Monday, April 8, 2013

Day 74 - Just talking about money, Physical & Consequences

Physical Reaction:

  • adrenal glands high and excited.
  • dizziness.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to have the reaction of adrenal glands high and excited exist within and as me when talking about money. I commit myself to show others that money is a tool to assist everyone, not a tool for self-interest and enslaving others.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself for accepting and allowing myself want to do nothing but get everything hence manifest the elite and the millionaires, instead of realizing I can't run away from consequences, always need to face my consequences after I die and there should be no class as everyone/everything is me. I commit myself to support and build the Equal Money Capitalism for the children to come so everyone including myself can enjoy myself within existence equally.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to have dizziness inside me when I just talk about money exist within and as me. I commit myself to stay in breathe, stay calm and realize I always need to face consequences for my purchase/enslaving others there is nothing to be excited about. Money is not for self-interest enjoyment. I can't enjoy myself when everyone else is in agony.


Consequence:
  • Because of desires and become a greedy person harming people.
  • Become a person who do not take self-responsibility, only consume butt doesn't contribute.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to just talk about money and because of desires and become a greedy person harming people. I commit myself  to stay in breath and think twice before spending always consider the consequence and always do what is best for all.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to just talk about money and become a person who do not take self-responsibility, only consume but doesn't contribute. I commit myself to always remember everything is me and live give is what I would like to receive.


Day 73 - Just talking about Money, Backchat


Backchats:

  • I don't care about anything, give me more and more money and I am excited.
  • I can get more, I deserve it, I deserve more money.
  • I want more money, it means more luxury I can enjoy in the upper class.
  • I don't care how the world suffers as long as I have my interesting and comfortable Life.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to have the backchat of I don't care about anything, give me more money and I am excited existed within and as me. I commit myself to use my money to care for Desteni and build and Equal Money Capitalism to support everyone equally on earth.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to have the backchat of I can get more, I deserve it I deserve more money exist within and as me. I commit myself to enjoy myself with Equality in Existence and realize that everything is me and we live happily in Equality.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to have the backchat of I want more money, it means more luxury I can enjoy in the upper class. I commit myself to show others that the upper class is the painful road after death and enjoyment should be based on self-interest and enslaving others.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to have the backchats of I don't care how the world suffers as long as I have my interesting and comfortable Life I am in heaven. I commit myself to appreciate the physical and realize pleasure do not come from money, consequences come from self-interest money spending. 

Day 72 - Just talking about how to make money, Fear/Imagination

 Chinese have a strong entrepreneurial spirit and powerful desire to succeed in business. If they fail at one thing they try something else. A history professor told Theroux, "the Chinese are interested only in two things in the world—power and money." Yang Yo, a singer who is sometimes called the Bob Dylan of China, told the International Herald Tribune, “Few people in China think about a simple life of following dreams, ideals and knowing who you are. The just sit around talking about how to make more money.”

Fear:

  • I fear I will be starved and left off the street without money.
  • I feel more save when surrounded by lots of money.
  • I want to entertain myself and more joys.
  • I see no consequences for my acts and I fear I will die, I have this only one life so I won't listen and become a conscious decent person, I just want as much money as possible.
  • I fear dying so I better have lots of money and let other people starve/die and I don't care.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to have fear of I fear I will be starved and left off on the street without money exists within and direct me. I commit myself to not fear of dying but using common sense and ask myself what I can do to prevent this to happen on me.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to feel more save when surrounded by lots of money, instead of realizing I am enslaving all others to work for me. I commit myself to use money as a tool to help Desteni and build Equal Money Capitalism so that everyone can be taken care of equally.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself want to enterain myself and more joys instead of I commit myself to consider everyone/everything for best for all as they are all me before I consider my entertainments.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to see no consequence for my acts and fear I will die, I have this only one life so I won't listen and become a conscious decent person, I just want as much money as possible and get richer and richer. I commit myself to never dream and place myself in the position of the riches as the riches need to face their consequences after they die and I don't want to live a life enslaving others as me and always facing consequences.


Imagination/Picture dimension:

  • A picture of me surrounded by money.
  • Inside an LV store where I can pick any handbags I want.
  • Inside a store and looking at beautiful dresses imagining how I can be as beautiful/as attractive as the models.
  • Driving all the luxury cars that I want.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to have a desire/picture of me surrounding /swarmed by money. I commit myself to spend money carefully with consequences and show others that we are all from the same source.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to have the picture of inside an LV store where I can pick/own any handbags I want to direct and dominate me. I commit myself to show others that desires only creates consequences/atrocities to ourselves and others and it is not worth to live in profit and consequences. It is about everyone is equal and prosper equally.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to have a picture of inside a store and looking at beautiful dresses imagining how I can have them all and can be as beautiful/attractive as a model exist inside me and direct me instead of me self-aware and directing myself according to Best for all. I commit myself to show others and myself that lost in energy/feelings have serious consequences of becoming/living energy instead of living physical and Life, which is stable and consistent.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to have an image of driving all the luxury cars that I want exist within and as me hence I forgive myself for haven't accepted and allowed myself to consider everyone that need to suffer in atrocities to produce the cars/goods for me and trying to run away from the consequences of my acts. I commit myself to care/equally love everything as they are me, think twice before I buy/want anything, make sure they fit with best for all.