How will business transition from “private profit” making for the “owners” of the business to businesses that is best for all?

Q: How will business transition from “private profit” making for the “owners” of the business to businesses that is best for all?

A: Firstly, each and everyone’s basic needs like shelter, food, clean water, basic hygiene, transportation, basic medical support etc. will be take care by the 2020 government. Those business owners that “make it”/survive the coming up “clean out” and only those that acknowledge we are all equal to each other in every way and those that respect all life forms on earth can stay on Earth. Sadly as what we can see from how lost and how nowadays business owners placing their values in energies/luxuries/beautiful wives/sport cars/great mansions/boats/private jets, totally lost in greediness. It is common sense that if they don’t change themselves and pledge support for Equal Money/acknowledge we all humans as one body that everyone within are equal in all ways – few if any of them will make it and they only have 10 years at most to pledge their supports.

One critical point that need to understand is ultimately there will be “One and Only” one big corporation exists, and it’s name is not Boeing, Walmart or McDonalds – it will be “Best for all”.

From what I see, there is not much transition from “private profit” to profit/benefit for what is best for all. In Equal Money System/Best for all/Acknowledge of we are all equal in Oneness and Equality you are either in or out, you participate or you don’t participate and take the consequences. For the private profit making business owners, if you acknowledge that we are all equal in all ways that we should respect all lives on earth. Then you keep on doing what you are currently doing, “make the same profits” that you are making every day. However!! You contribute like donating as much “profits“(they are not yours anyways, you suck them from others that buy from you. Realize that nothing is from you! Everything is owned by the Sun and Earth! Without them, nothing would happen) to Desteni to practically push and bring forth the Heaven on Earth! Oneness and Equality through Equal Money system. You “bought” your ticket to stay longer on earth, buy more time to walk your process on earth. Many people asked why Desteni needs money, it is as simple as a child asking: why do you need food? Why do you need water? Her mother answers: Because at this moment, you need water and food to survive and If you want to make a difference, want to push your toy or clean the mess inside the house, or putting your toys back in orders – you need energy, which are from food and water. The same thing happens here, money are like food and water – I/you/we/Desteni wants to make it a better world, in fact, if you want to “achieve anything” in this world, currently you need money.

Those owners that are willing to change themselves, just like everyone else equally, will go through the basic training and take the position of basic laboring jobs – producing necessities like food production, taking care of animals and plants, making cloths, provide and maintain clean water/electricity, building houses/construction, children day care, producing cars, computers all the necessities. To learn and start appreciate what it involves to produce the food/shoes that we wear/cloths that we are wearing – so we won’t lost into the McDonald style of luxurious living again. Nothing is free and everything comes with a price to pay and the current capitalistic system is the poor pay the price for the “riches”(including those that can afford the luxuries of internet) or those that have more money than the poor. This learning and having fun period will likely be 6 months to 1 year. Within this year, everyone participating will have support from the system and you can take different positions to see what you would like to work in the following 4 conscription years.

Sadly, currently most owners are too obsessed into their little capitalistic heavens, they are too lost and won’t give up their current luxurious living style(big mansions, Mercedes benz etc. By the way, within an Equal Money system, everyone/family will have the best car or their Mercedes benz that will last over 100 years! No need to repair or scrap. We already have the technologies, it’s not here in the market only because of everyone’s greediness – I need to make more and more profits by producing goods that break as fast as possible so the public have to buy from me from frequently). If they don’t acknowledge and support Equal Money System, don’t support all Lives on Earth, “choose” to stick with their eyes(what they see) and believe there are no consequences to their continuous abuse of every human, animals, nature, Earth etc. around them, then there is only one “exit” waiting for them – be removed by germs/virus/fatal sickness like cancers, accidents or suicides within 10 years(before 2020).

