jealous of people that can have lots of money to buy stuffs instead of realizing there are consequences of every act of how I treat others/anything in this world/existence. I commit myself to be satisfied with the physical and don't let my desires/energy run lose.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to be envious of rich people and always want to take over their money/place, instead of always take care/consider everyone/everything equally. I commit myself to put in what I have/can contribute to make heaven on earth for everyone/children to come.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to think have millions of dollars and having the right to buy whatever I want and just throw things away is happiness. I commit myself to realize money is just a tool and enslaving others through money as "buying" has serious consequences as everything is me. How I treat others is how I will be treated in the future.

In the next Blog I will walk the Imagination, Thought and Fear Dimensions. 

Day 62 - Chinese Culture and Religion - a Journey to Life, Introduction

Why I would write a blog for Chinese cultures, Religions and Societal Practices? I feel that many Chinese or most of us currently are totally lost in the dream of living according to an American Life style, which is totally built based on money and enslaving other third world countries, including China. However, we don't care and as long as we can get our piece of pie in the upper elite class, as long as we can have our little heaven, we don't care. Just like the Jews that are very smart in doing business (which are based on deceits and lies), we don't care about anyone else in the world.

I want to find out why and change myself through self-forgiveness, while at the same time using this blog to create awareness about the current self-destructing human nature in consumerism. Hopefully someone who still has a conscious inside them will stand up for Life, join Desteni and myself and walk this process together.

I also want to change my past, self-forgive myself for being superstitious in worshiping religions (and want to get a reward after I die or continue to exist), I used to worship because of fear of death, want to find a way continue to exists after I die – Also many Chinese are lost in the religious domains convinced by all sort of rumors and stories that we don't totally understand or not totally true.