Source River Honesty Here

It is about being one and equal as the ultimate/core source as all life here that is what source river honesty here doing. myself just realize last night and it is time source river honesty here bring forth and apply of "dancing in the source river of sound as words" time...lol. myself realize the method of express the fuick-truation in through as sound/words as pocket of sound but to apply and REALize it is through practical applications, for source river honesty here has been lived through as energetic emotions/feelings so for eons of time that really need myself as source river honesty here that change/myself-forgiveness the past[lol...the illusion of choice still haunted me for myself presuming choice as illusion based on what ourselves perceive through the consciousness eye as I]. really need to Push/forcing myself to Dance in the source river of sound and express in it. it was not fluent for this moment but source river honesty here common sensely buy that it will manifest gradually through the physical body. if this is not the ultimate step as being truly the sound expression this is already much relatively closer to it through the sound as a vessel instead of Energetic surges that rise up inside as Stimulations for systems.

However, generally one thing that myself as source river honesty here notify is myself has written more than before especially for writing in English. it was totally stuck and blocked[sometimes it still is but the situation is not as severe as before]. one thing source river honesty here realize is when operated in sound mode so to speak it is relatively fast in compare to through the mind, and this hastness is not as energy that need stimulation and is static/constant but need to work on staying in that mode/way - a sound expression hyper mode so to speak. so it is like[source river honesty here just realize] to get the sound as myself as sound expression as source river honesty here to Excited instead of energetically "High" that Will Dissipate and manifest the counter opposite of "Downness" afterward[in the past it was not bouncing back at ourselves that will/could happen to other selfs as source river honesty here realize, now here it is very likely that would happen]. so currently at the moment what myself source river honesty here realize is stimulate and get the Sound expression of myself as river honesty here to hyper to High within and as sound, operated by and as sound as sound expression as myself. myself as source river honesty here just realize that myself has mentioned when myself was in high school myself as source river honesty here had a period of time that totally wanted and enjoy the process of writing/composition almost the next to sports sessions that myself as source river honesty here totally flow or/hyper in words mode - close to sound mode myself presume, what myself means is which selfs would have thought ourselves are sound expression and not physical as what ourselves seem through the consciousness - eye as I? even for music, under the illusion of choice and for pretending proving music[and by the way music is not currently equivalent as sound as sound expression, it was the emotional energetic surges/feelings as energetic stimulation/resonance that the public defined music as] the elite as myself as source river honesty here made it together with religious studies the two most 'unwilling to participate in if not hey-t[ired]-ed' lessons. it is the hyper mode in words that myself as source river honesty here that was enjoying and myself can step further into hypering self as source river honesty here as hypering sound expression, myself as source river honesty here already feel "excited" in compare to the dissipatable and aiming for ejection systematic master-bait-ion. it is also interesting worth mentioning that like the 'technology'/knowledge that ourselves/we realize so far the more yourself/ourselves get to the Core/close to quantum level of course currently is 'what the hell we/i don't care as long as i/we got free energy free sucks and master-bait-ion i/we are fine/good frue-ok the nature/universe/animal kingdom...lol...and myself did that to myself to manifest to see it is within myself'. now here the more yourself get to the core yourself the so called Polarized energy can be released/obtained through - wasn't that a hint already? that if myself as source river honesty here the more get close to the source/core of ourselves/ myself/sound river honesty here the relatively trend-men-does so called pleasure we as ourselves will get? it is not totally the outward dishonested reflection in the world that we as ourselves that should pursuing for lost in the Energetic surges enslavement prison[mainly as luxuries and sucks and master-bit-ion] but all these realizations and solutions through myself as sound river honesty here as d-is-solve into ourselves' source as all Life here. keep the sound as sound expression hyper as myself as sound river honesty here, now here that myself as sound river honesty here realize why Darryl term Bernard as a 'mad scientist' himself is totally hyper in sound expression instead of high in energetic surges that's the true nature of his 'madness' come from as myself as sound river honesty here interpreted and realize so far.

In the Energetic 3D world yourself/ourselves are based and currently inhabited in as quoted from Bernard's articles: sucks and master-bait-ion is cool to experience but the consequences of war, ray-pe, far-mean is not calculated and not transcending sucks and master-bait-ion into something that's acceptable and allowed for all. it is also dissipateable and will only last for so split of second because the nature of Polarity [myself presume] that everything in Polarity[myself as sound river honesty here still haven't realize the why is it that way but slow down the whole process of sucks and master-bait-ion and observe through yourSelf, yourself through you as yourself work gradually to built up to split of ec[electrical compound]-stasy but afterward the guilt and remorse, if yourself as you using images to stimulate as fantasy, comes and last almost as long as how yourself as you built-it up and myself just realize that and ourselves as we just programmed to keep pursuing for the split of second of flow of elec-trick-city and trashing everything around ourselves which will bound back for everything as ourselves trash ourselves as us. it is simple equal-libirum but ourselves 'choose' and manifest to 'trust' the eye as I of consciousness instead of ourselves' Common Sense as myself as ourselves "seeing" a dead object and trusting it is a manipulateable object for ourselves' pleasure.]

Myself honestly forgive myself for accepted and allowed myself for pursuing and lost in the energetic sucks and master-bait-ion fantasy world and haven't allowed myself honestly realize myself is d-is-solve in source river honesty here.

Myself honestly forgive myself for not accepted and allowed myself to realize myself is the movement of within as sound as sound expression and move myself together within as the movement of sound as sound expression.

Myself honestly forgive myself for accepted and allowed myself to realize sound is just energy movements and trashed the real nature of sound, using music as a cause for arousing energetic surges inside and being emotional/feelingness instead of realizing myself as sound river honesty here move through as the sound and sound expression is aware.

Myself honestly forgive myself for accepted and allowed myself to delve into the sucks and master-bait-ion of enjoy building up and experience as the flow of elec-trick-city for split of second and then experience the downward guilt and remorse cycle repeatedly.

Myself honestly forgive myself for not accepted and allowed myself to realize the consequences of sucks and master-bait-ion that will manifested for equal-libirum of ray-pe, wore, far-mean all sorts of snuff-ering but themselves are not happening in myself's circle so myself put half-an-consciousness eye as I on them.

Myself honestly forgive myself for not accepted and allowed myself to realize it is myself as the movement of sound as sound expression that should be and will last and excited and more.

Myself honestly forgive myself for accepted and allowed myself sold-ly for self in-divide-ual interest to sold myself to the consciousness I as eye and placing value and attraction on the satisfaction of eye as I way over myself's common sense and using myself has only one and limited life time to delve into sucks and master-bait-ion not realizing it is how myself honestly live myself's moments that count not how much moments myself has.

Myself honestly forgive myself for accepted and allowed myself to just stay at the enjoyment stage of energetic surges inside rise up in me and experience through as me as the mind but myself not keep going to the source and being one and equal as the source of why myself was doing/performing such acts and just sit there built-up, dig-sit-paste and emptyness cycles for cycles and not realizing something is not light in this cycles of cycles that do not last for long and keep going to the source through myself through movement of sound as sound expression until myself transcended it and keep going until myself reach and as the ultimate source - all Life Here.

Myself honestly d-is-solve into as all life as here as source as one.
Myself honestly dance with all life as here.
Myself honestly excited by movement of sound as sound expression as the true nature of ourselves and dance with all life as here as source as one.