Many people say: oh that’s crap! Get out of here! Or that is superstitious, or even saying that is a cult. My own story is I have studied Desteni for three years now and sadly, some of us don’t use common sense and have to “bet/gamble” their lives on whether this is going to happen in 2020 or not. To “test” whether Desteni is telling the truth or not. Let’s see who will still stay on Earth after 2020.

What is going to happen to the private corporation and business of people within an Equal Money System? (Continue)

Let’s say I am the CEO/Managers of the corporation. In 2011, Corporation CEOs/billionaires/trillionaires are the source of almost all of the atrocities on earth. Just to fulfill the madness and apparent joyful happiness of a handful billionaires, 95% of the whole humanity have to live in hell every day. What has been supporting these “slaves” are the illusion of capitalism provides everyone an “apparent equal” opportunity that just maybe the slaves or their children, through studying can earn their ticket to leave poverty or suddenly improve their living by earning more money. Those that are in powers use all sorts of controls and means possible to dumb down all children through schools. To provide literally “everything for CEOs’” little heaven, almost all on earth have to go to work and live in hell each day – to work in factory to produce or work in hotel to serve us the CEOs. To support our suits, our beautiful wives and children’s garb, luxuries mansions, private jets, sports cars, boats, maintenance, maids, gardeners. Everyone are our servants, they clean for us, do the laundry for us, cook cuisines for us. CEOs in 2011 are the legal devil on earth. Only few of us acknowledge and support EMS, few can grasp and agree everyone are in fact the same and every person on earth is equal. In 2020 as the handful CEO’s that survive “clean out”, I become a manager. In this “One and only” corporation, I don’t have to worry the people working under me will plot against my fortunes because everyone is equal. Everyone got the basic necessities guaranteed by the government.

Everyone just needs to work 4 years conscription and the rest of each one’s basic life supports are taken care of. I don’t need to be greedy anymore, there is no need to greed – everyone has their one and only ipod, laptop, desktop, car etc. I am now more of a manager role in arranging how the “one and only” corporation operates. If I am not needed in management, I will be helping in production or repair and maintenance – I am just like everyone else, everyone is equal. I do not work for my own greediness, I am as part of all human/existence contributing whatever I can so that all human on earth, animals, nature, earth can all benefit. Even if we need to suffer, we suffer for best for all “equally”. I don’t stay in my position forever, we take turns sometimes through voting to determine who take what positions. Voting electronically will be as easy as using internet at home or using credit cards. Critical positions like money related besides of voting by everyone but also each person can chair “these positions only one year“, no matter what.

I also teach children on how atrocious our world was. I make vlogs and blogs to teach our children in 2011 we were living in a man eat man, dog eat dog world. To help the public understand a critical evolution point in humanity: we cannot go on live in system where everyone just mesmerized by money and luxurious living, this is not working and 95% of the population are living in atrocities every day. Everyone don’t love each other, everyone is lost in whatever ways possible to eat each other. We were lost in 2011 that we act like as long as we can run away from the law by employing lawyers, there are no consequences at all. We don’t have to be motivated by greediness. We can be motivated by taking self-responsibility and doing for what is best for all(As a matter of fact, I am typing this I do not get paid I answer this question all from the starting point of practically bringing heaven on earth for our children to come, and I enjoy doing that). I have learned and understand that I am part of existence and I cannot just take and not contribute. Me and my family can still take a trip by fair laboring hours exchange or have the children have a ride of the roller coaster in the fun park.

