Day 71 - Corruption Consumerism, Physical Reaction/Consequence

Physical Reaction:

• higher blood pressure, Exciting

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to have high blood pressure and fear of lost exist within and as me when I am taking bribes. I commit myself to let others know the serious consequences for taking bribes and corrupted.

Consequence:

• harming millions of people silently in taking bribes.
• nature becoming more mean and apathetic.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to participate in corruption/taking bribes and harming millions of people silent in the background. I commit myself to expose and teach people that there is serious consequences for taking bribes as everything/everyone you harm is you.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to participate in corruption and change my nature becoming more and more mean and apathetic such as the elite that cares about nothing but having more and more money. I commit myself to self-forgive my points that do not fit best for all and always do what is best for all.

Day 70 - Corruption & Consumerism - Backchat

Backchat:

• I only cares about myself since I only have this short life, I will do the best to enjoy myself until I die.
• Money is so attractive it means I can have a beautiful wife/husband I need more and more money.
• I love money and as long as I can get more money by bypassing the law I can get whatever I want and fuick the world.
• I want to buy buy and buy and enjoy, I need more money.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to have the back chats of I only cares about myself since I only have this short life, I will do the best to enjoy myself until I die exist within and as me. I commit myself to care for everyone as everything are me and how I treat others are always how I  will be treated - consequence.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself want to run away from consequences and create a system that we apparent don't see the consequences right away and trying to run away from it, instead of realizing I can't run away from consequences at all, that I was lying to myself.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to have the backchat of money is so attractive it means I can have a beautiful wife/husband I need more and more money exist within and as me. I commit myself to learn and let other knows that money is only a tool to see how I can help others and make Equal Money system manifest on earth, money is a tool to make sure everyone is being taken care of equally.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to have backchats of I want to buy buy and buy and enjoy myself, I need more money exists within and as me, I commit myself to care for everyone as everyone/everything is me and I cannot don't care/sacrifice everyone as me that do not fit what is best for all.

Day 69 - Corruption for Consumerism

Source: http://factsanddetails.com/china.php?itemid=370&catid=9&subcatid=59

Among the worries that ordinary Chinese have are the high cost urban housing, education and future jobs for their children and inflation. Many complain about the conspicuous consumption of the nouveau riche and corruption among party officials. David Pierson wrote in the Los Angeles Times, “Chinese households are already famously frugal — and with good reason. A flimsy social safety net means tens of millions must save for their own education, healthcare and retirement. And while consumer spending has been rising along with China's prosperity, it has done so almost in spite of an economic model geared almost exclusively toward production rather than domestic consumption.”

Fear Dimension:
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to fear of dying and suffering and I would use corruption to achieve my greediness desires and harming others as me as long as I don't see the painful and ugly reality and people that are harmed by my corruption. I commit myself to show others that there is a serious direct consequence for corruption and harming others as yourself.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to disregard and not satisfied about being as physical/Life that I want to enjoy my self-interest instead of always going/doing what is best for all and recognizing that everyone is me, that I give as what I would like to receive.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to define energy/using corruption/money to reach a higher energy state as living fear of losing money/energy without realizing that this emptiness is caused by the facts that the mind/we are scattered in different pieces. That it is life is the ultimate fulfillment and satisfaction. I commit myself to learn how to enjoy Life and appreciate Life instead of living as energy.


Picture/Imagination Dimension:

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to have a picture of shock and fear of me starving on the street without any support and suffer painfully before I die and controlling me directing me instead of me directing myself and build a world that everyone will be taken care of equally so I don't have to fear. I commit myself to build a world with Equal Money instead of living in fear of suffer in pain and dying.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to allow a picture of politicians taking bribes/money dressing in suit and have luxuries inside a large room to exist within and as me. I commit myself to do not have desires for taking bribes and let others know/understand there are consequences for everyabuse/consume/purchase that we do through money.