Let’s say I am the janitor of the “One and only” corporation. In 2011 we were the most frustrated and angry working at the bottom class. We are not being taken care by any government, everyone afraid of become a garbage collector or janitor so they push their kids to study, study and study. Praying they won’t become us one day, they fear us like germs and demons. We are hopeless, we see no hope in the capitalistic enslavement pyramid. We are just “tools” or toilet papers for the riches and everyone who have more money above us. Because of our employer/boss’s greediness, we have lesser and lesser tools and protective gears like gloves or goggles. We are the most abused class, we do most of the laboring work and we got the least paid. We live in constant fear/worry about our survival and anger to the society and envy of everyone’s money, children’s toys, new cars. Why and when is my/our turn? We are literally living in hell every day. Most of us become manipulated by those that are rich including become soldiers/mercenaries, or go riot in different cities, some become criminals. In fact the riches create us, they create all these crime, riots and ransacks. Trying to defend their money/property by police and firearms. The criminals in the jail are not evil we are forced to commit crimes. The real criminals are those that are rich, the billionaires/trillionaires – they cause almost all of the suffering and atrocities in this world because they use us as slaves to support them, their beautiful wives and children’s luxurious living.
In 2020, I don’t need to worry about anything. I don’t need to worry food, shelter, transportations, basic medical/clean water/hygiene’s support all from the government. I just have to work for 4 yours and all those mentioned above are provide by the government until I die. Me and my family even have cars. Greediness is not the starting point of everything anymore. I have a laptop that last over 100 years. My children are educated not to dumb them down but aim at really preparing them, maximize them in all aspects to see what they would like to participate in working and enjoying themselves when they grow up. I have all the protective gears I need to for my work, protecting my hands, face, skins etc. After 4 years, if I for instance, want to enjoy a ride in the theme park like Disneyland or need to buy outside of necessities I can find a job and exchange with fair laboring hours with others. Jobs will be greatly reduced since up to 95% of the factories are closed because things/goods “last” as long as over 100 years! Repair and maintenance are minimal and breaks down/throw away is scarce.

Owning products become a Multiple Win-Win situation, instead of just the CEOs/billionaires win situations. I understand that I am contributing to work for all humanity, all animals, nature and earth. My company is aiming at what is best for all, all decisions are based on mathematical equating what approach will benefit the most – best for all. I take my self-responsibility as part of life, part of existence to work. I am just like everyone else we are equal. I am working as a janitor to help and serve everyone because it is necessary to clean the toilets, I feel good after cleaning toilets because I can trust everyone will do the same to contribute and benefit for all – always doing what is best for all. Me as a janitor as part of all humanity, when everything is best for all, when all humanity, animals, nature, earth can benefit – that includes me, I am included, Me and my family “can also benefit” from best for all. To really applying “Equality”, everyone take turns and everyone do the basic necessities support jobs/positions to learn and understand what self-responsibilities are needed. The fast-food or McDonalds type of living(drop by and food miraculously are ready in front of you) is gone forever. Everyone take turns and learn what does it take/means to support each and every human being, animals, plants to live a dignified life on earth.

What is going to happen to the private corporation and business of people within an Equal Money System?

Q: What is going to happen to the private corporations and businesses of people?

A: Everyone will be taken care of, so no need to panic or worry about what would happen to those dress in nice looking suits, having a shiny/glassy nice office. Everyone’s basic needs/necessities like food, shelter, a house, a warm bed, basic hygiene, clean water, bathing, basic transportation, basic medical support – all of these will be taken care of by the future government – Including the corporation CEOs, Managers, Suited businessman or business ladies.

There will be no more competition or patents. Each and everyone of us together own all the patents. There would be only one corporation and the sole purpose of this “One and Only” corporation on earth – is to spending every second, every bit of effort possible – to perfect everyone/everything’s living/existence. Let’s say, our current technology can make car last 100 years, how about we spend some money and resources on research to make it last longer? So lesser people needs to work in the factory to build the parts or spend time/laboring in repairing our 100 years old cars. We the people each and everyone on earth(including animals, nature and earth) owns this “One and Only” corporation – it guaranteed to work for no one but for us, which is best for all. Not own by George Soros or Bill Gates. No! Profit/self-interest Profit will be obsolete and irrelevant under an Equal Money System.
Nowadays, various corporations compete each other, using laws and patent to wage commercial wars, consumerism wars against each other, attempting to dominate the market and make tons of profit for their CEOs, through abusing/lying/deceiving the public, third world children/labors/all sort of animals/nature/Earth just for a handful few CEO’s greediness – to fulfill of “I don’t care, I want more, more, more, more and more money. I suck more, more and more money as profits from everywhere – I don’t care”. This is the current system that 95% of us are living under and our children will grow up and just become the same/similar salve, have no choice but to survive, try to get a degree and contribute for corporations CEOs.

Under an Equal Money system, this “One and Only” corporation is owned by everyone/everything. It is setup only to facilitate organizing, distribution/productions/repairs/research and development to benefit humanity/animals/nature and Earth etc. There is no profit at all. For example, I am a truck driver, I distribute the phones/ipods/laptops/TVs from the factory to the cities. I don’t make any profit, I understand I am taking a role and taking my self-responsibility working for take care of all the children on earth, all other human on earth. Besides, I got paid by my laboring hours (as new money). I can fairly exchange let’s say for a stay in Disney land hotel, of course no one will be serving me, everyone is equal and I will need to do my laundry or clean my toilet(after I used them).
Let’s say I am the worker that produce those ipods/laptops/TVs. I know my family and I will be taken care of, our house, food, clean water, children’s bathing/basic hygiene, their transportation(our cars and school bus), our basic medical support are already taken care of. I don’t need to worry about whether they will have food or shelter the next day or when they grow up will they survive because in 2011 – people cannot be trusted everywhere. 2020, we are living in a no need to rob or deceive world. I got a laptop, my children, my colleague got a laptop, my manager, my friends in Europe, my friends in China, my relatives in Africa they all got “their own laptops”. There is no need to “steal” others laptops and re-sell them for money – Everyone on earth’s necessities have been taken care of. I am here to work as a worker yet I am no different than any other one in any positions. We are taking different roles to help/serve me, my family, all humanity, all animals, nature and earth and I got paid. I can exchange the laboring hours (new money) for things that me and my family I enjoy. I don’t need to make profit or make money for survival.

Let’s say I am the corporation’s researcher. In 2011, we research to find every ways possible to make profits for the company. Each new model we just give them minimal upgrades and forcing the public to throw and buy, throw and buy, throw and buy keeping this cycle as short as possible. We only develops products that breaks faster and faster, shorter and shorter product serving period. On our research, we give everything a blank eye, we only maximize the profit of the corporation, which are the CEOs, we consume like viruses, wasting resources on battling against other corporations, using patent as our weapon to guarantee our profits. Now in 2020, I don’t need to worry about me and my family’s survival, the government takes care of our basic necessities. I work for everyone and everything on earth. We already have the technology to produce cars that last for 100 years. We will concentrating in research for make the car last longer say 150 years, consume fewer gas/fuel. Make it safer by protecting both driver, passengers, pedestrians or even animals. We limit the car to a certain amount of speed because we don’t need to meet our tight schedule, work becomes something that you enjoy and contribute so that everyone on Earth can benefit. Without competition and patent, everyone’s research achievements are contributed to make the best car on earth, for everyone on earth without boundaries, no countries, no matter what color of skin you have – Caucasians or African descendents, all will have a car. Because car is a necessity for everyone and children on earth, to have a decent life.

What is going to happen to the private corporation and business of people within an Equal Money System?

Q: What is going to happen to the private corporations and businesses of people?

A: Everyone will be taken care of, so no need to panic or worry about what would happen to those dress in nice looking suits, having a shiny/glassy nice office. Everyone’s basic needs/necessities like food, shelter, a house, a warm bed, basic hygiene, clean water, bathing, basic transportation, basic medical support – all of these will be taken care of by the future government – Including the corporation CEOs, Managers, Suited businessman or business ladies.

There will be no more competition or patents. Each and everyone of us together own all the patents. There would be only one corporation and the sole purpose of this “One and Only” corporation on earth – is to spending every second, every bit of effort possible – to perfect everyone/everything’s living/existence. Let’s say, our current technology can make car last 100 years, how about we spend some money and resources on research to make it last longer? So lesser people needs to work in the factory to build the parts or spend time/laboring in repairing our 100 years old cars. We the people each and everyone on earth(including animals, nature and earth) owns this “One and Only” corporation – it guaranteed to work for no one but for us, which is best for all. Not own by George Soros or Bill Gates. No! Profit/self-interest Profit will be obsolete and irrelevant under an Equal Money System.

Nowadays, various corporations compete each other, using laws and patent to wage commercial wars, consumerism wars against each other, attempting to dominate the market and make tons of profit for their CEOs, through abusing/lying/deceiving the public, third world children/labors/all sort of animals/nature/Earth just for a handful few CEO’s greediness – to fulfill of “I don’t care, I want more, more, more, more and more money. I suck more, more and more money as profits from everywhere – I don’t care”. This is the current system that 95% of us are living under and our children will grow up and just become the same/similar salve, have no choice but to survive, try to get a degree and contribute for corporations CEOs.

Under an Equal Money system, this “One and Only” corporation is owned by everyone/everything. It is setup only to facilitate organizing, distribution/productions/repairs/research and development to benefit humanity/animals/nature and Earth etc. There is no profit at all. For example, I am a truck driver, I distribute the phones/ipods/laptops/TVs from the factory to the cities. I don’t make any profit, I understand I am taking a role and taking my self-responsibility working for take care of all the children on earth, all other human on earth. Besides, I got paid by my laboring hours (as new money). I can fairly exchange let’s say for a stay in Disney land hotel, of course no one will be serving me, everyone is equal and I will need to do my laundry or clean my toilet(after I used them).

Let’s say I am the worker that produce those ipods/laptops/TVs. I know my family and I will be taken care of, our house, food, clean water, children’s bathing/basic hygiene, their transportation(our cars and school bus), our basic medical support are already taken care of. I don’t need to worry about whether they will have food or shelter the next day or when they grow up will they survive because in 2011 – people cannot be trusted everywhere. 2020, we are living in a no need to rob or deceive world. I got a laptop, my children, my colleague got a laptop, my manager, my friends in Europe, my friends in China, my relatives in Africa they all got “their own laptops”. There is no need to “steal” others laptops and re-sell them for money – Everyone on earth’s necessities have been taken care of. I am here to work as a worker yet I am no different than any other one in any positions. We are taking different roles to help/serve me, my family, all humanity, all animals, nature and earth and I got paid. I can exchange the laboring hours (new money) for things that me and my family I enjoy. I don’t need to make profit or make money for survival.

Let’s say I am the corporation’s researcher. In 2011, we research to find every ways possible to make profits for the company. Each new model we just give them minimal upgrades and forcing the public to throw and buy, throw and buy, throw and buy keeping this cycle as short as possible. We only develops products that breaks faster and faster, shorter and shorter product serving period. On our research, we give everything a blank eye, we only maximize the profit of the corporation, which are the CEOs, we consume like viruses, wasting resources on battling against other corporations, using patent as our weapon to guarantee our profits. Now in 2020, I don’t need to worry about me and my family’s survival, the government takes care of our basic necessities. I work for everyone and everything on earth. We already have the technology to produce cars that last for 100 years. We will concentrating in research for make the car last longer say 150 years, consume fewer gas/fuel. Make it safer by protecting both driver, passengers, pedestrians or even animals. We limit the car to a certain amount of speed because we don’t need to meet our tight schedule, work becomes something that you enjoy and contribute so that everyone on Earth can benefit. Without competition and patent, everyone’s research achievements are contributed to make the best car on earth, for everyone on earth without boundaries, no countries, no matter what color of skin you have – Caucasians or African descendents, all will have a car. Because car is a necessity for everyone and children on earth, to have a decent life.

活在平富金錢裏的遊戲和消遺 - 2!

如郵輪. 今天的郵輪主要是給如果你有很多錢, 你就可以妄顧一切然後在上面享受到不同的地方遊玩, 而暗中其實是把一班人困在船上, 迫你除了賭錢以外就沒有什麼可以做的活動. 一切只是為了讓郵輪公司賺取更多的收入/錢. 完全建築在個人/集體的貪婪之上. 就現在想到的, 在平等富裕系統下, 如困郵輪還存在, 將會是真正給想透過海上的路綫, 一邊在海上生活, 一邊在岸邊體驗的消遣. 不再會是為了貪婪而製造利潤的工具. 我現在看, 有可能會跟貨輪合併, 例如在居住環境特別適合人類居住的地方, 這些通常都是今天所謂風景漂亮的地方. 而郵輪會變成和貨輪的混合體. 上面的乘客會是工人, 一邊學習, 記錄自已的遊歴/故事, 或從事需要在海上或在不同地方需要流動性的研究.在工作時會在碼頭處理作業, 公餘時可以和家人在船上或岸上遊玩. 這樣船上的賭塲就會變成託兒和基本教育中心, 也有訓練機械士的課室, 然後可以在機械室作實習. 也就是說郵輪令天只供有錢人不顧一切的玩樂的目的將會徹底改變. 會變成着重在教育(包括小孩子/下一代), 記錄個人遊歴, 海上生活體驗, 海上研究和貨運的混合體. 真是寫到這裏, 已經欣喜看到在平等富裕金錢下, 當一切的出發點不再是貪婪而是全體最大得益下, 我們的生活根本是不需要每天活在不是你死就是我亡的無情環境裏, 只為了每一個心裏在侈望有一天我或我的兒女可以搖身一變成為超級億萬富翁, 而暗地裏實際被精英派骨子裏操控着所有金錢/印製鈔票/金融抄賣/金融賭博/股市.

所以這是很有趣的一件事, 來展望當平等富裕金錢建立後, 我們的生活會有怎樣的改善/改變. 透過我研讀了 Desteni三年, 在清楚了解平等富裕金錢系統究竟是什麼一回事,和它可以怎樣大大改善我們每天的生活. 其實現在 Desteni南非的農塲就是在實際測試在平等富裕金錢系統下, 讓世界各地的會員只需付飛機票, 就有機會免費的在農塲裏體驗和得到 Bernard的指導, 當然, 從回來的人說,其實主要還是要靠自已走自已的進程, 做自我寛恕.光想活在平等富裕金錢裏也令人興奮, 可以真的享受/表現自已, 而不是每天活在拼過你死我活, 漠視身邊一切, 試想想我們不需要等巨形的天災, 我們現在活在這種人吃人狗吃狗的資本主義互相搾取互相剥削的制度下, 只是供養一少撮人掌握製造鈔票的命脈, 而世上每一個人就要活在每天壓力苦不堪言的地獄裏, 而每一個人只靠外表看似是公平, 資本主義給所有人平等有機會發逹的機會 – 這個終極像酒精/街頭毒品的幻象下捱下去. 我們不需要這樣過活的, 我們想我們的孩子活在這樣的監獄金字塔的.

活在平富金錢裏的遊戲和消遣!

遊戲和消遣:

這真是一個看似簡單, 然而到這一刻我還是沒有頭緒我會怎樣寫遊戲和消遣的. 我本來以為我可以寫很多關於在平等富裕金錢系統下, 我們或我們的孩子將會玩些什麼, 或者我應該說是我這刻還不很清楚應該從那裏着手, 因為實在是太廣泛了. 這刻會想到的已經很多了 – 郵輪, 打臘, 購物(哈, 是的對很多人這也是娛樂消遣的一種), 旅行, 路營(內地叫什麼的?),開跑車, 攀山, 游泳, 打撞球/桌球, 電玩(這個佔很大比重), 交友閒談, 看電視/電影, 打各種的球類, 騎馬, 打保齡球(室內), 沖浪, 潛水, 跳傘, 沙灘堆沙, 園藝, 攝影, 音樂, 划船 等等等等. (笑)原來這些都是我想玩的, 在這刻想得到的.

首先, 很多現有的遊戲和消遣都會有很大的改變, 並且符合所有一切都是一體平等的原則下遊玩. 所以即使保留這些遊戲, 它們的性質將會和現時的運作模式大大的不一樣. 一切都要顧及所有一切的原則下進行, 只顧及自已享受而漠視一切因為要供給你享受, 而令上千上萬身邊一切, 犠牲如大自然, 地球, 動物/植物界和其他人類等等的都會消失, 所有某少撮人才有的特權的遊戲也會消失.

Why Did it happen, What have I become?

I am not sure why I had accepted and allowed in the past that have caused these thoughts, however, I have summarized them to – continuous playing first person killing video games(I just like everyone else thought they were just “games”, big mistakes I became what I accepted and allowed and what I participated), I like watch tons of movies, some of them are brutal and bloody, some are so called action movies, connecting brutal scenes to energy/excitements. After I have stopped masturbation, I as the mind consciousness system experience a energy withdraw syndrome and always have thoughts of inflicting pain to give energy to fee the mind.

My childhood == Hate, and more Hate!
I also had extreme hate to my penny pinching, totally self-interest and slyly in plotting and dominating everyone around him. I hate him straight to his bones that I don’t treat him as a human when I grow up, I thought the world would be better if he just die. His death would be justice and I hate him for justice, for eye for an eye, for what he exerted on me when I was small, where I have no saying inside the house. I mean if you are parents, children know extremely well, much more than you anticipated. In nowadays’ family, the parents usually the father is the dominating/superior figure. Children, like when I was small, yes they can’t fight you back “right away” and children are not dumb, they need to survive inside the house/family just like how you as parents survive inside a corporation. So for me, to balance things out, I hate my father, my brother when I was hiding/crying in the washroom or kitchen – attempting to balance myself out, attempting to find justice, and will do everything possible to make me imprint and remember this “hate”.

My Self-forgiveness book - 1

My Little Story:

I have been studying Desteni since July 2008 so it has been three years now, translating Desteni materials into Chinese for almost two years.
I know what should be done, self-forgiveness to cleanse myself and then afterwards self-corrective application in similar situation – don’t participate in the mind again and act what is best for all. Yet I missed the critical point of applying it. Sometimes I do it mainly for DIP course, other occasions are when I can’t get rid of my thoughts and they have become ghosts that haunted me, whenever I was cooking, bathing or even resting on the bed – these thoughts would just pop out and I apparently have no control and no way to get rid of them(of course, because my nature, my essence has not changed at all! These thoughts are plainly reflecting what I have inside of me).

Self-forgiveness and Me:

What I found the critical points about self-forgiveness is I really have to do it consistently, detail, self-honest to myself in seeing the point, no excuses for postponing doing self-forgiveness right away and most important to me(that I didn’t see that at the beginning) is it will take some time, months to actually “see” the difference. To me the most obvious is a few months later, the thoughts dissipate.

I used to have thoughts about scorching my face on the cooker’s hot coil, want to burst my head into pieces/with an axe, poke my eyes on an iron pole sticking on the ground, putting my hands onto an airplane’s running propellers when I saw a plane fly by, cutting my belly open with a Japanese sword etc. I am so glad that most of these thoughts are cleared now that they won’t pop out inside my mind because, as we all know, the more we have thoughts like that the most likely one is walking to “actually doing it” when we lose control. I mean I have tried all sort of other methods to stop the thoughts(later I would talk about my experience on pornography). What we know about psychology today is extremely primitive and as we all know very clearly – these methods won’t work!